Her Cop Protector

by Sharon Hartley

  Funny, a woman who wasn’t capable of conceiving naturally or of carrying a baby to term, having that ability.

  No, she wasn’t going down that depressing road again. Her twenties were casualties buried on the shoulders of that road. And though her journey had been painful, she’d finally turned the corner.

  She was thirty-one now and taking charge of her life. This new job as charge nurse seemed almost symbolic.

  She’d moved from LA to Santa Raquel. A move that would force her to face her past, to confront her present and to build a future.

  Standing, Ella checked the pockets of her scrubs to make certain that she had her pager, her pen, and the ID card she had to swipe to get on and off the unit, and turned toward the door of the deserted break room. Time to get back to work.

  She had her plan, and her life was on track.

  Calm settled over her.

  Maybe it was the calm before the storm. Or maybe she’d finally put herself on the path to real peace. Either way, there was no going back.

  * * *

  BRETT WAS PULLING into the parking garage in LA, half an hour early for the board meeting, when his phone rang again. As it had been doing all morning. As it normally did. Glancing at the screen, he recognized the number immediately.

  And issued a silent curse that his hand was shaking as he pushed the call button to answer.

  “It’s good to hear from you. Is everything all right?” He spoke quickly, aware that his mother was not going to give him a chance to speak again.

  “There’s a new member on the High Risk team. A nurse. Ella Ackerman. I thought you should know before you see the email.”

  Click.

  The sound in his ear wasn’t a surprise. Although, even after more than fourteen years of this bizarre no-speaking, no-physical-contact relationship he and his mother had, the abrupt hang-up still bothered him.

  So did the news he’d just received.

  Ella was in town? On the High Risk team? A team comprising professionals—medical personnel, lawyers, social workers, law enforcement—whose jobs brought them in contact with potential domestic-violence victims. The team had been designed to bridge the communication gap between various professional bodies to help prevent victims from falling through the cracks. The idea for the team had come from The Lemonade Stand, a women’s shelter in Santa Raquel. He’d been instrumental in getting the team set up. And now Ella was on it?

  Could the day get any worse?

  * * *

  ELLA HAD A spare minute in between an assessment of a five-day-old baby who was being readmitted due to failure to thrive and a meeting with the HIPAA committee—a committee comprised of hospital staff to develop and implement programs that would help educate and remind staff of the Health Insurance Portability and Accountability Act guidelines—and slipped into a vacant office just outside the NICU, pulling her cell phone out of her pocket.

  “Hey, how’s he doing?” she asked as soon as her sister-in-law, Chloe Wales, picked up.

  “Fine. His fever’s down, and he’s watching Cars.” Cody, Chloe’s two-year-old son, had had a reaction to an inoculation and given them a scare the night before. “He’s asking for his daddy, though.” Chloe’s tone changed. Took on a note of doubt that Ella recognized only too well.

  “He’s two, Chloe. He’ll adjust.” One way or the other.

  “I just...I miss him, too. You know?”

  “I do know. And I also know that my brother needs help. And the only way we can help him is to make him want to help himself. To give him a chance to see that he needs to help himself.”

  “I know.”

  She and Chloe had been through all of this a handful of times over the past four years. Jeff would act out. Ella and Chloe would talk about it later. Chloe would be strong and determined that if Jeff acted out again she’d leave or call for help. Jeff would be the perfect husband and father for a week or a month. He’d be remorseful and open and giving. Dedicated to his family. And then he’d slowly focus more and more on the stocks that were his livelihood. He’d become consumed by them. When they were up, he was up. And when they were down, he was down. If they went down too far, so did he.

  That’s when Chloe ended up bruised. In the beginning, the bruises had all been on the inside. Her emotions and heart had been damaged as he’d blasted her verbally. Then it had been finger marks from a strongly squeezed arm. Then a bruised shoulder from a push into a door.

  All things Jeff hadn’t meant. Things he’d been deeply contrite for. Sincerely, deeply contrite.

  This latest time, seven months after his last bout of uncontrollable anger, he’d grabbed his son by his forearms and slammed him into a chair. While Cody had screamed in terror, he hadn’t been physically harmed. Not yet.

  “I just...I miss him. And he misses me, too. He’s so sorry and...”

  “You answered his call.” Jeff had been phoning Chloe for more than a week. Ever since Ella had made the four-hour drive to Palm Desert to pick up her sister-in-law and her nephew and bring them back to stay with her in her apartment.

  The arrangement was temporary. Just until Jeff got help.

  “He’s my husband,” Chloe said, an edge to her voice. Which faded as she said, “I know I shouldn’t have, El, but bills are due, and I’m the one who pays them. I did it online, but I just wanted to let him know. When I picked up, he was choked up and...”

  “You didn’t tell him where you’re staying, did you?”

  “No. But I wanted to.”

  “Next time you want to, you hang up and call me immediately.”

  “But you’re working. Those babies’ lives are in the balance and—”

  “Yours and Cody’s are, too, Chloe. Make no mistake about that.” Since she’d first heard about her brother’s occasional lashing-outs, she’d been reading up on domestic abuse. Researching how best to help both the abuser and the victim. And then she’d ended up with a job offer in Santa Raquel, exactly where she knew she needed to be to get him help.

  “My cell will roll over to my pager if I don’t answer it,” she said now. “As soon as I see it’s you, I’ll get back to you as quickly as I can.”

  “Okay.”

  “You have to stay strong, Chloe. Remember the sound of Cody’s terror. Not his laughter. Remember the ugly words, not the great memories. Just until we can get this all sorted out.”

  Jeff would come through. Ella had faith in him. He had to. Because from what she’d read, if he didn’t get the help he needed, Chloe and Cody were clearly headed for real danger.

  “I know. I can’t go back until he gets help or it will just happen again. I can’t do that to Cody. But Jeff needs me, too, and it’s so hard. I hate that he’s there alone...”

  “Being alone, losing you and Cody, is the only thing that’s going to open his eyes to where he’s headed.”

  “I know.”

  “So, how about we go to the beach as soon as I get off work today? We can grab some dinner at one of the places on the water.”

  “Uncle Bob’s?” They’d been there over the weekend, and Chloe had really enjoyed herself. “Assuming Cody doesn’t relapse.”

  “He should be fine. A reaction to an immunization is generally over as soon as the symptoms disappear.”

  Chloe didn’t need to create worries where there weren’t any. She had enough real demons to fight.

  “You called Jeff because Cody was sick, didn’t you?” Ella asked quietly now. She’d suspected as much.

  “Yeah.”

  “If I hadn’t asked, were you going to tell me?”

  “Yes.”

  “We’ve got to have complete honesty between us, Chloe, or this isn’t going to work.”

  In the six years since Jeff and Chloe had married, the other woman had quickly b
ecome the sister Ella had never had.

  “I know. I was already stressing about it, which is why I hadn’t called you, and I know that honesty between us is crucial to the support system that’s going to see me through this. I’m sorry, El. It won’t happen again.”

  “It might. If this was as easy as making decisions and sticking to them, domestic violence would be much easier to fight. But we’ll get through all of this. I promise you. You aren’t alone, and you aren’t ever going to be alone.”

  Ella knew how being alone felt. After she’d lost the baby and her marriage had fallen apart, she’d been utterly and completely on her own in a world of pain. She’d do whatever it took to make sure Chloe didn’t ever have to experience that particular hell.

  “Have you called Brett yet?” Her sister-in-law’s voice took on a stronger note.

  “No.”

  “I wish you wouldn’t do this. You’ve suffered enough. It’s only been in the last couple years that you’ve seemed to come alive again.”

  “And that’s why I know I can see him,” Ella said, glancing at her watch. She had an assessment in ten minutes. “Besides, he’s our best hope where Jeff is concerned. And I do have to do this, Chloe. You and Jeff and Cody—you’re my family. I’d do anything for you.”

  “You know I’m here for you, too, right?” Chloe asked. “More than just helping you find a house, and cooking and doing the laundry.”

  Chloe was pretty much a gourmet cook and selling her current contributions far short, but, having been vulnerable and alone herself, Ella understood that Chloe desperately needed reassurance of her deeper value.

  “Are you kidding? When I finally found out I was pregnant, and Brett started to change...and then losing the baby after all those years of hoping...you’re the one who kept me going. You kept telling me that someday I’d wake up and face the day with anticipation again, and you were right. I love my life. And you’re going to love yours again, too. I promise.”

  “I love you, sis.”

  “I love you, too. Now go hug that boy for both of us and think about what we’re going to order for dinner.”

  They shared meals, she and Chloe, when they went out to eat. Neither one of them ever finished a whole meal. And sharing was a money-saving venture that allowed them to go out more.

  It was all in the plan.

  And life was finally, firmly, on course.

  Copyright © 2015 by Tara Taylor Quinn

  ISBN-13: 9781460383070

  Her Cop Protector

  Copyright © 2015 by Sharon S. Hartley

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