Vintage Volume Two

by Suzanne, Lisa

  We filled in Kimmy and my mom while George went off in search of something to eat. It was well past dinnertime, and once we found that my dad was going to be okay, our appetites returned with a vengeance. After we ate, Mikey, Carlos, and Johnny came back into the waiting room to let us know that my dad had summoned George, Parker, and me back to his room.

  My dad looked exhausted.

  “Maybe we should leave him alone,” Parker murmured beside me. “He needs to rest.”

  I had to admit that I agreed with him. “Dad, we’re going to head out so you can get some rest.”

  “Nonsense. I’ll sleep when I’m dead. Besides, we’ve got something we need to do.”

  “Oh?” I asked. “What do we have to do?”

  My dad smiled. “Today is your wedding day. We were moments away from walking down the aisle. I feel terrible that your day was interrupted.”

  “Oh my God. Dad, is this what you’re sitting in bed thinking about?”

  He nodded, a touch of sheepishness on his face.

  “You have nothing to feel terrible about. You just focus on your recovery.”

  It was a sweet sentiment, really, but it was a little ridiculous that he had even thought about it considering he was lying in a hospital bed.

  “The way I see it, we’ve got a couple of choices. We’re all here. We can do it right now. Or as soon as I’m sprung from this place, we can do it at home. CC, I know that the guest list was bigger than you wanted. I know you wanted a small affair. We’ll do it however you want.”

  I smiled at my dad. He was recovering from surgery after getting shot. He was lying in a hospital bed with an uncertain future where his career was concerned. Yet he was thinking about me. He was worried about me.

  And that was just more proof that I really did have the best dad in the entire world.

  “Let’s wait,” I said at the exact same time that Parker said, “Let’s do it.”

  My eyes met his.

  “Baby, I know this isn’t how we envisioned it. But we picked today, and I want to marry you today.”

  “I want to marry you today, too, Parker. But I don’t want to get married in a hospital. It’s not even that I didn’t envision it this way, although I certainly didn’t. It’s that I want to get married in a place that’s special to me, not in a place where I paced in fear for three hours. I want to get married in the oasis of my dad’s backyard, not in a room with machines beeping around me and nurses watching from the hallway.”

  Parker looked disappointed, but he nodded in understanding.

  “When do you get out?” I asked my dad.

  “Depends. Could be as early as tomorrow, or they might keep me a few days.”

  I looked back to Parker. “Let’s just wait. We’ll do it the day after he comes home. Whenever it is. Okay?”

  He nodded. “Of course, Jimi. Whatever you want. You know that.”

  “This is what I want.” My voice was vehement. As much as I wanted Parker to be my husband, I was certain that I didn’t want our union to begin in a place that represented so much fear. I wanted a place that represented home and love and warmth, just like Parker did to me.

  thirty-four

  My dad was released three days later, on a Tuesday morning. We didn’t need to rehearse again because we’d already done it once.

  Instead of his office this time, we stood in the kitchen moments before it was time for me to walk down the aisle. I looked out the French doors toward the backyard. I could see Parker standing under the arbor. He was fidgeting. I smiled, and as I studied his face from inside the house, I could see his nerves. It surprised me given that he was the one pushing for a hospital wedding.

  I felt a sense of calming tranquility wash over me. I knew that this was absolutely right.

  In the days my dad was in the hospital, I spent time in the mornings replacing everything we needed replaced—like a wedding dress and tuxedoes—and the rest of the day I was at the hospital.

  Jadyn and I spent a lot of time together. She really was a kind soul, and I apologized profusely for my pre-judgment of her. She apologized for her role in creating the kind of step-monster she’d been.

  Parker sat in a chair immediately next to my dad’s bed while they watched sports together. Jadyn and I sat in the back of the room talking about wedding details as we belatedly started to get to know each other.

  Suddenly she was an actual friend.

  And now I stood in a different wedding dress that was even more dreamlike than the first ready to marry the man of my dreams.

  For real this time.

  The white charmeuse fabric with lace overlay was the exact vintage look I wanted. It was a looser mermaid style v-neck with a drop v-back. Nude-colored material stretched across the v-back to cover my tattoos. It was gorgeous and even more perfect than the first one had been. Plus this one came without the blood.

  Dusk was upon us as the sun had nearly completely set behind the arbor. The remaining light of the sun lit up a handful of wispy clouds in a beautiful pink, gold, and orange symphony of color.

  It was time.

  My dad stood on my left side so that I could hold his right arm as he walked me down the aisle. His arm was in a sling, just like the doctor had said. He walked slowly, still in a pretty good measure of pain. It would still be a couple of weeks until he was healed enough to start his schedule of therapy.

  I glanced out over the small crowd of people gathered.

  I looked to my side first. It was all people who I loved.

  Jadyn sat next to my mom, holding her hand. Unlikely friends, two women who had bonded over their shared concern for my dad.

  Tim and Virginia held hands a row behind my mom and step-mom. Barry sat beside them with his wife. I briefly wondered who was manning the store if all of the big players were attending my wedding. If it was my store, I’d make sure someone I trusted was there at all times.

  Mikey, Carlos, and Johnny were all there, each with their significant others. Tears pooled in my eyes when I spotted Fern. Katie’s mom. She’d made it for my day.

  Keith and Vanessa rounded out the bunch.

  On Parker’s side, I saw Vinnie and Garrett. I spotted a couple of the guys from Pure Adrenaline. There were a few other guys who I recognized from the Flashing Light crew from the tour.

  And that was it. We had maybe twenty-five wedding guests in all.

  It was perfect.

  Fitz stood beside Parker, and I watched the best man as Kimmy walked down the aisle.

  Kimmy, who had extended her stay after everything that had happened, walked down the aisle in front of me, and then I heard the strains of music change to the song I’d chosen to walk down the aisle to. It was a soft rendition of Israel Kamakawiwo’ole’s mash-up of “Somewhere over the Rainbow” and “What a Wonderful World.” Our music was just an acoustic guitar, and the sound echoing through my dad’s backyard was simple and magical.

  I looked over to my dad. “This is it.”

  He grinned. “I want you to know, CC, that I’m not giving you away today. I could never do that. What I’m doing today is telling you, Parker, and the world that I trust him to take care of you for the rest of your life. If I can’t be there to take a bullet for you, I expect him to do it. And I know he would. I couldn’t have chosen better for you, and I’ll be proud to call him my son-in-law.”

  I hugged my dad as gently as I could. “I love you, Dad.”

  “I love you too, CC.”

  “You really are the best dad in the entire world.”

  He grinned. I took his arm and together we headed down the aisle toward my future.

  thirty-five

  Over the past week or so, I’d done a lot of crying. More than my fair share. But one more thing made me cry: Parker’s vows.

  As George performed our ceremony and I listened to him talk about knowing me since before I’d even hit my teenage years, I didn’t cry.

  When my dad stood to read a poem that he’d written specif
ically for our wedding day, I didn’t cry.

  But when Parker vowed to love me and protect me for the rest of my life, silent tears streamed down my cheeks.

  “Roxanna—Jimi—my vows are simple. I vow to love you forever. I vow to honor you. I vow to cherish you. I vow to protect you. I vow to be worthy of your love in return.” And then he quoted lyrics from the song he’d written for me. “You already know that you’re my forever, and now I know I never want to be without my forever.”

  It was the simplicity of his vows, the traditional vows of love, honor, and cherish, that struck me. I knew he’d keep me safe, and I knew he’d make good on every promise he made on our wedding day.

  My turn came next. I’d never figured out what the hell to write, so I just started speaking from the heart.

  “Parker, when we first met, I was so selfishly focused on my own emotionless existence that I couldn’t even see what was right in front of me. I told myself I didn’t want to be with a musician. But you made me feel again. For that, I’ll be forever grateful to you. I vow to make you feel, too. I can’t promise that some of those feelings won’t be negative at some point, but I vow to work together with you to overcome that. I vow never to work against you. I vow to always be on Team James. I vow to celebrate our successes and pick us up in our disappointments. I vow that today our families become one. Above all, I vow to love, honor, cherish, and protect you forever.”

  I saw Parker’s eyes shine with emotion at my words. I hadn’t been able to plan them, but when I needed the words, somehow they came to me.

  We danced our first dance to “Without You” by Motley Crue, played by Flashing Light and sung by Gideon Price. Even though I secretly considered “Sex Type Thing” by Stone Temple Pilots to be our song, it didn’t seem appropriate to have a song about sex be the first one we danced to as a married couple.

  I let my dad choose the song we’d dance to, and he chose “My Little Girl” by Tim McGraw. I complained the whole time about how cheesy it was, but with his arm in a sling he had to wear because he was protecting me, I had a hard time holding back the rush of tears as I listened to the words that told me that I’d always be his little girl.

  Parker and Kimmy danced to “There You’ll Be” by Faith Hill. My dad and Parker must’ve coordinated music, or else it was an adorable coincidence that they’d chosen two songs by country music’s biggest super couple.

  Our small group danced to a few songs, ate some pasta that Delilah had magically procured, and danced some more.

  Parker and I were sampling the variety of cupcakes when Barry approached us to say goodbye. He held an envelope in his hands.

  I stood to give him a hug. “Congratulations, Roxy. I hope you’ll be the happiest wife because you deserve it.”

  “Thanks, Barry.”

  Parker stood and shook his hand.

  “You take care of my Roxy girl, okay?” Barry was so cute. He was the least intimidating person I knew, but somehow his words hit Parker. He nodded. We all knew he would.

  “I was stuck on what to get you. What do you buy for the daughter of Gideon Price? I got you this card,” he said, handing me the envelope in his hand. I took it and turned it over in my hands. Parker and I both stared down at it. “Go on, then. Open it.”

  I tore the paper of the envelope and opened the card. It was a traditional wedding card, but inside were the words I’d been hoping to hear from Barry.

  Whenever you get back from your honeymoon, set up a meeting with my lawyer and me. I’ve stopped moving forward on bankruptcy and want to sell Vintage to you, to someone who I know will put her love into it and will save it from destruction. Thank you for loving my baby as much as I do.

  Parker and I both looked up at him at the same time. Tears were in my eyes, and they were in Barry’s, too.

  I was about to ask if he was sure, but I realized that those words would give him an out. I didn’t want to give him an out.

  I threw my arms around his neck. “Thank you, Barry. Thank you so much. This is the best gift ever.”

  He hugged me back. His voice was full of merriment when he spoke. “If you consider an offer to purchase a failing business a gift, then you’re quite welcome.”

  I laughed at the same time as my husband.

  My husband and my future business partner.

  Team James.

  epilogue

  Sometimes people come into our lives to make them brighter. Some people come in to make them darker.

  When I lost Katie and Damien, I was terrified that letting someone else in could only end one way. I was terrified of the rule of three, until I realized that living life based on superstitions wasn’t really living at all.

  If I hadn’t let Parker in, I never would’ve had the opportunity to experience the true and forever kind of love that comes with marrying your soul mate.

  I may never have had someone push me out of my mechanical existence toward discovering my real ambitions.

  I wouldn’t have had the joy that came with mothering two perfect boys with Parker, the first born just two years after our wedding and the second born two years after that.

  I’d never have experienced the satisfaction that came with reorganizing a failing business with so much success that Parker and I were able to open three additional thriving branches of Vintage—a store that had become part of my soul—all across the country.

  I had written off musicians at one point in my life, but being married to Parker was never hard. I was able to travel the world with my husband as Flashing Light gained popularity. We brought our boys with us, because backstage at a Flashing Light headliner tour was a lot like it had been for Black Shadow—a family atmosphere.

  If I had pushed Parker out of the way like I wanted to when I had first met him, there would never have been a wedding day for Randy to show up and ruin. Who knows what would’ve happened then? Maybe Randy would have been successful in killing me as his act of revenge on my father.

  Instead, Randy was rotting away in prison, serving a life sentence not just for murdering Damien Williams, but for many other crimes he’d committed while skirting the law—like starting that fire at Vintage. I’d also finally established that his men had been the ones who had stolen my journal and planted it in Jadyn’s bag.

  And just as a final act of revenge on the slime that was Randy Marino, my dad’s therapy went better than doctors ever expected. His full recovery had only taken six months, but he’d been playing guitar after three. Black Shadow was on another world tour, and Jadyn had become a close friend to me over the years.

  My relationship with my mother never changed, but I realized that she would have to change in order for that to happen. My boys knew their grandma and loved her, but she was busy in Europe doing whatever it was that she did. They knew Grandpa G and Grandma J much better since they saw them as often as possible. It did, however, take Jadyn almost a year before she allowed us to call her “Grandma.”

  Parker taught me many things, but most of all, he taught me that sometimes we have to let go of the past that weighs us down so that we can find love in the present that will last long into the future.

  We definitely worked through our own “Trial and Error,” but with Parker, I ultimately found “My Forever.”

  THE END

  acknowledgments

  I have so much thanks to give for all of the amazing blessings that helped make this book what it is!

  First, to my husband for reading, listening, helping, suggesting, encouraging, and supporting. I couldn’t do this without your love. And of course to Sadie, the world’s best dog.

  To Louisa at LM Creations for creating the perfect cover for this book. I never thought I could love a cover as much as I love Vintage Volume One, but you created an amazing counterpart that really shows the emotional connection of Roxy and Parker.

  To my awesome beta readers: Jen, Alissa, April, Crystal, Johnnie-Marie, Anna, Kelly, Jenna, and Sheri. Your notes and feedback are always valuable. />
  To Jen from Just One More Page for hosting the awesome cover reveal for this book. To Kylie and Beth from Give Me Books and to Debra from The Book Enthusiast for hosting the release blitzes. To Kellie from Eye Candy Bookstore for being an all-around awesome PR lady. Thank you to every blogger who takes the time to post about my books, to read my books, and to review my books. Your time is valuable, and I appreciate all you do to support me.

  To the beautiful women of Team LSD (Lisa Suzanne’s Darlings) for being supportive not just to me, but to each other. You make me smile every day, and I appreciate each of you.

  As always, thank you to you, the person reading this. Thank you for taking time out of your day to read my words. I hope that they left an impact on you and that they made you feel. I would love if you left a review on Amazon. I read every review that is posted, and I appreciate your thoughts.

  This may be the end of Parker and Roxy’s story, but there’s always more from Lisa Suzanne just around the corner. Keep an eye out for Not Just another Romance Novel, my new romantic comedy releasing later this year.

  XOXO,

  about the author

  Lisa Suzanne started handwriting her books on yellow legal pads after she took a creative writing class in high school. She still has those legal pads full of stories, but now one of them is published under the title How He Really Feels. She currently works as a full time high school English teacher, and her favorite part of the year is summer. She has been blessed with the world’s best dog, a supportive family, and a husband who encouraged her to publish after reading one of her novels. She likes the advice of Ernest Hemingway’s famous quote, “Write drunk. Edit sober.”

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