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   wrong attitude," Scanner insisted. "When Captain
   Kirk asked me ff I knew where there was a ship for a
   covert mission, I jus' naturally suggested this one. I
   got my pocket money when I was at the Academy by
   doing Federation construction jobs on this rig."
   "You're responsible for this being my first command
   ship?"
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   "Yeah! It's got cutting lasers, it's got tractor beams
   tied fight into the warp engines, it's got pinpoint
   disruptors for demolition, it's got a presser beam, it's
   got a containment field, it's got grapples, it's got a hull-
   tool bank, it's got passenger quarters, and it's got
   state-of-the-art computer capabilities that yours truly
   helped put in. It's got a full architectonics library and
   . . . and it's got Star Fleet registry." He poked his
   finger into the hollow of my shoulder with each of the
   last three words. "Federation-wide clearance."
   "With Kirk's name all over it," I muttered.
   He squared off in front of me, staging himself
   against the construction rig, and struck a dramatic
   pose, his brown eyes expressive and intent. "Remem-
   ber the First Federation's giant tug? Doc, you remem-
   ber!"
   "Oh, yes," McCoy droned, rolling his eyes as the
   memory flooded back in. "The commander of that
   ship took a real fisk. He bluffed us down and we fell
   for it. We could've bypassed his shutdown of our
   systems and blown that ship to bits with a few phaser
   shots. It didn't even have any shields or weapons. Just
   an incredibly powerful tractor beam." He shook his
   head and clasped his hands behind his back thought-
   fully. "Jim was impressed by the theatrics."
   "Right," Scanner said. "It was a supervessel de-
   signed to yank asteroids out of orbit and haul 'em in
   for mining purposes. All that power, and it turned out
   to be a giant space-faring truck. But think what we
   learned from it! Think of the mining boom after we set
   up relations with the First Federation! That's what this
   is!" He swung both hands endeafingly toward the
   ship. "It's a Fesarius!" "It's a barge!"
   My head started to throb.
   I backed off a few steps to see if the rig looked any
   better, and was greeted with yet another---as though I
   needed one--surprise. From the main air lock ap-
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   peared a second familiar face, one which confirmed
   my guess that I'd been set up. I watched in silent
   astonishment as the slim young woman caught sight of
   me, narrowed her slightly tilted almond-shaped eyes,
   the only suggestion that she might be other than hu-
   man, and strode down the long ramp toward us. Her
   short beige-blond hair was a shade or two lighter than
   the last time I'd seen it, a gift from Earth's relentless
   sun. My hair, too, bore a few streaks of extra gold
   after so long at the schooner's helm, but it would never
   reach the pearl shade of hers.
   "Merete," I breathed, almost a groan, confirming
   what I saw as she came down the long ramp and
   approached us.
   "Hello, Piper," she said. Her tone of voice told me
   that she knew exactly what was going through my
   mind. She reached for McCoy's hand. "Dr. McCoy,
   how are you?"
   He took her narrow palm in subdued greeting.
   "Well, I'm just fine, Dr. AndrusTaurus. What are you
   doing here?"
   She shrugged. "Medical duty. Or so I was told. I
   only recently started to doubt it."
   That was enough formality for me. I rounded on her.
   "Do you know what's going on? All I've got so far is
   Scanner, this bizarre excuse for a space vessel, and a
   pile of unanswered questions. And I hope this thing
   really can fly, because I'm guilty of assaulting Star
   Fleet officers to get to it."
   Merete pressed her delicately colored lips into a line
   and gave me a look of intense sympathy, but she
   plainly had no answers for me and, knowing that,
   declined to complicate my mood. As she had in the
   past, Merete AndrusTaurus gave me her best prescrip-
   tion a steadying presence.
   Scanner shook off my words and recalibrated.
   "Piper, it's a good ship. It's got heart. Here... look
   over here. See that dent? That happened when they
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   built the very first outersystem communications relay
   station. And this patch over here? That's from the
   superstructure for the Martian Colonies' Orbital Medi-
   cal Center. And up yonder, that's what happened when
   they built the new docking bay for Star Fleet Com-
   mand itself. I was there." He poked his own chest.
   "There's my name. See? Judd Sandage, light-etched
   right in. And there--see that name? Liex Muller? He
   died on that job. Piper, this ship... this is a memorial
   to construction projects all over the Sol system. It's an
   archive of local history! And it's all yours!"
   His enthusiasm was almost pathetic. I backed away
   a few steps and leaned toward Dr. McCoy while
   Scanner waited anxiously near his prize.
   "He loves the ship," I whispered to the years of
   experience beside me. "What do I do?"
   Dr. McCoy folded his arms and rocked in contem-
   plation. ,Give him the benefit of the doubt. The ship is
   innocent until proven obsolete."
   With a surrendering little nod, I tried to change the
   look on my face to give the impression I might be
   having second thoughts. "I... I see what you mean,
   Scanner," I said. "It does have a certain... unique-
   ness."
   He nodded so hard his hair flopped over his eyes.
   The massive blue hull, patched with vari6us colors
   of coiiplate, scored with Scanner's precious chroni-
   cles, stretched out across the hangar, begging for
   approval. Even the silly carnivorous teeth somebody
   had painted onto the bridge hull seemed to be trying to
   smile. I licked my lips, gazing across the veteran
   fibercoil. I had to clear my throat before I could speak.
   "Does it have a name?"
   Scanner puffed up and squared his shoulders. With a
   nod he announced, "Tyrannosaurus Rex."
   My nerves jarred against each other. I felt Dr.
   McCoy shift beside me, moving away. Must have been
   the steam coming out of my ears.
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   In a feeble attempt to shield my disappointment, or
   perhaps to shield Scanner from it, 1 ignored his hopeful
   expression and stepped past him, tersely stating, "Not
   anymore."
   "This is U.F.P. Construction Transport S.S. Ba-
   nana Republic requesting clearance for space access."
   "This is Star Fleet Planetary Patrol, Banana Repub-
   lic. Specify your registry code."
   "MTK 4247, Patrol. It's a new code."
   "We copy. That's not a new code, Banana Republic,
   it's a reissue. Please confirm and specify the old
   code."
   "All right, confirmed. Scanner, take over."
   Scanner leaned forward in the mate's seat beside
 
  mine as we sat in front of a slapdash control cockpit
   which bore the scars of having been overhauled and
   added to with each new phase of engineering science
   over its disturbingly long life. He tied his console into
   the communications link and said, "Patrol, this vessel
   was formerly registered as Construction Tug 87, S.S.
   Tyrannosaurus Rex, registry number MKT 1187." He
   leaned back as far as the newly installed command
   lounge would pivot. "You sacka wet socks."
   I shushed him with a glance. "I don't want any more
   delays!" I hissed at him. "If we can get atmospheric
   clearance we can be at Star Fleet headquarters in
   fifteen minutes." Leaning closer to the corn system, I
   asked, "Patrol, are we clear for space access?"
   There was an annoying silence. They had no reason
   to hold us back but their own petty show of power
   over civilian vehicles. After a moment the same voice
   returned "Affirmative, 4247. Take a heading of point
   five seven seven by two six two. Have a good trip."
   "No thanks to them," Dr. McCoy commented from
   the passenger couch behind us. The foreman's cabin
   had been refurbished, storage compartments removed
   and altered for passenger seating. The renovations
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   were considerably more pleasant to look at than the
   conglomerated hull, with its damage repairs and its
   added chunks of hardware that had been tacked on
   with each new technical innovation. The construction
   transport looked less like any kind of ship than a
   collection of odd-shaped containers somehow welded
   together. Dr. McCoy had wasted no time in settling
   back into the cushions of the new pivot chairs and
   acquiring a professional slouch. Beside him, Merete
   AndrusTaurus gazed thoughtfully out the observatory
   gaps in the coilplate casing of the ship. Beside us,
   coasting through the clouds, flew a Star Fleet Plane-
   tary Patrol Cruiser. Merete waved at them, her slim
   eyes narrowing as she smiled in an attempt to smooth
   out anything they might have overheard. Merete
   wanted nothing more than peace of mind--my peace of
   mind.
   "Well, Commander Piper," McCoy said. "Once we
   clear the atmosphere, you're officially the captain of a
   space-faring vessel. Quite an accomplishment, consid-
   ering you've hardly been aboard a space-faring vessel
   long enough to change uniforms. If you don't watch
   out, Jim Kirk'11 think you're upstaging his dazzling
   career." He was smiling, both arched brows raised in
   amusement.
   I blushed, but not from pride. "Doctor, this wasn't
   my idea," I reminded him, burying my humiliation in
   adjusting a navigational mapping beam.
   "Ah, but that's usually how it happens, Com-
   mander," he pointed out in his wise drawl.
   Scanner nodded. "Sir's right, Piper. You know, in
   all the years ol' Rex has been alive, all the uncounted
   projects this ship hauled on, she's never had a captain
   before. She's had crew chiefs and construction bosses
   and foremen, but never ever a captain. You're the first
   one!" He slumped back in his chair, raised one foot
   high on the other knee, and stared at the mangled
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   ceiling circuitry. "Captain Piper. Has a kind of a nice
   ring to it."
   Perhaps the designers put too much pivot into the
   pivot chairs. I stood up, shoulders bunched beneath
   the cotton flight suit, and placed my hand on Scanner's
   chair. It gave a satisfying groan when I pushed it, and
   it reeled backward. Scanner yelped, hit the floor on his
   side, and rolled over, his face plastered with astonish-
   ment.
   "What'd I do?" he bellowed. "What'd you do that
   for?"
   I stood over him, one foot on either side of his
   sprawled left leg. For long moments I glared down at
   him, so intently that he dared not get up. McCoy and
   Merete were frozen to their chairs.
   "Don't call me that," I said. I stepped over him.
   "Notify me when we're over San Francisco."
   "Is it gone yet?"
   The soft voice was consummately feminine. Noth-
   ing about it suggested its source might be other than
   human. There wasn't much about Merete that couldn't
   be human if she wanted to give up her Palkeo citizen-
   ship or heritage. The Palkeo Est people of Altair Four
   were one of the independently evolved cultures closest
   to humans so far discovered, at least in their habits and
   attitudes. Only physiological exceptions set them
   apart, such as genetic code differences, blood com-
   pounds, and certain nucleoplasms or some other bio-
   technical terminology that I could throw around.
   Merete's similarity to a human, spiced with that ves-
   tigial hint of aiienness, comforted me somewhat, but
   unfortunately also reminded me of Sarda.
   Sarda--a cultural foundling. A Vulcan, displaced by
   his own people, trying to dig a trench that would lead
   him back to the main river of Vulcan tradition from the
   separate pool fate had eddied him into. Had he broken
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   under the pressure, the sorrow?.Could a Vulcan deal
   with that kind of humiliation in the midst of personal
   honor and pride? Or would he reach a snapping point?
   "Is your headache gone?" Merete asked again with
   her customary patience.
   An added pressure on the heat cloth over my eyes
   let me know I was being touched.
   I thought about giving her an answer and waited to
   decide ff the pounding in my skull had receded.
   "Nope," was my conclusion.
   Merete's weight tipped the edge of my bunk mat-
   tress. "I don't want to medicare you ff I can avoid it."
   "It's only a headache, Merete," 'I said. "I'll live." I
   puffed the heat cloth from my eyes and blinked into the
   dim light of the foreman's cabin. My cabin, now. It
   was a cramped and inglorious place. Constructags
   simply weren't bu'flt for comfort, and room remained
   at a premium even when renovations were attempted.
   "It'll go away as soon as I get to talk to the captain. As
   soon as he tells me what's going on."
   "You don't have any idea?" she asked, diminishing
   the seriousness by casually arranging the heat cloth in
   her medikit.
   "I know sarda's in trouble." I sat up, scooting back
   against the cold metal wall. "It's got to have some-
   thing to do with that. Kirk deliberately made sure
   those security officers didn't find out I was on board
   the schooner. And I think he knew how I'd react once
   I found out Sarda had gotten caught up in espionage."
   I pulled at her wrist, forcing her attention away from
   the medildt. When she looked up, I asked, "Are you
   sure, absolutely sure, Mr. Spock didn't say anything
   about this so-called mail run?"
   In deference to me, she took the time to think about
   it for a moment. Finally she shook her pale head and
   shrugged. "Not a word. He provided instructi
ons for
   the ship, and for a while there were several Star Fleet
   technicians and engineers down here working on it.
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   Scanner and I didn't even know the ship was intended
   for you until a week ago, when the last of the Fleet
   crew left. I thought I was here to tend to injuries in the
   tech crew. I certainly didn't understand orders to stay
   behind. Then Mr. Spock told Scanner that you'd be
   coming. We assumed you'd beam in any minute after
   that. What were you doing on that sailing boat?"
   I dropped back. Good question, Doctor. "It's Kirk's
   private ship. He offered to authorize shore leave for
   me aboard the schooner if I was willing to crew the
   ship during the Annual International Battle at Sea
   Flotilla for Masted Ships. War games. A collection of
   sailing buffs get together and try to outmaneuver each
   other. I thought it was a little primitive and silly until a
   couple of ships actually went over in the fervor for
   victory points. Smaller ships than Keeler, of course,
   but even we carne close to being rammed a few times.
   They're pretty serious about it." I stared at my knees,
   suddenly unblinking, aware of little more than my own
   heartbeat. "Few more serious than Jim Kirk. I never
   saw such intent to win. He's a bedeviling man,
   Merete. He leaves me in awe . . . confused .... He
   tries to force me to figure out what he's thinking. He
   pushes the odds. This time, he miscalculated. Some-
   thing went wrong. He meant to tell me what was going
   on, but he got pulled off the schooner before he could
   do it. I've got to find him, Merete," I told her, lost in
   conviction. "I've got to know what to do."
   If she was unsettled by my intensity, she did a prime
   bedside job of concealing it. She nodded slowly, mak-
   ing sure I knew she had been listening. "You will," she
   assured. "We'll be there soon. It may all turn out to be
   much simpler than you expect. Just a mix-up of some
   kind. It may even be fixed by the time we arrive at Star
   Fleet."
   "I hope so," I said. "I don't mind a struggle, but I
   can't stand not knowing."
   An unfamiliar whine interrupted our conversation,
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