He tripped once, but Gabe was holding on to his hair, and Jon was able to keep him from falling off. It took a couple of terrifying minutes before Jon saw an exit sign, and he walked as swiftly as he could, carrying Gabe outside to safety.
Jon watched as people ran from the stadium, but he wasn’t going anywhere until Lisa joined them. Gabe hadn’t stopped crying, but he saw Lisa first, and began calling, “Mommy, Mommy,” until Lisa found them.
“Let’s get to the buses,” Jon said.
Lisa nodded.
The farther they walked from the stadium, the safer Jon felt. A guard spotted them and escorted them to the parking lot.
Jon knew Lisa and Gabe would be taken home by any of the bus drivers, but still he was relieved when he spotted Alex. He raced to Alex’s bus, with Lisa running by his side.
“I’ll take him,” Alex said, lifting Gabe off Jon’s shoulders. “Get in, Lisa. The bus is full. We’ll be leaving right away.”
“Take them home,” Jon said. “Lisa can show you where.”
“Don’t worry about them,” Alex said. “Just make sure Laura’s okay.”
“She’s home,” Jon said. “She isn’t here.”
“Come on, you stinking grub!” a man shouted from the bus. “Get us out of here!”
“Check on her,” Alex said, closing the bus door and beginning the drive out of the parking lot.
Alex worried too much, Jon told himself. The important thing was to get the other claver women and children safely to the buses. Jon told the guard to follow him, and the two of them ran back to the stadium a dozen or more times to rescue them from the chaos.
Eventually Jon was satisfied that the clavers who needed help had made it to the buses. The playing field and the bleachers were filled with bodies, some of them children’s. One of the guards told him the bodies would be sorted, with clavers being taken back to Sexton for burial. The grubs would be thrown into a body pit on the outskirts of town.
“Better than they deserve,” the guard said. “They should all be thrown in, dead or alive.”
Jon didn’t argue. Instead he walked to the locker room and showered. He was filthy with blood and sweat, but no matter how hard he scrubbed, he still felt death all over him.
He finished dressing and walked outside. He was hoping to see Coach or some of his teammates, but they weren’t around. The buses were gone as well.
Jon found a guard. “Where is everyone?” he asked.
“A lot of the clavers are staying in town to teach the grubs a lesson,” the guard replied.
“A lesson?” Jon asked, feeling like an idiot. “What kind of lesson?”
The guard laughed. “The kind even grubs won’t forget,” he said. “What happened here? Kid’s play compared to what’s going to happen.”
Jon thought about the bum they hadn’t killed that night. He thought about Coach letting them know they could do whatever they wanted tonight. He thought about clavers and their guns. He thought about Alex telling him to make sure Mom was all right, and now he understood why Alex was worried.
“Do you know White Birch?” he asked, realizing he didn’t. He knew the high school was three miles from where Mom lived, but he had no idea how to get to her apartment. “Broadway. Do you know how to get to Broadway from here?”
“I’d stay off Broadway if I were you,” the guard said.
The market was on Broadway. If Jon got to the market, he’d be able to find Mom’s apartment. “Broadway,” he said. “How do I get there?”
The guard pointed. “It’s about six blocks that way,” he said. “The first traffic light is Broadway. But it’s going to be a jungle. You armed?”
Jon shook his head.
“Stay off Broadway, then,” the guard said. “Walk the side streets, parallel.”
“I’m looking for the clinic,” he said, knowing that was in Mom’s neighborhood. “When I get to Broadway, do I turn right or left?”
“The clinic won’t be open,” the guard said. “It’s Saturday.”
“Please,” Jon said. “Which way?”
“Left,” the guard said. “Clinic’s two or three miles from here. Why not wait for a bus to Sexton? Go to the hospital there.”
“Left on Broadway,” Jon said. “Thanks.”
“Be careful,” the guard said. “The grubs don’t care who they kill.”
Neither do the clavers, Jon thought, but he kept quiet as he began the walk toward Broadway. He turned left a block before the traffic light and ran down the side streets, hearing gunshots and screams only a few yards away. Across Broadway he saw an apartment house burning. Guards stood in front, shooting the grubs as they ran out the door.
Jon couldn’t stop the slaughter. He was caught in a human tornado, with no choice but to run. Only when he reached a small deserted park did he pause to catch his breath. But when he looked up, he saw a man’s body hanging from a tree, mutilated and lynched.
It’s Tyler, Jon thought, but then he told himself it couldn’t possibly be. Tyler’s father was on the town board. No one, not even grubs driven to insanity, would kill Tyler. The body belonged to some other claver separated from guards, from friends, from protectors. He refused to believe it was Tyler.
Jon told himself that even with so many guards in White Birch, enough remained in Sexton to kill any grubs trying to force their way in. Alex would bring Lisa and Gabe home to safety. He could only hope Mom was safe as well.
Fires were burning all around him, but at Mom’s end of town Broadway seemed quiet. Jon walked swiftly to the avenue, stepping around bodies lying in rivulets of blood.
Storefront windows were shattered, with glass everywhere. As Jon passed the market, he saw it had been destroyed. Shelves were knocked over, whatever food there’d been, taken. A bar of soap, he remembered. He’d left a single bar of soap for all the grubs in the neighborhood.
Jon knew where he was now, and he ran the remaining few blocks to Mom’s apartment. Things were quiet, but in front of Mom’s house there were three women’s bodies, their faces slashed to ribbons.
Jon looked long enough to make certain none of them was his mother, then raced into her building. No one had locks in White Birch. Grubs had no need for locks.
“Mom!” he screamed as he flew up the stairs to her apartment. “Mom!”
He burst into her apartment, still yelling at the top of his lungs. “Mom, where are you?”
“Jon!” she cried, rushing into his arms. “Oh, Jonny!”
Jon held his mother as tightly as he could. “You’re all right?” he asked. “No one hurt you?”
Mom broke away. “I hid,” she said. “When we moved here, we figured out the best places to hide. We had drills. Alex made us.”
“He told me to come,” Jon said. “He was worried about you.”
“Is he all right?” Mom asked.
“He’s okay,” Jon said, hoping that was true. Who knew what they did to the drivers when they reached Sexton. “Mom, we’d better get out of here. It’s safe now, but they could come back.”
“I heard screams,” she said. “It was like the tornado. I felt so helpless.”
“I know,” Jon said. “Come, Mom. Let’s go.”
“Where?” she asked. “Where can we go? Can we go to Sexton?”
“We’ll go to the clinic,” he said, knowing even in all the madness, his mother wouldn’t be allowed into Sexton. “It’s open today. We’ll be safe there.”
Mom nodded. “I’m sorry,” she said. “I’ll be all right. Oh, Jonny, I was so scared.”
“Don’t be,” he said. “We’re all okay. Miranda’s safe in the hospital, and Alex took Lisa and Gabe home hours ago. But we’ll be better off in the clinic. Dr. Goldman will know what to do.”
Mom was still shaking, but she followed Jon out of the apartment and down the stairs. There was no protecting her from the sight of the bodies, though. Mom stood in front of them.
“Will they be buried?” she asked. “They had family in Georgia
. Will anyone tell their family?”
“No,” Jon said. “They’ll be cremated. No one will tell their family.”
“That could have been me,” she said. “If I’d lived on the first floor.”
“Don’t think about it,” Jon told her. “Let’s go.”
In the five-block walk to the clinic they saw dozens more bodies scattered around. This was a quiet residential neighborhood, Jon thought. If it was this bad here, it must be a hundred times worse a mile or two closer to the high school.
“What happened?” Mom asked. “What started this?”
“It was the soccer match,” he said. “It started there.”
“Soccer,” Mom said. “A war started once because of a soccer match. Did you know that?”
“No, Mom,” Jon said.
Mom sighed. “It was just an excuse,” she said. “People kill for no reason whatsoever. That’s never going to change.”
“Things will get better,” Jon said. “You always say that, Mom.”
“No,” she said. “I’m not saying that ever again.”
They walked another block in silence until they saw a child’s body on the pavement. Mom shook her head. “Why would anybody do that?” she said. “Slaughter a little girl.”
Jon pulled at her sleeve. “We have to keep going, Mom,” he said. “We can’t stay here.”
There were lights on in the clinic and two guards stood in front. Jon showed them his claver ID badge. “This is my mother,” he said. “We’re friends of Dr. Goldman.”
“We’re not supposed to let anyone in,” one of the guards said, pointing his gun at Jon.
“Put that down,” Mom said. “Hasn’t there been killing enough?”
“Mom,” Jon said. “Don’t argue with the guards. Sarah! It’s me, Jon!”
Dr. Goldman opened the door. “Jon,” he said. “Laura. Guards, it’s all right. They can come in.”
The guards stood aside, and Jon and his mother walked into the clinic. As Dr. Goldman closed the door, Sarah raced into the room and threw herself into Jon’s arms.
“I was so scared,” she said. “I was so afraid for you.”
“Laura,” Dr. Goldman said, “Jon. Sit down. Sarah, get them some potka.”
“No,” Mom said. “We don’t need any.”
“Yes, you do,” Dr. Goldman declared. “I’m sorry I don’t have any brandy, but the potka will suffice.”
Sarah left the room and returned with two glasses and a bottle. She poured a tiny amount into each glass. “Drink,” she said. “Doctor’s orders.”
Mom took a swallow and grimaced. “How can anybody drink this stuff?” she asked. “It’s rotgut.”
“I don’t see Jon having a problem with it,” Dr. Goldman pointed out.
They turned to face Jon, who had finished his glass in two swallows.
Mom sighed. “It’s a different world,” she said, and then she burst into hysterical laughter.
They laughed so hard, one of the guards came in to see if they were all right. “It’s the potka,” Dr. Goldman told him.
“I could use some myself,” the guard said.
“I’m sure you could,” Dr. Goldman replied. “But not while you’re on duty.”
“Yes sir,” the guard said, and went back out.
“I hope it’s okay we came,” Jon said. “I didn’t know where else to go.”
“You did the right thing,” Dr. Goldman said. “What happened, Jon? All we know is we were ordered to keep the door locked and not let anyone in. I’m sure there are people who need assistance, but the guard said he’d shoot me if I left the building.”
“There was a riot at the soccer match,” Jon said. “Then the clavers decided to go into White Birch. Everyone went crazy. I saw a lot of bodies, fires everywhere.”
“They killed my neighbors,” Mom said. “I should have tried to stop it, but I hid instead.”
“You couldn’t have stopped them, Laura,” Dr. Goldman said. “There’s no point feeling guilty.”
“You shouldn’t feel guilty either, Daddy,” Sarah said. “If you’d gone out, you would have been killed, too.”
“Well, we’re here,” Mom said. “What happens next? When can Jon and Sarah go home?”
“Not until tomorrow,” Dr. Goldman replied. “I called the depot to see if we could get a driver, and they said no one’s allowed in or out of White Birch tonight. No, we’re here for the night. I’ll call again tomorrow to see if they can get Jon and Sarah out.”
“If you stay, I stay,” Sarah said.
“No,” Dr. Goldman said. “We don’t need guilt and we don’t need nobility. You and Jon will go home together. Meantime, this is as safe a place as we can be. We might as well get some sleep. Laura, why don’t you sleep on the examining table? The rest of us can use the floor.”
“I can’t do that,” Mom said.
“Don’t worry,” Dr. Goldman said. “You’ll be just as uncomfortable as the rest of us.”
Mom climbed onto the examining table. “You sure this is all right?” she asked.
“Mom, go to sleep,” Jon said.
Mom sighed. “A son’s love,” she said. “Nothing sweeter.”
They all laughed. Then Jon, Sarah, and Dr. Goldman stretched out on the floor.
Jon reached out and touched Sarah’s hand. They were safe, he told himself. They were protected. Whatever had happened, whatever would happen, for this night at least, they were safe.
Chapter 10
Sunday, July 5
“Wake up, Jon.”
Jon sat upright on the floor. His body ached all over. He was hungry and, for a moment, confused.
“Is everyone okay?” he asked as the memories flooded back in.
Dr. Goldman smiled. “We’re fine,” he said. “But it’s time for you to get up.”
“He always was a late sleeper,” Mom said. “Even when he was little.”
At least Mom acknowledged he wasn’t little anymore. “What’s happening?” he asked. “Does anybody know?”
“Things are better,” Sarah said. “Calmer.”
“For the moment, anyway,” her father said. “I called the depot. They’ll send a private car for us this afternoon. I said I preferred to stay, but they’re insisting I go back with you.”
“They’re letting the fires burn themselves out,” Mom said. “But this section is safe, and there are guards on the streets. So it’s time for me to go home.”
“Not alone,” Jon said. “I’ll take you there.”
“You and a guard,” Dr. Goldman said. “He’ll escort you there and back, Jon, and you’ll wait with us for the car.”
Jon nodded. He excused himself and went to the bathroom. When he returned to the office, Mom was ready to leave.
Dr. Goldman walked out of the office with them, telling one of the guards what to do. There was still smoke in the distance, but Jon only heard one gunshot, and that seemed far away.
They walked in silence back to Mom’s apartment. The three murdered women were still lying in front of the building.
“I heard they’ll start moving the corpses tomorrow,” the guard said. “Meantime, stay in your apartment, ma’am. A siren will ring three times, then stop, then three times again to let the grubs know they can go out again. Don’t leave until then or you might get shot.”
“Thank you,” Mom said. “I’ll stay in my apartment until I hear the sirens.”
“I’m going upstairs with my mother,” Jon said. “I’ll be a few minutes. Wait for me here, all right?”
“Yes sir,” the guard said.
Jon and his mother walked the flight of stairs to her apartment. “Wait here,” he said, “while I check things out.”
“Don’t be silly,” she replied, promptly walking ahead of him. “You must be famished. I know I am. I’ll get us something to eat.”
“I’m okay,” Jon said. “I’ll eat when I get back to Sexton.”
“You’ll eat right now,” Mom said. They walked to the
kitchen and saw it had been ransacked. Mom checked the cupboards, but all her food had been stolen. They looked around the apartment, but whoever had stolen the food was gone.
“Are you going to be okay?” Jon asked.
“I’ll be fine,” she said. “Come here.”
They walked to Miranda and Alex’s room, and Mom opened the closet door. “Our hidden stash,” she said, pulling cans of food out of an emptied pillow on the closet shelf. “Alex’s paranoia can come in handy.”
Jon checked the supplies. “That should last you for a few days,” he said. “Besides, they’ll start getting food to you in a day or two.”
“I’m not so sure,” Mom replied. “They’ll feed the workers in Sexton. But I don’t think they’ll send food to White Birch. They’re not putting the fires out. They closed the clinic when it’s most needed. I don’t think they’re going to send us any supplies until they think we’ve suffered enough.”
“I’ll bring you food,” Jon said.
“Jon, thank you,” Mom said. “We’re all right for the time being. Sit down. I want to talk.”
They sat on the bed. Mom reached out and touched Jon’s hand. “We may never see each other again,” she said.
“Mom!” Jon said. “Don’t say that.”
“I have to,” she replied. “Things are bad, Jon. Not the way they were before. Everything else—the earthquakes, the diseases, all of it—no one’s been at fault. We’ve suffered together. But what’s happening, what’s going to happen, is man-made. Sexton’s a bully, Jon. It’s a frightened bully. You know me. I’m the one who always believes if we can just hold out, things will get better. I don’t believe that anymore. Not after yesterday. The enclave will let us die. They’ll bring in new laborers and work them to death and then bring another batch in.”
Jon turned away.
Mom grabbed his arm and forced him to look at her. “I love you,” she said. “And I want you to know the decision to let you live with Lisa was one of the hardest I’ve ever made in my life. Harder than divorcing your father. Harder than letting Matt and Syl move away. Every day I’ve asked myself if I did the right thing, and I still don’t know. You’re healthier than you would have been here, and you’re better educated, and you have a real chance at a future. But I know it hurt you to live away from your family. I know you feel like I haven’t been there for you.”
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