Crossroads

by Belva Plain

  CROSSROADS

  CONTENTS

  Title Page

  Junctions

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thierteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Roads Diverging

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Roads Intertwining

  Chapter Twenty-One

  Chapter Twenty-Two

  Chapter Twenty-Three

  Chapter Twenty-Four

  Chapter Twenty-Five

  Chapter Twenty-Six

  Chapter Twenty-Seven

  Chapter Twenty-Eight

  Chapter Twenty-Nine

  Collision

  Chapter Thirty

  Chapter Thirty-One

  Chapter Thirty-Two

  Chapter Thirty-Three

  Chapter Thirty-Four

  Chapter Thirty-Five

  Chapter Thirty-Six

  Chapter Thirty-Seven

  Epilogue

  About the Author

  Also by Belva Plain

  Copyright

  CROSSROADS

  Chapter One

  If the gray clouds in the sky had not suddenly split apart and released an explosion of rain, Jewel Fairchild would have chosen to walk back to the train station on the shady road between two walls of green shrubs and trees. It was really amazing that such peace and quiet could exist not many miles from the crowded streets where she lived and worked. But had this entire day not been amazing?

  Cassandra Wright, the owner and CEO of Wright Glassworks, had been riding her horse and, having come too close to a fence post, had hurt her leg. She would have to stay at home for a few days—an unheard-of occurrence at the Glassworks, where her dawn-to-dusk work ethic was legendary. Her efficient secretary had spent most of the day on the phone, as Mrs. Wright was directing the business from her home. (Even though Cassandra had been married twice, she insisted on being called Mrs. Wright because Wright was the name of her ancestors and her business, and the politically correct Ms. was way too trendy for her taste.) When it was discovered late in the afternoon that an important paper required the CEO’s signature, Jewel, who was a receptionist at the Glass works, had been summoned by her supervisor and told to hand-deliver the document to Mrs. Wright’s home. Although to call the place a “home” was to understate so totally the grandeur, the dreamlike otherworldliness of it, it was almost funny.

  Of course Jewel had known that Mrs. Wright and her family wouldn’t live in a hut, but she’d never seen anything like what she’d seen today. Now, as she leaned her head back on the seat of the car in which the Wright family gardener was driving her back to town, she went back over every moment of the last few hours, trying to fix them in her memory forever.

  First there had been the train trip out of Wrightstown, the busy city that was named for the glass works that gave it its reason for being. Cassandra Wright didn’t live near her business—of course not. She lived out in the country where the air was pure and the nights were quiet. There was a special spur off the main train track with a station at the end that serviced the area. Jewel had walked from the train station—it hadn’t started raining yet—and after about fifteen minutes, she’d approached a big white house gleaming in the gray gloom of the day.

  Inside the house everything gleamed too. A woman who identified herself as the housekeeper had answered the door and led Jewel into the foyer, where she had a quick impression of glossy furniture, silk, crystal, and photographs in silver frames. Light sparkled from a chandelier above her; on a wall opposite a sweeping staircase there was a huge painting by some artist with a French name. The housekeeper had said the name, but Jewel had been too busy taking in all the splendor to register it.

  The housekeeper led her through a series of hallways and rooms—more rooms than anybody would think one family could use. In the main hall a clock chimed like music. A rare treasure this clock was, according to the housekeeper. But by then Jewel was beginning to realize that the word “treasure” described everything in this place.

  At first she was too overwhelmed to do more than stare. But slowly, a need started to grow inside her to touch what she was seeing. As the housekeeper hurried her along, she dug a foot into the carpet to feel the depth of the silky nap; she allowed a finger to trace the back of a richly brocaded chair. If she could have, Jewel would have inhaled all of it; she would have done anything, anything to take all this gleaming beauty inside herself, to own it, just for one second.

  * * *

  There was only one object in the place that did not seem to gleam. Actually, she wasn’t an object, she was a young girl, and she was sitting on a sofa reading a book. She, her book, and the sofa were all in the library, which was where the housekeeper had brought Jewel.

  “You can wait in here and I’ll get Mrs. Wright . . . ,” she’d started to say to Jewel, but the girl had looked up and the housekeeper had realized that they were not alone. “Oh, I’m sorry to disturb you, Miss Gwen, I didn’t see you there,” she said. The girl didn’t seem surprised that she’d been overlooked. “This is a person from the glassworks come to give your mother a paper to sign,” the housekeeper went on. “I’ll put her in the sitting room.”

  “It’s all right,” the girl said. “Let her stay.” Her voice was light and soft and there was a trace of something in it that Jewel wanted to say was snooty. She looked at the girl; this was Gwendolyn Wright, Cassandra Wright’s daughter—her adopted daughter. In Wrights town, the fact that Queen Cassandra had adopted this girl made her something of a celebrity, or at the very least, an object of curiosity.

  It only took Jewel a second to pass judgment on her. “Miss Gwen,” she decided, was dull. Her face wasn’t exactly homely, but it was just like the faces that you see on the street when you walk around a city or go to a mall, and would not recognize if you were to see them again. Her hair was red, but not a vibrant shade, it was rather washed-out. Her eyes were a nondescript brown. The only bright things about her were the gold bracelet glinting on one arm and the gold wristwatch on the other. She looked up at Jewel and nodded. “I’m sure Mother will be along any minute,” she said. She hesitated as if she was going to say something more, then changed her mind. Two pink spots flared in her cheeks and she looked down at her hands which were folded in her lap. And there her gaze stayed, while the silence in the room grew from being merely uncomfortable to downright insulting.

  She didn’t even offer me a glass of water! Jewel thought indignantly. I may not have been raised in a big house with clocks that are treasures and pictures that were painted by people whose names you can’t pronounce, but even I know that’s no way to treat a visitor in your home. Where are her manners?

  As if she’d heard the unspoken rebuke the girl finally looked up. “Please sit down,” she said. She smiled awkwardly.

  She’s shy, Jewel thought. So shy she’s tongue-tied. The realization was a surprise. The girl was wearing hundreds, maybe even thousands, of dollars’ worth of jewelry, and she lived in a palace! How could you be shy with all of that? But the two pink spots had now turned crimson and were spreading across Gwen Wright’s plain face.

  I guess it’s up to me to help us out, Jewel thought. She smiled her own wide, welcoming smile; she had a beautiful mouth and perfect teeth and she knew how to use them. A picture of the face she saw each day i
n the mirror flashed through her mind. Unlike Gwen Wright’s drab tresses, her own hair was a shimmering mass of ebony waves. Her wide blue eyes—really they were closer to violet—were fringed with thick lashes, her complexion was porcelain white, her nose was as beautiful as her mouth, and as for her figure . . . well, let’s just say she’d never had any trouble attracting boys. Her beauty was her talisman, which was why it always came to mind when she needed extra confidence. Not that she needed any at all to talk to this dull, tongue-tied girl who was glancing longingly at the book good manners had forced her to put aside.

  “What are you reading?” Jewel asked, to break the ice.

  “Le Petit Prince by Saint-Exupéry.” She pronounced it with the same nasal accent the housekeeper had used when saying the name of the artist who had painted the picture in the foyer.

  “That’s French, isn’t it?” Gwen nodded. “Do you speak it?” Another nod. Jewel was starting to get annoyed. She was willing to do her best to keep a conversation going, but a little help from Miss Gwen would have been nice. After all, she was the one who had had all the advantages—she even spoke French, for heaven’s sake! But it was as if it was Jewel’s job to smooth things over for her, and it was Gwen’s right to be taken care of. Jewel was willing to bet she got away with this kind of thing all the time.

  Then miracle of miracles, the mute one spoke. “I’m going to Paris, you see, so I need to bone up on my French. Hence Exupéry.”

  Her lack of enthusiasm made Jewel even more annoyed. I’ve never been anywhere, not even to Boston or New York; she’s going to Paris and she looks miserable about it.

  “I know I should be excited.” Gwen seemed to read her mind again. “But the thing is, I’m going with Mother.”

  And that did explain some of Gwen’s attitude. Jewel had a brief but vivid vision of the formidable Mrs. Wright, whose every instruction at the glassworks was carried out with every t crossed and every i dotted. The instructions were always graciously given, but they were obeyed in record time because no one could imagine what might happen if they weren’t. Mrs. Wright was a stickler for order at home too, as everyone in town knew from her servants’ gossip. Jewel tried to imagine what it would be like to take a trip with a woman who insisted that her mail must be sorted in a tray by the time she walked in the door from work, whose Christmas presents were wrapped and ready to be delivered by December first. Her decorations consisted of one wreath that was hung on her front door and one electric candle that was placed in the front window because, as she had famously decreed, more would be vulgar. No, Cassandra Wright would not be an easy traveling companion. On the other hand, she was taking her daughter on the trip of a lifetime! So what if she was a stickler for order and punctuality. Jewel would have put up with a lot more than that for a chance to see Paris!

  “I’m sure you’ll have a wonderful time,” Jewel said politely. “Paris should be very . . . interesting.”

  “Oh, yes,” Gwen said. “The trip will definitely be interesting.” And for the first time Jewel thought she saw a spark of humor in the nondescript brown eyes. It vanished the next moment when Mrs. Wright entered the room.

  Jewel had seen the woman at the glassworks, of course. She passed Jewel at the receptionist’s desk every morning on her way to her own office, and always threw a “Good morning, Jewel” over her shoulder as she went by. Cassandra Wright never seemed hurried when she moved through a room, but you always knew she was going to get where she wanted to go. And woe to anyone who waylaid her. “Purposeful” was a good word for her; “regal” was another.

  Seeing her here at home, she was still regal, but there were differences too. First, there were the dogs that bounded in at her side. One was a collie she called Missy and the other an exuberant mutt named Hank. Mrs. Wright made them both sit, and cooed “good dogs” in a tone of voice Jewel couldn’t have imagined her using. Then there was the way the woman was dressed. At work she wore structured pastel suits that were always in the latest style; the tweed skirt and gray turtleneck she was wearing at home had been softened by wear, and she seemed softer too. Her graying brown hair was tucked into her signature chignon, but a few tendrils had escaped around her face. Her high cheekbones, chiseled mouth, and deep-set, intelligent eyes all seemed gentler somehow. Part of the reason might have been the injury to her right leg and the slight limp that slowed down her usual brisk movements, although her posture was still perfect; Cassandra Wright came from the class that would have a straight back in the coffin. And now, in her presence, it was Jewel’s turn to be tongue-tied.

  Fortunately no one seemed to notice. The documents were produced and whisked away by the housekeeper to be perused and signed at Mrs. Wright’s leisure. Jewel was thanked for coming out in such inclement weather as if she had had a choice in the matter. Then it was all over and Mrs. Wright was saying, “You can’t possibly walk to the train station in this rain. If Gwen had her driver’s license, she could drive you, but she won’t be getting it for a week or two. Can you imagine? She’s delayed it for two years! She already has her own car but she has yet to drive it.”

  “I don’t like cars; they’re dangerous,” said Gwen. She seemed to have gotten even duller since her mother had come into the room. “Driving is too big a responsibility.”

  Her mother dismissed the statement with a shrug and turned back to Jewel. “I’ll ask our gardener, Albert, to take you back to your home. It’s too late for you to go back to work today. Albert is a very nice man and we’ve known him forever.”

  Chapter Two

  As he drove Jewel home, Albert proved to be not only a nice man, but a talkative one. In the space of five minutes he had pointed out the stable where Mrs. Wright boarded her beloved horses, and told several stories about her prowess as a rider in her youth.

  “You know Mrs. Wright very well,” Jewel said, to say something.

  “I’ve been with the Wright family for twenty years” was the proud reply. “And if I wasn’t going to be seventy-eight this month I wouldn’t be retiring. Mrs. Wright is the salt of the earth, let me tell you.” He looked at Jewel in his rearview mirror, as if he was waiting for her to chime in with her own praise of the great lady. But Jewel was thinking about the beautiful white house, now gleaming in the rain, that was receding behind them. The sense of well-being and pleasure she’d felt while she was inside it was receding too—in spite of her efforts to recapture it.

  When her supervisor had asked her to take the papers to Mrs. Wright, she’d felt like a schoolkid who had been given an unexpected recess. Then she’d gotten a glimpse of a paradise she’d never dreamed existed. Now the recess had been canceled; she’d been politely ushered out of paradise, and was on her way back to reality. Tomorrow she would go back to her dreary job and smile and be sweet because no one must ever know how much she hated it. That was what she had to look forward to. And behind her in the white house was a girl who complained about going to Paris and didn’t even appreciate her car enough to drive it.

  Gwen Wright probably has more money in her pocket than I have in my whole bank account. I’ll bet she doesn’t know how much she has; she’s never even counted it. I know to the penny how much I have. Because I have to know.

  Albert broke into her reverie. “Did you see that mutt, Hank? Mrs. Wright took him in even though she has Missy, that’s her collie that wins all the awards,” he said. “Mrs. Wright can’t stand to see any animal in trouble. That little stray showed up at the back door loaded with mange, and one of its legs was full of buckshot where some farmer had shot it up. Anyone but Mrs. Wright would have had the dog put down but she told that vet to do whatever he had to, to save it. I don’t know how many operations it took, it cost the earth, but now that mutt lives in the house and it has a bed right next to Missy’s, and Mrs. Wright doesn’t make a particle of difference in the way she treats both of them. That’s the kind of person she is.” He paused, and once again, Jewel knew that was her cue to respond.

  “Mmmm,” she said.
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  That wasn’t nearly good enough for Albert. “Look at the way Mrs. Wright took in Gwen when she was just a baby. That poor little thing was all alone in the world.”

  “Babies who are put up for adoption usually are.”

  “But that poor little one—”

  “Oh, for Pete’s sake!” she cut him off. “You feel sorry for Gwen Wright? Have you looked at the bracelet she has on her arm? Gold, with diamonds in it.”

  “Mrs. Wright gave it to her for her eighteenth birthday. That’s my point, she’s so good to Gwen . . . after everything that—” Suddenly he stopped short. He’d been intending to say more and he’d stopped himself.

  “After what?” Jewel asked, her bad mood instantly replaced by curiosity.

  “Nothing. Just . . . Mrs. Wright is a good woman, that’s all.” But that wasn’t what he’d started to say.

  “Because she wanted a baby and she adopted one?” Jewel baited him. “There’s nothing wonderful about that! People do it every day.”

  “But Mrs. Wright didn’t want this baby. . . . She couldn’t have!”

  The words had slipped out, Jewel could tell. And there was no way she was going to let him clam up now. “What are you talking about?”

  “It’s not important.”

  “What do you know about Mrs. Wright and Gwen?”

  “Nothing. That is . . . I don’t really know. . . .”

  “But there’s something you think you know. What?”

  “It’s not like the Wright family confides in me. . . .”

  “It’s something wrong, something bad. . . .”

  “It’s not bad!”

  But there was something suspicious about it. Jewel could smell it.

  “Just drop it!” The old man was really upset now.

  “Okay. But if you won’t tell me, I’ll start asking around. And in a town like this, you know someone will know something. It would probably be better if I heard it from you instead of digging up a lot of old dirt.”