Incineration (Heart of Stone)

by Sidebottom, D H

  “Fuck, Fuck, Fuck” I cried, lifting my hips higher into him and flooded his mouth with my orgasm, exploding around his fingers as every single muscle in my body clenched tight and screamed with pleasure.

  He slowed his movements and worked me through it and then braced the edge of the pool and lifted himself up, resting a knee each side of mine so his cock was in my face “I wanna fuck your mouth Ava” he growled “Suck me” he demanded and I responded immediately grasping his length and flicked his slit with my tongue making him hiss “Take me in” he gripped my hair and pulled me gently nearer to him and I obliged, opening wide and taking his huge shaft between my lips.

  He groaned loudly and his knees buckled slightly as he gripped my hair, twisting it round his fingers. I worked him savagely, grating my teeth along him as one hand embraced his cock and the other slipped round to grip his backside “Fuck yeah, blow me Ava” I moaned as his words worked me into a fever and as it vibrated through him he yanked my hair and thrust into my mouth so far I had to quickly loosen my throat to take him without gagging but he groaned and pulled back.

  Sitting back on his heels he wrapped an arm around my waist and lifted me “Wrap your legs around me Ava” he said and I did as he asked, clamping them firmly around his waist and locking them behind him whilst my arms settled around his neck.

  He placed a hand between us and positioned himself at my entrance and in one swift, forceful thrust of his hips impaled me, stretching me wide and full “FUCK! FUCKKKK!” he rasped and I grunted loudly.

  He remained motionless for a few seconds before he placed his hands under my bottom and lifted me up to the very tip of him and then slammed me back down “God!” I cried “You feel fucking crazy Ava. I knew you’d grip me tight” he growled and repeated his last action, the process made him hit the entrance to my womb and I cried out each time “Do you like it hard Ava?” he grated through clenched teeth and I nodded “Yes! Fuck me hard Kade, God! I need it brutal” I growled and he gripped my hair roughly, yanking my face to his.

  He sped up and lifted his hips to thrust into me harder on each plunge down “Like. That. Ava” he snarled between each powerful thrust. His mouth settled on my nipple and bit down and I gripped his hair, yanking at it in my intense arousal.

  We were both moaning and groaning loudly and our noises bounced off the walls echoing every erotic sound and I could imagine that this is what an orgy would sound like. I opened my eyes as he bit the flesh beside my nipple and then softly suckled the area, tenderly nursing the sore spot.

  My eyes focused out of the window and I frowned at a silhouette stood in the light from the kitchen window. I squinted to get a better view and to my horror the figure turned towards us and started walking towards the pool house

  “SHIT!! MASONS COMING” I shouted and shot off him “Fuck, what have we done?” I cried in horror as I slid round the edge of the pool and skidded to a halt beside my clothes, cursing as I struggled to pull my jeans over my dripping legs.

  Scrambling to pull my t-shirt over my head I scowled at Kade, who was sat leisurely at the edge of the pool, swirling his toes in the water “Kade!” I hissed but he didn’t look at me. I spotted a back door behind him and ran round the pool in a frantic effort to escape.

  He caught my wrist as I hurried past him, pulling me to a stop and his eyes penetrated me. I gasped at the hurt, longing and something else I couldn’t recognise displayed on his face “Kade” I whispered. He swallowed heavily “Ava I...I...” he choked and I shook my head feverishly, not wanting to admit to what was exposed on his face “Kade” I cupped his face tenderly “I have to go, if he finds us here he will kill you” I whispered and he sucked in his lips “Can I see you again?” he asked and I quickly stole a glance through the window and saw Mason getting closer “I can’t Kade, I…” he looked away and my heart was screaming at me “Okay, I’ll ring you” I breathed and his eyes snapped to mine, a huge grin broke out on his face which produced my own “I’ve got to go” I croaked and he let go of me and I rushed to the door, slipping through it and just managed to pull it shut behind me as I heard Mason enter the pool house.

  I stood listening for a while “Oh Hey Kade” Mason said and then laughed “Are you naked in there?” he laughed again as Kade said “Don’t tell Kerrie, she’ll kill me” I looked around me and realised I was in a changing area

  “You seen Ava, I can’t find her?” Mason asked “I take it Kerrie rang you then” he sighed loudly “I think she went for a walk” Kade coughed slightly and there was a silent pause “Oh yeah, sorry mate. I’ll leave you to it” Mason chuckled and I heard the door shut as I glanced round again and spotting another door behind me I risked it and found it opened up onto a tennis court “Wow” I slipped across it and finding a gate, I left the court and followed a little path until I found myself in a little rose garden.

  It was stunning, even in the moonlight. Trellises of roses, ivy and other bright blooms surrounded a seclude space, the scent of the flowers enveloped me and the tranquillity of the spot filled me with a sense of peace and awe. A couple of benches were placed in front of a stunning fountain. It wasn’t switched on but the sculptured marble was quite breath-taking. A huge twisted column rose from the middle as intricate spirals branched from it making it resemble a tiny ornate tree and I stood staring at it, mesmerised by its simple beauty

  “You’ve found Kerries secret garden” Mason said behind me and I jumped in alarm “Sorry Baby” he chuckled “I didn’t mean to scare you” we both stood silently, staring at each other “Mason I…I’m…” he held up a hand to cut me off and shook his head “No Ava, I’m sorry. It was stupid of me, it wasn’t the time or the place to ask such a life changing question and I understand why you reacted like you did” he said sadly and my stomach clenched violently, the pain and guilt of what I had just done with Kade tore through me. I looked away; I couldn’t look him in the eye in case he could see the images that were swirling through my head, smell the scent of Kade on my skin and in my mouth and feel the heat that was still radiating from me. I nodded and smiled but turned back to the tree, needing the comfort of its beauty to settle me and take away the damn vision of pure rapture on Kades face as he entered me.

  I closed my eyes and took a deep breath as I felt his arms circle my waist and as he rested his chin on my head my heart broke for what I had done to him, to the man my heart really belonged to “Your hairs wet” he said and I froze “Erm yeah…I just took a shower before I came out here” I cringed but he didn’t say anything “Come home Ava” he breathed and I sighed.

  My head was in turmoil, the desperate need to flee this house, not wanting to face Kerrie in the morning but if I went home I’d have to hide my guilt from Mason. “I want to go back to the cottage tonight Mason. I need to be alone” I felt him tense and he pulled back.

  A sad expression blanketed his face “I’ve lost you haven’t I?” he whispered as he cupped my face and stroked his thumb across my cheek. I placed my hand over his cheek and he nuzzled into it “No Mason, I still love you. More than anything” I breathed and I felt the truth of my words in my soul.

  I did love this man with my whole being but I had hurt him, betrayed him and I couldn’t be with him tonight “I just need to be alone with my memories and finally put Katie to rest” I told him, not entirely lying as I honestly did want to spent the night reminiscing and remembering happy times with Katie now that I could now finally come to terms with her death.

  He nodded and drew me close again “Okay” he whispered in my ear and as I felt his finger settle under my chin to tip my head, I pulled away “Come on” I held out my hand, avoiding his gaze and as his hand settled in mine I made a promise to myself that I would stay away from Kade.

  I loved Mason wholly and entirely, Kade was just a physical attraction and I didn’t need the complication or the guilt and I certainly didn’t want to hurt Mason, that thought made my heart clench and I squeezed his hand and lifted it to my lips “I love you so m
uch Mason” I told him and he grinned, such a huge happy grin that lit his eyes and I broke into my own and soon we were both beaming at each other and giggling like fools at the sight of us, like love struck teenagers, well that or models for a toothpaste advert!

  As we entered the house to leave a note for Kerrie, Kade was stood nursing a glass of vodka and leaning against the kitchen worktop wearing his jeans and a scowl. “You okay Kade?” Mason frowned, obviously noticing his grim expression “Oh yeah! Just great” he mocked and I stiffed and glared at him from behind Mason.

  His eyes narrowed on mine and Masons joined hands and then he looked away, a pained look in his eyes as he bit his lower lip savagely “You need to talk?” Mason asked, probably thinking Kades temper was down to Kerries cancer. Kade scoffed and then shook his head “Nah!” he slammed his glass down and strode towards us “You off now then Ava?” he practically snarled and my own rage was bubbling. How dare he react this way in front of Mason! He was going to get us both killed.

  “Yeah, I’m going home. Tell Kerrie thanks for the hospitality but you know...” I shrugged and he huffed “Yeah” he grumbled and walked off, bounding up the stairs two at a time and slamming a door.

  “Okayyy!” Mason said and I shrugged, feigning puzzlement. He shook his head and sighed “Probably Kerrie” he huffed and led me to his car.

  CHAPTER 43

  After Mason insisted on checking every inch of my house he left me to the silence of the house and the incessant noise in my head. The argument I had with myself in my mind; Mason…Kade…Mason…Kade.

  I clutched at my hair desperately “Fucking hell Ava, What have you done?” I settled on the couch and switched the telly on, the need for a distraction but an hour later I was still morphing their faces in visions of love making, in one image they were both at me; a different man’s mouth on each nipple “FUCK!!! FUCK!!!” I screamed at the ceiling.

  Deciding to bake, I switched on my IPod and blasting it out loudly started the relaxing and comforting diversion of a chocolate muffin cake. An hour later, singing loudly and covered in chocolate and flour, I was icing the cake in chocolate frosting and decorating with a sugar crumble topping when my phone rang.

  Wiping my hands on my jeans I frowned at the unknown call but answered anyway “Heyyy Sweetheart” Kades slurred voice snapped to my attention “Kade?” I flinched when he sighed heavily “I just needed to hear your voice Ava” he said so quietly I had to press my ear to the phone to hear him properly “Kade, What do you want?” I asked softly, not wanting to seem as though I didn’t want to know him now he’d brought me off and I must admit, very nicely brought me off and the memory had me squeezing my thighs together in frustration.

  He laughed and hiccupped “Isn’t it obvious what I want Ava” I closed my eyes against the pain in his voice “Is he there?” he asked slowly, his voice dropping to a near growl. I rubbed my temples “No Kade, Masons not here” I sighed.

  He was silent for a moment “It felt amazing to be inside you Ava” he whispered and my treacherous internal walls clamped tightly as his words but my anger snapped “Kade, I have a face, a personality and a damn mind. I’m not just a walking fucking shag hole” What was it with men and sex? That’s all I felt like, a damn mechanical vagina!

  “Sweetheart” he rasped “I know that Ava. God, your beautiful and funny and strong and confident and fucking…just fucking amazing!” he near yelled and I bit my bottom lip as my heart soared at his words. Damn him! “Kade please don’t do this” I pleaded

  “I can’t stop thinking about you Ava” he choked out and I rolled my head back and shut my eyes “I’m in love with you Ava” he whispered and my eyes snapped open “W..w.Wh…” I stuttered, my mouth had suddenly gone dry and my throat hurt “I said I love you Ava. I want you so much” I rubbed my floury hands over my face and cringed “Kade, no, you can’t. I’m with Mason. I love Mason” I winced when I heard him whimper and the phone suddenly went dead “Kade?...Kade?”

  “Fuck!” I screamed, throwing my phone down on the table “God Damn it!” I slumped on the sofa and curled into a ball and struggled to settle my breathing.

  I’m in love with you Ava, I’m in love with you Ava, I’m in love with you Ava, I’m in love with you Ava “Arghhhhh” I screamed, swiping the coffee table and sending the TV remote sailing with force across the room and through the TV screen “Oh For fucks sake!” I cried.

  My phone rang again and I sighed heavily but smiled softly “Hey you” I said to Courtney “Hey Babe” her voice calmed me immediately “Just checking in. How you doing?” she asked and I knew she was referring to the ‘Dean’ incident

  “I’m okay, good, you know?” I said but smiled when she said “I know Babe” she understood me effortlessly “Mason with you?” I cringed and hesitated “Ava? Tell me you are not on your own?” she said slowly and I cringed again “I wasn’t, Mason wanted to be with me but I…I…Oh Shit Courtney, what have I done?” I sagged.

  She was silent for a moment “What have you done Ava?” she ground out even slower than last time and I remained silent, the words stuck in my throat “Ava, listen. Tell me if it’s none of my business but, well earlier when Kerrie was grilling you at the party and you took off…” I froze, my eyes wide waiting for her to continue “well I came looking for you” she whispered and I could feel her cringing even though she wasn’t near me.

  Sucking in my lips I remained silent, waiting for the words to spill from her mouth “And I found you” she puffed and I groaned “Right” was all I could say and we both listened to each other’s breathing for what seemed like an eternity. I sighed “Well, you could say I have thoroughly fucked up” I laughed without humour and she sighed “Ava, you weren’t in there long enough to do much so I gather it was just a kiss and quick fondle. You don’t need to beat yourself up about it” I was slowly sinking into the sofa and cringing with each reassurance she was giving me “Uh huh” I mumbled “Kades very hot, so you know. It was just a heated snog and grope Ava” she was trying to make me feel better but… “Well yes it was…until tonight” I curled up, squeezing my eyes shut and waiting for the torrent.

  She was silent for a moment as the words sunk in and then I heard a gasp and I cringed violently “WHAT THE FUCK?” she bellowed. Here it comes!!! “What the fuck have you done Ava? Please tell me you haven’t…please. Oh Christ Ava! What the hell were you thinking Babe? I mean yes! Wow he’s fucking hot but…but well, Mason for one, Kerrie for two…Oh Jesus Ava. Oh God, what are you gonna do? I mean…did you fuck him? Did you go all the way? Oh god Ava” she finally took a breath and I opened my tight eyes “I know” I whimpered and I heard her sigh heavily “Oh Shit Babe” she groaned “I know and there’s more” I gulped and I sensed her stillness, waiting for my story to continue “He Erm…he says he’s in love with me” I shrank back even further in to the sofa, any further and I’d be part of the bloody pattern.

  She gasped and then gasped again “Oh My God!” she huffed “what the Hell are you gonna do?”

  “I dunno. To be honest I’m a bit worried about him. He phoned me up drunk and declaring his undying love and I...I…Oh God Courtney, I was a bitch! I told him he couldn’t love me because I loved Mason” she gasped again “Courtney, I swear to God if you don’t stop bloody gasping I’m gonna come round there and feed a damn airline down your throat” I snarled and she gasped again.

  A small chuckle left my mouth and I heard one from her and then I giggled and then we were both full on laughing as she was exaggeratingly gasping galore “You fucking bitch” she managed to say between snorts and I laughed even harder when she said “We can’t all be given the kiss of life by TWO hot men” and the tears of laughter soon turned to tears of despair and I was sobbing loudly, snottily and thoroughly

  “Oh Ava, you want me to come over Babe?” she asked when I settled down “No, I’m okay. My own stupid fault” I conceded and she sighed “Yup” and I shrugged at her honesty “Thanks Hun” I laughed and she was sil
ent for a moment “Seriously though Ava, Why?” she asked and I thought about her question “To be honest, because he’s fucking hot and the sexual energy between us is electrical. I practically killed him tonight he got me that aroused I couldn’t get enough of him and I dunno what it is but I can’t say no, even though I try to” I admitted and she snorted “Well don’t forget I’ve seen how you like to get nailed Babe so I can imagine” she chuckled, referring to the DVD she watched. “Mmmm” I snickered.

  We both ended the call with ‘I love you’ and I cleaned the kitchen, leaving the shattered TV screen for the morning and curled up in bed, expecting the day’s events to keep me awake but I was so exhausted I didn’t even hear someone trying to open the front door or even kick it when they realised it was locked.

  I woke to a bright sunny day “Lovely” I murmured to myself. A run through the park was just what I needed this morning and stretching thoroughly I opened my eyes. I screamed loudly and scrambled off the bed in horror “OHHHH FUCKKKKK”.

  I stood staring at the dead rabbit sprawled out helplessly on my bed, its eyes wide and its throat still trickling the last drops of blood onto my pristine white sheet.

  Clamping my hand over my mouth I dashed across the landing and violently exploded into the toilet, removing my stomach lining with it.

  OH GOD!!! I needed to get to my phone, picturing it sat on my coffee table “Shit!” gritting my teeth I crept out and peered everywhere. The coast seemed clear so I silently made my way to the stairs, leaning over the banister to see if I could see anything or anybody.