Between Love and Duty

by Janice Kay Johnson

  “Yes.” She didn’t embroider the bald answer. “I’d like to meet so that we can talk.”

  Tito had stopped and stood dribbling the ball, watching him, although he was too far away to be able to hear even Duncan’s end of the conversation. From the apprehension on the boy’s face, Duncan realized his expression must have given something away.

  “I’m with him right now,” he said curtly. “Tomorrow morning…”

  “Evenings are better for me.”

  He raised his eyebrows. Guardians ad Litem were paid, if minimally; many worked out of counseling services or the like. It would be normal to conduct business during the day.

  Silence was an unbeatable tool for interrogation. He employed it now, and finally, grudgingly, she said, “I own a business. Dance Dreams.”

  He knew every business within the Stimson city limits, his jurisdiction, at least by sight. He’d never had occasion to step foot inside Dance Dreams, which sold dancewear, presumably including tap shoes and toe shoes, tutus and a lot of pink sparkly stuff that appeared in the window. Not his kind of place—and the juxtaposition of pink tulle and sometimes ugly dependency court hearings seemed to be a strange one.

  Meeting Ms. Jane Brooks might be interesting.

  “Evening, then,” he agreed. “Tomorrow?”

  “That would be great.” She hesitated. “Shall we make it a coffee shop?”

  “Why don’t you stop by my place? We won’t want to be overheard.”

  She agreed and he gave her his address. Duncan ended the call and returned to Tito. He conducted a lightning-quick internal debate and decided to say nothing yet. He’d find out what was going on first.

  “Business,” he said, then grinned. “What say we hang it up and go get something to eat? I didn’t manage dinner and I’m starved.”

  “Pizza?” the boy said hopefully.

  “Burgers.” Duncan laughed at his expression. “Pizza next time.”

  Tito sighed with exaggerated disappointment. Somehow or other, he’d manage to force himself to chow down a cheeseburger, a good-sized helping of fries and a root beer float at a minimum.

  Hey, maybe he’d have that growth spurt yet.

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  CHAPTER TWO

  AT SEVEN IN THE EVENING, it was still full daylight in the Puget Sound area. Darkness wouldn’t fall until eight-thirty or nine. The day had been hot for early May, and the heat still lingered when Jane arrived at Duncan MacLachlan’s.

  She loved his home on sight. It was distinctive enough she suspected it had been custom designed and built. The lot wasn’t huge, but the houses on his side of the street all backed up to Mesahchie Creek and the greenbelt that protected it. Right here in the city, he had his own slice of wilderness.

  The house was one story, sided with split-cedar shingles. Trim was painted forest green. From the driveway she could see interesting angles, bay windows and skylights, and a wooden arbor over a flagstone paved path that led around the side of the house.

  Unable to repress a sigh, she got out. She was already afraid she was going to have the hots for him, and now she’d succumbed to his house before she even stepped inside.

  I am unbiased, she reminded herself firmly. I’m being paid to think of Tito first, last and always.

  She rang the doorbell and, as she waited, listened to the delicate music played by an unusual wind chime, long, thin shards of obsidian suspended from a branch of driftwood. It distracted her enough that she was startled when the door opened. She gave a betraying jerk, then felt her cheeks warm when she most wanted to be completely poised.

  The man filling the doorway studied her thoroughly. “No wonder you opened the store. You were a dancer,” he said, in the deep, somehow velvety voice she recognized from television interviews.

  But his words helped her get a grip. “No.”

  “You look like one.”

  “I never had the opportunity,” she said flatly. She held out a hand. “Captain MacLachlan.”

  He didn’t smile. “Ms. Brooks.” His very large hand enveloped hers for the briefest possible time considered civil. “Please come in.”

  She stepped inside, trying very, very hard to shut down her physical awareness of him, but not succeeding. It wasn’t that he was huge; at a guess, he was about six feet tall, maybe even a little less. At five foot seven herself, she shouldn’t feel dwarfed by him. It was that he had…presence. She couldn’t think of any other way to describe it. He was the kind of man people would always look at first, no matter how big the crowd. Even when, like now, he wore neither uniform nor the kind of suit he was usually photographed in. He must have changed when he got home, to well-worn jeans, athletic shoes and a long-sleeved dark blue T-shirt that hugged broad shoulders.

  He did indeed have a great body—lean and athletic. Not overmuscled, not thin. Perfect. His face wasn’t model handsome, not by a long shot. He had broad, blunt cheekbones, a heavy brow, too many furrows and a crooked nose. His eyes were a wintry gray, clear and penetrating.

  And, damn it, her knees wanted to buckle because he was right there, so close she could have touched him. I did touch him, she thought, and rolled her eyes at herself when he turned to lead the way into the living room. Apparently her inner teenager was alive and well.

  Even though mainly focused on him, she was aware enough of her surroundings to know instantly that she loved the interior of his house as much as she had the exterior. Wide-planked wood floors, wooden blinds, cushiony leather furniture in a warm, chestnut brown underlaid by the contrasting elegance and color of Persian rugs. Bookcases, packed full, flanked a river-rock fireplace. For the walls, he favored art-quality photographs over paintings. Above the rough-hewn mantel hung a large framed photo of a bald eagle sitting on a snag above a river. The doors of an antique armoire stood open to display a large-screen television and, below, a fancy-looking audio system.

  “Coffee?” Captain MacLachlan asked.

  “Thank you.”

  He excused himself and disappeared, leaving her to wander and examine his books—an exceptionally eclectic mix of science fiction, thrillers, historical fiction and nonfiction that covered a gamut of subjects.

  He returned with a tray and gestured her toward the sofa then sat across from her in a recliner that rocked forward as he added cream to his mug of coffee. Jane doctored her own with both sugar and cream then straightened.

  “All right.” His tone was abrupt, his expression uncompromising. “What’s this about?”

  She cleared her throat, going into professional mode. “Has Tito told you about his living situation?”

  “I know he lives with his sister. I’ve talked to Lupe a couple of times.”

  Jane nodded. “Apparently his parents split up and his mother moved back to Mexico four years ago. She took three of Tito’s sisters with her. There are a couple of other older siblings somewhere in the area. Tito stayed with his father.” She gave a small shrug. “They both thought that because he’s a boy, he needed a father more than a mother.”

  MacLachlan grunted. She couldn’t tell what he thought about that rather traditional view.

  “What happened to the father?” he asked.

  “Three years ago, he was involved in a brawl at a tavern. He knifed another man, who died.”

  The police captain’s face changed then. Hardened.

  Jane continued, “He was convicted of manslaughter and given a five-year term. However, he’s done what he needed to be released early.”

  He leaned forward and set down the mug with a sharp click. “Don’t tell me anyone’s thinking of returning custody to him.” His incredulity was plain.

  “He has every right to regain custody of his minor children,” Jane said, as sharply. “There are no allegations of abuse or neglect. He was convicted of a crime unrelated to his family. He has continued to write and call Tito and likely his other children. He sees Tito as often as Lupe
can drive him to Monroe.”

  “He’s a convicted felon. A man with a demonstrated history of violence. Have you even met him?”

  “Not yet.”

  MacLachlan made a disgusted sound. “But already you’re his advocate.”

  That annoyed Jane enough to have her setting down her mug, too, so decisively that coffee splashed onto the glass tabletop. “I neither said nor implied that. I have been asked to assess possible placements for Tito. It’s possible that his father will be his best bet. In case you’re unaware, his current placement with his sister is far from ideal. There may be other possibilities, and I will consider those, as well. At the moment, I’m keeping an open mind.” Unlike you, she didn’t have to say.

  They glared at each other. After a moment he gave a choppy nod, and she felt a glow of satisfaction because he was the one who had to back down. She was right; he was wrong.

  “What I’m doing,” she said crisply, “is making time to talk to any adults active in Tito’s life. Lupe gave me your name, although she seemed unclear on how you’d come to be involved with him.”

  He was exceptionally good at hiding his thoughts, which perhaps wasn’t surprising for a cop. Jane found it disquieting to have to wait, however, while he watched her with those cool gray eyes and apparently decided what and how much he was going to tell her.

  He reached for his coffee again and took a long swallow. Jane dragged her gaze from his strong, tanned throat, and she was dismayed to feel her cheeks warming again. She silently blasted herself. What was wrong with her? She never reacted to a man like this. Think how hideously embarrassing it would be if he noticed!

  “He broke into my house.”

  Her eyes flew to his face. “What?”

  He gave the faintest of smiles, and she bristled at the realization that he had enjoyed shocking her. “You heard me.”

  Jane opened and closed her mouth a couple of times. At last, she said cautiously, “That’s how you met.”

  “Yes.” Another of those smiles, barely a twitch of the lips. “The house was dark. I’d had a crappy day. When the Mariners game ended, I turned it off and I guess I fell asleep right here in my recliner. I heard the window break. I got my hands on him, discovered he’s only twelve. He claimed that he’d been dared to break into a house. He insisted he’s never done anything like that before.” His shoulders moved in a barely there shrug. “I gambled he’s telling the truth and didn’t arrest him.”

  “Soo…” She drew the word out. “You became buddies instead.”

  This smile approached the real thing and she could have sworn she saw a glint of amusement in his eyes. The combination was enough to make her glad she was already sitting down.

  “Something like that. I told him I wasn’t letting him off the hook that easily. I could still arrest him at any time. I gave him a choice—spend some time with me and let me assess how honest he is, or be booked into juvie. Tito’s a smart boy.”

  It seemed that Captain MacLachlan wasn’t quite as hard-assed as he was reputed to be. Tito had, somehow, some way, gotten to him.

  “You could have arrested him and recommended him for diversion.” The diversion panels were made up of ordinary citizens who’d volunteered to serve. In lieu of a judge, they saw kids referred for minor crimes and were able to assign punishments. The program took a lot of pressure off the juvenile court, ensured young offenders had immediate consequences for their actions and gave them a chance to avoid having a conviction on their records.

  “I could have,” MacLachlan agreed. More slowly he said, “I probably should have.” He frowned. “He looks like he’s about ten years old.”

  Jane hadn’t yet met Tito. She didn’t say anything.

  After a minute, MacLachlan released a sound that might have been a sigh. “I have two younger brothers who got in trouble with the law as juveniles. Tito reminded me of them. I thought I could make a difference for him.”

  The gruff, unemotional voice was completely at odds with what he’d said. With his actions. Given all the pressure of his job, he had still somehow found time to spend with a troubled twelve-year-old boy.

  Unless, of course… He was unmarried.

  Her eyes must have narrowed. His facial muscles tightened. “No, Ms. Brooks, I am not sexually attracted to boys. Or men, for that matter.”

  Oh, man. Now her face had to be flaming red. It didn’t even occur to her to deny that the possibility had crossed her mind.

  “I’m sorry…”

  He shook his head. “I’d think you were naive if it hadn’t occurred to you. If you’ve been at this long, you’ve seen enough horrors that you should wonder,” he said, with surprising gentleness.

  “It does alter the way you look at people.”

  “Try my job,” he said dryly.

  “I can imagine.” She hesitated. “I suppose that’s why I was so surprised that you were making time for Tito.”

  “I’ve made more than I intended.” MacLachlan was quiet for a moment. “I’ve had a good time with him.”

  “What do the two of you do?”

  He shrugged. “Sports. Shoot some hoops, kick around a soccer ball. I feed him. I’ve eaten more pizza and cheeseburgers since I met Tito than I’d had in months.” He sounded rueful. “He’s so damn scrawny, I keep feeling compelled to try to fatten him up.”

  “His sister is petite.”

  “Yeah, the dad is short and the mother even shorter from what he says. I think some of the kids give him a hard time. PE has been tough for him.”

  “His grades aren’t very good.” Jane shuffled through her folder and found the most recent report card, which she handed to the captain. Their fingers touched, and it took determination for her not to react. Dumb.

  He glanced at it, grimaced, then tossed it on the coffee table. So their hands wouldn’t brush again? Jane picked it up and inserted it in the folder.

  “He’s a good kid,” he said finally.

  “Despite his nocturnal activities.”

  “According to him, his one-and-only adventure.” A quick grin did amazing things to his face. “I scared the crap out of him.”

  Heart drumming, she thought, you scare me, too.

  Unclipping the pen from her folder, she held it poised above the notepad. “Please give me your impressions of Tito.”

  “I won’t betray his confidences.”

  Their gazes clashed.

  “I wouldn’t ask you to.”

  Although reluctant, he did talk. There were no great revelations here; if he was to be believed, Tito was a funny, smart boy who sometimes acted younger than his age as well as looked it.

  “Hasn’t reached puberty,” she diagnosed.

  MacLachlan nodded. “Definitely not. No sign of beard growth or a change in his voice. He sure isn’t adding any muscle.”

  “I suppose puberty is as hard for boys as it is for girls.”

  “It can be.” There was that faint, rueful tone again, the one that made him unexpectedly likable. “Not for the guy who is shaving by the time he’s in eighth grade and has all the moves on the girls. He’s not the one hoping no one notices him when he sneaks in and out of the shower after gym, or the one who’s trailing the pack on cross-country runs. The one shorter than all the girls.”

  She chuckled. “That sounds personal.”

  “No. It was my youngest brother. I suspect his lagging maturity contributed to him getting in trouble.”

  “Trying to prove himself.”

  He inclined his head. “The same way Tito was.”

  “Did you tell him about your brother?”

  MacLachlan shook his head. “We’re men. Men don’t talk about our bodies or how deep our voices are.”

  She had to laugh. “Unless you’re taunting each other.”

  Another flash of a grin came and went so fast she almost missed it. “Yeah. Unless.”

  She bent her head and, in self-defense, concentrated quite hard on her notes. “Is there anything else you’d like
to add, Captain MacLachlan?”

  “Duncan.”

  She looked up in surprise. “What?”

  “You can call me Duncan.”

  “Oh.” The name did suit him, sounding as gruff as the man. “Duncan.”

  “What’s the next step?” he asked.

  “I interview teachers, any of his other siblings, any other adults. Scout leaders, Boys & Girls Club employees and the like.”