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vast fields of sky, received the golden colour of his parting beams;
the distant uplands shone out, and the busy hum of evening came,
harmonized by distance, on our ear . Adrian, who felt all the fresh
spirit infused by returning health, clasped his hands in delight, and
exclaimed with transport:
“O happy earth, and happy inhabitants of earth! A stately palace
has God built for you, O man! and worthy are you of your dwelling!
Behold the verdant carpet spread at our feet, and the azure canopy
above; the fields of earth which generate and nurture all things, and
the track of heaven, which contains and clasps all things . Now, at
this evening hour, at the period of repose and refection, methinks
all hearts breathe one hymn of love and thanksgiving, and we, like
priests of old on the mountain-tops, give a voice to their sentiment .
“Assuredly a most benignant power built up the majestic fab-
ric we inhabit, and framed the laws by which it endures . If mere
existence, and not happiness, had been the final end of our being,
what need of the profuse luxuries which we enjoy? Why should
our dwelling place be so lovely, and why should the instincts of
nature minister pleasurable sensations? The very sustaining of our
animal machine is made delightful; and our sustenance, the fruits
of the field, is painted with transcendant hues, endued with grateful
odours, and palatable to our taste . Why should this be, if HE were
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not good? We need houses to protect us from the seasons, and be-
hold the materials with which we are provided; the growth of trees
with their adornment of leaves; while rocks of stone piled above the
plains variegate the prospect with their pleasant irregularity .
“Nor are outward objects alone the receptacles of the Spirit of
Good . Look into the mind of man, where wisdom reigns enthroned;
where imagination, the painter, sits, with his pencil dipt in hues love-
lier than those of sunset, adorning familiar life with glowing tints .
What a noble boon, worthy the giver, is the imagination! it takes
from reality its leaden hue: it envelopes all thought and sensation in
a radiant veil, and with an hand of beauty beckons us from the sterile
seas of life, to her gardens, and bowers, and glades of bliss . And is
not love a gift of the divinity? Love, and her child, Hope, which can
bestow wealth on poverty, strength on the weak, and happiness on
the sorrowing .
“My lot has not been fortunate . I have consorted long with grief,
entered the gloomy labyrinth of madness, and emerged, but half
alive . Yet I thank God that I have lived! I thank God, that I have
beheld his throne, the heavens, and earth, his footstool . I am glad
that I have seen the changes of his day; to behold the sun, fountain
of light, and the gentle pilgrim moon; to have seen the fire bearing
flowers of the sky, and the flowery stars of earth; to have witnessed
the sowing and the harvest . I am glad that I have loved, and have
experienced sympathetic joy and sorrow with my fellow-creatures .
I am glad now to feel the current of thought flow through my mind,
as the blood through the articulations of my frame; mere existence
is pleasure; and I thank God that I live!
“And all ye happy nurslings of mother-earth, do ye not echo my
words? Ye who are linked by the affectionate ties of nature, compan-
ions, friends, lovers! fathers, who toil with joy for their offspring;
women, who while gazing on the living forms of their children, for-
get the pains of maternity; children, who neither toil nor spin, but
love and are loved!
“Oh, that death and sickness were banished from our earthly
home! that hatred, tyranny, and fear could no longer make their lair
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in the human heart! that each man might find a brother in his fellow,
and a nest of repose amid the wide plains of his inheritance! that
the source of tears were dry, and that lips might no longer form
expressions of sorrow. Sleeping thus under the beneficent eye of
heaven, can evil visit thee, O Earth, or grief cradle to their graves thy
luckless children? Whisper it not, let the demons hear and rejoice!
The choice is with us; let us will it, and our habitation becomes a
paradise . For the will of man is omnipotent, blunting the arrows of
death, soothing the bed of disease, and wiping away the tears of
agony . And what is each human being worth, if he do not put forth
his strength to aid his fellow-creatures? My soul is a fading spark,
my nature frail as a spent wave; but I dedicate all of intellect and
strength that remains to me, to that one work, and take upon me the
task, as far as I am able, of bestowing blessings on my fellow-men!”
His voice trembled, his eyes were cast up, his hands clasped, and
his fragile person was bent, as it were, with excess of emotion . The
spirit of life seemed to linger in his form, as a dying flame on an altar
flickers on the embers of an accepted sacrifice.
CHAPTER V.
WHEN we arrived at Windsor, I found that Raymond and Perdita
had departed for the continent . I took possession of my sister’s cot-
tage, and blessed myself that I lived within view of Windsor Castle .
It was a curious fact, that at this period, when by the marriage of
Perdita I was allied to one of the richest individuals in England, and
was bound by the most intimate friendship to its chiefest noble, I ex-
perienced the greatest excess of poverty that I had ever known . My
knowledge of the worldly principles of Lord Raymond, would have
ever prevented me from applying to him, however deep my distress
might have been . It was in vain that I repeated to myself with regard
to Adrian, that his purse was open to me; that one in soul, as we
were, our fortunes ought also to be common . I could never, while
with him, think of his bounty as a remedy to my poverty; and I even
put aside hastily his offers of supplies, assuring him of a falsehood,
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that I needed them not . How could I say to this generous being,
“Maintain me in idleness . You who have dedicated your powers of
mind and fortune to the benefit of your species, shall you so misdi-
rect your exertions, as to support in uselessness the strong, healthy,
and capable?”
And yet I dared not request him to use his influence that I might
obtain an honourable provision for myself—for then I should have
been obliged to leave Windsor . I hovered for ever around the walls
of its Castle, beneath its enshadowing thickets; my sole companions
were my books and my loving thoughts . I studied the wisdom of the
ancients, and gazed on the happy walls that sheltered the beloved of
my soul . My mind was nevertheless idle . I pored over the poetry of
old times; I studied the metaphysics of Plato and Berkeley . I read the
histories of Greece and Rome, and of England’s former periods, and
I watched the movements of the lady of my heart . At night I could
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br /> see her shadow on the walls of her apartment; by day I viewed her in
her flower-garden, or riding in the park with her usual companions.
Methought the charm would be broken if I were seen, but I heard the
music of her voice and was happy . I gave to each heroine of whom
I read, her beauty and matchless excellences—such was Antigone,
when she guided the blind Oedipus to the grove of the Eumenides,
and discharged the funeral rites of Polynices; such was Miranda in
the unvisited cave of Prospero; such Haidee, on the sands of the
Ionian island . I was mad with excess of passionate devotion; but
pride, tameless as fire, invested my nature, and prevented me from
betraying myself by word or look .
In the mean time, while I thus pampered myself with rich mental
repasts, a peasant would have disdained my scanty fare, which I
sometimes robbed from the squirrels of the forest . I was, I own, of-
ten tempted to recur to the lawless feats of my boy-hood, and knock
down the almost tame pheasants that perched upon the trees, and
bent their bright eyes on me . But they were the property of Adrian,
the nurslings of Idris; and so, although my imagination rendered
sensual by privation, made me think that they would better become
the spit in my kitchen, than the green leaves of the forest,
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Nathelesse, I checked my haughty will,
and did not eat;
but supped upon sentiment, and dreamt vainly of “such morsels
sweet,” as I might not waking attain .
But, at this period, the whole scheme of my existence was about
to change . The orphan and neglected son of Verney, was on the eve
of being linked to the mechanism of society by a golden chain, and
to enter into all the duties and affections of life . Miracles were to
be wrought in my favour, the machine of social life pushed with
vast effort backward . Attend, O reader! while I narrate this tale of
wonders!
One day as Adrian and Idris were riding through the forest, with
their mother and accustomed companions, Idris, drawing her brother
aside from the rest of the cavalcade, suddenly asked him, “What had
become of his friend, Lionel Verney?”
“Even from this spot,” replied Adrian, pointing to my sister’s cot-
tage, “you can see his dwelling .”
“Indeed!” said Idris, “and why, if he be so near, does he not come
to see us, and make one of our society?”
“I often visit him,” replied Adrian; “but you may easily guess the
motives, which prevent him from coming where his presence may
annoy any one among us .”
“I do guess them,” said Idris, “and such as they are, I would not
venture to combat them . Tell me, however, in what way he passes
his time; what he is doing and thinking in his cottage retreat?”
“Nay, my sweet sister,” replied Adrian, “you ask me more than I
can well answer; but if you feel interest in him, why not visit him?
He will feel highly honoured, and thus you may repay a part of the
obligation I owe him, and compensate for the injuries fortune has
done him .”
“I will most readily accompany you to his abode,” said the lady,
“not that I wish that either of us should unburthen ourselves of our
debt, which, being no less than your life, must remain unpayable
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ever . But let us go; tomorrow we will arrange to ride out together,
and proceeding towards that part of the forest, call upon him .”
The next evening therefore, though the autumnal change had
brought on cold and rain, Adrian and Idris entered my cottage . They
found me Curius-like, feasting on sorry fruits for supper; but they
brought gifts richer than the golden bribes of the Sabines, nor could
I refuse the invaluable store of friendship and delight which they
bestowed . Surely the glorious twins of Latona were not more wel-
come, when, in the infancy of the world, they were brought forth
to beautify and enlighten this “sterile promontory,” than were this
angelic pair to my lowly dwelling and grateful heart . We sat like one
family round my hearth . Our talk was on subjects, unconnected with
the emotions that evidently occupied each; but we each divined the
other’s thought, and as our voices spoke of indifferent matters, our
eyes, in mute language, told a thousand things no tongue could have
uttered .
They left me in an hour’s time . They left me happy—how un-
speakably happy . It did not require the measured sounds of human
language to syllable the story of my extasy . Idris had visited me;
Idris I should again and again see—my imagination did not wander
beyond the completeness of this knowledge . I trod air; no doubt, no
fear, no hope even, disturbed me; I clasped with my soul the fulness
of contentment, satisfied, undesiring, beatified.
For many days Adrian and Idris continued to visit me thus . In
this dear intercourse, love, in the guise of enthusiastic friendship,
infused more and more of his omnipotent spirit . Idris felt it . Yes,
divinity of the world, I read your characters in her looks and ges-
ture; I heard your melodious voice echoed by her—you prepared
for us a soft and flowery path, all gentle thoughts adorned it—your
name, O Love, was not spoken, but you stood the Genius of the
Hour, veiled, and time, but no mortal hand, might raise the curtain .
Organs of articulate sound did not proclaim the union of our hearts;
for untoward circumstance allowed no opportunity for the expres-
sion that hovered on our lips . Oh my pen! haste thou to write what
was, before the thought of what is, arrests the hand that guides thee .
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If I lift up my eyes and see the desart earth, and feel that those dear
eyes have spent their mortal lustre, and that those beauteous lips are
silent, their “crimson leaves” faded, for ever I am mute!
But you live, my Idris, even now you move before me! There was
a glade, O reader! a grassy opening in the wood; the retiring trees left
its velvet expanse as a temple for love; the silver Thames bounded
it on one side, and a willow bending down dipt in the water its Na-
iad hair, dishevelled by the wind’s viewless hand . The oaks around
were the home of a tribe of nightingales—there am I now; Idris, in
youth’s dear prime, is by my side —remember, I am just twenty-
two, and seventeen summers have scarcely passed over the beloved
of my heart . The river swollen by autumnal rains, deluged the low
lands, and Adrian in his favourite boat is employed in the dangerous
pastime of plucking the topmost bough from a submerged oak . Are
you weary of life, O Adrian, that you thus play with danger?—
He has obtained his prize, and he pilots his boat through the
flood; our eyes were fixed on him fearfully, but the stream carried
him away from us; he was forced to land far lower down, and to
make a considerable circuit before he could join us . “He is safe!”
said Idris, as he leapt on
shore, and waved the bough over his head
in token of success; “we will wait for him here .”
We were alone together; the sun had set; the song of the night-
ingales began; the evening star shone distinct in the flood of light,
which was yet unfaded in the west . The blue eyes of my angelic girl
were fixed on this sweet emblem of herself: “How the light palpi-
tates,” she said, “which is that star’s life . Its vacillating effulgence
seems to say that its state, even like ours upon earth, is wavering and
inconstant; it fears, methinks, and it loves .”
“Gaze not on the star, dear, generous friend,” I cried, “read not
love in its trembling rays; look not upon distant worlds; speak not
of the mere imagination of a sentiment . I have long been silent; long
even to sickness have I desired to speak to you, and submit my soul,
my life, my entire being to you . Look not on the star, dear love, or
do, and let that eternal spark plead for me; let it be my witness and
my advocate, silent as it shines—love is to me as light to the star;
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even so long as that is uneclipsed by annihilation, so long shall I
love you .”
Veiled for ever to the world’s callous eye must be the transport of
that moment . Still do I feel her graceful form press against my full-
fraught heart—still does sight, and pulse, and breath sicken and fail,
at the remembrance of that first kiss. Slowly and silently we went to
meet Adrian, whom we heard approaching .
I entreated Adrian to return to me after he had conducted his sis-
ter home . And that same evening, walking among the moon-lit for-
est paths, I poured forth my whole heart, its transport and its hope,
to my friend . For a moment he looked disturbed—“I might have
foreseen this,” he said, “what strife will now ensue! Pardon me,
Lionel, nor wonder that the expectation of contest with my mother
should jar me, when else I should delightedly confess that my best
hopes are fulfilled, in confiding my sister to your protection. If you
do not already know it, you will soon learn the deep hate my mother
bears to the name Verney . I will converse with Idris; then all that a
friend can do, I will do; to her it must belong to play the lover’s part,
if she be capable of it .”