Madfall

by Grace Draven

  “I have come to die. Not for…that!”

  Yet his words echoed in her head. I am a man. And then a thought formed in her overwrought mind, one that brought a small spark of unexpected hope. Must be easier to kill a man than a dragon.

  She held her breath. She had not come here to kill the beast. She had given up that hopeless fantasy after the first try, but…if she could succeed now under these different circumstances… If she killed the dragon… She still couldn’t go back to her village, but… Could she claim his cave as her own?

  The thoughts followed each other in rapid succession, while Einin tried to keep up, tried to imagine a possible future for herself instead of certain death.

  She’d never had anything of her own. The hut in the village had been her father’s. She lived in it, but had she married Wilm, the hut would have become Wilm’s property the moment they wed. The dragon’s cave, on the other hand…

  Einin’s heart had been racing already, but now it raced faster. A place of her own. Maybe she’d be safe here, living as a hermit. Safe from predators, for certain. No bear or wolf would come to a cave that smelled of dragon. And with some luck, there might not be another natural disaster in the villages for decades, no reason for the priest to bring another procession this way.

  The back of the cave would be warm enough in winter, as long as she had fire. She could gather berries and eggs in the forest and trap rabbits and squirrels and birds—a slim chance, but a chance, her first true hope for survival.

  If she could kill the dragon…

  But how?

  She had no weapon, but the clutter of the cave floor hid a number of old swords and daggers. She needed something longer than a kitchen knife, something that still held a sharp edge.

  Draknart shifted closer. When her hands came up again, her palms touched against his hard chest. His body was warm, not hot, yet it seemed to burn her even through the fabric of his shirt. She snatched her hands back.

  Time. She needed to play for time until she found the right weapon. So she didn’t shout at him again. She didn’t call him names. She didn’t even curse him.

  He smiled. His dragon smile had been fearsome. This smile… His lips stretched over white teeth. This smile sucked all the air out of the cave.

  She gasped. He had to be the devil’s own, for certain. Hadn’t the priest warned the village about just that? She dragged her gaze over him, looking for the signs: hoofed feet and horns, but he didn’t have either. Yet he was far more than the men of the village. Her gaze hesitated on his thick arms, his thick thighs.

  “Only when you’re ready.” His voice rumbled along her skin.

  She pressed her back against the wall. “Never.”

  Her gaze fell on his large hands. They wouldn’t be farmer hands, of course. She was suddenly aware of her own calluses, of the dirt under her fingernails. Were his hands soldier hands, then? Used to wielding a sword? Probably not that either. He could fight as a dragon. Why would he fight as a man? But he did have strong hands, and her gaze hesitated on them.

  “Only when you ask.” His voice filled with dark promises.

  He slowly reached for her and drew a single finger down the middle of her shirt, between her breasts, from her neck to right above her belly button. He stopped there, his heavy gaze fast upon her face.

  She could feel the warmth of that single fingertip through the roughly woven cloth, and a slow, insidious heat spread across her skin inch by inch. Nay. Nay. Nay.

  She feared the dragon, but she loathed the black knight. The dragon could devour her. But the knight… The knight was the more dangerous of the two. She couldn’t look away from his eyes as the bottomless dark pools swirled with fire.

  He dipped his head and nipped her lower lip.

  “Yield to me,” he whispered.

  He caressed, nibbled, and tasted. He suffused her with heat, sending strange sensations through her that made her dizzy. And when she opened her mouth to protest, he delved in.

  Oh!

  His tongue was hot, insistent, and wicked. The buzzing sensation in her mind spread to the rest of her body. The heat that originated in him began to fill her, spreading all the way to the ends of her limbs.

  His large hand came up to her throat. The pad of his thumb rested against her frantically beating pulse before he moved his long fingers down to work the wooden buttons on her shirt.

  She tore her lips from his to draw air. “Nay!”

  He stilled, dark storm clouds crashing in his gaze, his wicked lips curving into a smile of utter male arrogance.

  “You wish for more love play.” He took her lips again.

  She was to have no time to search for an old blade, Einin realized, and grabbed for the nearest chunk of loose rock she could lift. To distract the man, she pressed her lips tightly to his. Now!

  He must not have been as distracted as she’d hoped, because he disarmed her easily and threw the rock clear across the cave. In fact, he kissed her with even more fervor, even more thoroughly, leaving her gasping.

  “Maybe later, if you still wish, we can spar a bit,” he offered with an indulgent smile when he finally pulled back. Then he sighed, as if the thought filled him with satisfaction. “Aye, but you’re a fine wee lass.”

  Einin stared at him, overwhelmed by the strange realization that he didn’t altogether mind her attempts on his life. She had no time to entertain the revelation, however, as he kissed her again.

  Oh.

  Her mind buzzed louder, then her body burned. No village boy had ever kissed her like this. Wilm’s few forceful, slobbering attempts paled. She’d forgotten them by the time the bruises on her shoulders faded.

  Now Einin felt like her skin was too tight, her body swollen, especially the part between her legs, to the point where the sensation could no longer be borne. Then Draknart dragged his torturous lips to her neck, and a new aching wave of need washed over her. By the time he made his way to her ear, licking and nibbling every nook and cranny then, gasp, sucked her earlobe into his mouth, she was near certain she was going to die, that this was some ancient dragon magic with which he meant to kill her.

  “Submit to me, Einin,” he rasped into her ear, his hot breath sending shivers of pleasure down her spine.

  Every ounce of strength she had was needed to produce a weak “Nay.”

  Chapter Five

  Draknart watched the confounding slip of a maiden sleep next to him on the furs—a first. Her breath came in soft little puffs, warm against his scales. He’d never slept with a woman before. The experience was odd, although not unpleasant.

  A shame that she hadn’t submitted to his expert seduction. Yet he couldn’t regret the time spent. Sparring with her sharp tongue was just as entertaining as sparring with her when she held a sword. But now the first light of the day reached through the cave’s opening. He’d never kept one this long. And all the others had begged to live. While Einin…

  Draknart shifted his heavy dragon body. He lifted his head and adjusted himself, curling around her, cradling her in the middle as a bird in a nest.

  He should end her quickly. But he couldn’t resist licking the bottom of Einin’s feet, letting his tongue play with her perfect small toes.

  She gave a soft moan in her sleep.

  He loved the feel of her skin on his lips. He shifted again and sucked her into his mouth up to her knees. Then up to her waist, saying a silent good-bye with true regret that surprised him. She was a woman like no other he’d met before, strong enough and honorable enough for a queen.

  She’d asked for a quick death.

  So long, fiery maiden—

  He stilled as the taste of her womanhood spread on his tongue. His insides turned to liquid fire. The man inside him wanted her still and demanded another chance, a mating.

  Draknart hesitated. What would another day matter?

  Just because he hadn’t kept anyone before, it didn’t mean he couldn’t keep her, at least a little longer. His dragon blood
stirred at the thought of another sword fight and another round of seduction on the furs. But even as he was about to release her, she woke, and, assessing her predicament correctly, she gave a shrill cry.

  “You treacherous beast!” Which she followed with damn near kicking out his hind teeth.

  He roared and spit her across the cave.

  She was on her feet the next instant, wild-eyed and rumpled, her shirt stuck to her comely thighs. A fetching sight she presented, even as she swore like a goatherd and threw old chunks of armor at Draknart until one hit him square on the tip of his nose.

  He jumped off his sleeping ledge and pulled to his full height, then sent a small cloud of smoke her way. “Cease!”

  Instead, she fished a rusty sword out of the rubble once again and charged at him. Her breasts heaved beneath the shirt. Damned if Draknart wasn’t distracted. Which made it possible for her to cut into his wing.

  He roared.

  She roared back. “You cowardly bastard! You were going to kill me in my sleep!”

  He stilled and tilted his head. That made her angry? “Would you prefer to be awake for it?”

  Either way, his meals were dead at first bite—he had a strong jaw and sharp fangs. He meant taking her in her sleep as a kindness. He would have thought she’d appreciate the effort.

  Instead, the lass bent and smashed the pommel of her sword into Draknart’s foot, nearly breaking off a talon. And yet, Draknart’s dark dragon temper did not wash over him in response. Rather, he found himself thinking with pride, That’s my Einin, giving as good as she gets.

  She swung her newfound weapon in a wide arc in front of her.

  He grunted at her. “I wish you’d stop before you get hurt.”

  He was not surprised when she didn’t listen.

  With a sigh that produced a small cloud of smoke, he backed into the middle of the cave where he could maneuver more easily. Sometimes, in a fight, his tail would swing on its own. He didn’t want to injure her. Although, he wasn’t about to tell her that the thought of harming her bothered him. If he lost his reputation—he’d be left with nothing. Dragons were very much like maidens in that one way.

  “I was just taking a wee taste,” he said in as reasonable a tone as he was capable. “You taste sweet,” he added, in the hope that some praise would put her into a better disposition. “Calm yourself, sweeting.”

  Her eyes narrowed; she held the sword high in front of her in a tight grip, both hands on the hilt.

  That’d be a no, then.

  Ah well, if she was disinclined to polite conversation, they might as well have a little sport. Draknart blew another careful puff of smoke and moved forward. She jumped back at last, with a yelp, and took off running. He chased her for a while. Then he backed away, let her try her skill on him. She was quick and fought more with brain than brawn. She sparred better than most of the knights Draknart had eaten.

  He only thought to stop their game when her breathing grew labored. She would probably exhaust herself to the point of death before she admitted defeat. He watched her with admiration.

  “We should rest then, aye?”

  While she eyed his teeth and talons, he swiped his barbed tail around and locked the tip around her slim ankle, yanked her up, and dangled her upside down in front of his face.

  Her shirt slid down to her armpits, revealing a silky tuft of fur between her legs and those breasts he’d been longing to see naked. He finally got his fill. He’d never looked forward to midnight more.

  Then she twisted, and his blood cooled. Deep grooves covered her slim back, the ruined skin speaking of a merciless whipping. Old scars. Ragged. She must have received them as a child. She was a wee lass now, how much smaller must she have been back then? It was a miracle she had survived such torture. Dark fires ignited inside him, a rage that had him pawing the ground, dragging his talons over the stone.

  She dropped her sword and scrambled to keep herself covered. “Put me down, you great beast!”

  “Caught thieving?” He thought of his hoard and shifted with unease.

  Even so, as much as any dragon hated a thief, the sight of her ruined back filled Draknart with a dark fury at the blackheart who’d flayed the small child she had been. “What did you steal?”

  A half-embarrassed, half-outraged sound escaped her. “I stole nothing. I spilled the milk.”

  He stayed silent as he tried to puzzle out her meaning.

  Twisting to face him so she could glare at him, she added, “My mother died when I was young. The people in the village didn’t think it was right for a girl to be raised by all men in the house. A farmer’s wife offered to take me in. She had only sons. She told my father she would raise me for a daughter.”

  “Who gave you the whipping?”

  “She did. She kept me in the barn with the cows to take care of the mucking and the milking. She whipped me often to teach me not to grow up lazy.”

  She squeezed her eyes shut for a moment, as if she could still feel the bite of the whip. “I was a slight child. One day, carrying two heavy milk buckets, I spilled some of the milk. She whipped me until I fainted.”

  “Did you run away?” She had a feisty heart. She’d been too young and too small to fight back, but Draknart could see her running as an act of defiance.

  “I couldn’t run.” She huffed. “I couldn’t even move. But while I hid, my father stopped by to bring me a small round of herbed goat cheese as a gift. He found me lying in my own blood in the hayloft. He carried me down the ladder and carried me home. He refused to return me, no matter what the village elders said.”

  Draknart began to absentmindedly sharpen his talons on the stone. “This farmer’s wife… Which one is she? The pigeon-toed hag?”

  Einin wiggled to get down. “What difference does it make?”

  The hag and her cows would make a nice meal.

  Draknart knew the far field where the cows grazed. He nuzzled Einin and meant it as a comfort, but she took it the wrong way.

  The vulnerability disappeared from her eyes in an instant, replaced by outrage. She swung her body, boxing the air inches from his snout. “You great conscienceless, murderous beast of the devil. Set me down!”

  By the gods, the woman could screech. Yet all she did, Draknart found sweetly entertaining. She could amuse the gods themselves…

  His great body went still at the thought, even his breathing cut off, as if time itself had ground to a halt. He didn’t move as much as a talon, not even an eyelid.

  Mostly, he thought of the gods only when he thought of the curse Belisama had put on him. The goddess wasn’t likely to ever lift the curse—she was that much of a shrew—but…

  Her husband, the god Belinus, could.

  In exchange for a gift fit for a god.

  For the first time ever, Draknart had just such a gift. His gaze fastened on the wee lassie hanging upside down in front of his face. Einin.

  Belinus had a known weakness for beautiful maidens, and there had never been a maiden more beautiful, more fiery and brave, and more worthy of attention than the one Draknart was holding.

  Mayhap it was most fortunate that he hadn’t breached her maidenhead in the night. Although, it hadn’t felt lucky at the time.

  “Put me down. Now!” she demanded again with fury, flashing a bare thigh here and a bare buttock there as she wriggled.

  Distracting, but after a few moments, Draknart managed to set her on the ground.

  She pulled her spine straight, didn’t back away, not a step. She drew her lungs full, her fists coming up, ready to fight, her mesmerizing chest heaving under the rough fabric of her shirt.

  He wanted her naked and writhing with pleasure under him as he plowed into her.

  He shook off the sharp need. There was something he wanted even more than the bliss he’d find between her strong thighs, wanted desperately, with every beat of his black dragon heart. He wanted the curse lifted.

  He wanted to be what he’d once been: dragon
day and night.

  Draknart steadied himself with a bellowing breath that sent a few harmless sparks around her and said in a tone as friendly as he was capable, “Get yourself ready, lass. We are going on a journey.”

  Her soft mouth dropped open in surprise. “We? The two of us? Together?”

  “Aye. Traveling companions.” His stone heart lifted, his mood lighter than it’d been in recent memory. If he were any happier, he’d be chasing his own tail around like a dragon pup.

  He smiled at her.

  She must have grown used to his fangs, because she barely paled.

  Chapter Six

  A journey?

  Einin stared at the dragon.

  To run wild and free. To see some of the wide world…

  No woman from Downwood had ever gone farther than Morganton, and that was Einin’s own aunt back when she’d married a fletcher. Most women never traveled beyond the surrounding village markets. Einin knew plenty of people who’d never once left Downwood.

  At least she’d gone to the markets in the nearest villages as a child, with her father, to sell goat cheese and milk.

  She had dreamt of faraway places all her life, tried to imagine the people and palaces from the tales of the few stray travelers who’d come through her village. The traveling tinker always told such stories! And returning soldiers too, although their tales were much darker. The traveling priest shared little, the darkest tales yet, mostly about the burning of witches.

  There had to be more. There had to be such wonders!

  “What journey?” She tilted her head, her heart racing with cautious excitement. “To where?”

  The dragon said, “Hmpf,” and kicked a shredded old shield out of his way, looking after it as if it held great interest. Embarrassed? No, Einin thought, could not be that. Not this dragon. Probably not any dragon. They were a murderous and conscienceless lot, down to the last one.

  Yet he examined his sharp talons with undue attention as he said, “A bit back, I offended someone.”

  This she could believe. “And you’re going to offer an apology?”