Dean Koontz - (1985)

by Twilight Eyes(Lit)

  20 Northbound Joel Tuck was opposed. Opposed to our noble attitude. "Witless idealism," he called it. Opposed to the trip to Yontsdown. more foolhardy than courageous." Opposed to the escalation of the war that we were planning. "Doomed to fail," he said. That night we had dinner with Joel and his wife, Laura, in their permanently placed, double-wide house trailer on one of the largest lots in Gibtown. The property was lushly landscaped-banana palms, half a dozen colorful varieties of impatiens, ferns, bougainvillaea, even some star jasmine and the elaborate banks of shrubs and flowers led one to expect that the interior of the Tuck home would be overfurnished and overdecorated, perhaps in some heavy European style. However, that expectation was not fulfilled. Their home was distinctly modern: simple, clean-lined, almost stark contemporary furniture; two bold abstract paintings, a few pieces of art glass, but no knickknacks, no clutter; and the colors were all earth tones-beige and sand-white and brown-with turquoise as the only accent. I suspected that this minimalist decor was a conscious attempt to avoid accentuating Joel's facial deformities. After all, considering his great size and his nightmarish visage, a house full of beautifully carved and highly polished ornate European furniture-whether French or Italian or English, and regardless of period-surely would have been transformed by his presence and would have seemed less elegant than Gothic, calling to mind the old dark houses and haunted castles of countless movies. By contrast, in this contemporary ambience, the impact of his mutant countenance was curiously softened, as if he were a piece of ultramodern, surrealistic sculpture that belonged in such clean, spare rooms as these. Yet the Tuck home was not cold or the least forbidding. One long wall of the big living room was covered with off-white wooden shelves crammed full of hardcover books, which lent considerable warmth to the place, though Joel and Laura themselves were primarily responsible for the friendly and comfortable atmosphere that immediately enveloped visitors. Nearly all the carnies I'd ever met had welcomed me without reservation and had accepted me as one of their own; but even among carnies Joel and Laura had a special talent for friendship. Last August, on the bloody night when Joel and I had killed and beheaded and buried six goblins on the dark midway of the Yontsdown County Fairgrounds, I had been surprised to hear him refer to his wife, as I had not known he was married. Thereafter, until I met her, I had been curious about what kind of woman would wed such a man as Joel. I had imagined all sorts of mates for him, though I had pictured no one quite like Laura. For one thing, she was very pretty, slim, and graceful. Not breathtaking (as Rya was), not a woman to make men tremble at the very sight of her, but decidedly pretty and desirable: auburn hair, clear gray eyes, an open face with well-proportioned features, a lovely smile..She possessed the selfassurance of a woman in her forties but looked no older than thirty, so I figured her age fell somewhere between. For another thing, there was nothing of the wounded bird about her, no shyness, no timidity that would have made it difficult for her to meet and to charm men more physically attractive and more socially acceptable than Joel. And there was no air of frigidity, nothing to suggest that she had married Joel merely because he would be grateful to her and would therefore demand less frequent carnal relations than other men. Indeed she was enormously affectionate by nature-a toucher, a hugger, a kisser-of-cheeks-and there was every reason to believe that her demonstrative manner with friends was but a pale shadow of the deep passion she brought to the marriage bed. One evening in the week before Christmas, while Rya and Laura were shopping, while Joel and I drank beer and ate cheese-flavored popcorn and played two-hand pinochle, Joel had consumed enough bottles of Pabst Blue Ribbon to induce a sentimentalmood so thick and sweet that he would have been at risk of falling into a coma if he had been diabetic. In that condition he could speak of nothing but his much-loved wife. Laura was so gentle (he said), so kind and loving and generous, and she was bright, too, and witty, and she could charm a cold candle into lighting without need of a match. Perhaps she was no saint (he said), but if anyone closer to sainthood walked the earth in our time, he damn well wanted to be told who it was. He assured me that the key to understanding Laura-and to understanding why she had chosen him-was to realize that she was one of those rare people who was never impressed by surfaces-appearances, reputations-or first impressions. She had a knack for seeing deeper into people-nothing psychic like my or Joel's talent for seeing through the goblins' disguises but simply good old-fashioned insight. In Joel, she had seen a man whose love and respect for her was almost boundless and who, in spite of his monstrous face, was gentler and more capable of making a deep commitment than most men. Anyway, that Monday night, March 16, when Rya and I revealed our intention of carrying the war to the goblins, Laura and Joel responded as we expected. She frowned, and her gray eyes darkened with worry, and she touched us and hugged us more than usual, as if each physical contact was an additional filament in a web of affection that might bind us to Gibtown and prevent us from embarking upon our dangerous mission. Joel paced nervously, his malformed head pulled down, his massive shoulders hunched; then he sat on the couch and fidgeted, but jumped up again and paced some more-all the while arguing against our plan and trying to reason with us. But we would not be swayed by either Laura's affection or Joel's logic, for we were young and bold and full of righteousness. Halfway through dinner, when the conversation finally moved on to other topics, when it seemed the Tucks had reluctantly accepted the inevitability of our crusade, Joel suddenly put down his knife and fork, banging them on his plate, shook his grizzled head, and reopened the debate: "It's a damn suicide pact, that's what it is! If you go to Yontsdown with the idea of wiping out a nest of goblins, you're just committing suicide together." He worked his craggy steam-shovel jaw, as if a few hundred important words had gotten caught in that imperfect bony mechanism, but when at last he continued, he merely repeated, "Suicide." "And now that you've found each other," Laura said, reaching across the table and gently touching Rya's hand, you've got ever y reason to live."."We're not going to walk into town and announce ourselves," Rya assured them. "This isn't the shootout at the OK Corral. We're going to proceed cautiously. First we need to learn as much as we can about them, about why there're so many of them in one place." "And we're going to be well armed," I said. "Remember, we have an enormous advantage," Rya added. We can see them, but they don't know we can see them. We'll be phantoms, waging guerrilla warfare." "But they know you," Joel reminded her. "No," she said, shaking her head. Her glossy black hair rippled with midnight-blue highlights. "They know the old me, when I was a blonde with a slightly different face. They think that woman's dead. And in a way . . . she is." Joel stared at us in frustration. The third eye in his granite ledge forehead was a mystical muddy-orange and seemed full of secret visions of an apocalyptic nature. The lid slipped shut. He closed his other two eyes and sighed deeply, a sigh of resignation and profound sadness. "Why? Why, damn you? Why do you feel the need to do this crazy thing?" "My years in the orphanage, when I was under their thumb," Rya said. "I want revenge for that." "And for my cousin Kerry," I said. "For Jelly Jordan," Rya said. Joel did not open his eyes. He folded his huge hands on the table. He almost seemed to be praying. "And for my father," I said. "One of them murdered my father. And my grandma. And my Aunt Paula." "For those kids who died in the school fire in Yontsdown," Rya added softly. "And for all those who will die if we don't act," I said. "To redeem myself," Rya said. "For all the years I worked on their side." "Because if we don't do it," I said, "we're going to feel no better than those people who stood at their windows and watched Kitty Genovese being cut to pieces." We all sat and thought about that for a moment. The night air streamed through the screened windows with a soft hiss like breath expelled through clenched teeth. Outside, a greater wind moved through the night as if it were a creature of enormous dimensions, stalking something in the darkness. At last Joel said, "But, Jesus, only two of you against so many of them

  . "It's better if it's just two of us," I said. "Two discreet out-of-towners won't be notice
d. We'll be able to poke around without drawing attention to ourselves, so we'll be more likely to find out why so many of them are -gathered in one place. And then . . . if we decide we should wipe out a bunch of them, we can do it stealthily." In the deep sockets beneath his massive and misshapen forehead, Joel's brown eyes opened; they were infinitely expressive, filled with understanding, worry, regret, and perhaps pity. Reaching across the table to take Rya's hand, reaching catercorner to put her other hand upon my arm, Laura Tuck said, "If you go back there and find yourselves in trouble too big to handle alone, we'll come." "Yes," Joel said with a note of self-disgust that I sensed was not entirely genuine, "I'm afraid we're just plain dumb enough and sentimental enough to come." "And we'll bring other carnies," Laura said..Joel shook his head. "Well, I don't know about that. Carnies are people who don't function well in the outside world, but that sure doesn't mean they've got concrete between their ears. They won't like the odds." "Doesn't matter," Rya assured them. "We're not going to get in over our heads." I said, "We're going to be just as careful as two mice in a house with a hundred cats." "We'll be all right," Rya said. "You don't have to worry about us," I told them. I think that I actually meant what I said. I think I actually felt that self-assured. My unjustified confidence could not even be explained and excused by drunkenness, for I was entirely sober. In the lonely hours of Tuesday morning, I was awakened by thunder rumbling far out in the Gulf. I lay for a while, still half asleep, listening to Rya's measured breathing and to the grumbling heavens. Gradually, as the cloudy currents Of sleep faded and my mind cleared, I recalled that I had been havina a nasty dream just before I woke and that thunder featured in the nightmare. Because previous dreams had proved prophetic, I tried to recall this one, but it eluded me. The vague Morphean images rose like wisps of smoke through my memory, sinuously curling away from me as real smoke will writhe and slither upward on a draft, dissipating with a speed directly related to my determination to form them into solid meaningful pictures. Although I concentrated for a long 'time, I could remember only a strange and confining place, a long and narrow and mysterious hallway or perhaps a tunnel, where inky darkness had seemed to ooze out of the walls and where the only pools of light-inadequate and mustard-yellow-were widely separated by threatening shadows. I could not recall where the place had been or what nightmare events had transpired there, but even my dim and formless recollection generated a chill deep in my bones and caused my heart to pound with fear. Out on the Gulf the thunder drew nearer. In time fat drops of rain fell. The nightmare receded even farther from my grasp, and gradually my fear faded with it. The rhythmic patter of rain on the trailer roof soon lulled me. Beside me, Rya murmured dreamily. In the Florida night, only two and a half days from Yontsdown, lying in summery warmth but anticipating the wintry north toward which I was being called, I sought sleep again and found it as a suckling child might find his mother's breast, though instead of milk I once more drank the dark elixir of the dream. And in the morning, waking with a shudder and a gasp, I was, as before, unable to recall what that strange nightmare had been about-which disturbed but did not yet alarm me. Gibtown is the winter home for carnies from nearly every road show in the eastern half of the country, not just from the Sombra Brothers outfit. Because carnies are, to begin with, outcasts or misfits who can find no place in straight society, many shows (unlike the Sombra Brothers) do not ask questions when hiring new workers or contracting with new concessionaires, and among the honest misfits there are a few -very few-hard cases, criminal types. Therefore, if you know where to look in Gibtown, and if you are known to be a trusted member of the community, you can get almost anything you want. I wanted a couple of good revolvers that packed a big punch, two pistols with illegal silencers, a sawed-off shotgun, a fully automatic.rifle, at least one hundred pounds of any kind of plastic explosive, detonator caps with built-in timers, a dozen vials of sodium pentothal, a packet of hypodermic syringes, and a few other items not easily acquired at the nearest K-Mart or Safeway. Within half an hour that Tuesday morning, a few discreet questions led me to Noriand "Slick Eddy" Beckwurt, a jam-auction concessionaire who traveled with a big outfit that spent the season mostly in the Midwest. Slick Eddy did not look the least bit slick. In fact, he looked desiccated. He had brittle sand-colored hair, and in spite of the Florida sun, he was as pallid as the dust in an ancient tomb. His skin was parched, with webs of fine wrinkles, and his lips were so dry that they looked scaly. His eyes were a strange shade of pale amber, like sun-yellowed paper. He wore crisp khaki pants and a khaki shirt that crackled softly and whispered when he moved. His low but raspy voice made me think of a hot desert wind stirring through dead brush. A heavy smoker who kept a pack of Camels within reach of every chair in sight, he almost seemed to have been smoke-cured like a slab of pork. In Slick Eddy's trailer the living room was dimly lit and reeked of stale cigarettes. The furniture was upholstered in dark brown vinyl with an imitation leather grain; there were steel-and-glass end tables and a matching coffee table on which lay copies of the National Enquirer and several gun magazines. Only one of the three lamps was lit. The air was cool and dry. All of the windows were covered by heavy, tightly drawn drapes. Except for the stink of cigarettes, I could almost have believed that the place was a storage vault where temperature, light, and humidity were carefully controlled to preserve delicate art objects or fragile documents. The rain had stopped near dawn, then started again as I reached Slick Eddy's place. Now the sound of the drizzle was curiously muffled, as if the entire trailer were shrouded in heavy drapes like those at the windows. Slumped in a brown vinyl chair, Slick Eddy listened impassively and without interruption as I reeled off my long and outrageous shopping list. He took deep drags on a cigarette held in a thin-fingered hand that was permanently discolored with nicotine stains. When I finished telling him what I wanted, he did not ask a single question, not even with his parchment-yellow eyes. He merely told me the price, and when I gave him half the sum as a deposit, he said, "Come back at three o'clock." "Today?" "Yes." "You can get all this stuff in a few hours?" "Yes." "I want quality." "Of course." "The plastic explosive has to be very stable, nothing too dangerous to handle." "I don't deal in garbage." "And the pentothal-" He blew out a pungent plume of smoke and said, "The longer we talk about it, the harder it's going to be for me to have the stuff here by three o'clock." I nodded, got up, and went to the door. Glancing back at him once more, I said, "Aren't you curious?" "About what?" "About what I'm up to," I said. "No."."Surely you must wonder-" 'No. "If I were you, I'd be curious when people came to me wanting things like this. If I were you, I'd want to know what I was getting involved in." "that's why you're not me," he said. When the rain stopped, the puddl es soon earth, and the leaves dripped dry, and the slowly rose from the humble posture into which the downpour had beaten them, but the sky did not clear; it hung low over the flat Florida coast. The eastward-oozing masses of dark clouds looked rotten, postulant. The heavy air did not smell clean as it should have after a hard rain; an odd, musty odor clung to the humid day, as if the storm had blown some strange contaminant in from the Gulf. Rya and I packed three suitcases and loaded them into our beige station wagon, the sides of which boasted metal panels painted to look like wood. Even in those days Detroit no longer produced genuine Woodies, which perhaps was an early sign of how thoroughly the age of quality and crafts'manship and authenticity was destined to give way to the age of shoddiness, haste, and clever imitation. Solemnly-and sometimes tearfully-we said good-bye to Joel and Laura Tuck, to Gloria Neames, Red Morton, Bob Weyland, Madame Zena, Inna and Paulie Lotus, and other carnies, telling some that we were taking a brief pleasure trip, telling others the truth. They wished us well and tried to encourage us as best they could, but in the eyes of those who knew our true purpose, we saw doubt, fear, pity, and dismay. They did not think we would return-or that we would live long enough in Yontsdown to learn anything important about the goblins nesting there or to do any worthwhile damage to that enemy. The same thought
was in all their minds, although none of them gave voice to it: We will never see you again. At three o'clock, when we went to Slick Eddy's trailer in a far corner of Gibtown, he was waiting for us with all of the weapons, explosives, pentothal, and the other items I had ordered. The gear was stowed in several faded canvas sacks with drawstring tops, and we loaded them into the wagon as if we merely were handling bags full of dirty clothes and were on our way to a Laundromat. Rya agreed to take the wheel for the first leg of the journey soaked into the blades of grass north. It was my responsibility to keep a good rock-and-roll station on the radio as the miles rolled past. But before we had even pulled out of Slick Eddy's driveway, he leaned down and put his papyrus-crisp face in my open window. With an exhalation of cigarette-soured breath that left his throat to the accompaniment of a dry rattle, he said, "If you get tangled up with the law out there, and if they want to know where you got what you shouldn't have, then I expect you to act with carny honor and keep me out of it." "Of course," Rya said sharply. She clearly did not like Slick Eddy. "Why insult us by even bringing it up? Do we look like a couple of sellout artists who'd throw our own people on the fire just to keep ourselves warm? We're stand-up types." "I think you are," Slick Eddy said. "Well, then," she said, but she was not mollified. Still squinting at us through the open window, Slick Eddy was not yet satisfied. He seemed to sense that Rya had indeed once been a betrayer of her own kind. And her reaction to his suspicion might have resulted less from her dislike of him than from the guilt that she had not yet entirely purged from herself..Eddy said, "If things go right for you-wherever you're going and whatever you're up to-and if someday you need me to do more shopping for you, don't hesitate to call. But if things go wrong, I never want to see you again." "If things go wrong," Rya said sharply, "you never will see us again." He blinked those burned-out amber eyes at her, blinked them at me, and I could have sworn I heard his lids moving up and down with a soft, metallic scraping sound like the rusted parts of a machine abrading one another. He let out a wheezy sigh, and I half expected dust to puff from between his scaly lips, but the only thing that washed over my face was another rancid wave of cigarette breath. At last he said, "Yeah. Yeah . . . I sort Of suspect I never will see you again." As Rya backed the car out of the driveway, Slick Eddy Beckwurt watched us go. "What's he look like to you?" she asked me. "A desert rat," I said. "No. "No?" She said, "Death." I stared at the receding figure of Slick Eddy. Suddenly, perhaps because he regretted angering Rya and preferred to part on a better note, he broke into a smile and waved at us. That was the worst thing he could have done, for his lean and ascetic face, as dry as bones and as pale as grave worms, was not made for smiling. In his skeletal grin I saw neither friendship nor warmth nor pleasure of any kind but the unholy hunger of the Reaper. With that macabre image as our last memorable glimpse of Gibtown, the drive east and north across Florida was somber, almost bleak. Not even the music of the Beach. Boys, the Beatles, the Dixie Cups, or the Four Seasons could improve our mood. The mottled sky was like a roof of slate above, a weight that seemed to press down on the world and threatened to collapse upon us. We drove in and out of squalls. At times glittering silvery rain slashed the gray air yet did not brighten it, mirrored the roadway yet somehow made the pavement even blacker, streamed in molten rivulets along the macadam berm, or surged and foamed over the gutters and drainage ditches. When there was no rain, there was often a fine ashen mist bearding the cypress and pine, lending something of the look of British moors to the swampy Florida scrubland. After nightfall we encountered fog, dense in some places. We spoke little on that first part of our journey, as if afraid that anything we said would only further depress us. As a measure of the darkness of our mood, the Supremes' first hit record, "When the Love Light Starts Shining Through His Eyes," which had reached the charts six weeks earlier and which was the very definition of "bouncy," sounded not at all like an anthem to joy but like a dirge-and the other tunes on the radio fell on our ears with equally ominous effect. We ate dinner in a drab roadside cafe, in a booth beside the bug-spattered, rain-dappled windows. Everything on the menu was either fried, deep-fried, or breaded and fried. One of the truck drivers sitting on a stool at the counter was a goblin. Psychic images emanated from him, and with my Twilight Eyes I saw that he had often used his tanklike Mack truck to run unwary motorists off otherwise deserted stretches of Florida highway, ramming or forcing them into canals where they were trapped inside their cars and drowned, or into swamps where the stinking, gluey muck sucked them under. I also perceived that he would murder many more innocents in the nights to come, perhaps even tonight, though I did not sense that he posed any danger to Rya and me. I wanted to draw the knife from my.boot, slip up behind him, and slit his throat. But mindful of the important mission ahead of us, I restrained myself. Somewhere in Georgia we spent the night in a clapboard motel along the interstate, not because it was an appealing inn but because exhaustion abruptly seized us in a desolate and lonely place where no other accommodations could be found. The mattress was lumpy, and the worn-out bedsprings provided no support. Seconds after the lights were out, we could hear unthinkably large water bugs skittering across the cracked linoleum floor. We were too tired-and too frightened of the future to care. In a couple of minutes, after one sweet kiss, we were asleep. Again I dreamed of a long, shadowy tunnel insufficiently lit by dim and widely spaced amber lamps. The ceiling was low. The walls were curiously rough, though I could not discern the material of which they were constructed. Again I woke shaking with terror, a scream caught in my throat. No matter how hard I tried, I could remember nothing that had happened in the nightmare, nothing to explain the frenzied hammering of my heart. The radiant dial of my wristwatch revealed that it was three-ten in the morning. I had slept only two and a half hours, but I knew that I would get no more rest that night. Beside me in the lightless room, still deep in slumber, Rya moaned and gasped and shuddered. I wondered if she was now running along the same tenebrous tunnel that had been featured in my nightmare. I recalled the other portentous dream we had shared last summer: the hillside graveyard, forested with tombstones. That one had been an omen. If we shared another nightmare, we could be certain that it, too, was a premonition of danger. In the morning I would ask her what had been the cause of her groans and shivers in the night. With luck the source of her bad dream would be more prosaic than mine: the greasy food from the roadside diner. Meanwhile I lay on my back in the blackness, listening to my own soft breathing, to.Rya's dreamy murmurs and occasional thrashings, and to the continuous busy explorations of the many-legged water bugs. Wednesday morning, March 18, we drove until we found a Stuckey's at an interchange. Over a reasonably good breakfast of bacon, eggs, grits, waffles, and coffee, I asked Rya about her dream. "Last night?" she said, frowning as she soaked up some egg yolk with a wedge of toast. "I slept like a log. Didn't dream. "You dreamed," I assured her. "Really?" "Continuously. "Don't remember." "You moaned a lot. Kicked at the sheets. Not just last night but the night before as well." She blinked, paused with the piece of toast halfway to her mouth. "Oh. I see. You mean . . . you woke up from your own nightmare and found me in the middle of one too?" "That's right." "And you're wondering if . "If we're sharing the same dream again." I told her about the strange tunnel, the weak and vaguely flickering lamps. ' :! wake up with a feeling of having been pursued by something. "By what?" "Something . . . something . . . I don't know."."Well," she said, "if I dreamed anything like that, I don't remember it." She popped the bit of egg-soaked toast into her mouth, chewed, swallowed. "So we're both having bad dreams. It doesn't have to be . . . prophetic. Lord knows, we've got good reason not to sleep well. Tension. Anxiety. Considering where we're headed, we're bound to have bad dreams. Doesn't mean a thing." After breakfast we put in a long day on the road. We did not even stop for lunch but picked up some crackers and candy bars at a Mobile station when we stopped for gasoline. Gradually we left the subtropical heat behind, but the weather improved. By the time we were half
way through South Carolina, the skies were cloudless. Curiously-or not-the high blue day seemed, to me at least, no brighter than the storm-sullied afternoon during which we had departed the Gulf. A darkness waited in the pine forests that, for some distance, lined both sides of the highway, and the gloom seemed to be alive and observant, as if it were patiently waiting for an opportunity to rush forth, envelop us, and feed on our bones. Even where the hard, brassy glare of sunshine fell in full weight, I saw the shadows to.come, saw the inevitability of nightfall. I was not in high spirits. Late Wednesday night we stopped in Maryland at a better motel than the one in Georgia: a good bed, carpet on the floor, and no skittering water bugs. We were even wearier than we had been the previous night, but we did not immediately seek sleep. Instead, somewhat to our surprise, we made love. Even more surprising: we were insatiable. It began with sweet, languorous flexings, with long and easy thrusts, with soft contractions and lazy expansions of the muscles, an almost slow-motion rising and falling and stroking, as of lovers in an art film, which had a sweetness and an odd shyness, as if we were joined for the very first time. But after a while we brought a passion and energy to the act that was unexpected and at first inexplicable in light of the long hours of driving that we had just endured. Rya's exquisite body had never felt more elegantly and sensuously sculpted, ripe and full, never warmer or more supple, never more silken-never more precious. The rhythm of her quickening breath, her small cries of pleasure, her sudden gasps and little moans, and the urgency with which her hands explored my body and then pulled me against her-those expressions of her growing excitement fed my own excitement. I began literally to shudder with pleasure, and each delicious shudder passed like an electric current from me to her. She climbed a stairway of climaxes toward breathless heights, and in spite of a powerful eruption that seemed to empty me of blood and bone marrow as well as semen, I did not experience the slightest loss of tumescence but remained with her, ascending toward a peak of erotic and emotional pleasure that I had never known. As we had done before-though never with such intensity, and power as this-we were making ardent love in order to forget, to deny, to evade the very existence of hooded, scythe-packing Death. We were trying to scorn and abjure the real dangers ahead and the real fears already with us. In flesh we sought solace, temporary peace, and strength through sharing. Perhaps we also hoped to exhaust ourselves so completely that neither of us would dream. But we dreamed. I found myself within the poorly lit tunnel again, running in terror.from something I could not see. Panic took voice in the hard, flat echo of my footsteps on a stone floor. Rya dreamed, too, waking with a scream near dawn, after I had been awake for hours. I held her. She was shuddering again but not with pleasure this time. She recalled scraps of the nightmare: dim, flickering amber lamps; pools of sooty darkness; a tunnel. . . . Something very bad was going to happen to us in a tunnel. When, where, what, why-those were things we could not yet foresee. Thursday I took the wheel and drove north into ' Pennsylvania, while Rya took charge of the radio. The sky closed up again behind steel-gray clouds, charred black at the edges, like the war-hammered doors of a celestial armory. We left the interstate for a narrower highway. Officially spring was only days away, but in these northeast mountains, nature had little regard for the calendar. Winter was still an unchallenged king and would remain on his throne through the end of the month, if not longer. The snow-covered land rose, gently at first, then with greater determination, and the banks of snow grew higher along the state route. The road became twistier by the mile, and as I followed its serpentine course I also snaked back through my memory to the day when Jelly Jordan, Luke Bendingo, and I had driven to Yontsdown to pass out free tickets and cash to county officials, hoping to grease the rails for the Sombra Brothers Carnival. The land had no less of an ominous quality now than it possessed the previous summer. Irrationally but undeniably, the mountains themselves seemed evil, as if earth and stone and forest could somehow evolve, nurture, and contain malevolent attitudes and intentions. Weathered formations of rock, poking up here and there through blankets of snow and soil, resembled the half-rotten teeth of some ascending leviathan that swam in the earth instead of the sea. In other places, longer formations made me think of the serrated spines of giant reptiles. The bleak gray daylight created no distinct shadows, but it plated an ashen hue to every object, until it seemed as if we had entered an alternate world where colors-other than gray, black, and white-Aid not exist. The tall evergreens thrust up like spikes on the armored fist of a villainous knight. The leafless maples and birches did not exactly resemble trees but might have been the fossilized skeletons of an ancient prehuman race. An uncanny number of the winter-stripped oaks were gnarled and misshapen by fungus. "We can still turn back," Rya said quietly. "Do you want to?" She sighed, "No." "And really . . . can we?" "No." Even the snow lent no sparkle to those malignant mountains. It seemed different from other snow in more benign regions. It was not the snow of Christmas-or of skiing, sleighs, snowmen, and snowball battles. It crusted on the trunks and limbs of the barren trees, but that only emphasized the black. skeletal aspect of them. More than anything else, this snow made me think of white-tiled morgue rooms where cold, dead bodies were dissected in search of the cause and the meaning of death. We passed landmarks that were familiar from the summer past: the abandoned mine head, the half-demolished tipple, the rusting hulks of automobiles perched on concrete blocks. The snow concealed some portions of those objects but in no way.diminished their contribution to the pervading atmosphere of despair, gloom, and senescence. The three-lane macadam state route was gritty with cinders and sand, mottled with white patches of salt spread by roadmaintenance crews after the last big storm. The pavement was utterly free of ice and snow, and driving conditions were fine. As we passed the road sign that marked the Yontsdown city limits, Rya said, "Slim, better slow down." I glanced at the speedometer and discovered that I was scooting along at more than fifteen miles an hour over the legal limit, as if I unconsciously intended to rocket straight through the city and out the other side. I eased up on the accelerator, rounded a bend, and saw a police car parked along the road, right there at the blind end of the curve. The driver's window was open a crack, just enough for a radar unit to be hung from it. As we sailed past, still moving a few miles faster than the limit, I saw that the cop behind the wheel was a goblin.