by Tina J
“Fuck her and you.”
“Don’t be mad at me because Colby’s about to find a new wife.”
“How you go from him fucking her to being his wife?” I asked.
“Because we all know who her family is and ain’t no nigga just fucking her. She’s royalty boo and trust, he will treat her with the upmost respect.”
“Colby ain’t scared of nobody.”
“You’re right but when you come from the streets, there’s a certain respect held for women in royal families. Brielle is not your average chick. Like you said, she doesn’t go out, doesn’t fuck different men and stays to herself. Men love that shit because it shows she’s a keeper. Remember that in your next relationship before you go out tryna swing your burning ass pussy to the next man.” Callie said on her way out the kitchen.
“Ahhh.” I tossed the plate and barely missed her.
“Callie let her go.” My abuela tried to get her hands from around my neck.
“You lucky my niece or nephew in there because I’d put your dumb ass to sleep.” She let go and pushed my face in the table.
“I hope that’s Colby’s baby and he takes it from you. Dumb bitch.” She walked out and my grandmother shook her head.
“Go home Jacinta.”
“But she...”
“You threw a plate at her. What if it hit her head and split it open?”
“Oh so it’s ok she popped all that shit to me?” I said standing.
“People can talk all they want but unless they put hands on you, it’s just words.” She held the door open.
“Stop causing problems with your family because you’re not happy. We’re the only ones who’ll be here for you when it’s all said and done.” I put my head down in defeat, went to my car and drove to the two-bedroom townhouse Colby had me living in. How did I go from living the life of a movie star, to living like a commoner?
Brielle
“I don’t wanna have sex on your mothers couch Jaquan.” I stopped by his place the day after he pulled that crap at my job.
“Fine. Let’s go.” He took my hand and led me in the unoccupied bedroom he rented from his mother down in the basement. I hated being down here because it smelled like mold and moth balls.
It wasn’t a finished basement and his room is the only one down here. Besides hating it down here, I despised having sex with him but it’s the only way he’d calm down and act civilized.
“Take your clothes off.” This is another reason why I didn’t wanna have sex with him. He always made me remove my own clothes and never took the time out to get me aroused.
See, Jaquan is my first and only sexual partner. We were in love or so I thought, and I gave him my virginity. I expected the first time to hurt like hell and trust me; it did. I had to take a few baths afterwards.
I didn’t get the pleasure of a man taking his time after breaking the hymen and making it feel better. He broke it, fucked me for all of three minutes and was done. I figured his dick may have hurt because I was dry and it was my first time but no. We’ve never had sex longer than five minutes if I’m calculating it correct.
He’s never gone down on me, oh but you better believe he wants me to perform for him. At that point, I was happy it took him a short time to cum.
Even now when we have sex, he wants me to perform on him first and then have sex. I don’t think I’ve ever experienced the bone shattering, blood rushing to your brain orgasm because he damn sure doesn’t last long enough. When I think I’m about to have something, he’s already done.
I keep telling myself it must be me and I don’t have any reason to doubt it because I’ve never been with anyone else.
“Yea Brielle, just like that.” I watched his eyes roll until he came, in which I stood up. I may do a lot of things but I’m not swallowing his cum.
“Give me a minute.” He fell on the bed trying to catch his breath as I sat on the side of him wishing he’d hurry up.
“Ok. Come on.” He stroked himself until he got hard and had me lie down. That’s another thing. I’m not allowed to ride because he feels like it doesn’t give him control.
“Damn you feel good.” I laid there allowing him to pound my body over and over. There has to be a better way, a more pleasuring way than this.
“Don’t lift your legs Brielle. You’re throwing me off.” I tried to wrap my legs around his back like I’ve seen on porn sites and here he told me not to.
This is what I get for not leaving him after cheating. I should’ve let the last bitch he cheated with keep this, instead of having her killed. She didn’t owe me anything, yet, I terminated her for sleeping with my man. The same man whose done it many times before. The same man who vowed to kill me if I laid with another. Why am I even being bothered when it’s clear I’m not happy?
“I’m cumming Brielle. Unh.” He grunted and released inside the condom. Hell no we don’t have unprotected sex. I may stay with him but no kids will come outta this.
“I have to go.” I hurried to put my clothes on and left him lying there naked.
“That was quick as always.” His brother Nayquan said. Yup they were twins but Nay as we call him, was better looking and from what they say in the streets better in bed. I barely ever see him because he never comes here. Him and his mother don’t get along well because as Nayquan says, she Ja too much and I agree.
“Whatever.” I opened the door and ran smacked dab into the Colby guy.
“Third times a charm ma.” He bit down on his lip and I wanted to ask him to meet me at the hotel.
“I told you before.” He leaned in to my ear.
“You can’t see my dick through my jeans, but we can make arrangements for you to see it up close.” I sucked my teeth but secretly wanted him to ask me to meet up with him.
“Move.” I pushed him out the way.
“Take it or leave it.” I stopped and turned around. I walked towards him.
“I’m not sure you can satisfy me in bed and since you can’t seem to stop hinting at wanting to fuck, if Jaquan and I break up, you’ll be the first one I call.”
“Y’all need to break up ASAP then.”
“Excuse me.”
“If the nigga don’t have you walking funny after fucking, then he’s not doing his job.” He folded his arms.
“Where’s Jaquan?” I wasn’t able to respond because some chick barely dressed stepped up to the door.
“Who are you?” I questioned.
“Yo! Ja. Some chick here for you.” His brother shouted and I waited for him to come out. When he came to the door, he looked at me, then her, and back at me.
“I thought you were leaving Brielle.” He said and ignored the chick’s presence.
“Is that all you have to say Jaquan?”
“I don’t know this chick.”
“Nigga we just fucked this morning. You told me to stop by because your girl is mad at you. Don’t try and play me.”
“Oh really? You know what Jaquan.” I moved to where he was. Colby and Nayquan went in the house to give us privacy.
“I’m done. This relationship is not what it used to be.”
“Brielle not right now.” He rolled his eyes.
“Right now is the best time. How long have you been sleeping with him?” I asked the woman.
“Few months.” I nodded because he kept her hidden well, which meant he most likely had feelings for her; strong ones.
See, I’m the daughter of Marco and Rakia Santiago. My brother is the new connect to most of the US and other countries. We have men at our beckon call to kill when necessary. I have used them a few times while trying to keep my relationship solid and for what? Him to still cheat. Sadly, I wanted to be with Jaquan regardless of the sex but it’s obvious he didn’t want the same.
I’m no killer nor am I a fighter. I don’t feel the need for violence unless I want it. Don’t get me wrong, I know how to fight because my father made sure all his kids were lethal with their hands. He didn’t want an
y of his kids being defenseless in the streets, so he made sure we weren’t.
Anyway, my father told us the story of how he met my mother. He said she couldn’t fight for shit and people loved coming for her. He killed everyone who bothered my mother because in his eyes, she was his queen and worth every soul from the bodies he removed them from. I used to feel the same about this man in front of me, but things changed in a matter of minutes.
“Bitch you lying.” I laughed at him tryna curse the woman out.
“No need to get upset. Goodbye Jaquan.” I went to leave and felt my hair being pulled.
“What the...”
“You’re never leaving me.” He put his hand around my throat and in seconds his body dropped.
“I told you before to keep your hands to yourself.” Colby had him on the ground with his foot on Jaquan’s neck.
“Nay, you really gonna let your boy do this to me?” His punk ass called out to his brother.
“Bro, I’ve been telling you to stop hitting all these women for years, but you don’t listen.”
“I don’t hit her.” He was struggling to get Colby’s foot off. Jaquan has never hit me until the other day at the library and just now tryna pull my hair.
“Pulling her hair, pushing her and about to choke her is the same thing. Plus, you already know I’m not fucking with Marco. You can play with your life but not mine. Colby, I’ll see you inside.” Nayquan said and I laughed. Most of these men are scared to death of my brother.
“Ja, you know we cool and you know like everyone else, I don’t play that shit. Now, she said it’s over. I trust you won’t show up at her job or house?” He didn’t say anything, and Colby pushed harder. You could hear him starting to choke.
“Ok.” He barely got out.
“Good.” He removed his foot and escorted me to my car.
“I suppose this means I owe you for sex.” He chuckled.
“When we fuck because we will. It’ll be because we both want it.” He gave me that sexy look again.
“And I’m gonna fuck you so good, you’ll be fantasizing about me for weeks, maybe even months.” His eyes roamed my body.
“Oh yea.”
“I’m confident and I can see your body already calling me.” He pointed to my hard nipples.
“You make me sick.” I sat in my car.
“I’m coming for you Brielle. Make sure you’re ready.” I had a grin on my face. I don’t think I’ve ever had anyone challenge me the way he does.
“I’ll be waiting.” I blew him a kiss and pulled off thinking of ways to prepare myself for our interaction. Hopefully, I’ll be good enough in bed because my ex showed me absolutely nothing.
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“Your tests came back negative for all STD’s and so did the HIV test.” The doctor told me. Of course I went to the doctors. We used condoms but I didn’t trust Jaquan. He wanted to be part of my family for so long, he’d never announce if the condom broke nor would he mention a disease.
“I’m happy you’re getting tested, but I have to ask Brielle, why do you come every three months?” She asked. This woman has been my gynecologist for years.
“Well, he cheated again and this time, I’m done. I had to make sure he didn’t give me any farewell gifts.”
“I’m glad you left him. He wasn’t good enough for you.” She smiled.
“Can I ask you a question?”
“Sure honey.” She took her glasses off and gave me her full attention.
“I probably should’ve asked before but...” I continued putting my clothes on and sat next to her.
“Is there a reason why I’m 26 years old and have yet to experience an orgasm? I don’t even know how to get wet down there when we have sex.” She snickered.
“Chile, some women never have one, or they get one later on in life. Some get it depending on their sex partner, male or female.”
“You don’t think it’s me? I mean, I started sex late in life and...”
“And it’s his job to get you aroused before sex. If he can’t, then you can do yourself. If neither works, I’d say he isn’t the man for you sexually.”
“Is this common?”
“Absolutely! But I have to ask, if he’s not getting you wet and aroused, how are you having sex? Isn’t it hurting?”
“Every time.” She had a sad look on her face.
“Then yes, it’s best you move on.” She patted me on the shoulder and stepped out the room. I wonder if this Colby guy can do it.
I picked my things up and left the office with the same thoughts I had weeks ago when he and I parted ways. Could he satisfy me sexually and if so, will I be stuck?
Marco
Desire filled my eyes and lust overtook my body as I watched this woman strip for me. With the music playing in the background and the way she moved with each beat, I’m positive my dick couldn’t get any harder than it already was. She always knew how to please me and it’s one of the exact reasons I continue sharing my bed with her.
Her eyes locked with my growing erection and I noticed the juices from her inner walls spilling out. She wasn’t having an orgasm, yet, my excitement turned her on. My hands went up and down her legs when she became within reach and with each touch, I could tell she was waiting for me to give her what she came for.
I stood and removed all my clothes before sitting back down and enjoying the rest of the show. I lazily stroked my dick and occasionally grazed the tip. I was extremely hard, and nothing was gonna stop the anticipation I had for her. She must’ve wanted me as bad as I wanted her because she dropped to her knees once the song went off.
She took all of me in and took her time licking around the veins. The tip was swollen as she flickered her tongue in and out the slit. She sucked vigorously, and quickly in hopes to make me cum fast in which she succeeded. This woman knew how to please me and did it with ease.
I’ve been around the world and met plenty of women. Still I haven’t met one yet who could do me as good as her.
“Taste good as always.” She kissed up my stomach. I grabbed both wrist and forced her to turn around. I had her bent over in front of me and licked my lips at the sight. Her pussy was wide open and soaking wet.
“Come on daddy.” She begged for me to give her pleasure. I stuck two fingers inside and then place my mouth on her clit, making her cum instantly.
“How do you do that?” I laughed because she always wanted to know how I could make her cum so fast. I pulled her ass cheeks apart and savagely ate her pussy as if I wouldn’t ever do it again. She screamed and begged for me to stop and like always, I continued until she came so hard, she couldn’t catch her breath.
“We not done.” I placed her on the bed and rubbed my hard dick on her clit. I slowly parted her pussy, entered and stayed put. I thoroughly enjoyed being inside her.
“Mmm. Marco you feel so good.” She had her hands over her head with her body grinding under mine.
“How good?” I placed both legs over my shoulders.
“Good enough to marry.” I stopped and stared.
“What I tell you about that?” I pulled out and rammed back in.
“Ok. Ok. Fuck!” She shouted.
“You like this rough shit, don’t you?” I flipped her over, tangled her hair in my hand and made her body connect to mine. I turned her face to me.
“Stop saying that.” She nodded quickly as the orgasm started to make her clit throb. Her creamy juices spilled out on me as I arched her back and filled her up with all of me. I slid a finger in her ass and appreciated the way she accepted everything I had to give.
We continued pleasing each other and I must say it’s always an experience with her.
“I love you so fucking much.” She screamed out when we both let go. I heard pain in her statement.
“What’s wrong?” I collapsed on the bed. She rested her head on my chest and I felt something wet.
“Why you crying?”
“I’m pregnant.”
I sat up and looked at her.
“You’re upset.” She asked. I had her climb on top of me.
“Eventually, you’re gonna be my wife. Why would I be upset?” I wasn’t lying. She is the only woman, I even thought to purchase a ring for. Yea, I had it but I was waiting for the right time to give it to her.
The reason I told her to stop saying she wanted to marry me is because I’m the man and I’m supposed to ask her.
“You didn’t want kids until...” I shushed her with my fingers.
“I wanted to wait a few years, but I knew the consequences when I asked you to get off birth control.” I thought it could take years to get pregnant once a woman stopped taking the pill. It has been months, but it must’ve been meant to be if she is.
“Do you love me Marco? I mean are you in love with me?” I felt her moving away and going towards her clothes that were on the floor.
“Don’t ask me no stupid shit like that. You know how I feel.” She chuckled.
“You can’t even say it but I’m supposed to believe it.”
“We just had a good night and you wanna ruin it because I’m not saying I love you.” I threw my shorts on.
“You know how much I love you Marco there’s no denying that.” I know she was speaking of her father disowning her because she chose me. It’s not my fault her cousin tried to beat me outta money and paid with his life.
Her father thought she was going against the family and said if she chose me, she’d never step foot in his house again, nor would he leave her anything in his will. As you can tell, love decided for her.
To this day she’s never asked me for a dime, and I appreciated that because it’s what most of these women want me for. Not her though. She didn’t want anything, but my love and she had it.
“I think we should take a break. You know, see if this long-term thing is what you want.” She sat on the bed putting her sneakers on.
“HOLD THE FUCK UP! THA FUCK YOU WANNA TAKE A BREAK FOR? YOU FUCKING SOMEONE ELSE?” I had her backed up against the wall petrified. I felt like shit because I never raised my voice at her, but the thought of her leaving or possibly being with another, angered me.