by Diane Carey
   followed then by several clicks, and I knew somehow
   that Scanner was trying to shake the bugs out of the
   new intercom system. I was about to punch the trans-
   ceiver button beside my berth when his voice franti-
   cally crackled through the hastily installed circuits.
   "Piper! You better get up here! This danged ship is
   warping out of orbit all by itself!"
   46
   Chapter Four
   "Make the most of an uncertain future."
   --The Squire of Gothos
   "STATUS !"
   The command seat sighed as I angled into it and
   squared off before a band of flickering instrument
   lights.
   Scanner was trembling slightly, but trying to conceal
   it as he frantically interpreted the readout screen.
   "She pulled out of orbit as soon as we reached the
   descent plane for the West Coast."
   "Malfunction?" I asked as we reeled past the daz-
   zling display of Jupiter and her moons.
   "Naw, Idon't think so. She's got a mind of her own.
   She's powering up to warp. Betcha the computer's
   behind it. Looks like this trip is going to take a lot
   longer than you thought. We might have to tote
   lunch."
   The control panel was like the rest of the ship a
   sloppy amalgam of new instruments shoved in wher-
   ever the old instruments could be moved or rear-
   ranged. I felt like a piebe as I tried to familiarize myself
   with the controls. "Get into the system. Countermand
   what it's doing."
   "I tried."
   "Well?"
   He gave me a desolate look. "It's locked up."
   A chill ran through me. I glanced over my shoulder
   to the passenger seats, where the two doctors sat in
   47
   expectant silence. Merete was noticeably stiff. McCoy
   appeared relaxed but wide-eyed. I felt uncomfortable
   under the sudden weight of responsibility for their
   lives, not to mention the self-consciousness of know-
   ing how often McCoy had watched James Kirk per-
   form under pressure.
   No--I couldn't think about that now. I couldn't
   waste time and mental energy comparing myself to the
   captain. As I turned once again to the blinking control
   panel, I noticed with a shuddering apprehension that
   Jupiter was already far behind.
   Scanner's face was patterned in blues and grays as
   he peered into the visual readout screen. "We're about
   to warp, Piper."
   "Dr. McCoy, Merete, strap yourselves in, please."
   "What's going on?" McCoy asked. "Why's it doing
   this?"
   "You've been here all along, sir. You know as much
   as we do. Scanner, confirm that the computer has
   navigational control, or the warp could tear us up."
   "Computer has full control," he responded. "Rex
   knows what she's doing, even if we don't."
   "Stupid machine," I grumbled. "Project course and
   tell me where we're going."
   "How? " he blustered. "He could go flyin' forever at
   warp speed. The computer's the only thing that knows
   where it'll stop us. How you gonna get it to tell you?"
   We glared at each other for a long moment as I
   reviewed the fact that I didn't have any real answers.
   Something in Scanner's words had awakened the rebel
   in me. I shrugged. 'TI! ask it." My hands lingered
   over the Controls until I figured out which ones to push
   to revive the computer, or at least distract it. "Compu-
   ter tie-in, command authorization."
   The board began whirring and clicking as though it
   didn't have the slightest idea what I was talking about.
   Then the firm, resonant imitation of a female voice
   48
   requested, "Specify identification code for authorized
   command, please."
   I looked at Scanner. He blinked at me,'then back at
   the computer console. "O1' Rex has delusions of being
   a starship," he said, obviously taken aback.
   "But it gives me some power," I surmised, "if it
   knows it was to answer to a particular person."
   Dr. McCoy leaned as far forward as his safety straps
   allowed. "Let's hope it knows that person is you,
   Commander."
   "Going to warp speed on automatic," Scanner said.
   To the instant, the stars before us blended into a segue
   of spectral color and we were at warp. A flush of
   helplessness caused silence on the cramped bdge.
   We waited to see if the ship could stand the strain.
   "Warp two," Scanner advised. "Two-point-five...
   warp three. Entering cruise mode." He shook his head
   and sighed. "Well, here we are."
   When my skin stopped crawling, I renewed my
   computer access and fed in my personal identification
   code. The gratifying result came almost instantly.
   "Accepted. Lieutenant Commander Piper, Star Fleet
   clearance, Star Date 3988.1, command status ac-
   knowledged. Thank you."
   I took a deep breath and glanced at Dr. McCoy.
   "I'm alive," I told him. He looked a bit dazed, but said
   nothing. I tried to think clearly, readjusting my mind to
   talk to a computer. "Computer."
   "Working," the gentle voice answered with just the
   perfect touch of question that invited me to continue.
   "Release navigational control to the helm."
   "Not possible."
   "Why not?"
   "Current navigational programming includes a pre-
   empt encoding which prevents change of program
   until destinational code is satisfied."
   "Damn."
   49
   "At least we know it's not a malfunction," Merete
   pointed out. "There is a destination."
   I cleared my throat. "Computer, specify destina-
   tion."
   More clicking. "Tau Ceti Quadrant, Ciatella Star
   System, planet Argelius."
   "What?" McCoy blustered.
   "The plot thins," Scanner drawled.
   I sat back. "Argelius? Why Argelius? It's the sleep-
   iest planet in the Federation! There's no place in the
   known galaxy where less goes on. Why would he send
   us there?"
   All three of my hijacked "crew" blinked at me like a
   gaggle of curious birds. Then Merete and Scanner
   chimed, "Who?"
   My brows lowered over my eyes in a scurrilous
   frown. "Who else?"
   They backed off. Space was black, velvety, deco-
   rated, and ominous as we streaked through it, the old
   ship reveling in a mission that included no anchoring
   or pulling. For the first time in her existence, an ugly
   old tug had a chance to fly. Aside from a few shaking-
   down tremors, Rex took to the new warp capability
   with unexpected grace, maintaining her cabin warmth
   and keeping us all in quiet comfort despite the unaes-
   thetic surroundings. I felt that, somehow, this old dog
   loved her new trick.
   "What's our ETA?" I asked.
   "Ninety-two hours," Scanner said. He watched the
   control board, his expression sunken, as though his
   old friend had betrayed his trust. In that moment of
   helplessness, when I could do absolut
ely nothing to
   change the situation, my senses finally opened up to
   someone's feelings other than my own.
   "It's not a mistake, Scanner," I said mildly. "It isn't
   your fault."
   He shook his head, brows knitted in perplexity. "I
   50
   wish I knew what was going on. I dunno what to say. I
   helped put in all this equipment. It wasn't pro-
   grammed, I swear it wasn't."
   I slouched in the command chair. "You feel bad
   about being outwitted by Mr. Spock, and I feel bad
   about allowing myself to get dropped into this by
   Captain Kirk. I knew he had something on his mind,
   but I never had the nerve to ask until it was too late. If
   this is anybody's fault, it's mine." "Yours?"
   My lips pressed into a mockery of a grin. "Privilege
   of command."
   "Aw, that stinks."
   I shrugged. "But it's one thing they kept grilling into
   us at command school. Command is more than getting
   all the credit. It also means getting all the blame."
   Scanner sighed and got to his feet, casting one
   pathetic look back at the computer console and instru-
   ment panel before saying, "I'm gonna get some sleep.
   Nothing else to do. Poor Rex... first space mission
   and all we can do is sit here like a buncha Dunsels."
   My first command. I'd dreamed about it since enter-
   ing my senior year at Star Fleet Academy, when I was
   offered the privilege of choosing whether or not I
   wished to go on to command candidacy. A singular
   honor, given to only a handful of graduates each year.
   Not just a chance for high rank, but a chance to
   command a Star Fleet space vessel. Then along came
   the mangle of events that had led me into the Rit-
   tenhouse conspiracy and finally to the Federation
   Medal of Valor, and I knew the meaning of being
   plunged into the unexpected. How long ago? How long
   had I served aboard Enterprise--a matter of weeks? It
   seemed like years. And I wasn't ready to have that
   feeling of years.
   I glanced surreptitiously around the dull little com-
   mand area of Banana Republic. I was alone now.
   51
   Merete had retreated to her cabin, McCoy to the one
   he and Scanner must share. The computer and instru-
   ment panels had settled down into a humming elec-
   tronic euphoria of knowing exactly what they were
   supposed to be doing and quite simply doing it.
   Ninety-two hours. Almost four days before I would
   hax, e any answers. Four days of being Dunsel. Not exactly a command dream.
   The hours crept by, each one ridiculing me, until I'd
   finally had enough and something snapped.
   Scanner jumped about twice his height when 1
   whacked him out of a sound sleep. "What--what? Red
   Alert? Whassa matter? he babbled.
   "Scanner, get up," 1 said. "We've got work to do."
   He raked a hand through his hair and mumbled,
   "Are we there already?"
   "Hardly," I said, trying to cut through his disorien-
   tation.
   On one of the other berths in the crowded cabin,
   once part of a storage compartment, Dr. McCoy rolled
   to his feet. "Is something up?"
   "Yes, sir," I answered. "My patience."
   Scanner shook himself out and got up, wobbling
   slightly as he asked, "l hope you got a good reason for
   wakin' me up from that nice shore leave I was taking."
   "I do. We're going to break into that navigational
   program. I want control of this ship."
   If he hadn't managed to wake up completely, the
   shock of that statement brought him fully around.
   "You're gonna what? Are you fishin' in the right
   crick? The computer's been programmed by Com-
   mander Spock on Captain Kirk's orders !"
   I straightened my shoulders, despite the low ceiling.
   "Well, you just get ready to unprogram it. He might be
   Captain Kirk," I said solidly, "but this is my ship."
   I turned, strode out of the cabin, and stepped onto
   the interdeck ladder, not staying to examine the look
   of abject amazement the two men exchanged. It really
   52
   wasn't meant to be a dramatic exit; I just wanted to get
   out of there in case they started laughing.
   Scanner and Dr. McCoy followed me back to the
   bridge. As we passed Merete's cabin, she too realized
   something was up and hurried into the corridor. In a
   way, I was glad they followed. Their presence forced
   me to stay in the mode of defiance I'd reached, and
   gave me no opportunity to reconsider. I had to be in
   control of the ship. Suppose there was trouble? What
   ff we were attacked or damaged? How would I live
   with myself ff all I could do was shrug and say it was
   Kirk's problem?
   I kept thinking about Captain Kirk, my mind divid-
   ing between trust and rebellion, obedience and insur-
   gence. I respected him, certainly, but could I ever
   respect myself as much if I settled back and accepted
   whatever he or anyone dished out to me without so
   much as an explanation? Possibly I could have done so
   this time, if another element, deeper and harsher,
   hadn't been eating at me. Sarda.
   Lieutenant Sarda, recipient of the Silver Palm and
   Star for Conspicuous Bravery. Young Vulcan techni-
   cal scientist, a weapons specialist. In fact, a weaponry
   pioneer, much to his own embarrassment. My fellow-
   classman at Star Fleet Academy. The only person
   who'd stayed relentlessly at my side during the dread-
   nought affair just weeks ago---I kept saying that to
   myself just weeks ago, only weeks.
   What was happening to him? Was this computer
   setting carrying me farther away from helping him? I
   had to know the entire truth. I couldn't get it here, on a
   space ship streaking toward passivity. My Vulcan
   friend had somehow strayed from the route back to the
   Vulcan teachings to one lined with suspicion. Theft of
   Federation-owned technology, the security lieutenant
   had said. Which technology? Sarda hadn't been work-
   53
   ing on any particular project that I knew of, not after
   the destruction of the dreadnought that carried the
   image projector he'd invented. That episode had been
   enough to drain the inventive urge out of anybody, at
   least for a while. Especially poor Sarda. He kept
   trying to turn his talent for weaponry to devices for
   defense, and Star Fleet Command, in its unending
   military wisdom, kept interpreting Sarda's inventions
   to be used aggressively if necessary. They kept giving
   him awards and commendations that did nothing more
   than shame him before his Vulcan culture. So far none
   of his inventions had been used punitively, except by
   Vice Admiral Rittenhouse. But Rittenhouse was dead
   now, and his dream to force galactic war was dead
   with him.
   So what had happened? What had changed since I'd
   gone to sea with the intrepid James T. Kirk?
   I forced myself back to the immediate p
resent,
   jabbing a finger at the computer console. "I want to
   know how that thing's tied into the navigational sys-
   tem. I want every circuit examined until we find a way
   to interrupt the programming. You're the electrical
   specialist," I said to Scanner. "Start tracing. I'm going
   to get into the mechanics. I want control of this ship
   and I don't care how we get it."
   Scanner gaped at me, hands on hips. "It must be
   autumn in Piperland, 'cause the leaves are dropping
   off your tree !"
   I struck him with a cold glare. "I'm not joking,
   Scanner. I'm not going to be anyone's pawn. Not even
   Kirk's."
   Dr. McCoy caught my arm as I stepped past him, on
   my way to the engine area. "Do you know what you're
   doing? The computer program may be tied into other
   things. Life support, engine control..."
   "We'll have to find out," I said.
   "But if Jim did this on purpose---"
   "I'm not letting anyone dictate my command with-
   54
   out an explanation. I'm going to get control of this
   ship's helm."
   Scanner grasped the back of the command chair and
   shook it. "Piper," he whined, "don't you get it? This
   is Captain James T. Kirk you're dinkin' around with!"
   If I ever doubted my decision, the last lingering
   regrets now dissolved away as I gazed into Scanner's
   desperate annoyance and realized that I had neither
   control of the ship nor control over those who were
   supposed to be my crew. To him and Merete, I was
   merely a fellow Academy graduate. To Dr. McCoy, I
   was a talented upstart. The obstacles before me grew
   as I began to perceive them. Control of the ship;
   respect of my crew. The weight kept my shoulders stiff
   as I squared them. "That's exactly right," I said
   coolly. "And he wouldn't let anybody do this to him."
   By the look in Dr. McCoy's face, I could tell that I
   had hit upon an unmoving truth. I took my note of
   victory and escaped to the engine room.
   For the next forty hours I drove them and myself to
   every physical and mental limit, making demands
   upon them that strained both their patience and my
   own. McCoy set himself up as Mess Officer, and, true