Treat Me Like Somebody

by Simms, Nikki

  We went down to the lower level to find Justice. I saw him and Harlem sitting at a table near the food court. Their back was turned to me so they couldn’t see us walking up.

  “So you just let two little kids roam around this big ass mall all by themselves.” I said and Justice turned around and ended his call. My phone just so happened to ring so I checked to see who it was. I looked down at it and blushed. “Were you just trying to call me?” I asked.

  “Yes I was, I’ve been calling you all day. See how she do me?” he looked over at Harlem.

  “Boy whatever, you only called me once today, well twice.” I said taking a seat beside him.

  “Well, if you saw me calling then why didn’t you pick up?” he asked looking down at his phone.

  “I didn’t think I had to!” I said and Harlem told the boys he would take them to footlocker.

  Justice stopped playing with his phone to look at me. I tried to match his gaze but my palms started sweating. What is this man doing to me? I thought when he licked his lips. He pulled my chair closer to him and touched my chin. The look he was giving me had me turned on. If he said let me bend you over this table, I wouldn’t hesitate to say yes. He tried to kiss me but I turned my head playing hard to get. He gently turned my face to him and planted a soft kiss on my lips. I accepted it by kissing him back. He parted my lips with his tongue before slipping it in my mouth. By now, my panties were soaked. I haven’t had sex in months and I was horny as fuck. Kissing Justice wasn’t helping my situation at all. I knew people were watching and I was kind of embarrassed but Justice wouldn’t let me go. I wrapped my arms around his neck saying fuck it until he pulled back.

  “Now when I call you, I expect you to pick up and don’t think I don’t know about you not answering the door when I come see you. That shit stops today, Jaz.” He demanded. I wanted to say yes daddy but stuck with ok instead. We were talking about us until Brandon texted me asking where I was and that he was ready to go. I texted him back telling him where I was at and for him to come over. We finished up our conversation until Brandon showed up. I told Justice I would call him later then stood up to leave. He made me promise to call him; I did and kissed his lips. I grabbed my bags when Harlem and the twins walk over. I prayed they wouldn’t start with Brandon and was surprised when they walked right past him.

  “You leaving already? They asked at the same time.

  “Yes, I have to work in the morning. I been up all day and I’m tired. Maybe if it’s ok with your dad, y’all can stay with me this weekend.” They looked at Justice for an answer and said please. Brandon acted like he was coughing but I knew he was trying to be funny.

  “Come on dad, it be boring at Nana’s.” Javier said.

  “That’s fine with me.” Justice replied with a sly grin and Harlem smirked. He said they would be by Friday but he’ll see me later.

  “Make sure you leave the he/she at home.” Javier said and Brandon rolled his eyes. I told them bye and walked off with Brandon talking shit.

  ****

  Friday came sooner than I expected. Justice would be here any second to drop the boys off and I was nowhere near ready. The apartment was clean and I made sure the fridge was stocked. My nerves were all over the place. I never really kept kids before and to go the whole weekend alone with Jordan and Javier at that, had me second guessing why I even asked that question. I was about to call Justice and say never mind that something came up but I didn’t want to hurt the twin’s feelings. “How bad can it be?” I asked myself going to start lunch, just in case they were hungry.

  I opened my fridge and took out some ground beef and French fries. I sat the beef on top of the stove and turned the oven on so it could thaw out easily. Justice texted saying they would be here in a couple hours, so to buy some time I hopped in the shower to freshen up. I turned the water on hot and stripped down to my birthday suit. I lathered my sponge with Japanese Cherry Blossom body wash from Victoria Secret and washed my entire for about 10 minutes. I then let my hair down to shampoo it. I hate washing my hair due to the fact that is was so thick and long. I towel dried it and left it curly.

  By the time I was finished getting dressed, the beef was thawed and ready. I put it in a hot skillet adding onions, bell peppers, and seasoning. I put the fries in the oven and turned it down a little. I grabbed me a wine cooler out the fridge and stirred the meat. By the time the food was finished Justice and the boys were knocking at the door.

  “Hey Jaz,” the twins said at the same time. I said hello and stepped to the side so they could come in.

  “Where do you want us to put our stuff?” Jordan asked.

  “Where you put it last time, don’t act like y’all haven’t been here before. Make sure y’all put your bags in the closet.” I said while they walked off. I looked at Justice and he asked what I cooked. I told him Manwhich and fries but it was for the twins.

  “What about me?” he asked pulling me to him by my waist. I got something for you to eat. I thought smiling

  “I don’t know if I made enough for you.”

  “I wasn’t talking about the food, ma” he said before kissing my lips.

  “You ain’t ready,” I teased. Justice has been here for the past two days and still haven’t made a move yet. I was kind of pissed too because he was all talk that day at the mall but I haven’t even seen his dick yet. I was more than ready. I was just waiting on him but getting dicked down won’t be happening this weekend, even if I wanted it to. I told Justice that it was just me and the twins and he wasn’t allowed.

  “You sure about that?” He palmed my ass. “You want to know what I think.” I kissed his lips and asked what. “I think you’re scared you’re going to fall in love with a nigga.” He smiled showing off those dimples I love so much.

  “Boy please,” I said and pushed him away. “So, what do I do? Do they have a specific bedtime? Is there anything I need to know as far as their health? They’re not allergic to anything are they?” I said trying to change the subject.

  “Nah chill.” He laughed. “They’re not allergic to nothing and as far as you doing anything they’re 7 not 2.”

  “Oh I was just asking. I don’t want anything to happen while they're in my care.”

  “I can always stay here with them, just to make sure yall straight.” He said and I was tempted to give in, but I stuck to my guns.

  “No, we good. But thanks for letting me keep them.”

  “I appreciate you trying to get to know my boys. That say a lot to me. I already told you, you’re wifey in my eyes. My sons love you but the only problem is you. I’m not him, Jaz and the sooner you stop tripping and see it, we can move on with our lives.” He said sincerely.

  “It’s not like that Justice, I thought we were together.” I said confused.

  “We are but it’s not how I want it to be. You holding back and I ain’t talking about sex. I’m saying you holding back because you’re not letting me in. You’re too scared to open up because you think I’m going to hurt you and that’s fucked up, Jaz. You letting what that nigga did to you fuck up what we got and it just started. You wanna be with me, I want all of you not just what you want me to have. I ain’t trying be like Harlem and Samya.”

  “I don’t want to be like that either.” I said dropping my head.

  “Well, stop shutting me out Jazmyn. I’m falling in l…”

  “Nah, I called the bed first, bruh.” I heard Javier yell but my mind was trying to figure out what Justice was just about to say. I walked with him to the back to see what was going on.

  “I’m the oldest, it’s only right.” Jordan said before Justice walked in my spare bedroom.

  “What the fuck y’all in here doing?” Justice said.

  “Dad, tell Jordan since he had the bed last time, it’s my turn.” Javier responded.

  “Why don’t the both of y’all sleep up there together, that’s not a small bed? Y’all brothers anyway, one at the head and one at the foot.” Justice said picking
up their bags and putting them in the closet.

  “Hell nawl, dad that nigga feet stink.” Jordan laughed.

  “Uh un, it be my socks.” Javier replied.

  “How about this, we all sleep in the den. I can order some pizzas and movies later.” I suggested.

  “Shit, it can’t get no better than that” Javier laughed dapping Jordan up and Justice smacked the back of both their heads.

  “I done told y’all about that language, ima start fucking y’all little asses up.” he said and I cocked my head to the side and gave him a look.

  “Really, Justice?”

  “What? I’m grown.”

  I shook my head and walked out. What am I going to do with them? I thought while walking into the kitchen. Justice went to help the boys hook up their game while I fixed them something to eat. After I fixed their plates and Justice a to-go plate, I started to clean up the kitchen. I washed the dishes and swept the floor when Justice walked in.

  I felt his hands wrap around my waist. He planted kisses on my neck and I tilted my head to give him better access. I could feel his dick getting hard on my ass. I turned around and slipped my tongue in his mouth. He picked me up and sat me on the counter. He squeezed my thighs and pulled me closer to him. I wrapped my arms around his neck. He pushed my shorts to the side and slid two fingers into my already wet hole. I gasped and tilted my head back. “Mm,” I moaned biting down on my bottom lip. He brought my face back to his and kissed me deeply. The look on his face let me know he liked what he was feeling. Due to me not having sex, I was tight as a virgin.

  “Oh my God, Justice.” I moaned feeling my walls tighten and I was on the verge of coming. He brought his fingers to the top of my pussy and gently massaged my clit. I bit down on his bottom lip and rocked back and forth on his fingers. I tilted my head back and released the water works. I came so hard I thought it would never stop.

  “Damn Ma,” Justice laughed then licked his fingers. I smirked and hopped off the counter. I walked to the back to go wash up.

  CHAPTER 19

  JUSTICE

  If Jaz thought I was leaving tonight, she was crazy. After tasting that sweet pussy, I wasn’t going anywhere. I went to check on the boys before going to finish where we left off. After making sure the boys were good, I walked into the kitchen to get their plates Jaz fixed them when my phone rung. Seeing who it was, I ignored the call. I gave them their food and walked towards Jaz’s room. I could hear water running and slipped off my shoes. Before I could take off my shirt, my phone rang again. I needed to put an end to this shit before she fucked up my night.

  "What Tammi? I’m busy right now," I answered low.

  "Why you whispering and busy doing what or should I say who?" Tammi said and she was drunk as usual.

  "Tammi get some sleep, I’ll call you tomorrow." I said just to get her off my line.

  "Nah fuck that, where you at? I want to see you," she said trying to sound sexy but the drunker she was the uglier she sounded.

  "Look Tam, I know you’ve been drinking, so I’ll check on you tomorrow aite. You need to get some sleep."

  "I’m not even drunk and I want to see you tonight. I’m outside your house right now waiting for you."

  "You’re what? Tam, go home man."

  "No, ima sit here until you get here"

  "I’m not coming home tonight, yo. So you might as well leave or sleep on the grass. How the fuck you even know where I live anyway?

  "Why are you not coming home? You with that bitch, huh? That’s aite. You better come on before I start yelling out this bitch waking up all your neighbors in this beautiful lil area you stay in. And bring my fucking sons. I don’t want them under your little hoe." She said and hung up.

  I am sick of Tammi, for real. It was like ever since that day I had to go get her from my mom’s crib, she felt the need to blow my phone up. I even brought her a condo because she said she didn’t want to go back to rehab and that she was just gone check herself out every time I sent her there. She told me that she could kick her habit by herself and I believed her like a dumb ass. I got her the condo because she said she didn’t have a place to stay. She thought I was going to let her come stay with me and the boys but that shit wasn’t happening. I even furnished it the way she liked so she could be comfortable. I know Harlem and my mother would flip if they knew I even brought Tammi a hamburger let alone a 1500 dollar condo. What everybody was forgetting was that she still is the mother of my boys and I didn’t want her to be on the streets, so I did what I had to do.

  I heard the water stop and slipped back on my shoes. Jaz walked out with a towel wrapped around her wet body and her long curly hair was in a ponytail. “I’m about to bounce, I need to go handle something real quick. I’ll be back, aite?” I said but she didn’t say anything. “Do you hear me?” I asked and she nodded. I knew she was mad and I really didn’t want to leave but I know for a fact Tammi would show her ass if I didn’t show up. I walked up behind her but she pushed me back.

  "Just lock the door on your way out," she said and slipped on a night gown. I got a glimpse of her body and I wasn’t even thinking about Tammi. Jaz walked over to her bed and started rubbing lotion up and down her thick thighs. I licked my lips and tried to fight my dick from getting hard. She knew what she was doing.

  I sat down next to her and put her feet in my lap. “I just need to handle this little situation and I’ll be back." I said massaging her feet.

  "Tammy, right?" Jaz said catching me off guard that I froze up.

  I didn’t know what to do or say, so I lied, "Nah, it’s about something with Harlem."

  "Aite Justice," she said with an attitude.

  I tried to kiss her but she turned her head giving me access to her neck. So, I sucked on her neck until she gave in. "Stop Justice!" I pushed her back and got on top of her, she tried to get me off of her but couldn’t. “Move”

  "Give me a kiss and I’ll move." I smiled.

  "Nope," she smirked.

  "Stop playing," I said kissing her lips. She stopped fighting and kissed me back. She opened her mouth to welcome my tongue. I rubbed on her thighs and right when I was about touch her pretty pussy my phone rung. I dropped my head and got up.

  "Let me go. Come lock up behind me and I’ll be back after I get this shit squashed," I said and kissed her lips again.

  I pulled up to my house to see Tammi sitting on the porch. I parked beside her minivan and slammed the door.

  "Fuck is wrong with you, huh, Tammi?" I said walking up to her and grabbed her neck. "Don’t be popping up at my door unannounced, especially when I ain’t here." I said and pushed her into the door.

  "Fuck you, Justice," she cried out. "Why are you treating me like this?" She cried harder.

  "Like what Tam? You brought this on yourself. I’m sick of you and the shit you’ve been taking my son's through," I said opening the door to go in because these nosey ass neighbors were coming outside.

  "I haven’t took them through shit. You, your mama and your punk ass brother turned my boys against me."

  "Get the fuck out of here with that bullshit Tam. Is that really your excuse for being an unfit mother," I said walking into the kitchen. I turned the light on and grabbed a bottle of water out the fridge.

  I was mad hell at Tammi. I couldn’t believe she actually had it in her mind that I, my mother and brother turned the twins against her. What she needed to understand was that the way she acts and does shit, is not only hurt herself but the twins too. I wasn’t even worried about her anymore. I just needed her to get right so she can be a better mother from my sons or she won’t be in their lives at all.

  Tammi walked slowly to me, with her hands covering her face. "I’m sorry, Justice. I tried but it’s just too hard," she whimpered.

  "You just got to try harder, Tam. I know it’s hard but you have to be the one to push it. I can’t do it for you. You say you want to see Jordan and Javier, well you need to get your act right because I’m not bringing th
em around you like this.” I stated.

  She looked me in the eyes and before I knew it she kissed me. I should’ve pulled away but didn’t. I don’t know if it was the fact that Tammi was looking decent or that I left Jaz’s crib with a hard on. "Im sorry, Justice" she said as I was pulling her clothes off.

  I really didn’t want to be fucking with Tammi like that. I wasn’t sure if I should take it there with her or not. I knew if I did she would think we were getting back together and I wasn’t trying to go back down that rode with her. I thought about Jaz and pushed Tammi back.

  “I can’t do this shit, Tam” I said and she dropped to her knees and undid my pants. I should’ve stopped her but when I felt her mouth wrap around my dick, I couldn’t fight it any more.

  "Damn Tammi..." I said watching her take my dick out and deep throated the whole 11 inches. The feeling wasn’t the same. Tammi used to suck a mean dick. Her neck game used to be on point. She could suck you dry in 5.5 seconds but now all I feel is dry. How the fuck yo mouth dry up? I thought moving her head away. I grabbed the rubber out my back pocket and slid it on.

  "Yes, I’ve been waiting on that good dick," she said toying with her pussy. Even though I knew Tammy was clean, I wasn’t about to take no chances. She had been acting funny lately and I wasn’t trying to slip up.

  "Come on daddy," Tammy cooed.

  I bent her over the counter and rammed all 11 inches inside her. She tried to push me away but I wasn’t having it. She want so it so bad, I thought ignoring her cries. Tammy was trying to get away from me but I pulled back and rammed my dick in as far as it could go. "Justice, you’re hurting me," she said and I thrust harder.

  "Wait Just, sloowww downn, fuckk" she cried.

  "Nah you wanted it, right? Well take it, throw it back at me," I said but it was like she was frozen. She had literally stiffened up.

  "Justice, oh my God! Please wait. Aww, daddy slowdown."

  I rolled her hair into my hands and yanked her head back. If she wasn’t going to throw it back I damn sure could make her. Her legs started shaking and her body was trembling. I picked up my speed and slapped her ass. I was about to bust and didn’t care if she got hers.