Wild in the Moment

by Jennifer Greene

  Still, this dream was different. Powerful. Gripping. Whether it was symbolic or wishful thinking or plain old need, Daisy was there. He heard her whispering, “Teague? Teague!” in that exotic, sexy voice of hers. And her perfume wafted around him, the scent that always shot testosterone straight to his brain.

  He wasn’t completely surprised that Daisy was there, of course. He knew the Hummer’d do it.

  The heart-he’d definitely wanted to give her the heart, but bottom line, giving your best girl chocolate on Valentine’s Day wasn’t exactly a headline-news idea. He needed the opposite of ordinary. He thought the birthday banners on Main Street was a better idea-partly because he couldn’t believe her Jean-Luc would have done such a thing. Also the rest of the town would get off on it, he knew, so that Daisy’d be exposed again to how honestly nice people were in White Hills. It was nice to live in a place where people knew you, paid attention, watched out for you. It wasn’t skinny-dipping in the Riviera, no. But they could do that kind of junk on vacations if she wanted. Daisy knew what it was like to live with strangers and no one she could count on. He couldn’t believe that would be her first choice ever again.

  He’d heard feedback that the banner thing had gone over big-which was good-but Teague had known upfront that wasn’t enough. He’d needed to come up with something to really give her a jolt. Dais had to be close to saving enough for a car down payment by now-had to be close to leaving. So the Hummer…well, it was a long way from the cool sports cars she’d likely driven in France, but the thing was, he’d driven with her. She needed to be surrounded by steel. She didn’t need cute; she needed a vehicle that could get itself out of ditches, that could go uphill when nothing else could go uphill. He fully realized that Daisy wasn’t worried about issues like that. It was his problem, that she drove like a bat out of hell.

  Her issue, though, was that she wasn’t an exotic flower. He knew she wanted to be-that she’d always wanted to be. But the truth was, his Daisy was no-nonsense to the bone. She loved working. Real work. She loved making something out of nothing, loved feeling challenged, loved getting her hands all messy in stains and varnishes, loved cooking herself rather than being waited on.

  Teague couldn’t imagine telling her that her self-image was goofy, that her dreams didn’t fit her at all. But he thought, really thought, that the Hummer was perfect for her. She could go anywhere in blizzards or storms. Carry tools or wedding cakes. Daisy, being a doer in every way, didn’t need a sports car that required constant attention, but a vehicle that enabled her to take off on any wild ambition she had.

  Besides which, a Hummer so wasn’t ordinary.

  He smiled in the dream. Hell, it was hard not feeling high as the sky. When he’d gone to bed, his whole world looked precarious, the fear of loss hanging over his heart like a lead pendulum…but now everything was coming right.

  Daisy’d quit talking. The warm body snuggled next to him made him smile all over again. He could feel her slow, soft tongue. Licking his cheek. Then his nose. Then his mouth.

  She was hot for him. Really hot. It seemed like all his life he’d been dreaming about her warm, lithe body, about her warm, wet, lithe tongue. Almost like this. Not exactly like this, but almost.

  Suddenly the “almost” part of the dream struck him as a tad disturbing. Because a cold, wet nose suddenly nuzzled his cheek.

  And Daisy sure as hell didn’t have a cold, wet nose.

  His eyelids shot wide-open. The daylight pouring in the windows almost blinded him. From somewhere he could smell fresh coffee. And the affectionate female body lying in bed with him wasn’t Daisy, but a dog. A young, scruffy mutt with black-and-white fur and brown eyes and no heritage to brag about-or several heritages to brag about, depending on one’s point of view. The instant she discovered he was awake, her long, feathery tail started thumping at several thousand miles an hour. Someone had put a bushel basket next to his bed, filled to overflowing. Teague saw a powder-blue collar, a powder-blue leash, balls, pull toys, carpet cleaning products, kibble, and…he squinted…a powder-blue bowl with HUSSY II engraved on it.

  “What the hell?” Teague muttered groggily, which made the puppy respond with ecstatic enthusiasm, leaping on him to lavish his entire face with kisses. “Aren’t you a darling? But whoa, baby, take it easy, take it easy…”

  Only one person in the universe would have given him a pup named Hussy, and he promptly forgot the dog-because his real-life hussy was suddenly standing in the doorway.

  Some guys fantasized about a woman in corsets and black lace. His fantasy woman was dressed in overalls, no shoes, thick floppy socks, and her thick, elegant hair looked determined to escape a ponytail. He couldn’t speak for a second, because she was so darn beautiful she stole his breath. When it came down to it, she was so beautiful she was probably always going to steal his breath. Today, though, it was more than those gorgeous bones and lush mouth and exotic, sexy eyes. It was the vulnerability in her expression, the anxiety she couldn’t quite hide-although God knew, she tried.

  “You’re in trouble up to your eyebrows, Larson,” she said sternly.

  “I’m in trouble? I’m in trouble?! What is this dog?!”

  “Your birthday present.”

  “It’s not my birthday until October.”

  She cocked a foot forward. “This is relevant to what? You put up those giant Happy Birthday banners for me all over Main Street, and my birthday isn’t until August.”

  “What day?”

  “The thirty-first.” Her eyes narrowed. “Don’t distract me. You’re going to take that car back.”

  “The hell I am,” he said amiably. “Just for the record, is the dog house-trained?”

  “They said she was, at the rescue place, but…” When Daisy opened the balcony door, the pup leaped down from the bed and galloped outside, only falling over its feet once. “My take is that she’s well people-trained. If you let her outside every ten minutes, she doesn’t go in the house.” With the pup safely in the fenced yard, Daisy turned back to him and started up her rant again. “Nobody gives me a car, Teague. I don’t want to owe anyone, ever again. You know I’m not rolling in money, but I’ve saved almost every dime since coming home. I can do without until I’ve got it together. I don’t need charity.”

  “Well, of course you don’t. But I figured you knew I was nothing like Jean-Luc. You would never worry that I was trying to buy your affection or trying to con you. Right?”

  “Well, of course that’s right, but-”

  God, it felt good, hearing her say it. So he forged on, “So I knew you’d understand this was completely different. I’d never do anything to undermine that fierce pride of yours. I just honestly thought you’d need your own car if we were married.”

  That vulnerable expression intensified times ten. She sucked in a breath, and then, as if she still couldn’t get enough oxygen, sank on the far edge of the bed.

  “You don’t want to get married, remember? You can’t seem to work with other people, you said. You’d given up on relationships, you said. It’s not that you wanted to be alone, but you figured you were too ornery for anyone to survive living with you, you-”

  “Yeah, I know what I said.” He crooked his finger, urging her to come closer. “But didn’t you notice the strangest thing happening? That we were working together? Really well?”

  “Well, I wouldn’t say really well. I bossed you around that one day in front of your customer-”

  “You did. And I was astounded how much I liked that.” He crooked his finger at her again, since she still hadn’t budged from the foot of the bed. “Who would have guessed it could be so much fun to work with someone else? Since I’m as mean as I always was, I realized the difference had to be you. You were the one who made it fun. And I figured if you could work with someone as pigheaded as me, marriage would be a piece of cake. You’d like it. We could have sex a couple of times every day. And we could eat together and work together and fight together. I could te
ach you to run a planer and a band saw. You could take me to a nude beach on the Riviera once a year. We could have kids. Have all our families together at Christmas. We could add and subtract from that general list, but doesn’t it sound like a good basic plan?”

  His Daisy didn’t cry. Ever. But suddenly her eyes welled up and were glittering like crystals, making him pretty sure-not positive, but pretty sure-she thought it was a good basic plan. He started breathing again. His heart was still scared, but not as gut-scared, soul-scared, aching-scared as it had been the night before.

  “But what about all those things you said, Teague-”

  “We already talked about those. So how about if we talk about all the things you said?” Since she seemed to be frozen in place, he sat up, reached over and tugged her over the comforter to his side. And when she was there, on his down pillow, all tangled up in sheets and comforter, he pinned her down, first by kissing her left temple, then her left ear, then her left cheek…very, very tenderly. “You said White Hills made you feel stifled.”

  “That used to be true,” she affirmed.

  “So, just for the record, if it’s still true, I don’t give a damn if we live in Timbuktu.”

  “I think right here in White Hills might just be perfect,” she said, and then closed her eyes, when he finished kissing the whole right side of her face and then honed in on her mouth. He had to linger over that kiss, because it wasn’t funny, how afraid he’d been that he might never hold her again, that she would leave him, that it was an impossible dream that she could ever love him.

  “You’re not bored here?”

  “I haven’t had a second to be bored.” Her fingertips traced his jawline, and although he knew he was out of his mind with hope, he could swear he saw both lust and wonder in her eyes. “You know what? I used to think that the place you lived mattered. But the place isn’t the source of excitement. You are, Larson.”

  “Me? I’m as ordinary as they come. And that’s an honest problem, I realize. You’re exotic and rare and an orchid in every way. When I’m doomed to be nobody fancy.”

  “Teague?”

  “What?”

  “I have a secret to tell you.” She motioned him just a little closer, which was a trick. When he obediently moved to accommodate her, she twisted until she was on top, and then exercised some kissing techniques of her own. She probably thought she had him pinned, which was certainly an illusion he wanted her to have, because he loved Daisy at her most dangerous. She kissed him and kept kissing him. Ardently. Winsomely. Sweetly. “You love me,” she told him.

  “You think that’s a secret? Hell, I’ve known that for ages.” He started unhooking the overalls. “I adore you, Dais. I love your fancy side and your practical side. Your elegance and your common sense. Your spirit. Your pride. Your heart-and I promise, I’ll spend a lifetime protecting that wonderful, giving, precious heart of yours.”

  “Can I tell you another secret?”

  “We have to keep talking?”

  “Just for a little longer,” she promised him. “I just wanted to tell you…I love you. I never thought I’d find a man I could be honest with. A man I could trust. A man who didn’t want a woman to walk in his shadow. I always thought I had to hide who I really was.”

  He cut her off, not because he didn’t want to talk to her for the next hundred years. But because she’d hit him where it counted.

  She knew him. Really knew him. Knew about his dog, knew about his faults and weaknesses, knew things about him no one else did-and still loved him. It was what he wanted to give her for a lifetime, that total trust that she could be herself with him, that she was safe, that they’d protect each other through life’s challenges.

  Right then, though, he’d just as soon she didn’t think he was totally safe. She could cope with a little danger. She liked a little risk. And as soon as he got the rest of her clothes off, he felt inspired to give her all the danger and risk she could handle-along with that other wild four-letter word. Love.

  Epilogue

  Daisy tiptoed upstairs, where her sister’s baby was sleeping in the old nursery. She found Rose awake. Not wide awake, but awake enough that she was surely justified in picking her up.

  She crooned softly as she carried her niece over to the window overlooking the backyard. “I finally got you alone, didn’t I, little one? How are you ever going to know that I’m your favorite aunt if everyone else always grabs you? But I’ve got you now, you darling…”

  Below, the family party was in full swing. Daisy gave herself full credit for the reunion-it was her birthday today, August 31-but the day was just an excuse. As close as their family was emotionally, it had been years since they’d had a chance to really spend time together-much less at the Campbell family homestead.

  Below, Cameron and Pete, her brothers-in-law, were both holding spatulas in front of a flaming barbecue and looking bewildered. Pete’s two teenage boys had gotten ahold of a hose, and were racing around, soaked to the bone. God knew how many dogs were chasing them. Hussy II fit right in with Camille’s pack, but Daisy only recognized the shepherd and the bloodhound-the rest looked like the derelict rescue dogs they all were. Violet’s cats were supervising the party from the cool, safe height of the shade trees.

  Her gaze softened as she spotted her parents. Margaux was carrying another bowl outside-two picnic tables were set up and already sagging with food, a good thing since nothing coming off the grill had a prayer of being edible. Colin stepped up behind Margaux and swung her in a hug. The two looked at each other the same way they always had when they thought their three daughters didn’t notice. Even after all these years, the love between them glowed like sunshine, silent, warm, healing.

  “You know Grandma and Grandpa, don’t you, Rose,” Daisy murmured. “Grandma always smells like lavender. And when you get a little older, she’ll let you make cookies and all kinds of messes in the kitchen. And then Grandpa…oh, you’re going to love Grandpa. You get just a little bigger, and he’ll swing you up in the air and tickle you and make you laugh…”

  She heard a footstep behind her and half turned.

  “I wondered where you’d disappeared to-but it wasn’t too hard to guess,” Teague said wryly.

  Not that she was prejudiced, but her husband was the handsomest of all the men there, so tall and lean, so full of hell with those dark eyes and sexy smile. She smiled when he bent down to kiss her. “You surviving my family okay?”

  “They’re terrific.”

  “You were worried?”

  “How could I not be worried? I had visions of three more women just like you and the kind of father who thinks no man is ever good enough for his daughter.”

  “Ha. My dad took one look at you and said I’d finally developed some judgment in men.” She added wryly, “Which was true. I’m keeping you, Mr. Larson, and that’s that.”

  “Yeah, well, I’m keeping you, Mrs. Larson, and that’s that.”

  She grinned, until the baby suddenly let out a small squall, as if offended to be ignored for so long. “You want to hold your niece?” she asked Teague.

  “Not exactly. They’re pretty scary when they’re that little. Um…”

  She didn’t give him a choice, simply lifted the baby into Teague’s arms. He looked alarmed for several seconds, but then Teague was complete mush in the heart area-which she knew. His arms instinctively snuggled the baby. Rose opened her eyes and blew a bubble for her uncle.

  “I’m in love,” Teague admitted gruffly. “She’s scary, mind you. But if ours is even half this beautiful, I’ll be okay. I think. Possibly. Maybe.”

  “Ours?” Daisy repeated.

  His gaze shot to hers. “Did you think I wouldn’t guess?”

  “I’m not sure yet,” she whispered. “I haven’t had the test. Haven’t been to a doctor.”

  “I’m sure. And I couldn’t be happier, lover. A little scared, I admit it. But I can’t think of anything I want in this life more than a baby with you.”
Again he leaned down to kiss her, this time a kiss of lingering tenderness that made her heart sing.

  A clatter of footsteps running up the stairs interrupted them. “Hey, you two. Enough of the mush. My God, every time you turn around, someone’s kissing in this family,” Camille complained. She was out of breath, just from climbing the stairs, but then she was already big as a tugboat and the baby wasn’t due for two more months. She waggled her fingers. “Hand over my niece.”

  “She doesn’t want you,” Daisy told her. “She wants her favorite aunt. The one who’s going to give her drums and cymbals and lots of noisy toys, right, pumpkin?”

  “If you don’t let me have a turn, Mom’ll be up here, and you all know no one can get a baby out of her hands.”

  “You’ve all had more time with Rose than I have,” Daisy argued.

  “But I’m going to have the next one, so I need the baby-holding experience. Besides. I’m the youngest. And you two always let me have my own way, so I don’t think you should start making exceptions now.”

  “Of all the sissy, weak-kneed arguments,” Daisy began, but Violet interrupted.

  “You two are going to make me cry. How many years has it been since we had a chance to bicker like this?”

  They started laughing, even if their laughter turned just a little misty-eyed in the process…but then the baby let out a single soft wail. All three of them naturally quietened down as Violet took Rose to the rocker and started nursing her.

  “She’s so beautiful, Vi,” Daisy said softly.

  “I know, I know. I feel so lucky.”

  “We’re all lucky. Five years ago we all seemed in so much trouble that I wasn’t sure if any of us could find our way.”

  Camille put a hand on her stomach. “Through thick and thin, I always knew you two would be there for me. And now I think back and realize how much we learned about love-real love, tough love, the kind of love that really lasts-from Mom and Dad.”