Destiny

by Elizabeth Haydon

Achmed nodded slowly. “Another heartbeat. Another spawn of some sort.”

  Rhapsody went back to the horses and pulled open one of the saddlebags. She drew forth an oilcloth journal and brought it back to the rim of the hill.

  “Rhonwyn said there was only one in Yarim,” she said, rifling through the pages. “Here it is—one in Sorbold—the gladiator—two in the Hintervold, one in Yarim, one in the easternmost province of the Nonaligned States, one in Bethany, one in Navarne, one in Zafhiel, one in Tyrian, and the unborn baby, in the Lirin fields to the south of Tyrian. Are you certain the second heartbeat belongs to one of the children?”

  “No, of course I’m not certain,” Achmed spat crossly, shaking more grit from his hair and cloak. “And perhaps it’s not another child. But somewhere near here is another pulse with the same taint to it, the same clouded blood.”

  Rhapsody pulled her cloak even closer. “Perhaps it’s the F’dor itself.”

  2

  Keltar’sid, Sorbold Border, Southeast of Sepulvarta

  The inside of the carriage was a haven from the blistering sun, dark and reasonably cool. He longed to disembark, to feel the wheels roll to a final stop, so that he could at last step out into the light and searing heat of the Sorboldian desert, where the earth held the fiery warmth of the sun even at the onset of winter.

  From the sound of it, that moment was almost upon him.

  He stretched the arms of the aged body he now occupied, the human vessel that had been his host for many decades, feeling the weakness that time had rendered upon him.

  But not for much longer.

  Soon he would be changing hosts again, would be taking on a newer, younger body. There would be a bit of an adjustment, as there always was, a transition he recalled clearly even though he had not made one in a very long time. Just the thought of it made his arthritic hands itch with excitement.

  With that excitement came the burning, the flare of the fire that was the core of him. It was the primordial element from which all of his kind had come, and to which they would one day return.

  All in good time.

  It was best not to contemplate it at the moment, he knew. Once the spark of anticipation had ignited it became more difficult to hide his nether side, the dark and destructive spirit of chaos that was his true form, clinging to the flesh and bone of the human body only out of necessity. It was at moments of excitement that the malodor was strongest, the stench that clung to him and the others of his race, the smell of flesh in fire. And in the thrill of expectation the color of blood would rise to the edges of his eyes, rimming them red.

  He willed himself to be calm again. It would not do to be discovered on so important a mission. It would not do to be seen as anything other than the pious religious leader that he was.

  He leaned forward as the carriage came to a shuddering halt, then sat back against the pillowed seat, breathing shallowly.

  The door opened, spilling blindingly bright light into the dark chamber, along with arid heat.

  “Your Grace. We have arrived in Keltar’sid. His Grace, the Blesser of Sorbold, has an honor regiment here to greet you.”

  He blinked as his eyes adjusted to the sunlight. Keltar’sid was the northern capital of Sorbold, the mustering ground for the Sorboldian armies that fortified the northern and western fringes of the Teeth. It was a city-state of soldiers, a most intimidating place unless one was traveling under the banner of a church or religious sect.

  It was exactly where he wanted to be.

  “How very kind,” he said. The cultured voice of his human host felt silky to his ears. His demon voice, the one that spoke internally, without traveling on the wind, was much harsher, like the crackle of an ominous flame. “Express our thanks while I alight, please.”

  He smiled and waved away the hands extended in the offer of assistance and stepped out of the carriage; his was a somewhat elderly body, but spry and still with some remnant of youth’s vigor. He had to shield his eyes from the gleam of the sunlight. Though fire was his life’s essence, it was a dark fire, a primordial element that burned black as death, not bright and cheery as bastard fire did in the air of the world above. He could tolerate the sunlight, but he did not like it.

  A contingent of ten Sorbold guardsmen stood at a respectful distance, their swarthy faces set in masks of somber attention. He smiled beneficently at them, then raised his hand in a gesture of blessing. He struggled to appear nonchalant. This moment was, after all, what he had come for.

  Softly he whispered the words of ensnarement, the sub-audible chant that would bind the men to his will, if only temporarily. Anything more long-lasting would require more extensive eye contact, more direct interaction, than would be appropriate between a visiting holy man and a troop of foreign guardsmen. To ensnare one permanently he would need to take some of the soldier’s blood, but all of them appeared healthy and without wounds that needed a healer’s blessing. Ah, well.

  The threads of the snare, invisible to all eyes but his own, wafted toward him on the warm wind, anchored shallowly within each of his new servants. He caught the threads with a subtle gesture that seemed nothing more than the hand motions of his blessing. He could see that the thrall had taken hold in their eyes; the glimmer of dark fire within them that his prayer had summoned was evident in the glint of the sun. He smiled again.

  This was, after all, the sole outcome of the visit to Sorbold he had intended. Anything else that resulted from the long and arduous journey was a boon.

  He already had what he wanted.

  A column leader approached, followed by four men bearing the poles of a white linen canopy—Sorbold was known for its linen—and another low-level aide-de-camp carrying a tray with a water flask and a goblet.

  The soldier bowed from the waist.

  “Welcome, Your Grace.” With a gesture he directed the other armsmen around the visiting holy leader. They immediately raised the canopy to shield him from the sun, eliciting a warm smile and a twinkle in blue eyes without even a trace of red.

  He accepted the goblet of water and drank gratefully, then returned it to the tray. The soldier carrying it withdrew a few steps to be out of the way, but near enough if the guest of state had need of it.

  “I’m afraid I bear awkward news,” said the column leader haltingly.

  “Oh?”

  “His Grace, the Blesser of Sorbold, has been detained at the sickbed of Her Serenity, the Dowager Empress. The benison extends his fervent apologies, and directs me to offer you escort to the basilica at Night Mountain, where he will be returning once the empress is no longer in need of his aid. I am directed to make you and your retinue comfortable.”

  The soldier’s black eyes glittered nervously, and the holy man suppressed a laugh. The Sorboldian tongue had little familiarity with the language of courtly and religious etiquette, primarily because the culture itself had little familiarity with such concepts. The Sorbolds were a rude and plainspoken people. The column leader doubtless had undergone intense study to be able to communicate in this manner, and was uncertain about his fluency in it.

  “You are most kind, but I’m afraid that is quite impossible. This was only to be the briefest of visits, as I need to return to my own lands shortly. The winter solstice approaches, and I am planning to attend the carnival in Navarne.”

  “His sincerest apologies for any inconvenience,” the column leader stuttered again. “Please instruct me in how I may accommodate you. I am at your disposal, Your Grace.”

  The holy man’s eyes gleamed in the filtered light of the canopy. “Ah, you are? How very generous. What is your name, my son?”

  “Mildiv Jephaston, leader of the Third Western Face Column, Your Grace.”

  “Well, Mildiv Jephaston, I am exceedingly glad to know that you are at my disposal, and I will indeed take you up on that very gracious offer, but at the moment there is nothing I require save escort back to the Sorbold-Roland border.”

  “As you wish, Your Grace. The beniso
n will be most disappointed that he missed your visit.”

  “As am I, I assure you, Mildiv Jephaston.” He patted the soldier’s shoulder compassionately, then blessed him as he had the others.

  In the distance he could see the infinitesimal flicker of black fire, repeated many hundred times over in a sea of dark eyes, as all who were bound by oath to this column leader were now in his thrall as well. Armies were his favorite prey, just because of their myriad ranks of fealty—ensnare the leader, and all his followers, and their followers, were yours are well. Ah, loyalty is a wonderful thing, a mindless snare of steel, so very easily manipulated, he thought jubilantly. Though so difficult to overcome when not offered freely.

  “He had hoped to show you the basilica at Night Mountain.” The soldier swallowed dryly. “He knew you had not seen it.” The tone carried his real meaning. The benison’s offer of entrance into the most secret of the elemental temples, Terreanfor, the Cymrian word meaning Lord God, King of the Earth, the basilica of Living Stone, was a great and prestigious honor, one that had only been made rarely.

  Hidden deep within the Night Mountain, a place of consummate darkness in this realm of endless sun, the basilica was doubtless the most mystical of the holy shrines, a place where the Earth was still alive from the days of Creation. His refusal of the tour, no matter how polite, was dumbfounding to the Sorboldian soldiers. He choked back another laugh.

  Fools, he thought contemptuously. Your nation’s generous offers be damned, as you will soon be. He could not visit the temple even if he wanted to. The basilica was blessed ground.

  His kind could not broach blessed ground.

  “I am extraordinarily sorry to be unable to take advantage of the Blesser’s invitation,” he said again, nodding to his own guards. His retinue returned to their carriages and mounts in preparation for leaving. “Night Mountain is many days to the south of here, I believe. A visit would delay me too greatly. So again, I thank you, but I’m afraid I must decline. But please do extend my best wishes to the benison, and to Her Serenity for a speedy recovery.”

  He turned briskly and hurried back into the dark silence of the coach. The Sorboldian soldiers stared after him in dismay as his footman shut the door briskly and the carriage began to roll out of sight. The enormous linen canopy that had shielded their visitor a moment before hung flaccidly in the breezeless air, like a dispirited flag of surrender.

  3

  Haguefort, Province of Navarne

  The winter carnival was a tradition in Navarne, held in honor of the solstice and coinciding with holy days in both the Patriarchal religion of Sepulvarta and the order of the Filids, the nature priests of the Circle in Gwynwood. The duke of the province, Lord Stephen Navarne, was an adherent to the former but a well-loved friend of the latter, and so at his example the populace of the province, divided almost equally between the two faiths, put aside religious acrimony and differences to make merry at the coming of snow.

  In earlier years the festival had sprawled as far as the eye could see over the wide rolling hills of Narvarne. Haguefort, Lord Stephen’s keep and the site of the celebration, was located atop a gentle rise at the western forest’s edge with a panoramic vista of farms and meadowlands stretching to the horizon in all three other directions. Some of the other Orlandan provinces, notably Canderre, Bethany, Avonderre, and even faraway Bethe Corbair, had long since given up their own solstice celebrations in order to combine their festivities with Lord Stephen’s revels, largely because Stephen was unsurpassed as a merrymaker.

  For two decades the young duke, whose Cymrian lineage was far removed but still granted him some of the exceptional vigor of youth enjoyed by the refugees of Serendair, had opened his lands at the first sign of winter, decreeing the contests and prizes for that year’s festival amid trumpet calls and flourish not often seen in Roland during this age. The Cymrian War had brought the pageantry of the First Age, the age of building and enlightenment, to a shattering end, leaving this, the Second Age, colorless and dreary, as most struggles for survival and rebuilding tend to be. Lord Stephen’s revels were the only regular exception to that dull tendency.

  Like his father before him, Stephen understood the need for color and traditional secular celebration in the hardscrabble lives of the peasantry of his duchy. To that end he devoted his attention first to the safeguarding of his subjects’ lands and lives, then to that of their spirits, believing that a dearth of joy had been largely responsible for the troubles the land had suffered in the first place.

  Each annual festival proffered a new contest: a treasure quest, a poetry competition, a footrace with a unique handicap, along with the traditional games of chance and sport, awards for the best singing—Lord Stephen was an enthusiastic patron of good singing—recitation and dance, sleigh races, snow sculpting, and performances by magicians capped by a great bonfire that warmed the wintry night and sent such sparks skyward as to challenge the stars.

  It was small wonder that even travelers from the distant, warm lands of Yarim, Roland’s easternmost province, and Sorbold, the arid nation of mountains and deserts to the south, made their way to the inland province of Navarne to enjoy the wintersport of Lord Stephen’s carnival, as did many of the Lirin of Tyrian, at least in better days. Recent acts of terror and violence had begun to diminish the festival’s attendance as traveling overland grew more hazardous. As times worsened, the festivities became more of a local celebration than one enjoyed by much of the continent.

  The expected diminution of attendance this year would be both unfortunate and fortuitous in Lord Stephen’s eyes. He had recently completed the building of a vast wall, a protective rampart more than two men’s heights high and similarly thick, that encircled all of Haguefort’s royal lands and much of the nearby village and surrounding farmlands as well. This undertaking had almost consumed his every waking moment for the better part of two years, but it was a project he saw as critical to ensuring the safety of his subjects and his children.

  Now, as he stood on the balcony beyond the windows of his vast library, Stephen observed the new masonry border he had erected with silent dismay. The once-unbroken landscape was now divided by the ugly structure with its severe guard towers and battlements, the formerly pristine meadows scarred by the construction of it. Instead of the wide, glittering horizon of snow there was a defined and muddy limit to the lands surrounding his keep. He had known when he began the undertaking that this would be the result. It was one thing to know with one’s mind, he mused sadly, another altogether to see with one’s eyes.

  The winter festival would need to adapt to the new reality of Roland and its neighbors, the grim knowledge that violence, inexplicable and unpredictable, was escalating far and wide. The sheer madness of it had scarred more than Stephen’s fields; it had rent his life as well, taking his young wife and his best friend, Gwydion of Manosse, in its insanity, along with the lives of many of his subjects and his sense of well-being. It had been five years since Stephen had experienced a restful night’s sleep.

  Daytime was easy enough; there was an endless stream of tasks awaiting his attention, as well as the time he devoted to his son and daughter. They provided in his life a genuine delight that was as vital to his happiness, his very existence, as sunlight or air. It was no longer the struggle to be happy it had been when Lydia died.

  It was only at night now that he felt somber, downhearted, in the long hours after he had tucked his children beneath their quilts of warmest eiderdown, waiting by Melly’s bedside until she fell asleep, answering Gwydion’s questions about life and manhood in the comfortable darkness.

  Each night the questions finally came to an end, replaced by the sound of soft, rhythmic breathing, and the scent of a boy’s sweet exhalations becoming the saltier breath of a young man on the threshold of adulthood. Stephen cherished that moment when sleep finally took his son to whatever adventures he was dreaming of; he would rise reluctantly and bend to kiss Gwydion’s smooth brow, knowing the time he w
ould be able to do so was coming to an end.

  A melancholy invariably washed over him as he made his way back to his own chambers, to the room where he and Lydia had slept, had made love and plans and their own unique happiness. Gerald Owen, his chamberlain, had gently offered to outfit another of Haguefort’s many bedchambers for him after the bloody Lirin ambush that had ripped her from his life, but Stephen had declined in the same graciousness with which he always comported himself. How could Owen know what he was asking? His faithful chamberlain could never understand how much of Lydia was there in that room still, in the damask curtains at the window, in the canopy of the bed, in the looking-glass beside her dressing table, the silver hairbrush atop it. It was all he had left of her now, all save memories and their children. He lay there, night after night, in that bed, beneath that canopy, hearing the voices of ghosts until restless sleep finally came.

  The sound of childish voices swelled behind Lord Stephen as the library doors opened. Melisande, who had turned six on the first day of spring, ran to him as he turned and threw her arms around his leg, planting a kiss on his cheek as he lifted her high.

  “Snow, Father, snow!” she squealed gleefully; the sound dragged a broad grin to the corners of Stephen’s face.

  “You must have been rolling in it,” he said with a mock wince, brushing the chilly clumps of frozen white powder from his doublet as he set her down, then slung an arm over Gwydion’s shoulders. Melly nodded excitedly. After a moment her smile faded to a look of disapproval.

  “How ugly it is,” she said, pointing over her father’s lands to the endless wall that encircled them.

  “And it will be uglier still, once the people start rebuilding their homes inside it,” Stephen said, pulling Gwydion closer for a moment. “Enjoy the tranquillity for what moments more you may, children; come next winter festival, it will be a town.”

  “But why, Father? Why would people want to give up their lovely lands and move inside of an ugly wall?”