Kwon acted as promised, he left the room, and returned with a bottle of wine and a wineglass. He sat in the chair that rested in front of the bed and started to drink out of the wineglass in a relaxed manner observing the splendor that in his opinion could not be more exquisite.
The minutes seemed to be hours, but luckily the hands on the watch kept moving, and Mira was calming down. It was easier to calm down since he had already seen everything, and once everything was seen it didn’t matter as much.
The chair made a noise when he finally stood up, holding the half-filled wineglass he walked towards her, standing strategically to observe her. Looking at her he saw that her cheeks were blushed and her eyes were tear-filled. He saw her close her eyes unable to deal with his stare.
“Suffering can turn into true delight, Mira.” Mira heard him say.
Mira tossed and turned after feeling suddenly cold. She looked at that devilish man. He was pouring some of the wine over her, letting the red wine fall over her pussy. Kwon smiled arrogantly looking even more exotic.
Mira took a breath of air, swallowing a scream when she felt his mouth on her pussy, licking all the wine he had poured on her.
Oh, that definitely was not the same as touching herself.
She was only able to hold out a minute before coming, for the first time with someone else.
“I call that desperation.” Kwon stood up licking his smiling lips. “It’s fortunate that you are so aroused, because I doubt I can wait much longer.”
Mira looked at him questioning, unable to understand his words, but she finally understood everything when she saw him begin to unbutton his belt to remove his clothes.
He calmly undressed. Standing in the perfect place for her to see him, and boy did she see him. He was aroused, frightfully aroused, because when she saw him fully erect, she knew he wouldn’t easily enter her virgin pussy.
But, what could she do? She was tied up, by her hands and her feet. She was also scared but most of all she was aroused.
“Kwo…Kwon wait,” Mira said, when he placed his cock at her entrance and leaned forward to look into Mira’s eyes. “It won’t, it.”
Kwon knew instantly what she was talking about and felt even manlier because of it. It was inevitable. Of course he saw a little fear in her bright eyes, but he also saw arousal and need. Surely it was difficult for her to deal with so many emotions.
“Trust me,” He said.
Mira closed her eyes, swallowed nervously, and nodded. Deep down Mira wanted it to happen. She had wanted this for such a long time, but she would have to wait a little longer.
Kwon took a nipple in his mouth, biting it gently, once more arousing Mira’s writhing body. Then he placed his lips over Mira’s, devouring her mouth without mercy for several minutes, and only stopped when the cherry colored lips of the woman he desired were swollen.
Placing both hands on her breasts, he squeezed and massaged them gently, until she started panting with desire. Then he lowered a hand to caress her pussy. This caused an electric current to run through her body. Mira arched her back and opened her legs as much as she could.
“You know, at first it will hurt,” Kwon warned her. Of course, Mira knew this. “But then it will stop when your body gets used to it. I hope you’re ready, because I can’t wait any longer. Mira…”
Just hearing how much he wanted her pushed her over the edge. He was in the same state she was. Maybe, he needed her even more.
Mira would put up with the pain and uncomfortable feelings because she knew after all of it there would be pleasure.
Her limbs tensed when Kwon started to enter her and she was breathless. A horrible sensation made her frown, during the first few seconds Mira thought she would be torn apart, and unconsciously tightened her vaginal muscles squeezing Kwon’s cock. Unable to hold himself up Kwon fell on top of her, crushing her. He let out a growl and remained still.
“Fuck! Mira if you don’t stop squeezing me I’m going to come,” Kwon said.
“I’m…sorry.” Mira moaned.
Kwon waited a few minutes for Mira to relax, her and the vaginal muscles that squeezed him mercilessly. Both of them took a deep breath and Kwon started once again, moving painfully forward. Kwon couldn’t take his gaze off of Mira’s grey eyes. He observed her expression waiting for her to relax completely, a sign that the pain had stopped, letting them both enjoy only pleasure.
If he was sincere and speaking ill of this he would admit that his was fucking hellish. Mira caused him to have feelings that no other woman before had. She drove him crazy and made him lose all reason, almost as if she had been born just for him, perfect and irreplaceable.
Mira felt her body get used to having him inside her, and slowly the sensation transformed into something strange and marvelous. She had thought that the strange coldness was because of Kwon who played with a piece of ice, but it wasn’t, one of his hands caressed her breast and the other had moved to her butt, where he lifted her up against him.
When Kwon started to thrust fast and deep inside of her Mira thought she would be split apart. It still hurt a little, but the pain was mixed with pleasure. Mira didn’t know how she had spent so many years without experiencing something this marvelous. Her body would never forgive her. The moment came when she could no longer hold back her moans. Mira lost complete track of the time. There was only time for sensations and what her body eagerly experienced.
More, she needed more.
An orgasm came at the perfect time for them both, and though Mira tried to hold it off, it was impossible. Kwon stayed inside of her and felt how her vaginal muscles squeezed him incessantly, and it didn’t take long for Kwon to find out that she wasn’t done. That she still needed him one more time and of course he would satisfy her. She had earned it.
Kwon untied her wrists and ankles. They were slightly red from the strain of her pulling on the bindings. He kissed them, waiting for her to calm down, and when she opened her eyes they stared at him.
“Calm, down. I know,” He said, quickly.
Mira let her head fall back on the bed. Her body felt weak but the heat in her belly wanted more desperately. Finally free, she curled in on herself, writhed, and more importantly touched him driven by a torturous need.
“There will be time enough for that and I expect that I will earn a few scratches,” Kwon confessed, amused while he grabbed her to lift her up.
Kwon sat back resting his back against the headboard and easily lifted her over him as if she weighed nothing. When Mira looked at him she was smiling. Her pale skin was rosy.
She was straddling him, naked, and aroused.
Placing her knees on the bed she lifted herself up with what little strength she had, letting Kwon once again taste her breasts. The sensation was so wonderful that she wanted to experience it again and Kwon did not make her beg. She trapped his mouth with her own.
Soon Mira’s back stiffened, she was tired, but it was worth waiting. She would rest later, because right know her need was more important than even air. She was momentarily frightened when he entered her once again. There was a small pinching sensation, but that was it.
Once again Kwon placed his hands on her butt, lifting and lowering her, on top of him. At first it was frustrating trying to get the right rhythm, but she managed it. He embraced her and placed his panting mouth next to her ear. This aroused her even further causing her to come once again.
9. An Unfortunate Beginning
When she opened her eyes it was still night and the cool night air refreshed her body. The soft sheets slid over her naked flesh. With wide eyes she stared at the ceiling. Yes, she was naked, and her belly or somewhere near there hurt, maybe…
Suddenly the memories of what happened washed over her taking the cool sensation of her body and arousing her with a white hot heat. Turning her head slowly she saw a body next to her. Al
so as naked as she was and she could see the muscles of his back while he breathed calmly.
Kwon.
Only a few hours earlier they had lain down. It was so surreal that half-asleep she thought she had dreamed it all. With one finger she touched his back. His skin was as soft as a woman’s skin. While she observed him, her mind raced. She was no longer a virgin. She felt strange thinking about it… she never thought something in her would change after having that experience. And now, what would she do? Mira bit her lip nervously and her heart began to beat so loudly she thought it would wake him.
Maybe I should leave, Mira thought sighing while she looked around for her clothes, it’s crazy but I have this sudden urge to write. The events of the day had opened a door that had been previously closed in her mind. The sensation and memories created dozens of scenes that she would be able to describe using her own memories as a main source. Finally, she decided to return to her own apartment, she was in a hurry. She was so inspired that she would have written even on the white wall of this room. She left half-naked, thank God that only they lived on this floor and no one came up at this hour of the night.
Without wasting time she sat in front of her desktop computer and let her inspiration take control of that perverse demon. Incredible, marvelous, and exceptional…the scenes flowed all by themselves. Her fingers moved with such agility that in less than an hour she had changed all of the erotic scenes in the book. When she finished she re-read it and was happy when the scenes aroused her, something that she had hoped for and it brought back memories of her time spent with Kwon.
Self-satisfaction filled every pore of her body, and the best thing was that she had enough time to make the novel better and increase the length. At last luck was on her side.
Although, Mira continued to feel a slight discomfort, she took a shower in the middle of the day and decided that she would do something for herself. Mira decided that she would go out to eat downtown. She had more than earned it. It had been such a long time since she felt so happy, that she had forgotten how it felt.
It wasn’t the first time that Mira entered an expensive, luxurious restaurant. Amanda tended to invite her out to eat at least once a month. Since the publishing house had grown so much Amanda tended to use expensive restaurants to meet with her clients.
However, this time they treated her especially well. The waiter had a pleasing smile, dark hair, and blue eyes that seemed to kiss the ground that Mira walked on. She felt a little surprised and somewhat scared by the strange situation. She didn’t know what to think.
When he showed her to her table he even helped her to sit by holding her hand. When he turned to get some wine, she left the choice up to him. Mira turned to watch his back and arched an eyebrow completely confused. She shook her head, deciding that she was being paranoid. He wasn’t trying to act especially nice because he was interested in her. Sighing she bent her head to read the menu. The out of this world prices would have scared her before she had accomplished a measure of success.
“Miss,” Mira heard the waiter as he showed her the bottle of wine. “I think this will suit your needs, sweet, daring, and delicious.” He winked at her while he smiled a mischievous smile.
“Ah, I don’t know anything about wines,” She admitted, with a certain degree of discomfort. “I suppose it will do.”
“Perfect. Have you chosen something from the menu or do you want me to come back later? Maybe, you’re waiting for someone…”
“No, I’m not waiting for anyone,” Mira responded, trying to avoid thinking that he sounded strange. “I’d like a salad and the seafood special.”
“Very good, I’ll be back in a moment.”
“Thank you.”
The tension left her body once she was alone. The dark hidden corner that she had chosen to sit in was good protection. Although, it seemed no protection from the waiter. He was handsome. Why was he flirting with her? She wasn’t and had never been a popular girl and the dress that she wore was nothing special.
She asked herself a bit embarrassed if having slept with Kwon had changed something in her. Didn’t people say that a woman looked better…?
Foolishness, she thought, smiling and shaking her head.
The waiter arrived with her order after several minutes. She thanked him hoping that he would go away, because eating while being observed by a stranger was very uncomfortable.
While she finished her salad, the loud laughter of a woman caught her attention. Her laughter seemed full of life. Curiously, she looked out from the strategically placed plant on the side and saw her. She was the most beautiful woman that Mira had ever seen. Her cherry colored lips invited you to bite them and her dark eyes seemed to pull you in. She must be a super model. Inevitably, Mira looked at her reflection on the small mirror hanging on the wall. She felt a little ridiculous comparing herself with the woman on the other side of the plant. It was like putting a cactus next to a beautiful red rose.
Everyone is how they are, she reminded herself smiling, and although I’m not half as attractive as her, someone has desired me in the same way…
She tried to cheer herself up and increase her confidence, but she fell short as she suddenly heard something familiar that brought back memories and those memories interfered with her trying to cheer herself up. Once again she looked in between the plants leaves and saw the perfect profile of a man, a profile that she would know even in the dark. Kwon was there, eating with the woman and holding her hand while smiling in a manner that she had never seen before, with affection and tenderness, something that he would never show her.
It hurt, hurt as if someone had stabbed her.
He… he was only teaching me things. The thought came so suddenly that she realized that her mind was trying to minimize the pain that was slowly killing her.
He only had sex with you, that’s all, there’s nothing more. It was only a one night stand so that you could write a book. Her mind reminded her.
Mira felt her heart beat out of control while her nerves increased and catching her breath was difficult. She felt like she was choking. As if a hand was tightening around her throat. He had been her first, nothing more, they weren’t boyfriend and girlfriend. They weren’t even friends. Still, she hadn’t thought seeing Kwon with someone else would hurt so much. In fact, it had never hurt when she had been previously rejected, but this had just torn her apart.
What if she is only a friend? She asked herself.
Mira sighed and tried to stop her eyes from continuing to tear up. She tried to keep calm and after a few minutes looked through the plant once again. They had stood up after finishing their meal and hugged in an intimate manner that punched Mira in the gut. Although, it hurt her, she couldn’t stop looking. Maybe, deep down she was trying to punish herself for being an idiot. She’d fallen in love with the grey eyed bastard.
Mira sat back in her seat and looked at the uneaten seafood special then lifted her eyes to the roof trying to stop the tears from coming out. A restaurant was not the best place to start crying. There was no solitude where she could let all her emotion free.
One chance encounter had caused so many bad feelings.
Mira asked for the check and left the restaurant with a sigh almost running in the direction of her apartment building. The second she closed the door of her apartment behind her, the purse fell from her hands and she fell to her knees, unable to keep standing.
Why did it hurt so much?
Kwon isn’t made to love one woman. Deep down, you knew that, stupid. And even if he did love one woman, why would it be you? You’re a simpleton.
Mira hugged herself, letting everything out would be good for her mental health. Purifying herself was necessary almost as if she had been exposed to harmful bacteria.
10. Goodbye
The doorbell and the telephone rang several times, but she didn’t feel like talking to anyo
ne. She didn’t know how to deal with Kwon. The only thing that was clear in her mind was that she had to cut all ties with him immediately, because she knew that if she didn’t her feelings would keep growing until they crushed her or she did something crazy.
“I have everything that I need to finish,” Mira said, standing up. She was determined to complete her book.
After finishing jotting down the information using her own experiences the doorbell rang once again, but this time it kept ringing for a prolonged amount of time. Mira looked through the peep hole thinking it could be a delivery. Kwon was standing there and his face showed just how he felt at being ignored, something that was surely a new experience for him. However, no matter how much she wanted to open the door and scream at him about the beautiful woman, she couldn’t open the door. She was going to use the rest of the day to disinfect herself, clean her body, clean the apartment and anything else that would stop her from losing her mind.
The worst was finding out that it was her fault. She let herself be swept up, let her emotions run wild, like a wild horse.
People don’t fall in love after sleeping together for the first time, Mira told herself while she sighed and drank a glass of wine, except the idiot sitting here.
“I don’t even know how I got to this point. It doesn’t make sense.” Mira lifted the wineglass and looked at the contents, which brought back bad memories.
The small fact that for the first time she felt desired and loved were what led her to this. She was sure of it.
That night after making sure that Kwon wasn’t home she stealthily left a note on his door, hoping that it would solve her problem.
I have all the information that I needed.
I will be eternally indebted and grateful,
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