Dead World Resurrection

by Joe McKinney

  Jake put his back against the door to brace it.

  “I’ve got it!” he yelled. “Get something to help me hold it.”

  A metal handrail had snapped and fallen to the ground. Billy scooped it up and jammed it into well of the doorway on the opposite side. Once it was in place it looked like a curtain rod between the two doors. It was an elegantly simple solution. The harder the crowd pressed from one side, the more pressure it put against the doors on the opposite side, where the crowd was also pushing inward.

  Billy rushed into the door well and pulled Jake back into the car. We gathered around to look at him, then recoiled. His back had been shredded by fingernails. He was bleeding badly and screaming in pain.

  “Those fuckin’ yellow bastards,” Sandra said. “We gotta stop ’em.”

  “No!” Brad said. “They’re cold. They’re hungry. They’re tired and poor. We should let them in.”

  “What?” said Jim. “Are you fucking insane?”

  Brad raised his chin. “No, I’m not. We will be judged on how we handle ourselves here. Those people are scared. I think we have a moral obligation to share our resources.”

  “I’m not sharing anything with them.”

  Brad was standing at the opposite end of the car, still nursing his bruised shoulder. He scanned the rest of us to see who had spoken, and saw Tynice Jackson staring back at him. She’d been Brad’s biggest cheerleader throughout the first part of our trip, defending him every time Jim and Sandra railed against his leadership, but now she stood defiant, arms akimbo.

  Brad steepled his fingers together in front of his belt. “Tynice,” he said patiently, “we’re going through a rough patch right now. We need to approach this logically.”

  “Logically?” said Jim. “Dude, they tried to kill our cop. How much more logical do you need to be than that?”

  “This isn’t a job for law enforcement,” Brad said.

  “Well, it’s pretty much become a job for law enforcement,” Tynice shot back, “because you won’t do anything about it. Get over here and help. As long as you’re standing way over there out of harm’s way, you got no business to talk.”

  I was frantically writing it all down, thankful I had stayed awake during my shorthand class, when Jake started to convulse.

  “Something’s happening!” said Billy. “He’s foaming at the mouth.”

  He was. I watched Jake shaking on the floor. He was bleeding from the corners of his eyes and from his nose. He was trembling like we’d just pulled him from a frozen pond.

  “What’s happening to him?” Sandra said. “Those yellow bastards did something to him, didn’t they?”

  Nobody answered her.

  Wayne Scott, a second-year med student at Johns Hopkins, rushed over to Jake’s side and looked into his eyes. The foam at Jake’s mouth was turning pink from blood.

  “His pupils are dilating,” Wayne said. “He’s going into cardiac arrest.”

  “Help him,” somebody said.

  “I can’t. I’d need a....”

  Wayne trailed off mid-sentence. Jake’s convulsions suddenly stopped, and now he looked like a tire rapidly going flat. A faint, rattling gasp rose from Jake’s throat, and then he went still, his bloodshot eyes staring toward the ceiling, the only movement a runner of blood leaking down his cheek from one nostril.

  “Is he...?” Jim said.

  Wayne looked up at him and nodded. “It happened so fast,” he muttered. “I couldn’t do anything.”

  None of us spoke for a long moment. We all stood there, looking at our dead friend. I saw the same dawning terror on all their faces. What were we going to do? Who was going to bail us out?

  I honestly had no idea, and I’m pretty sure none of the others did either.

  Outside, the roar of the crowd continued. Their moaning was awful. I tried not to listen to it, to block it out, but it was impossible. The sound made my skin crawl, and all I wanted to do was go to the corner and throw up.

  “Something’s happening,” Wayne said.

  I stood on my tiptoes to get a look at what he was doing. He was still kneeling at Jake’s side, but his expression had changed to disgust, and he was rocking back on his haunches away from Jake.

  Jake’s dead gaze had been turned toward the ceiling, looking at nothing, but now it was locked on Wayne.

  “I thought you said he was dead,” Jim said.

  Before Wayne could answer, Jake sat up. He looked at the circle of horrified faces staring down at him, and lunged for Wayne. Wayne tried to push him away, but Jake was already on top of him, clawing at his face and biting at Wayne’s fingers as Wayne tried to turn Jake’s chin away.

  None of us moved. I think we were all too shocked. One of Wayne’s fingers strayed too close to Jake’s mouth, and Jake bit it off. Blood gushed from the wound. Wayne opened his mouth to scream, but at that instant, Jake locked his teeth onto Wayne’s throat and silenced him.

  Only then did the rest of us react.

  Billy, our West Point cadet, rushed in and pulled Jake off of Wayne. He threw Jake to one side, and was about to check on Wayne, when Jake got back to his feet. He reached for Billy and started moaning.

  “Get the fuck back, man,” Billy said.

  Jake kept coming.

  “I’m serious, dude, take a step back.”

  Jake swiped at him with bloody fingernails. Billy sidestepped easily and swept Jake’s legs out from under him, dropping him to the ground.

  Before Jake could get up again, Billy grabbed another piece of handrail that had fallen from the ceiling. Gripping it like a police baton, he took up a position between Jake and the rest of us.

  “Come on, man, don’t come any closer.”

  Jake’s eyes were dead and vacant. If he heard a word Billy said, there was no recognition of it in his expression.

  His hands came up again, clutching at Billy.

  “Shit,” Billy said, and swung the piece of handrail at Jake, hitting him across the flat of his jaw.

  Metal hit bone with a sickening crunch, and Jake collapsed onto the back of a chair. Anybody else would have stayed that way, or maybe even slid to the floor, unconscious. But Jake showed no sign of pain. He straightened up immediately, his face a smashed and bleeding mess, and staggered toward Billy a second time.

  Billy took a step back, shaking his head in disbelief.

  “Do something,” Brad said. His cool, calm veneer was gone. The look on his face was positively frantic.

  I saw movement from the floor, behind Brad. It was Wayne. He had been convulsing, the same as Jake had done, but now he was rising to his feet. When he turned to face the rest of us, I saw a large flap of skin hanging from his throat like a bloody napkin.

  One of the others pulled Brad out of the way, and the next instant, Billy was standing between Wayne and Jake, the two of them closing in on him from either side.

  But Billy kept his cool. Holding the handrail like a spear, he jammed it into Jake’s chest, impaling him with it.

  A raspy gargle escaped Jake’s lips, but the enormous shaft of metal sticking through his chest didn’t slow him down at all.

  “What the hell?” Billy said.

  “They’re zombies,” said the girl from SMU. “Oh my God.”

  The word was like a peel of thunder in our midst. Jake’s imperviousness to pain; Wayne’s injuries; the moaning crowd outside; the burned people we’d seen the police shooting back at the hotel: they all made sense now. All through school, most of us had listened to those idiots who talked so gleefully about the coming zombie apocalypse and laughed at them.

  But none of us were laughing now.

  And Billy wasn’t wasting any time, either. He kicked at one of the wall speakers until it broke loose from its mounts. Then he scooped it up, lifted it two-handed over his head, and brought it down on top of Jake’s head.

  That dropped him.

  Jake collapsed in a heap and didn’t move anymore.

  By that point Wayne was al
most on top of Billy, but Billy was able to step to one side at the last instant, kick the back of Wayne’s knees, and drop him to the floor so that he could finish him with another two-handed blow to the back of the head.

  When it was done, Billy stood over the bodies of our two friends, his chest heaving like a bellows, and looked at Brad, Jim and Sandra.

  “Well,” he said, “what now?”

  §

  Over the next three days, Billy, our representative from West Point, emerged as our greatest resource. He worked tirelessly. I don’t think I saw him stop once.

  Our first problem was what to do with the bodies of Jake and Wayne. We couldn’t leave them inside, we all knew that, but it didn’t seem like there was any other way to get rid of them.

  It was Billy who proposed pushing them out the half-windows up near the overhead luggage racks. They were high enough up on the side of the train that the zombies outside couldn’t force their way in. The only trouble was, no one wanted to touch the bodies. Finally, Brad ordered Billy to do it, and the rest of us watched as he dragged the bodies of Jake and Wayne up to the window and shoved them out.

  The zombies grabbed the bodies before they’d even cleared the window and began to rip them to pieces.

  But none of us had the stomach to watch that.

  We all turned away and pretended it wasn’t happening.

  Later that afternoon, it became obvious we were going to have to do something about going to the bathroom. Pissing was no trouble for the guys. They could just go over to the door well and piss down the short flight of stairs. But the girls, and the guys who had to take a dump, couldn’t do that. Putting your back to the door where all those zombies were trying to break in was like taunting them. They pressed even harder to get in.

  Plus, there was the issue of privacy.

  Brad put Billy to work removing the seats from the floor. He used a dime to unscrew them, and once he had them loose, he hoisted them to the head of the car and arranged them like a horseshoe, like cubicle walls, so that people could do their business behind a sort of screen. The smell was bad, but it was best we could do under the circumstances.

  As night came on and we started to tire, Billy worked at prying loose the seat cushions on the few remaining chairs so that we could have pillows for our heads. I used mine as a writing desk, where I continued to scribble notes about what was said and done.

  Later still, it started to rain.

  Billy got excited, though at first none of us knew why. Then he pulled down the plastic covers from the overhead lights and slid one of them out of a luggage rack window, forming a sort of gutter to catch the rain. It trickled down inside the car, where Billy caught it in an empty water bottle.

  “We’re gonna need water,” he said to Brad. “You guys help me.”

  “Good idea,” Brad said, and though I could tell it plagued Jim and Sandra to admit it, they thought so, too.

  Brad, Jim, and Sandra ordered the rest of us to partner up and do as Billy was doing, and within a few minutes, we’d filled every container we could find.

  When we were done, Brad said, “Do you think that’s enough?”

  “For a few days, maybe,” said Billy. “Who knows? We’ll have to start conserving and rationing. And if anyone’s got any food, that’s gonna be an issue as well.”

  Once again, it was as if a peal of thunder had gone through our group. I don’t know if any of the others had already considered the food issue, but I certainly hadn’t. I looked around the car and saw a few others pulling their backpacks close to their chests.

  Outside, the zombies went on moaning, and inside, Billy kept on working.

  Sometime during the early morning, the zombies knocked down part of the door. The sudden rise in volume woke everyone, except for Billy, who had evidently never gone to sleep.

  In the dark it was hard to see what was happening, but after my eyes adjusted, I saw Billy hacking at the hands reaching through the door.

  “Bring me that chair,” Billy said to Sandra and Jim. With his chin he was gesturing at the cushionless frame of a chair at their feet. “Hurry! I need to brace this door.”

  Jim grabbed the guy next to him and pushed him toward the door. “Take it to him!”

  “Why me?” the guy said.

  “Hurry!”

  Jim could be commanding when he yelled, and the guy obeyed almost reflexively. He picked the chair up and took it to Billy. He stopped well short of the doorway, though, and held it out to Billy like he was trying to feed a rope to someone clinging to the side of a cliff. Billy managed to get a hold of it and jam it into the door well, and between the chair and the handrail he and Jake had installed the day before, the doors were secure again.

  “That’ll hold them for now,” he said. “But we’re going to need something else to make sure it holds.”

  Brad nodded.

  “Okay,” he said. “You do that. Get somebody to help you.”

  Billy looked around for a volunteer, but nobody would look him in the eyes.

  In disgust, he shook his head and went off to do it himself.

  §

  Around noon the next day, Tynice went into a diabetic seizure.

  “Somebody needs to get her a candy bar or something,” Brad said. “Who’s got a candy bar?”

  He looked around the room, his gaze finally settling on Russell Bailey, a computer programmer from UT Austin.

  “Russell, I saw a Hershey bar in your bag.”

  Russell pulled backpack tight against his chest. “I’m not giving her my food.”

  “Russell, you have to. She needs it.”

  “Well, I need it to. We’re gonna run out of food soon, and what am I gonna do then?”

  “Russell,” Brad said, “this is for the good of the group. You have a lot and she doesn’t have any. You need to give her some of yours.”

  “Bullshit,” he said. “It’s not my fault she didn’t bring what she needed. I have food in my bag because I had the foresight to put it there. If she didn’t do the same, why is that my problem?”

  “Because it’s the right thing to do.”

  “Give her some of yours, then.”

  “Russell, that’s not helpful.”

  Then Brad motioned to Billy. “Get his food. Distribute it around.”

  “Don’t,” Russell said, pleading with Billy. “Please don’t.”

  “Give me the bag, Russell,” Billy said.

  Russell shook his head, and Billy, wearing a look of grim determination, moved in to take it from him.

  §

  Over the next four days, we lost six people. Tynice and Gustavo both went into diabetic shock and died. The other four, weakened by a lack of food and no water, gradually shut down, and when we woke to the sunrise on the morning of the fifth day, they were dead. Once again Billy crushed their heads to keep them from coming back and pushed the bodies out the window. Again we all looked away as the ever-growing crowd of zombies outside ate their corpses.

  It rained later that day, and we were able to get more water, but the food shortage was becoming critical. We were down to a dozen people, all of whom were starving, and one small package of beef jerky.

  “We need to divide this up,” said Jim. “Here, I’ll do it.”

  “No you won’t,” said Brad. “We decide together.”

  “Oh that’s great,” said the girl from SMU. “And while the two of you argue about it, the rest of us starve. Just hand a piece to everybody.”

  Brad and Jim and Sandra went off to a corner of the car and talked about it. When they came back, they each had a big piece of jerky. They handed some of the smaller pieces around and told us to divide it up.

  “But there’s not enough here for any of us,” said Billy.

  “Times are hard,” Brad said. “I know. I understand. But we’ll just have to tighten our belts.”

  I got a piece and went to one side to eat it. I hadn’t had anything in more than a day and tore into it eagerly.

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nbsp; A moment later, Brad and Jim and Sandra went to Billy and whispered to him. He looked upset, but he didn’t yell. He just took his piece of jerky and tore it into three parts and gave each of them a piece. Then he went to the far side of the car and sat down. He looked utterly exhausted and used up, but he didn’t protest.

  Then they came to me. Brad asked me to give up what I had left for them.

  He said as the leaders they needed to stay sharp.

  They couldn’t afford to go hungry.

  “Can’t do it,” I said. “I’m the Press. I’m an observer. You can’t do anything that keeps me from that role.”

  They reluctantly agreed and went off to get what was left of the jerky from the others.

  §

  The next morning, Billy was dead.

  None of us had the energy to move. We were all starving, most of us were sick. And—always—there was the constant roar of the moaning crowd just outside, reminding us that we were not long for this world.

  “What are we gonna do?” asked the girl from SMU.

  “I think it’s plain what we have to do,” said Brad. He looked at Jim and Sandra, and though they didn’t want to agree with a Democrat just out of principle, they still nodded their heads in assent.

  “I don’t understand,” the girl said. “What? What are we gonna do?”

  “We have to eat,” Brad said.

  The girl looked at him, dumbfounded, not understanding.

  “Eat what?”

  Brad, with his mouth set in a harsh, grimacing frown, pointed at the body of the soldier who had done so much for all of us.

  §

  Two weeks later, there were only four of us left—Brad, Jim, Sandra, and myself.

  Sandra was not doing well.

  Actually, none of us were doing well, but she was feeling really bad. We hadn’t been able to cook any of the friends we’d eaten, and the shock of consuming all that raw, human flesh was doing terrible things to our system.