Down by the Lake

by Jisa Dean

  Seeing her sweet little ass bounce back and forth when I smack it nearly does me in. It's like she's been hand delivered to me from fucking Santa Clause, but it's May and I haven't been good in a long damn time. I very nearly blow right there in my jeans seeing Meena bent over with her shirt raised over the globes of her ass and my handprint on the milky white of her ass. I'm not hitting her hard, by any means. It's just new to her.

  "Turn back around and don't take your eyes off the screen, love." I have no idea why I keep calling her Love; it just kind of fell out the first time and now it feels right. I pull her shirt up over her head and push her back down with her hands on the desk.

  "You don't get to accuse me of making you do something you want to do. Did I make you do something you didn't want to do, Meena?"

  "No, Sir."

  Holy shitballs! She just called me sir.

  "Do you want to be with me, Meena? Do you want me to touch you everywhere and make you cum screaming my name?"

  This time she's not as quick to speak up but I'm patient, I can wait. "Yes."

  "Do you know what that means?" I run my hands down her ass cheek and she shivers.

  "No," she has to gasp it out when I run my fingertips through her puffy pussy lips and swirl it around her still drenched clit.

  "It means I have the right to touch you and you get to touch me. It means we are very much together in every aspect. You are mine and I am yours. It means," I lean down to whisper close to her ear, "You belong to me."

  I straighten back up and take my hands away from her so she has a clear head when she answers me this time. "Do you still want to be with me?"

  "Yes." It comes out rushed.

  "Do you trust me to take care of your needs? Do you trust me to make you feel good and give your body pleasure? To make your pussy weep with the things I do to you and give you the kind of orgasms you were born to have? To know when you have had enough and push you when you think you can't give me one more? To take you any way I choose and know that I won't ever hurt you? That it's not just sex or about our bodies? I want to take care of you in every aspect of your life."

  "Y...yes, Jeremy." She's painting now with just my words.

  "You hurt me when you placed blame at my feet for liking all that we've done today."

  She gasps and turns her head with wide eyes looking at me with remorse and regret, "I'm so sorry, Jer.." I interrupt her apology. I don't want or need one and didn't say it to make her feel like she had to give me one.

  "It hurts because I care about you and want you to want me like I want you. I don't want to force you. If you don't want me tell me now and we end this. You can still stay here but I won't touch you again."

  "No!" She rushes to tell me not to stop. "Please, I didn't mean to. I liked all of it. Please, please don't stop. I want you to be the person that teaches me."

  I put my hands back on her pussy and spread her, running my fingertips down her cleft until I can circle and tease the tight hole that my dick is weeping cum to get into. Hearing her say that she wants me to teach her is making it super hard to remember I want her to have a choice in having this baby in her now or later.

  I run my hand over the curve of her butt and when she loosens up I give her a little smack on her cheek. Not hard enough to hurt her.

  She jolts forward but her hands don't come off the table. I push just the very tip of my finger in her unstretched hole and spank her again, this time on the other side. Her core pulses and clenches up with the smack. I do it again and she gets wetter. Even though she cries out every time I smack her ass, her pussy tightens up and I think she might cum from me spanking her if how wet she is getting is any indication.

  I reach around and give her a final quick soft pop, to her clit and her whole body tightens up. Meena throws her head back on a hoarse cry of my name and the little pussy hole, that I never took my finger out of, clenches and releases in rapid sessions. The juice that I've drawn out of her body runs down her legs and my hand. I turn her head so she can look as I lick it off and then dip it back into her wet channel and bring my fingers to her mouth.

  Her eyes go big and round. I don't force and wait patiently for her to trust me and open her mouth for me. She does after a few minutes and I slide my fingers in the cavity of her mouth.

  "You taste good. Wouldn't you agree?" She looks me in the eyes as her velvety tongue swirls around the digits in her mouth. I can't hold back a moan as I think of my dick being throat deep in her mouth.

  I take my fingers out of her mouth and run two of them over her puckered anus. She gives a little yelp of surprise but doesn't stop me. I push and her little back hole resists.

  "Meena, do exactly as I say and I won't hurt you. Do you understand, I don't want to hurt you?" I make eye contact so I know she comprehends.

  "Yes."

  "Take a deep breath and when you breathe out push back. Can you do that?"

  "Yes, Sir."

  Damn that sir again. She's really testing my resolve. More than anyone I have ever been with. I wait for her to take a breath and when she exhales out and pushes back I push in with two of my lubed fingers. I go deep inside of her and delight in the warm wet heat wrapped around my fingers. It's tighter than even her pussy but I don't have to worry about being so gentle back here. If I wanted to take her back her I could tonight and not have to go to bed hurting.

  "Meena, do you want me to stick it in your ass? Do you want my dick inside of you?"

  Even though she is rolling her hips and making sexy little mewling noises she hesitates and I stop moving my fingers inside of her.

  "Um...It's not that I don't want you, Jeremy. I just feel really full and tight and um...I'm scared."

  I turn her head so I can kiss her mouth and have the simple pleasure of her taste on my tongue.

  "It's very brave, you telling me your fears. You've had an eventful day and I can wait for when you're more certain." I slowly pull my fingers out of her and even though she shutters and I want to push them back in I don't. "But do you think I could lay you down on the bed with your legs spread and cum on you kinda like this morning?"

  She nods her head and then gives me a soft little, "Yes, Jeremy." If someone ever talks about ‘fuck me eyes’ I now know what they mean as Meena's sparkle and shine under the heavy lids weighed down by her previous orgasms. Fuck she’s beautiful.

  Chapter 8

  Meena

  I walk to Jeremy's bed and lay back on his satin sheets. They're cold against my back and especially my hot ass checks. I'm not sure how I came so many times in one day without being dehydrated. I blush when he comes to stand in front of me. I try but I just can't bring myself to open my legs so he can see all of me.

  He must realize the struggle I am having because he puts both of his hands on my knees and slowly pulls them apart. I let him do for me what I couldn't and look up at him with sleepy eyes. I didn't realize how tired I was until I laid down. He pulls his shirt off with one hand and again I am almost surprised at the amount of muscle Jeremy is packing under his simple t-shirts.

  He's gorgeous. Bronzed skin and rippling curves that go down to meet at the v-line some guys have around their hips and abs. He yanks his belt out of the loops and it makes his pants sag a little around that line. An unholy and wholly sexy look comes into his eyes as he snaps the belt in his hands.

  "We'll wait for another day to use this."

  My mouth forms a perfect 'o' and the blush that had just faded away seems to light up my skin again. He pushes his jeans down with his boxers and I can't seem to think of anything else. His dick pushes out of the top of his boxers first and then seems to spring forward like its angry at being caged up for so long. I've only briefly seen a penis except for Jeremy's peeking out this morning which I don't really count. That first time I tried to look away from it as fast as possible so I don't know if that counts either. I had walked in on Trish and one of her boyfriends when she was giving him head in the living room. I was so shocked I didn't
turn to go right away but when they saw me standing at the door the guy actually asked me if I wanted to join them. I had sprinted back out the door and stayed away for a whole week after that.

  Jeremy's cock is nothing like that other guy's who Trish was trying to go down on. His is longer and thicker and looks madder. It pulses and clear liquid comes out of it turning the bulbous head slick and shiny. Even though it looks swollen and red, I can’t seem to take my attention off of it. Is a penis supposed to be pretty? If it is, Jeremy has to have one of the prettiest ones out there.

  "Give me your hand, Meena," his voice isn't so controlled anymore and is much deeper. I raise my hand and he grabs my wrist pulling my hand to his throbbing cock. Even though my hands are trembling I want the hard flesh under my fingers and to learn what it’s like to make him lose control like he makes me.

  He wraps my hand around his girth and starts using my hand to jack himself off. All the time he is doing this he is looking down at me splayed open. He finally can't take it anymore and his big hand goes to my wet slit and starts rubbing my clit. The sensation of him in my hand and his hands on me overloads my system. I'm moaning and raising my hips off the bed. I don't know what the hell I'm doing but I have to get closer to him and the heat coming off his large cock.

  Just thinking about that monster going inside me makes me whimper to be closer. I must be moving too much because Jeremy gives my clit a little smack that has my whole body jolting in a mini orgasm.

  "Stay still, Meena, or I swear you won't have a choice about being a mother. I'll sink so damned far into you, you will be able to taste me when I cum." He squeezes the hand wrapped around him to the point I think it might hurt him. "You like when I talk dirty to you, don't you? You like thinking about me pushing my dick in you fast and hard and busting that cherry all over my sheets."

  He's let go of my hand but I don't stop moving it up and down on his shaft. His thumb is circling my clit and his fingers are running up and down and back and forth between my clit and my virgin hole. I don't know what is going to happen but I do know it's something big.

  "Only we aren't going to do it on the black sheets, Meena. When I bust your cherry I'm going to put the white sheets on so I can goddamn frame it when we're done. And when I take you I want you bare, love, nothing between us when I sink into you. So if you don't want to be a mother just yet we need to fix that."

  My body tightens up at him talking about babies and being a mother. When he pushes the tip of his finger in me I explode. Muscles I didn't know about are milking his finger and my body convulses like I have been electrocuted. It takes me a minute to realize that Jeremy has shot cum all over my body but when I finally do, the fact that I am covered in him makes me have another baby orgasm.

  His creamy white cum is dripping off my breasts and down one nipple and pooling in my belly button. Some of it went on my chin and is pooling around my neck. All the tension in my body is gone and I can't seem to keep my eyes open. Jeremy is looking down at the mess I have become and his cock twitches again. He follows the path of his spend all the way to my neck where he encircles it with one of his large hands.

  “That’s the hardest I've ever cum in my life. I'm not letting you get away."

  I can't think too heavily on his words but I can tell they mean something deep. He'll take care of me. I know I can trust him. As I close my eyes for the last time a warm washcloth wipes me down but all I can do is sigh and let him clean me.

  Sunlight wakes me up and I stay still as I soak the sun into my skin. I didn't have much of a window back at my sister's place and what I did have I had to make sure things were packed in front of it so no one could get in easily. It's not the only indication that I am not in that place anymore. The sheets are cool in contrast to the warmth of the sun and the whole place is airier and lighter. I don't think I have slept so deep and for so long in years.

  Yet another thing that makes me aware of the differences is the ache in my muscles, that is new and foreign to me. My legs especially are sore and tender. It's not like I lay with my legs spread open very often. I listen for Jeremy but I don't hear anything at first. When I raise my head I hear the shower being used. Before I can sit all the way up and figure out how to wrap the sheet around my naked body the door is opening and out pops a very naked Jeremy.

  Only a thin towel is wrapped around his middle and even though I think we both slept naked together last night in the light of day he really is magnificent. His hair is all tousled and water droplets drip from the tips, running down his face which has been freshly shaved showing his strong jaw and beautifully shaped lips. A man really shouldn't have lips that attractive.

  When he sees me sitting up in his bed he slows but doesn't stop moving towards me entirely. I see the answering bulge underneath his towel when he runs his eyes over me.

  "You look good lying in my bed."

  I don't know what to say to that so I give him a little thank you and drop my eyes so I don't have to look directly into his burning blue eyes.

  "You need to hurry and take your shower before the doctor gets here. So hurry up. I want to feed you first too."

  "Doctor? It's Memorial Day how would a doctor come here? Why would a doctor come here when it's a holiday?"

  He slides beside me and takes my face in his hands, making me look at him. "We want to be together, right?"

  He waits until I nod my head and mutter a small yes.

  "You want to start a family right away or you want to wait a couple of years?"

  I'm stunned into speechlessness. I thought all the talk from last night about making me a mom was just sex talk. I've heard plenty of men promise things to Trish and not mean them. I had honestly never thought of having my own family before last night. I was always too concerned with just surviving. I certainly don't want to bring an innocent baby into the life I've had. I don't even know where I'm going to stay. Jeremy says he wants me to stay here but I don't want to be a leech and not contribute something.

  "You make that decision, Meena. It's your body that will be carrying our baby and you're health that we have to take into consideration when we do. If you don't want to start one for another couple of years I am totally going to support you in that decision or if you want to start one right now I'll have you on your back and full of my cum so fast you won't be able to complain about it taking too long. You tell me what you want to do."

  "I, um, don't know what to think about this." I start slowly so I have time to gather my thoughts in some order. "Are we...together? Are we dating or more? What happens if I get pregnant anyway? I don't have any way to take care of a baby, Jeremy. I don't know what's going on at all and I think I missed part of the conversation or part of the process. I..."

  He puts his hand to my mouth to stop me from going on. "Did you tell me you trusted me last night? Did you let me have you and your body?"

  I nod because I still believe that he won't hurt me and that he wouldn't do anything that is unsafe.

  "You gave me your body to protect and give pleasure too. I give you my body to do the same. It's more than boyfriend and girlfriend. You belong to me. If you need to start with boyfriend than yes, that is what I am right now but soon I will be so much more."

  Does he mean lover? Baby daddy?

  “I can tell you aren't ready to have a baby but when you are, make no mistake it will be with me and I will be taking care of the both of you like you will take care of me. I think you need to go on birth control so we can wait until you are ready for that time and not rush. You're young and I want you to experience some things about life before we commit to having a third, or fourth, or fifth person involved. Besides I want my ring on your finger when we do decide to have a family of our own."

  I'm stunned into silence. I stare back at him but he keeps going on, "I called in a favor from a friend of mine. He runs a club downtown and it has an on-call nurse practitioner that works with a doctor. She's coming over this morning so we can go over birth control and find out
what works for you."

  "Why would a club have a nurse and a doctor on call?"

  "Because it's a kink club and some of the scenes can be...intense. Lots of bondage and restraints and some very intense whippings and other things happen there."

  "A kink club?" I hesitate to ask him exactly what that meant. I heard him and Tray talk about a club when we were camping and I wasn't completely sheltered. I read books about stuff like this.

  "It's a safe place for people like me to go and meet with other people that like the same thing and explore in a controlled and safe environment."

  "You meet women to have sex with them at some club?" Jealousy flares up in me hot and mean. I try to control it but it burns in the middle of my being like I swallowed a hot coal.