Starlight Hill: Complete collection 1-8

by Heatherly Bell

  Finally, he broke the kiss when a bartender tapped him on the shoulder and said, “Closing time, Jacobs. Out.”

  He walked her and Melanie to the car. “I’ll call you.”

  “You don’t have my number.”

  “Put it in my phone.” He handed her an old flip cell phone he carried.

  In the car, Melanie got philosophical about the evening as she drove them both home. “This is one of those nights you’re always going to remember. You’ll probably never hear from him again but someday you’ll be sitting in front of the fireplace as an old married lady with a bunch of kids and you’re going to remember tonight. Your husband is going to fart or say something ridiculously stupid and you’re going to think about this night. How this hot guy swept you off your feet and you never saw him again. What’s special about it is that tonight can’t be ruined. It’s a moment in time.”

  “He said he would call.”

  “They always say that. Did he also tell you he didn’t need to write your number down because he’d remember it?”

  “No, he had me put it in his phone.”

  “Oh.”

  But Sophia didn’t actually believe she’d ever hear from Riley Jacobs again. She wasn’t supposed to find ‘the one’ at a bar, that was for sure. He’d given her a memorable night out and the experience of, for once, not being second best to Melanie, a night she’d always recall fondly and that would be enough. And if she wondered why he’d singled her out, why he’d picked her out of all the girls he could have been with that night including Melanie, she’d probably never know. It didn’t make sense, and she figured he’d go home and come to the same conclusion on his own. Instead, he’d phoned her the next day and wanted to take her out to dinner that night. Sophia didn’t even consider saying no, but even if she had, he hadn’t actually asked her a question. She quickly learned Riley usually stated what he wanted. If a person disagreed, it was up to them to mention it. He wasn’t about to suggest they could disagree with him.

  On the day of their date, she opened the front door of the small cottage house she shared with Melanie to find a smiling Riley. He removed his reflective sunglasses and said, “Take off that dress.”

  I don’t know you that well was the first thought in her head, but instead she smiled and said, “I don’t think so.”

  “That’s our transportation.” He hooked a thumb towards the driveway and the motorcycle parked there.

  A motorcycle! How adventurous. Her sister-in-law Brooke used to ride one. Had actually once broken her arm in an accident. Billy had one too, not that either of them rode much anymore. They had a baby now. As for Sophia, she’d never ridden one because her father thought they were instruments of the devil.

  “I should change.”

  And she loved riding on the back of Riley’s Harley, even if she had to wear a helmet so that her hair couldn’t blow around in the wind like in those old Easy Rider movies she used to watch with her dad. Still, she held on tight to Riley’s waist and imagined they were flying. It was summer and the days were longer, the air carrying with it the faint sweet grape smell that wafted through town near harvest. He drove them clear outside of Starlight Hill on the back roads.

  They rode up the coast to Sonoma State Beach in Bodega Bay and found a picnic table. Dinner turned out to be sandwiches that he’d brought for each of them from the delicatessen in town, along with a bottle of Cabernet from Trader Joe’s. The cheap stuff. She might have been offended, but on that day she learned a lot about Riley Jacobs. His life story, in fact. He didn’t have much of anything, though he’d grown up in Napa. Joined the Marines at eighteen since college was out of the question. Always wanted to be a cop. The light supper and cheap wine took on another meaning. She realized Riley was giving her all he had. The Harley was old and used, the flip cell phone dated. He lived in a run-down studio apartment not far from his sister.

  And he was on leave from the Marine Corps between deployments, scheduled for another one in a few months.

  “You probably want to go home now,” he said. “Have I scared you enough?”

  “I think you’re really brave.”

  “To ask you out? Probably.” He grinned and reached for her hand.

  “No, silly. I never met anyone like you before.”

  She’d lived a fairly sheltered life until Berkeley. At school she’d met some interesting people, but no one like Riley. They’d mostly been like her and privileged. Mostly wealthy. Sophia knew that wasn’t who she was on the inside, no matter what her outward circumstances reflected. Her environment might have changed, but she was still that ten-year-old who grew up sharing one bathroom with two sisters in the little understated home on Cherryview Lane. Only Riley seemed to see who she really was. Not a rich spoiled girl, but the girl for him. A girl who still belonged on Cherryview Lane and not on Mansion Drive.

  Two weeks after their first date he asked her to marry him.

  Correction. Not exactly true. He didn’t ask so much as he told her. They were in bed together at his place one morning, a small studio apartment in Napa. He’d brought her coffee at the crack of dawn as usual, let her take a sip, kissed her and let her go back to sleep. This had become somewhat of a routine even in a short time. It didn’t seem to bother him that she wasn’t a morning person. He just kept trying. But this time instead of getting back into bed to snuggle with her, he’d knelt on the side of the bed until she opened one eye and stared at him through a puff of hair.

  “What?”

  “I have to be in North Carolina in three weeks.”

  “That was fast,” she mumbled.

  “And I want to marry you.”

  She was half asleep and couldn’t have heard him right. But if so, why did her heart slam against her rib cage? “Marry me?”

  “Well, okay, it’s kind of sudden but yes.” Then he smiled and holy cow, she was a goner.

  Hooked. Reeled in. Head over heels.

  But then she had to tell Daddy-o, who at this point had met Riley exactly twice. A day after she’d asked Riley to marry her (technicality), she drove to Daddy-o and Eileen’s mansion outside of town, the one Billy had bought her with his first baseball contract. She had a pleasant roast dinner and conversation with her father and Eileen, and waited until after dessert, after everyone had enough time to digest their food before she dropped the bomb. The last time Sophia had given her family the bad news that she would be dropping out of Berkeley, she’d done it at a family dinner and ruined the evening for everyone. This time she chose a better time.

  She joined Daddy-o and her stepmother Eileen as they enjoyed their evening sherry on the veranda. They talked about the restaurant, the winery, about Scott’s engagement, and a thousand other things that were no longer any of Sophia’s concern.

  Finally, she couldn’t wait any longer. “So. I’m getting married to Riley.”

  Daddy-o coughed. “Are you out of your mind? This cannot happen. You barely know the man. No, no.”

  “I love him,” Sophia said.

  Her father turned to his wife. “Eileen, are you hearing this?”

  “I heard,” Eileen said, her brow knotting.

  Even with three grown boys of her own, two daughters-in-law and another one on the way, Eileen still couldn’t resist interfering in Sophia’s life. But once in a while Eileen helped smooth things over with Daddy-o, and Sophia kind of counted on her now.

  Because she had even worse news for him, and she planned on handing it out piece-meal.

  “First you drop out of university even though you’re as smart as any of those kids! Now you want to get married to a guy you hardly know! What did I ever do to deserve this? Someone tell me, please!” Daddy-o’s face turned crimson and Eileen kept patting him on the back like you’d burp a little baby.

  “Nothing. This isn’t about you. You raised me to be a girl who knows what she wants. And I know I love Riley. We’re getting married.”

  Daddy-o rubbed his chest, and that could only mean the hear
tburn medication was about to make an appearance.

  Sophia stood and turned to face the sun setting over the horizon in a splash of orange and gold. Her life now was so different than it had been a month ago but she felt happier than she’d ever been. She loved Riley Jacobs with all her heart. Until he came along, she’d been sleep walking through her life. Missing Mama so much but finding comfort in the restaurant and memories of her there. Until she’d met Riley and realized that could never be enough. Mama had also loved a man with her whole heart.

  “Mama left her home and family to be with you.” Sophia said the words out loud. “Maybe I’m just like her.”

  “Is that what this is about? You can’t live your mama’s life, bella. You have to live your own. We were very young when we got married, true. It was different. Stop trying to be so much like her. Live your own life.”

  “That’s what I’m trying to do!”

  “Then be smart. Marrying Riley, that’s not so smart.” Daddy-o clutched his chest. “Unless. Say you’re not pregnant! Say it!”

  “I’m not pregnant. I love him!”

  “If you love him, honey, then why not wait a little while? What’s the rush?” Eileen said.

  Daddy-o glanced lovingly at his wife, as if she’d just found the solution to war and world hunger. “Yes, yes. Exactly.”

  Sophia took a deep breath. “That’s what I wanted to talk to you about.”

  “There’s more?” her father roared.

  “Riley will be here any minute and we can tell you together.” She wanted reinforcements. He’d actually wanted to be here at dinner when she told her father, but she’d talked him into letting her smooth things over first. So far the smoothing over wasn’t going well.

  “Tell me now. I don’t need him here.”

  Eileen had a stricken expression on her face and it was almost as if she already knew. “Maybe we should wait. The young man wants to do the right thing.”

  “I don’t need him here. This is between me and my daughter. Speak up!”

  Sophia sighed. They both knew that Riley was a Marine, and that was of course part of the problem. Daddy-o had a deep and great respect for American servicemen, as long as they stayed the hell away from his daughters. Very old school Italian of him.

  “Okay,” Sophia said. “He’s going back soon and I’m going with him. That’s why we have to get married fast. All I need is a courthouse wedding, nothing fancy.”

  The words spilled out of her like they sometimes did when she was nervous. Daddy-o continued to stare at her like he’d just leaned his daughter was a Nazi spy. Eileen ran inside, probably to get the antacid.

  Melanie also thought Sophia and Riley were both crazy. Everybody she’d told thought they were crazy, but just like quitting school Sophia knew in her heart getting married was the right thing to do. On the outside, sure, it didn’t look good. Dropping out of school looked like quitting to some, unless it meant you’d finally discovered what you wanted to do with the rest of your life. Getting married this quickly might sound impulsive, but somehow she’d never been more certain of anything in her life. She still wanted to run the restaurant, possibly even with Riley at her side and she’d do that when they got back after his service. He’d already said he wouldn’t be in the military forever.

  They didn’t have a small courthouse wedding. Not when one of her stepbrothers owned a winery and Diana’s mother owned the only bridal shop in town. She’d be the fourth family wedding at the gazebo that Wallace had built outside for Eileen’s wedding to Daddy-o. Brooke and Billy, then Wallace and Genevieve had followed in quick succession. But now Sophia would beat Diana and Scott to marriage, and they’d been engaged for a few months. Diana’s mother was planning a humongous wedding and that kind of thing took time and planning.

  Riley was enough for Sophia.

  “There’s still time to back out of this,” Daddy-o said, tucking her arm in his just before he walked her down to the gazebo.

  “Not in a million years,” Sophia said and her father sighed and nodded.

  Riley was dressed in his blues, and her heart hammered in her chest as she walked out to the bougainvillea-decorated gazebo to meet him. He was so handsome, her husband, and he’d been the only one to see her. Other people saw Sophia, Giancarlo’s youngest social media obsessed daughter. Some saw Sophia, the lucky stepsister to Billy Turlock, multi-millionaire retired Sliders ball player. Every firefighter in town saw her as Scott’s little stepsister, and firmly off limits. Only Riley saw her as what she’d been waiting her whole life to be.

  There wasn’t much of a honeymoon because Riley had to report for duty at the base in North Carolina the following week. With all the packing, they’d only had time for a two-day honeymoon in San Francisco paid for by her father. They’d stayed at the Marriott, rode the cable car to Fisherman’s Wharf, taken the obligatory tour of Alcatraz, and made love for hours every night.

  “I love you,” Sophia told him for the hundredth time.

  “You better.” He opened his mouth to say something else, then shut it again.

  “What is it?” she pressed.

  He kissed her hand, then down the column of her neck, sank his teeth into her earlobe, and finally kissed her lips. “Nothing.”

  It was the first red flag. There was something, she knew him well enough by now to know. This ‘something’ worried him every now and then. She’d catch him studying her, a crinkle in that fine forehead. Not for long, though, because when she caught him doing it she’d smile and he’d smile back, crinkle erased.

  Then he’d grab her by the neck and kiss her roughly. “Do you know how much I love you?”

  “Show me.”

  And he would, again and again. All night long.

  North Carolina in the summer-time was hot.

  It wasn’t as if Sophia wasn’t acquainted with balmy temperatures. She’d been to Sacramento for the fourth grade field trip, and Napa wasn’t exactly San Francisco. But in North Carolina, the humidity made ninety degrees feel more like one hundred and fifty. Oh, the humidity! Sophia had to change her underwear twice a day because she’d soak right through it.

  She and Riley settled in to married base housing, a plain white house with yellow trim. On the first day she’d run around the place calling everything ‘cute.’ The stove was cute, and the kitchen even had a little breakfast nook that was cute. This was the first house she’d live in with her husband and it was all so exciting. She wanted to decorate. Put little cute curtains in the windows and a sign on the doorway that read, ‘The Jacobs.’

  “Don’t get too attached,” Riley said. “We might not be here long.”

  She understood that but she’d lived in one place for so long that she welcomed the change. She tried to adjust her mind to moving every year because that’s what Riley said life would be like for a while.

  She quickly learned that Riley’s job between deployments was to train for deployments. It meant he was gone. A lot. She looked for work, texted with Melanie, Diana, Gen and Brooke every day, a running commentary on her life as a married woman so far. It would not be uncommon for her to text Gen a photo of five different brands of bread while in the commissary and ask her which one was better. She tweeted photos of her and Riley to all her Twitter followers. In San Francisco on their honeymoon and arriving in North Carolina. Only later did she realize Riley wasn’t smiling in most of the pictures. He looked worried, but of course, he was about to be deployed God only knew where, something she wouldn’t allow herself to think about.

  One afternoon about three months later Riley came home with orders. Iraq. Sophia was secretly outraged because the news said the U.S. was pulling out of Iraq, but she didn’t say a word because what did she know about any of it? Anyway, she’d known it would come to this, and she was ready for it. She was a Marine’s wife now and not a kid anymore. That night when Riley took her to bed and made love to her, she finally found out about the ‘something.’ The little something that might have been the reason
Riley wasn’t smiling in some of their pictures.

  “If anything happens to me, I want you to go back home to your family. I want you to fall in love again.”

  She smacked Riley’s head.

  He quirked an eyebrow.

  “Don’t say that!” Sophia shouted.

  “I had to say it, baby.” He pulled her into his arms.

  “I’m not going to fall in love again because nothing’s going to happen to you.”

  “This is the first time for me. First time I’ve ever had to leave someone I love behind.”

  “What about Lucy?”

  “Doesn’t count. She’d be thrilled if I never came back. No one to bitch at her anymore.”

  “Too bad she won’t get her way, then. Because you’re coming back.”

  “You know, some of the wives go back home during deployments. I’m sure your father—”

  “I’m not going back. My home is with you and I’ll stay here until you get back.”

  She would stay and hold down the fort, be that soft place for him to fall when he finally came home to her. No other possibility existed in her mind because she simply wouldn’t allow the thought in her head. She would stay and wait for Riley forever if that was what it took, because deep in her heart she knew he’d always come back to her.

  But it hadn’t worked out that way.

  9

  Phase two of ‘Operation Get Sophia a Date’ was in full swing. Tonight, she’d finally meet Angie’s cousin. Paul sounded great over the phone. A super nice guy, a math teacher in town who tutored in his spare time. He’d moved to town a few months ago after visiting Angie and falling in love with the town. So maybe this could work. He sounded mellow. He sounded safe. What could be safer than a mild mannered math teacher?