Promise Kept (Perry Skky Jr.)

by Stephanie Perry Moore

  “You know what? Y’all gotta give a brother some space. Dang, I can’t even dance with nobody else.”

  They looked as if I had hurt their feelings.

  “I’m sorry. I’m just being honest.”

  “You all right, boy?” Damarius said as he came over to me and handed me another beer. “I thought you wanted this. I didn’t want you to have to look for it.”

  Cole grabbed it out of my hand. “No, no, D. He done had enough for real.”

  “Whatcha mean, I done had enough?”

  “Tell ’em. Perry, tell ’em. You feeling good right about now, right?” Damarius said.

  “Good? I feel the same. Whatcha talking about?”

  I was so out of it, I didn’t even know what Damarius was talking about.

  “Naw, Perry,” Cole said, turning away.

  “Man, give me that beer!” I grabbed the beer out of my boy’s hand, spilling some of it on the floor. Sipping the beer, I stepped around my boys so I could get back to dancing.

  I stopped and had to blink my eyes a couple of times when I saw my ex, Tori, standing in the middle of a crowd. She still looked as fine as she always did. Her hair was all done up, her nails were manicured just right, and she was wearing this cute little pink number that hugged her body just right.

  “What’s up girl? Dang. A brother can’t get no love.”

  She yanked my hand and pulled me down the hall. She pushed me into Damarius’s bedroom and shut the door.

  “Uhh-ha. What’s up? You wanna give yourself to me now? I just asked for a hug. I didn’t know you wanted to give it up.”

  “Perry, I love you too much to see you act like this. What’s going on?”

  “What you talking about? Dang! You pulled me up in here. I don’t need no girl giving me a hard time by telling me what to do. We don’t go together no more, and I guess I should be glad of that.”

  “You making a fool of yourself tonight, okay.”

  “Man, I’m the life of this joint.”

  “No, people are staring at you because you are tripping over yourself. Drool is coming out of your mouth. It’s clear you can’t hold alcohol.”

  “Girl, shut up. Leave me alone. Bye. Get out. I’m sorry I asked for some love. I got another girl, dang. She’s prettier than you.”

  The moment I said that, I wanted to take my words back, but I knew that wasn’t possible because Tori had heard me. She looked devastated. I felt bad. I didn’t mean to hurt her, but the alcohol was speaking.

  “You got somebody else?”

  “Forget it. Forget it. I just need to be alone.”

  “I mean, you just said it! You said you got somebody else! Talk to me! Tell me! Is it somebody at our school? Is it somebody I know? We haven’t been broke up but a couple of months, and you already got another girlfriend?”

  “I ain’t said I had another girlfriend. Dang. Y’all females be tripping.”

  “I’m not tripping. I should have expected it. I mean, everywhere I go, girls are telling me I’m stupid for letting you go and not giving it up. If they not telling me that, they telling me they plan to satisfy you. So hey, I’m not surprised. I might as well have a drink with you,” she said as she came over, trying to get what was left in my bottle.

  “Go on now. You don’t need this. Seriously. Look, look!” I said as I shoved her to the side.

  I didn’t mean to push her, but again, I didn’t have complete control of my faculties. What was supposed to be just a little push moved her halfway across the room towards the door.

  “Okay. Fine. I get it. You don’t have to hurt me worse than you already have, okay.” She opened the door and dashed out.

  After she left, I stood staring at the open door, upset and confused. I realized what I had done, and I wanted to go after her, but I began to feel a terrible burning sensation in my chest. What was going on?

  I couldn’t understand why I was having such horrible physical pain. It was like I was having a heart attack or something. I couldn’t even make it to Damarius’s bed. I fell straight to the floor. I couldn’t breathe. I felt like I was going to die.

  The only thing I could do was pray: Lord, I’m sorry. You gotta help me, though. I was stupid to drink. Being pressured and all. Yeah, I gotta admit it felt good for a minute, but right now, I feel worse than as if three linebackers tackled me. Please Lord, please.

  I couldn’t even pray anymore. I looked up at Damarius’s light, which was circling around and around in his room, thinking about all the hopes and dreams I had for myself. I wondered if this was going to be the end. Stupidity might have done me in. Maybe Tori was right about me thinking I was cool. I had not only hurt her feelings, but also I’d probably made a complete idiot out of myself. All of a sudden, I heard the door open. I didn’t know who it was, but I certainly didn’t want anyone to see me unable to keep my composure. But there was nothing I could do about that now.

  “Perry, man, what’s up? What’s up?” Cole yelled as he rushed to my side.

  “I don’t feel good, man.” I was so happy to see him.

  “See. I told Damarius you didn’t need all that beer.”

  “Man, what am I suppose to do? My chest is burning for real.”

  “You gotta take deep breaths.”

  “You ever felt like this?”

  “I gotta get you some water.”

  “Water? That’s gonna help?”

  “I’ll be right back. Just hold on.”

  My boy left and it seemed like it was taking him forever to come back. Why did teenagers drink? I started asking myself. At first I could feel it. There was some pleasure in it. It made me feel good, confident, and larger than life. Now here I was, helpless. When I heard the door open again, I yelled, “Call the ambulance.”

  “See, I told you he was hurting,” Cole said to Damarius.

  “He’ll be all right. Just give him the doggone water. Boy, you can’t hold nothing.”

  I drank the water and took deep breaths as they helped me onto Damarius’s bed.

  “You just need to rest and relax.”

  “I still don’t feel good y’all, for real.”

  “Dang! I gotta bring the party in here. Nobody gonna believe this. He can’t hold his own.”

  I didn’t even care at that moment. But I heard Cole taking up for me.

  I lay in that bed for the next five minutes, vowing to the Lord that I would never ever go over the top with alcohol again if I survived this situation. I thought about my parents, and how this would let them down. They had raised me better than that, even though all my life I had been pushed by my peers to do stuff. I’d always been the leader, applying positive peer pressure. But here I was caught up in the wrong mess. I was trying to keep Damarius from smoking his brains away, and he turns around and pushes me to put something I don’t need into my body. I now knew none of this was worth it. Trying to impress people. Trying to be in the in-crowd. All that stuff was silly. I had to stay in my lane and run my race. As I took a deep breath and watched my chest rise higher and higher, I hated that I was grooving too much.

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  Understanding the Difference

  Now, I know better. When a white person looks at me, they either see a rising football star or just another hoodlum. I didn’t get the latter look often because I was known for my moves on the field. I guess I was sheltered. I didn’t have much interaction with people of a different culture or race. So when Saxon and I stood at the steel hotel doorway of our introduction to society Beautillion party that was getting a bit out of control, and the manager stood in front of both of us looking like he wanted to grab us by the necks and throw us in jail, I didn’t know how to take it. Racism was hitting me straight in the face. No part of me liked that.

  But Saxon seemed familiar with the disturbing actions of the man. He took the lead a
nd said, “Alright, man, we hear you. We’re just having a little fun. Dang. We pay our money just like everybody else. You just trying to get on us ’cause we’re black.”

  “Now, son, there’s no need to toss the race card around,” the red-faced manager said, looking away.

  “Wait, hold up,” Saxon said as he stepped up into the man’s beaming red face. “I am not your son.”

  “Okay, you need to step back then,” the manager asked, realizing he wasn’t dealing with a punk.

  Saxon and I had never been cool. Truthfully, we both had egos. We were both the man at our respective schools. It was going to be interesting playing ball with him at Georgia Tech in the next couple of months. He was a wild guy and I didn’t have much respect for the dude. However, my life hadn’t been perfect either. So in some ways we were cut from the same piece of sirloin. And I felt a bond with him when the manager tried him.

  Though there wasn’t alcohol in the room where the party was jumping off, I wasn’t a fool. I could smell Saxon had been tipping in someone’s jar. The last thing he needed was to be hauled off for letting his mouth get the best of him. So I pushed him back into the room with the rest of the folks.

  I said to the riled-up guy, “I got this boy. Get in there.”

  Over my shoulder Saxon said, “Tell me something then. Because you’d better talk some sense into him. Shoot, I’m about to bust a—”

  “Man, go,” I said, grabbing the doorknob and trying to shut Saxon inside. “Sir, I’m sorry for my friend.”

  “You don’t need to apologize for me,” Saxon said as the door closed.

  I looked over at the manager and said, “Really, sir, we’ll keep it down.”

  The manager nodded in approval of my words. “I’m just saying, young man, this is a respectable hotel. We didn’t mind having your event in the ballroom, but we don’t allow room parties, and if you can assure me that you people will keep it down, then I won’t bother you.”

  Again this man was ticking me off. You people. What in the heck did he mean by that? I guess he saw fire in my eyes. He backed away.

  “Well, I’ll leave you to your guest now,” the manager said.

  I closed the door in anger. Saxon came up to me. His breath was stronger than before.

  “Want a little,” he said, holding out a bottle of gin.

  “Naw, man, I’m straight,” I said to him as I looked around the place for his gorgeous sister.

  Saxon followed me. “See, wh…white men think they can talk to the black man any kinda way. My dad gets that crap all the time on his job, but I won’t ever let someone think they can handle me without dis…spect.”

  “You mean respect, Sax,” I said, trying to keep up with what he was saying.

  “Whatever, man, you know what I’m saying. You feel me, too. I saw the heated look on your face when you came back in here. He said something that ticked you off, right?”

  I didn’t respond. Saxon grabbed my shirt. He shook me.

  “Let’s go jack him up. We need to teach him a lesson,” the drunk boy said.

  Taking his paws off me, I said, “Boy, go party. We both need to cool down.”

  Then I stopped his sister. I couldn’t go get with her, though, because she was dancing with some other dude. But as I watched him rub his hands up her fine thighs, I knew I had to let her know how I felt.

  However, someone was banging on the door from the outside. My first thought was that the manager had come back too soon. And if it was him, maybe Saxon’s idea wasn’t such a crazy one after all.

  Opening the wooden door, frustrated, I said, “What?”

  “Boy, you can’t yell at that pretty lady,” Saxon said over my shoulder at the sight of my sister. “Come in, come in.”

  “Sax, get back,” I said as he tried to grab her butt. “Your cousin will get you, man, and my dad will, too.”

  “Oh, Payton, dang, that’s Tad’s girl? Payton, you look different,” Saxon said. “I didn’t mean no harm.”

  “We’re cool, Sax,” Payton said to him.

  “What’s up?” I asked her.

  She said, “Mom and Dad are in their room on the floor below and want to see you. Folks have been complaining about the noise, Perry.”

  If I wasn’t mad enough already, I was really boiling then. We were just teens having fun. Shucks, the music wasn’t that loud.

  “You staying or what?” I asked my sister.

  “Naw, Tad is coming after he gets off and I gave him Mom’s room number.”

  Shutting the door as we entered the hall, I said sarcastically, “That was smart.”

  She hit me. Though Payton was kidding, I clammed up. We walked to the elevator in silence.

  “What’s up with you? I was just joking,” she asked as she pushed the button for our parents’ floor once we got on.

  “Not you, sis,” I said as we got off the elevator. “I’m just tired that’s all. And I don’t want Dad going off on me tonight. I’m not in the mood.”

  My dad opened the door as if he was waiting for me to arrive. “Junior, I can hear you guys.”

  I heard noise as well, but the bass beat sounded off. I figured I didn’t need to argue with him. I’d let him speak his peace and then I’d be on my way.

  “Look, you asked for your own room and I agreed to pay for it. Don’t make me regret that decision. The hotel manager called me and said he’s been getting complaints about the noise. I knew you were going to have some of your friends over, but boy, don’t y’all tear up nothing. And kids can’t be drinking in there. Be responsible.”

  “Dad, I got it,” I let out before turning to head back.

  “Junior, I’m not finished talking to you.”

  Sighing and facing him again, I said, “What else, Dad?”

  “Look, son, I’m not trying to spoil the party. If that was the case, I would have come down there myself. Just know the rules are different for black kids. Some white folks only tolerate so much. So don’t give them a reason to shut your fun down, understand?” he asked.

  “Got it.”

  He said, “Now, Payton, go with him and make sure things stay in line.”

  “But Dad, Tad’s coming here,” my sister said.

  “Good, he and I need to have a little chat and then I’ll send him your way. I don’t want y’all too close.” He shut the door on both of us.

  My sister vented. “Ugh!”

  She took the word right out my mouth. We looked at the elevator and saw a lot of people were waiting for it. Payton suggested we take the stairs up one flight. I agreed. When we got around the corner, awfully loud rock music was coming from a room. I peered inside and saw tons of white kids jamming. Then it hit me. What my father was hearing was from around the corner, not from above.

  This blond-headed dude came out into the hall. “Hey, y’all are welcome to come in.”

  “Naw, man, we’re straight,’’ I said to him, “But tell me something, are you getting any complaints on the noise from the hotel?”

  “Complaints, naw, dude.” He looked at my sister and smiled like he wanted her.

  “That’s my sister, but she’s taken,” I leaned in and said to him before quickly realizing he was just as drunk as Saxon.

  “Cool, man, y’all come back,” he said.

  Payton and I both laughed and we headed to our jam. When we arrived, the hotel manager was walking back toward our door. I wanted him to ask me to keep things quiet.

  “Mr. Skky, the noise seems to be growing from this room. I’m afraid I need you to ask your guests to leave. You understand?”

  I laughed. “Sir, we just left the party down below us and they have their speakers blasting louder than ours. And since you’re not asking them to curtail their fun, maybe you’d better look the other way on our fun as well. Not unless you want me to report this to your superiors? Are you understanding me?”

  “Oh well, Mr. Skky, no need to get upset. Just keep the noise down as best you can. Sorry I bothered you.” The m
anager turned and walked away.

  I was glad I had caught him being unfair. However, I was saddened to know things like that happen to black kids. But at least it felt good fighting injustice the right way and winning.

  Getting back on the floor where the party was, Payton was excited to see her boyfriend standing out front of the door.

  “Hey, baby!” she ran up to him and said.

  I didn’t have any problems with it. Though I was her little brother, I was very protective of my sister. However, I liked Tad, too. He was a good guy. I actually sort of admired a lot of his ways. He was a strong believer in God and I know I wasn’t there yet, but I was certainly striving to hopefully have that kind of relationship with God myself.

  “Where y’all been? Your father told me you were up here. I have been waiting up here for a bit,” he said to the both of us after they let go of their embrace.

  “Nothing, my brother just stopped off at another party.”

  “Dang, y’all been party-hopping without me? Nobody coming on to my girl, are they?”

  I looked at Payton and she at me. I knew she didn’t want me to say anything. She was hot and Tad knew it.

  “Oh, so somebody was!” he exclaimed, and I could see that he valued my sister.

  She opened the door, ignoring him, and walked inside. The place was more packed than we had left it, and some of the people I saw in the small cramped room weren’t even at the ball, but when there was a party, I shouldn’t have been surprised that it could draw folks from everywhere.

  I frantically scanned the room looking for Savoy, but I couldn’t find her. I hoped that she hadn’t left. Even though I had apologized for messing up our relationship, somehow I felt I still needed to explain that I cared.

  “Oh, so what’s up? You looking for my cousin, huh?” Tad said to me.

  Tad and I were cool. I think he liked me a little bit better than he liked his first cousin Saxon, Savoy’s brother. And that is probably because I had some type of morals. I wasn’t all the way on the Holy Holy side of the scale, but I certainly wasn’t slumming in the gutters with Satan like Saxon either. But I had done his cousin wrong and I didn’t know how he’d feel about that. Shucks, I didn’t even know if he knew what had gone down between the two of us.