The House of Gaian

by Anne Bishop

  Selena nodded and walked toward Liam, giving Varden a signal on the way to tell him to accompany her. After she got done talking to him about Jean, she didn’t think Liam was going to put up much of a fuss about Breanna.

  Chapter 32

  waxing moon

  Morag! Lady Morag!”

  “What’s happened to her?”

  “She’s exhausted. Lady, let go of the horse.”

  Unable to straighten up, Morag bared her teeth. “Get away from me.” Voices swirled around her. Faces drifted in and out of her blurred vision. “Get away.”

  The dark horse rose up in a half-hearted rear, barely able to lift his front legs above the knees of the men around him.

  “Steady, lad,” a strong voice said. “Steady now.”

  “Get away,” Morag rasped, her dry throat scraped raw from the effort to speak. “I killed the last man who got in my way. I’ll kill you, too.”

  “There now, Lady Morag,” the strong voice said. “There now. You’re so tired you’re not thinking clearly. Come on now, darling. Let us help you off the horse so we can tend to both of you.”

  Darling? Tend to her? Morag struggled to see the face that went with that voice. It finally came into focus. She didn’t remember his name, but she remembered his face. A Lord of the Horse. A Clan’s stable master.

  “I have to keep going,” Morag said. “I have to reach Bretonwood before he does. I have to.”

  “And you will, darling. You will. But now you have to get down off the horse. You’re too tired to ride, and he’s too tired to carry you.” A huff of exasperation. “And what is it we should tell Lady Ashk when she returns if we let you ride off without looking after you?”

  Ashk. She’d seen him when she’d ridden east with Ashk.

  “If I could have some water…and a little food.”

  “That’s the way of it,” the stable master said. “Here now. Let us give you a hand down.”

  She dismounted and would have crumpled to the stable floor if the stable master hadn’t been ready to support her.

  “Bring a stool for Lady Morag and a dipper of water. Put extra straw in that stall. Give the lad a good bed. Let him have some water and feed him by hand once you have the tack stripped off of him. There now, Lady. Just sit down here. Easy now. Here’s some water. Sip it, now. Just sip. Boy, run up to the Clan house. Tell our Lady of the Hearth that the Gatherer is down here and needs something warm and easy to eat. Hurry up now.”

  Hands brushed her tangled hair away from her face, tucked a blanket around her.

  She sipped the water and watched in a daze as men gathered around her dark horse, stripping off the saddle and bridle, bringing him water, feeding him handfuls of grain, wiping him down with a soft cloth. The soothing murmur of voices talking, reassuring, leading the horse to the stall.

  “Don’t shut him in,” she said. “They tried to lock him in to stop me. He almost hurt himself trying to get out. That’s when—” That’s when she’d done to one of her own kind what she’d done to no one except Black Coats: gathered a man who was healthy and whole, ripped his spirit out of his body and left it there for another of Death’s Servants to take up the road to the Shadowed Veil. She remembered loud voices, angry voices, hands grabbing at her. Dead flesh. She’d done that to a Black Coat, too—unfurled enough of her power to kill a piece of a man without taking his spirit, without killing all of him. She should have killed the Witch’s Hammer that day. That moment of mercy, that moment of pity that she’d felt when she’d seen him on the wharf at Rivercross had cost so many so much. It hadn’t been pity that had stopped her at the Clan house where they’d tried to keep her from pursuing the Lightbringer. Perhaps it had been nothing more than a hesitation to harm her own kind despite their clear intention to harm her. There was no pity in her anymore, no hesitation. The dreams that haunted the little sleep she’d gotten had burned those feelings out of her.

  “Here, Morag.” The stable master was back, holding a bowl with a thick cloth under it. “Here’s soup, and some bread and cheese there. Eat now, and we’ll fix you a place to sleep.”

  “Can’t stay.” Her hands shook with the effort to hold the bowl. He took it from her, knelt down, and held it for her. “Can’t. He’s too far ahead of me.”

  “He won’t be far ahead of you for long. Eat up now. It won’t do you any good inside the bowl.”

  She picked up the spoon and began to eat. The first taste made her want to gulp it down. When had she last eaten? She couldn’t remember. The days had blurred. So she ate slowly, chewing the small chunks of bread and cheese when he offered them to her.

  She almost wept when she put the spoon down, unable to eat any more with the bowl still two-thirds full.

  “That’s good,” the stable master said, setting the bowl on a bale of hay. “We can warm it up again if you get hungry later. Now.” He took her hands. She couldn’t tell him how painful simple kindness was right now. “I know you’ve no time to waste, so we can put a cot in one of the stalls here. We keep a couple handy in case we need to keep a close eye on a sick horse. We can put it in the same stall with your lad if that will make you both rest easier.”

  “I can’t.”

  “You can and you will.” He shook her hands. With effort, she focused on him—and realized there was no longer any kindness in his face. “He’ll not be as far ahead as you think.”

  “He can run until he tires, then use another horse—”

  “And where would the Lightbringer be getting another horse? There’s not a spare horse to be had, what with the huntsmen needing riding horses and pack horses to join the other Fae heading for the coast. And the rest of the horses are needed to protect the Old Place. No, Morag. Whether on four legs or two, they’ll be his own. If he wants food, no one will stand in his way of going to the kitchen and getting some for himself, but there’s no one who will fetch and carry for him. He’ll have to travel harder and won’t get as far. As for you, you’ll get a few hours sleep. Tomorrow, we’ll give you a horse you can ride through the next Clan territory or two. You can leave him there, and the Clan will send him back to us.”

  The dark horse snorted, stamped a foot.

  The stable master grinned as he looked over his shoulder. “Never fear, lad. She’ll not be leaving you. But you’ll run easier if you’re only carrying yourself, and I’m thinking she’ll need you strong at the end of the journey.”

  Morag frowned. “You said there weren’t any horses to spare.”

  He turned back to her, no longer amused. “We’ve none to spare for the likes of him. You’re in the west now, Morag. Things are different here. The Lightbringer will get no help from us, and you’ll get all the help we can give.”

  The west. She’d reached the west.

  She let him lead her to the cot in the stall. Before she could collapse on it, female voices suddenly filled the stable. Women came into the stall carrying a basin of steaming water and bundles of cloth. They shooed the stable master out and closed both halves of the stall doors before she could warn them not to. The next thing she knew, she was stripped out of her clothes, given a hurried sponge bath, bundled into a clean nightgown, and tucked into bed like a weary child. The women promised they’d have her clothes washed and dried by first light. Then they were gone.

  She heard the quiet creak of a door opening and struggled away from the sleep that pulled at her.

  “There now, lad,” murmured the strong voice. “Don’t fret now. We’re not shutting you in. Just keeping the bottom half closed to give your lady a bit of privacy. Rest now. Rest. You’ve work to do soon enough.”

  Morag gave up the struggle, let sleep pull her down. And for the first time in too many days, the dream didn’t chase her.

  Chapter 33

  waxing moon

  In the deepening twilight, Ashk watched cookfires bloom in the fields like exotic flowers. She was in the Mother’s Hills. The House of Gaian lived here. The House of Gaian ruled here. Power breathed her
e, in the land, in the water, in the very air. She drew in air slowly, savoring its richness—and caught the slight stink of fear from the army of humans and Fae that were spread out over the land.

  Yesterday evening, she and her companions and huntsmen had ridden into that army camped near the hills. Thousands of men, human and Fae, waiting for the midland barons and the Fae leaders to decide how to reach Willowsbrook. The quickest way lay right in front of them, but none of them had dared send as much as a small party of men into the Mother’s Hills to request passage to the other side.

  Then she rode up to the tents that were the barons’ quarters and both sides dumped the decision on her shoulders with a swiftness she’d found a bit staggering. The Fae would follow her because she was the Hunter. The barons would abide by her decision because, they were relieved to discover, she was Baron Padrick’s wife and, therefore, would not dismiss the safety of humans simply because they were humans. She had no idea how or why they came to that conclusion, even though it was true, but it had allowed all of them to get a few hours’ sleep instead of arguing half the night about choices that weren’t choices at all since they couldn’t go around the hills without tangling with another piece of the Inquisitors’ army. So, early the next morning, with Rhyann as their guide to show them the closest road, she led her companions into the Mother’s Hills—and an army marched behind her.

  She took another deep breath. Power seeped into her, brushing away cobwebs of fatigue. She would sleep well tonight—and hopefully not dream too intensely about Padrick. It was a bit embarrassing to wake up aching and wet and wonder if she’d made any sounds that had disturbed the other sleepers around her.

  “Does it feel strange to you?”

  Relieved to have her thoughts pulled away from that particular path, she smiled at Rhyann. “No. It feels like home. It’s the first place since I left the west that feels like home.”

  Rhyann studied her, looking slightly puzzled. “How does it feel like home?”

  Ashk shrugged. “It just does. More potent than the magic that flows through Bretonwood, but not so different. It soothes—and also makes me aware of how much I miss my home woods, my husband and children, my Clan. And it makes me realize again how much we can lose if we don’t drive the Inquisitors out of Sylvalan. The people in the east have been wounded. Lives have been torn in ways we cannot fix. But we can lance the wound and drain the pus from it so that it has a chance to heal.”

  “There will be scars from those wounds,” Rhyann said quietly. “Scars that may not fade for generations.”

  “Yes. And those scars will require careful attention to make sure nothing that may be festering beneath them has a chance to take hold.”

  “We’ll all have to make some changes if we want to keep Sylvalan safe.”

  “Then we’ll make some changes.” Ashk looked over the fields. “We’ll learn from one another, come to know one another better. We can learn to see the whole of the land that anchors all of us instead of our individual pieces of it.” She smiled. “And I know just how to begin—with music and stories.”

  “You can’t expect Aiden and Lyrra to spend the night going from camp to camp singing and telling stories,” Rhyann protested. “They’ve put in a hard day’s travel, too.”

  “There are bound to be a few bards and minstrels among the Fae here. A few storytellers, too. What Aiden and Lyrra begin will ripple through the rest of the camps. Others will pick up the tunes, tell the tales.”

  “And humans and Fae will take comfort in the songs and stories they discover they have in common and pleasure in the ones one side or the other hasn’t heard?”

  “Exactly.”

  Rhyann crossed her arms over her chest. “And what about the House of Gaian?”

  “I imagine you have a few stories to tell, too,” Ashk replied blandly. Was it just the way the firelight had flickered over Rhyann’s face at that moment, or had she really seen a flash of mischief in the witch’s face?

  “I know some stories,” Rhyann said, her voice equally bland. “But I think the storytellers among us would have more suitable fare.”

  Oh, how I’d love to give you one glass of wine too many and hear the stories you might tell about your sister. She’d been very careful not to ask Rhyann anything about Selena. She wanted to know about the Huntress. Oh, how she wanted to know. But it didn’t seem right to lure Rhyann into revealing family matters, and Rhyann hadn’t offered any information after the night they’d met her.

  “I’d better tell the Bard and the Muse their gifts are needed,” Ashk said. She walked away from Rhyann—and temptation. By her estimation, they were a day and a half away from Willowsbrook, so she’d find out soon enough what she needed to know about the Huntress.

  Chapter 34

  waxing moon

  Adolfo opened the door that led out onto a terrace, letting the rain lash his face, soak the fine carpet beneath his muddy boots. The mud and the wet carpet were a small way to punish the baron’s wife. The woman was not docile, despite the fact that the baron had followed all the procedures to make her so. Oh, she did what was required, said what was required…but hatred burned in the back of her eyes. Should he warn the baron to watch his back? No. If the fool ended up with a knife plunged into his heart one night after using her, it was no more than he deserved.

  There was hatred in the baron’s wife that discipline would never exorcise. There was fury in the storm that chained him to this house.

  A bitch of a storm.

  Adolfo stared out at it, as if his stare alone could crush it. Instead, it was crushing him. His army was mired in roads turned to mud. The wheels of supply wagons were sunk to the axles, and even with men straining until muscles tore in their effort to help the horses pull the wagons out, they advanced a handspan at a time. Their only choice had been to empty the wagons and have men carry supplies along with their own packs, exhausting the men to the point where they weren’t fit to meet the enemy. Lightning struck old trees that fell across the road, forcing more men to expend time and effort to chop and haul enough aside to let men and wagons pass. Fields were drowning under lakes of water. Creeks had risen and washed away bridges.

  A bitch of a storm, reeking with magic and fury, aimed right at him.

  He knew who to blame for that.

  Leaving the door open so that the storm would frame him, he turned to look at the pale, trembling baron.

  “Were my orders so difficult that you found them impossible to follow?” Adolfo asked gently.

  “No, Master Adolfo,” the baron replied, looking at his hands clasped white-knuckle tight in his lap.

  “All you had to do was gather the complement of men from your county and wait for the rest of the army to arrive. Why couldn’t you do that?”

  When the baron just hunched his shoulders, Adolfo said nothing more, letting silence take on the weight of a weapon. You’re a weak man, he thought as he watched the baron, used to being guided. You resented knowing it was your wife’s strength and intelligence that kept your estate and your county from being mired in debt, that it was her will that kept you from gobbling up the prosperity of the villages under your hand like a greedy child. What glee you must have felt when my Inquisitors helped you tame her, what pleasure you must have had every time you disciplined her for defying her new place in the world, what joy you must have experienced when you raped her after a beating. But like a greedy child who now has the means of punishing the once-restraining hand, you thought there were no restraints, no one to whom you had to answer. You will learn differently—and you will learn the lesson so well you will never dare disobey again.

  “I thought—” The baron stammered, struggled to collect his thoughts. “I only wanted to help our side win the battle. I thought if Baron Liam was eliminated, it would make it easier for the army to march through his county and meet the real enemy, the bitch servants of the Evil One.”

  “But you didn’t eliminate him,” Adolfo said, his voice viciously gen
tle.

  “We should have!” The baron finally looked up, confusion and defiance in his face. “He wasn’t expecting an attack. He didn’t have that many men gathered at his estate. Certainly not enough to defeat my men.”

  “But he did have enough men.”

  “He didn’t! Even with those Fae helping him, he didn’t. He wasn’t prepared for an attack. We would have captured him or killed him if…” The baron swallowed hard. “If it hadn’t been for that wind.”

  “A wind that was able to defeat three hundred men.” Adolfo put just enough skepticism in his voice to sting, even though the storm raging outside was sufficient testimony that the witches in this cursed land were far stronger than any he’d encountered in Wolfram or Arktos. “A wind killed three hundred men.”

  He had questioned the one man who had escaped the slaughter and managed to make his way back to his home county. Had questioned him carefully. A huge funnel of wind that consumed everything in its path. A controlled funnel of wind. The spot in his lower back that always turned cold when he was afraid felt icy now.

  The baron looked away. “I lost my son, my heir. That wind killed him.”

  And that would be the punishment. The baron hadn’t yet considered what the loss of those other men would mean to the farms and villages in his county, wouldn’t think of the cost of those lives until his steward made the trip to collect the tithes that filled the baron’s pockets. Those pockets would be less full this year. He would insist that the tithe be lowered for every family that had lost a father or a son because of this ill-conceived attack as a compensation for the loss of a worker in his prime. That loss of income would be a punishment, too. But the son, the heir…

  Adolfo drew on his Inquisitor’s Gift of persuasion, let it roll through his voice, turning the mildly spoken words into whiplashes on the heart. “That wind didn’t kill your son. You did.”