One with You (Crossfire #5)

by Sylvia Day

  Because she was obviously paying attention to me. Not just my relationship with Gideon, but all my relationships. She was following the gossip. Why?

  “I don’t have plans to attend any of the Fashion Week shows,” I replied carefully.

  Her smile faded but her eyes lit up, putting me further on edge. “That’s a shame. I thought we might go together.”

  I still couldn’t get a read on her, which was driving me a little nuts. She’d seemed nice enough when I met her the first time, but then she had been quiet, letting her husband and the rest of the LanCorp team do all the talking. Would she say outright that her husband had a hatred for mine? Neither she nor Landon had given me any clue there was animosity with Gideon. But then again, it wasn’t something that would come up during a request-for-proposal meeting.

  Or maybe she didn’t know …? Maybe Landon’s drive for vengeance was something he kept to himself.

  “Not this time,” I said. I deliberately kept the door open because I might be able to use it. She could be as clueless and innocuous as she seemed or she could be more cunning. Either way, I wouldn’t be making friends with anyone whose husband wished Gideon harm, but Keep your enemies closer was an adage for a reason.

  She dried her hands quickly and walked with me the rest of the way to the exit. “Maybe some other time.”

  After the relative quiet of the bathroom, the restaurant was boisterous and noisy, filled with the sounds of voices and clinking silverware atop background music.

  We’d just stepped out of the hallway into the main dining room when Ryan Landon climbed out of his booth and stood in front of us. There really wasn’t a bad seat in the house, but Landon’s wasn’t great. Had Gideon known he would be dining at Tableau One? I wouldn’t be surprised. After all, my husband had once tracked me down via a credit card I used at one of his nightclubs.

  Landon was tall, though not as tall as Gideon. Six feet, maybe, with wavy brown hair and eyes the color of amber. He was alpha-fit and attractive, with an easy smile and quick laugh. I’d found him charming when I met him and attentive to his wife.

  “Eva,” he said in greeting, his gaze briefly sliding past me to where his wife stood at my back. “What a pleasant surprise.”

  “Hello, Ryan.” I wished I could’ve caught the look that passed between them. If they were colluding against me, I really needed to know.

  “I was just talking about you earlier today. Heard that you’ve left Waters Field and Leaman.”

  The warning tingles that hit me in the bathroom intensified. I wasn’t prepared to play these dangerous social games. Gideon had the skill to take on anyone—hell, he ruled the playing field—but I didn’t. It took a lot of effort not to look over and see if he was watching us.

  On new ground, I winged it. “I miss it already, but then Gideon and I are attached to Mark.”

  “Yes, I’ve heard great things about him.”

  “He really knows his stuff. It was while Mark was working on the Kingsman Vodka campaign that I met Gideon.”

  Landon’s brows shot up. “I wouldn’t have guessed that.”

  I smiled. “You’re in great hands. Mark is the best. I’d be more sad about leaving if I didn’t know that we’ll be working with him again.”

  He visibly regrouped. “Well … We’ve decided to let LanCorp’s in-house team run with it. They really felt like they could knock it out of the park and since that’s what I hired them to do, I figured I better let them do it.”

  “Ah. I look forward to seeing what they come up with.” I took a step away. “It was great seeing you both again. Enjoy your lunch.”

  They wished me good-bye and I turned toward my table, noting that Gideon was deep in conversation with the board members. I thought he wasn’t aware of me approaching, but he stood just before I reached the table without even looking.

  We said farewell and left the restaurant, with Gideon’s hand at the small of my back. I loved when he touched me there, the pressure steady and guiding. Possessive.

  Angus waited at the curb with the Bentley. So did the paparazzi, who took the opportunity to get plenty of shots of us. It was a relief to settle in the backseat and blend into traffic.

  “Eva.”

  The rough timbre of Gideon’s voice sent goose bumps racing across my skin. I glanced at him, saw the fire in his eyes. Then his hands were cupping my face and his lips were slanting across mine. I gasped, startled by his sudden hunger. His tongue stroked deep into my mouth, stirring the need for him that always simmered in my blood.

  “You’re beautiful,” he said, his hands pushing into my hair. “You’re always changing. I never know who I’m going to have from one day to the next.”

  I laughed, leaning into him and kissing him back with everything I had. I adored the feel of his mouth, the sensual lines softened from their usual sternness when he surrendered to me, making him even more gorgeous. “Gotta keep you on your toes, ace.”

  Gideon pulled me into his lap, his hands sliding all over me. “I want you.”

  “I should hope so,” I whispered, tracing his bottom lip with the tip of my tongue. “You’re stuck with me for life.”

  “Not long enough.” Tilting his head, he took my mouth again, his hand at my nape holding me still as he licked strong and quick. Like fucking. I felt the brush of his tongue everywhere.

  I squirmed, achingly aware of Angus. “Gideon.”

  “Let’s go to the penthouse,” he breathed, as tempting as the devil. His cock was hard against my buttocks, teasing me with the promise of sex and sin and pleasure too great to bear.

  “You have a meeting,” I panted.

  “Fuck the meeting.”

  I bit back another laugh and hugged him, pressing my nose in the crook of his neck to breathe him in. He smelled amazing, as he always did. Gideon didn’t wear cologne. There was just the clean, primal smell of his skin and faint traces of the body wash he preferred.

  “I love the way you smell,” I told him softly, nuzzling against him. He was so warm, his body so hot and hard, pulsing with life and energy and power. “There’s something about it. It touches something inside me. It’s one of the things that tells me you’re mine.”

  He growled. “I’m so fucking hard,” he said, his lips to my ear. He nipped my lobe, punishing me for his lust with a small bite of pain.

  “I’m so fucking wet,” I whispered back. “You made me so happy today.”

  His chest expanded on an unsteady breath, his hands running up and down my back. “Good.”

  I pulled back, watching as he steadied himself. He so rarely lost control. It was thrilling I could do that to him. Even more thrilling to know he’d been riding that edge since I first showed up and he hadn’t shown any outward clue to the others. His restraint was a major turn-on for me.

  My fingertips brushed over his striking face. “Thank you. It’s not enough for what you gave me today, but thank you.”

  His eyes closed. He leaned his forehead against mine. “You’re welcome.”

  “I’m glad you like my hair.”

  “I like when you feel confident and sexy.”

  I rubbed my nose against his, my love for him filling me until there was no room for anything else. “What if I need purple hair to feel that way?”

  His mouth curved. “Then I’ll be fucking a purple-haired wife.” His hand covered my heart—and took the opportunity to squeeze my breast. “As long as the inside remains the same, the rest is just wrapping.”

  I thought about telling him he was straying perilously close to being romantic but decided to keep that to myself.

  “Did you see the Landons?” I asked instead.

  Gideon pulled back. “They talked to you.”

  My eyes narrowed. “You knew they’d be there, didn’t you?”

  “It wasn’t a surprise.”

  “You’re so good at being cagey,” I complained. “All you guys are. I couldn’t figure out if Angela Landon was yanking my chain when she asked to at
tend the Grey Isles Fashion Week show with me or if she was serious.”

  “Maybe a little of both. What did you say?”

  “That I’m not going.” I kissed him, then squirmed back onto my own seat. He resisted, but let me go. “Corinne would’ve known how to manage her.” I sighed. “Probably Magdalene, too. Certainly my mom.”

  “You did fine. What about Landon?”

  My lips pursed. “How tightly do you have Mark locked in?”

  He gave me a quizzical look. “What did you do?”

  “I mentioned we have a strong connection with Mark, since you and I met while you were working with him. I said we look forward to working with him in the future.”

  “You want to see if Landon will offer Mark a job.”

  “I’m curious to see how far Landon will go, yes. I’m not worried about Mark. He’s loyal and while he doesn’t know the particulars, he knows LanCorp is part of the reason I quit. Plus, he’s got an in with the head honcho at Cross Industries. He’d just be a drone at LanCorp. He’s not stupid.”

  Gideon settled back in his seat. If I didn’t know him so well, I might have thought he was just getting comfortable. “And you want to see if I was straight with you about Landon’s motives.”

  “No.” I set my hand on his thigh and felt the tension there. Both of his parents had let him down. I knew there was a part of Gideon that invariably expected everyone else to do the same. “I believe you. I believed you when you told me. Your word is all the proof I’ll ever need.”

  He looked at me for a long minute, then squeezed my hand. Hard. “Thank you.”

  “But maybe you felt the need to prove it to me?” I asked gently. “You find out Landon’s got a reservation. You want to introduce me to the Crossroads board. Meeting at Tableau One accomplishes two things if I run into Landon while I’m there. Although there was a lot left to faith for that to happen.”

  “Not if he’s seated by the bathrooms.”

  “Maybe I wouldn’t have gone to the bathroom.”

  Gideon shot me a look.

  “It wasn’t a foregone conclusion,” I argued.

  “You’re a woman,” he countered, as if that answered everything.

  My eyes narrowed. “Sometimes I just want to smack you.”

  “I can’t help being right.”

  “You’re deflecting.”

  His lips tightened for a moment. “You left me because of him. I needed you to see him again after that.”

  “That’s not entirely accurate, but okay. I see what you were after.” A little frustrated, I pushed my new bangs out of my face. “I still couldn’t get a sense of them, though. He’s a little easier to read than his wife, but they both play sincere very well. And they’re a team.”

  “You and I are a team.”

  “We’re getting there. I need to learn how to hold up my end better.”

  “I have no complaints.”

  I smiled. “I didn’t fuck up, which isn’t the same as doing a good job.”

  His fingers brushed my cheek. “I wouldn’t care if you fucked it up, although I’m sure your definition of what that would be is very different from mine. I wouldn’t care if you have green hair or purple hair or whatever color you choose, although I’ll say I like it blond. You’re what I want.”

  Turning my head, I kissed his palm. “Angela looks like Corinne.”

  He huffed out a surprised laugh. “No, she does not.”

  “Oh my God, she totally does! I mean, not like twins or anything. But the hair and the body type.”

  Gideon shook his head. “No.”

  “Do you think Landon went for someone who looks like your ideal woman?”

  “I think your imagination is running away with you.” He put his fingers over my lips when I would’ve said more. “And if not, he got it wrong, so the point is moot.”

  I wrinkled my nose at him. My clutch vibrated next to my thigh and I reached for it, pulling my phone out.

  There was a text from Raúl. She’s at work.

  I glanced at Gideon and found him watching me.

  “I asked Raúl to track down Anne today,” I told him.

  He muttered something under his breath. “You’re damned stubborn,” he bit out.

  “As you pointed out, I feel confident and sexy.” I blew him a kiss. “It’s a good day to say hi.”

  His eyes lifted to the rearview mirror. Angus met his gaze and something passed between them. Then my husband turned his brilliantly blue gaze back to me. “You’ll do whatever Angus says. If he doesn’t think it’s a good idea when the time comes, you back off. Understood?”

  It took me a beat to reply, because I’d expected more pushback. “Okay.”

  “And you’ll come to the penthouse tonight for dinner.”

  “When did this become a negotiation?”

  He just looked at me, implacable and unwavering.

  “I told Cary I’d take him out to dinner, ace. He’s been making calls for me today while I’ve been with you. You’re welcome to come along.”

  “No, thanks. Come over afterward.”

  “Will you behave?”

  His eyes sparkled with mischief. “Only if you do.”

  I figured if he could have a sense of humor about it, we were making progress. “Deal.”

  We pulled up in front of the Crossfire and Gideon straightened, preparing to get out. As Angus rounded the car to open the door, I leaned forward and offered my mouth. Cupping my face in both hands, Gideon kissed me, his lips firm and possessive. Unlike the melt-my-panties kiss he’d given me when we left Tableau One, this one was sweeter. And thorough.

  I was breathless when he pulled away.

  He studied me a moment, then gave a satisfied nod. “Call my cell as soon as you’re done.”

  “What if you’re—”

  “Call me.”

  “All right.”

  Gideon slid out of the back of the Bentley and strode into the Crossfire.

  I watched him until I couldn’t see him anymore, remembering the first day we met. I’d been inside the lobby then and he’d come back for me. I kept that in mind, knowing it was senseless to feel bereft now, but it was never easy watching him walk away. That was one of my many flaws and something I would have to get over.

  I miss you already, I texted to him.

  His reply was quick. I’m glad, angel mine.

  I was laughing as Angus slid in behind the wheel. He looked at me through the rearview mirror. “Where to?”

  “Wherever Anne Lucas works.”

  “She may be working for hours yet.”

  “I figured. I’ve got a few things I can handle while I wait. If I run out of things to do, we’ll try again some other time.”

  “Got it.” He started the Bentley and took off.

  I called Cary.

  “Hey,” he answered. “How was lunch?”

  “It was good.” I caught him up.

  “Eventful,” he said when I finished. “Can’t say I get the whole Landon thing, but then I don’t understand much of what goes on with your old man. Is there anyone not pissed off at him?”

  “Me.”

  “Right, but you’re not banging him.”

  “Cary, I’m going to kill you, I swear.”

  His low chuckle rippled over the line. “I got in touch with Blaire. He said he can meet you at the penthouse tomorrow if you like. Just text him a window of time and he’ll see what he can do.”

  “Sweet. How about Kristin?”

  “Getting to that, baby girl. She’s in the office all day today, so you can call her anytime. Or drop her an e-mail, if that’s easier. She’s champing at the bit to talk to you.”

  “I’ll call her. You figure out where we’re going to dinner yet?”

  “I feel like Asian. Chinese, Japanese, Thai … something like that.”

  “Well, all right, then. Asian it is.” I leaned my head back against the seat. “Thanks, Cary.”

  “Happy to help. When are you comi
ng home?”

  “Not sure yet. I’ve got one more thing to do, then I’ll head back.”

  “I’ll see you then.”

  I killed the call as Angus slid into a spot by the curb.

  “That’s her office across the street,” he explained, directing my attention to the brick-faced building on my side. It had several stories and a small, neat lobby visible through glass doors.

  I checked it out briefly, imagining her inside with a patient, someone who was baring their most personal secrets without knowing who they were really talking to. That was the way it worked. The mental health professional we trusted knew everything about us, while we only knew what we could discern from photos on desks and degrees on walls.

  Scrolling through my contacts, I found Kristin’s number and called her office. Her assistant put me through straightaway.

  “Hi, Eva. I had you on my list to call, but your friend beat me to it. I’ve been trying to reach you for a few days now, actually.”

  “I know. I’m sorry about that.”

  “No problem. I saw the pictures of you and Cross at the beach. I don’t blame you for not calling back. We do need to get together, though, and nail down some details.”

  “September twenty-second is the date.”

  There was a pause. “Okay. Wow.”

  I winced, knowing I was asking a lot on incredibly short notice. And that it was going to cost a pretty penny to get it done in time. “I’ve decided my mom’s right about the white, cream, and gold palette, so let’s run with that. I’d like small accents of red. For example, I’ll have a neutral bouquet, but my jewelry will be rubies.”

  “Ooh. Let me think. Maybe red damask skirts beneath white tablecloths …? Or Murano glass chargers under crystal plates … I’ll pull together some options.” She blew out her breath. “I really have to see the location.”

  “I can arrange for a flight down. When can you go?”

  “As soon as possible,” Kristen said briskly. “I’m tied up tomorrow evening, but the morning would work.”

  “I’ll work it out and send you the details.”

  “I’ll keep an eye out for it. Eva … do you have your dress?”

  “Uh … no.”