Gansett Island Boxed Set, Books 1-16

by Force, Marie

  Grant wanted to tell her to stop. He wanted to tell her he’d heard enough, but he needed to know what’d happened so he could try to get her the help she needed so badly.

  As if she was willing away the tears, she closed her eyes and took a deep breath. “When Charlie asked me if it’d happened before, I lied. I pretended to be as surprised as he was.”

  “Because you were afraid he’d leave,” Grant said.

  Nodding, she said, “Once again, I did what was best for me.”

  “You were a kid, and he made you feel safe for the first time in your life. No one could fault you for wanting to protect that.”

  “I can fault myself. He’s been in hell almost since the day he met us, and I could’ve prevented that.”

  “I hate that you blame yourself.”

  She shrugged. “Can’t help it.”

  “Did she get loaded again?”

  “Yep,” she said with a sigh. “As always, she fell hard. It didn’t take him long to realize that she was a drunk and a junkie, and I was a liar.”

  “I’m sure he understood why you lied to him.”

  “We’ve never talked about that. I’d like to think he gets it, but I don’t know.”

  “How did he end up taking you from her?”

  “He came home and found her beating me,” she said in a matter-of-fact tone that chilled Grant to his bones. “She was screaming and pounding on me with her fists. He pulled her off me and picked me right up off the floor. I was more or less out of it by then. When I came to, we were in a motel room. He’d cleaned up my cuts and tucked me into bed.” She paused, seeming to collect her thoughts. “I wanted to ask him what’d happened, but my mouth was cut and swollen. It hurt to talk.”

  “Jesus,” Grant whispered, wanting to commit violence on the woman who’d hurt her so badly.

  “Charlie was sitting by the window, staring out into the darkness. There was this orange sign in the parking lot. I can still see him outlined in an orange glow as he probably tried to figure out what the hell we were going to do next. The next time I woke up, the police where there, and they were arresting him.” Her voice caught on a sob. “The bitch had reported me kidnapped and told them he’d been sexually abusing me the whole time we lived together.”

  Grant was afraid to say a word for fear of scaring her with his anger. He’d never heard anything so outrageous in his life.

  “Because my clothes had been bloody and ruined, he’d put me to bed in just my underwear. I was black and blue and swollen and mostly naked. With hindsight and adult maturity, I can see that it looked really bad. I kept telling them he’d never laid a finger on me, but I they didn’t believe me. They took me to the hospital, subjected me to a rape kit.” Her slim frame trembled as a shudder rippled through her. “It was the worst thing I’ve ever been through.”

  Grant hugged her tighter and pressed a kiss to her forehead. “I’m so sorry, honey. I wish there was something I could say that wouldn’t sound stupid and insignificant.” His eyes burned with unshed tears over what she’d endured.

  Using her sleeve, she wiped the dampness from her face. “That was just the beginning of the nightmare. The day before, my friend had been trying to teach me how to ride her bike.”

  Grant had a flash of Big Mac teaching each of them to ride a bike when they were six or seven, running through the marina parking lot after them, laughing and yelling his encouragement. How lucky they’d been, and they hadn’t even known it.

  “I’d fallen on the bike and had bruises on my upper thigh and… And…”

  “The bruises cemented their case,” he said for her.

  She nodded. “No one would listen. I felt like I was screaming at the top of my lungs, and no one could hear me. I told every police officer, lawyer, social worker and doctor that he never touched me. I offered to take a lie-detector test, to swear on a stack of Bibles. Didn’t matter. Every one of them patted me on the head like I was a stupid baby who didn’t know whether or not she’d been raped. No one listened.”

  “I’m listening. I believe you. I believe you, Stephanie.”

  Leaning her head on his shoulder, she looked up at him with big trusting eyes that slayed him. “That helps. Thank you.”

  “What about your mother? When did you see her again?”

  Her expression darkened at the mention of her mother. “She showed up at the hospital and gave an Oscar-worthy performance with tears of gratitude that her baby had been found safe and maybe not so sound, but alive. She was calling Charlie every name in the book and going on about how a child predator had been taken off the streets. Of course, for once, she was stone-cold sober. I found out much later that he’d recently threatened to divorce her and file for custody of me if she didn’t go to rehab. She was out for revenge, and she got it. Boy, did she get it.”

  Grant linked his fingers with hers, wanting to comfort her in any way he could.

  “Things happened really fast after that. Charlie was charged with kidnapping, sexual assault of a minor and a bunch of other felonies. Nothing he or I said or did made a bit of difference. I felt like was I drowning for months, forced to live with my mother in the house Charlie had bought for us with all his things around. His planet models and the fish tank and the ant farm he got me for Christmas.” A sob broke loose, and she began to cry.

  All Grant could do was hold her and let her get it out.

  After a long while, she finally settled, and he wondered if she’d fallen asleep. He sort of hoped she had. If her story was unbearable to listen to, he could only imagine how it must hurt her to relive it.

  “I’m sorry,” she said, resting a hand on a damp patch her tears had left on his shirt. “The ant farm gets me every time.”

  Moved by her attempt at humor in the midst of such darkness, Grant ran a soothing hand up and down her back. “Please don’t apologize.”

  “What you must be thinking. . .”

  “God, Stephanie. I’m in awe of all you went through and the strength it’s taken for you to keep fighting for him all these years.”

  “I’ll never stop fighting for him.”

  “I’ll help you. We’ll figure something out. I promise.”

  “I appreciate that you want to help, but don’t get your hopes up. I’ve learned that nothing good comes of that.”

  Grant refused to believe there wasn’t something he could do to help. He had things she didn’t—money and connections. He’d use every dime and every contact he had to get her out of this nightmare if that was what it took.

  “Where’s your mother now?” he asked.

  “She overdosed six weeks after the so-called kidnapping—without ever telling the truth about what really happened. They put me in foster care, forced me to testify against my stepfather, threw him in jail and left me to fend for myself in the system. The day I turned eighteen was the first time I saw him after I testified at his trial. It’d been four years by then. I went to see him in prison and was shocked by the change in him. He’d become this hardened, bitter man who I barely recognized. He told me to go away, get on with my life and forget about him. I said that wasn’t going to happen, and he’d better get used to seeing me because I planned to go back again the next week.”

  As she spoke, the devastation seemed to leave her, and determination took hold. “That’s what I did. It took three months for him to say another word to me, and he again told me to go away and leave him alone. I talked to him for the full hour every week. I told him everything that’d happened since I last saw him, I talked about the case, about the lawyer I was going to hire as soon as I had the money. I pretended like I didn’t care that he never said a word to me in return. I took it as a good sign that he tolerated my visits.”

  “He probably lived for them.”

  “Maybe,” she said with a shrug. “He didn’t have much family of his own, and his friends had deserted him after he was charged. I was all he had. I still am. Anyway, it took a year, but I was able to hire an attorney—the fir
st of many. Some of them took my money and never returned my calls. Others said they’d look into the matter and reported back there was nothing they could do. It was a constant battle. This new guy seems different. I guess we’ll see.”

  Grant’s mind raced with scenarios and plans and ideas about things he could do to bring attention to her plight. “You said you saw Song of Solomon,” Grant said, referring to his Academy-Award winning screenplay.

  “Three times. I loved it.”

  Pleased by her praise, he said, “A story about a death-row inmate must’ve struck close to home for you.”

  “Far too close, but the ending… When the DNA exonerated Solomon. It gave me hope, you know?”

  Grant nodded. “I did a lot of research on death-penalty cases, met with high-profile attorneys and became a quasi-lawyer myself. Have you heard of Daniel Torrington?”

  “Of course I have. He’s only the top defense attorney in the country. Who hasn’t heard of him?”

  “He’s a friend of mine.”

  She sat up straight and sucked in a sharp deep breath. “Are you kidding me?”

  “No,” he said, chuckling at her reaction. “I’m not kidding. How about I give him a call tomorrow and see what he has to say about all this?”

  “God, Grant. My heart is pounding.” She brought their joined hands to her chest. “Do you feel it?”

  He flattened his hand over her heart, and for the first time since she settled on his lap, his libido woke up and took notice. “Yeah.”

  “I’m afraid to hope.”

  “Don’t be afraid,” he said, moving his hand to her face. He bent his head to kiss her. “Whatever happens, you’re not alone in this anymore.”

  “It’s not just Charlie and the case. It’s you, too.” She reached up to comb her fingers through his hair. “You make me want things I’ve never wanted before.”

  “Don’t be afraid of that either.”

  Her brows knitted with aggravation. “What about Abby?”

  “Who?” he asked, kissing her again.

  “Grant…”

  “I’m not thinking of anyone but you, Stephanie. Only you.”

  Chapter 17

  With his lips still fused to hers, Grant stood and carried her to the bedroom. “You have to be exhausted.”

  Stephanie kept her arms linked around his neck and drew him down with her onto the bed. “Not completely,” she said, infusing her tone with a dash of coyness. Her heart beat fast as she waited in the pitch-dark to see what he would do.

  “Hold that thought.” He left her with a kiss and got up to light the candles on the bedside table. As he tugged off his shirt, he kept his gaze fixed on her. Leaving his jeans on, he stretched out next to her and propped his head on his hand. With his free hand, he reached for her.

  Stephanie turned into him, absorbing his appealingly familiar scent and the soft brush of his chest hair against her face. He’d given her so much by listening to her story and providing the perfect amount of outrage. “I’ve never told anyone all of it before.”

  “I’m honored that you told me.”

  As she focused her lips on his collarbone, his hand ventured under her sweater.

  “Your skin is so soft. It’s like silk.”

  “It’s the one good thing I got from my mother.”

  He pushed her sweater up as he explored her back.

  Stephanie took the hint and pulled it off.

  “I love that you don’t believe in bras,” he said as he dipped his head to lave at her nipple.

  She arched into him, grasping a handful of his dark hair. “I don’t have much need for them.”

  “You’ve got more than enough to make me happy.”

  She smiled at the compliment as she watched him feast upon her small breasts. “Feels good,” she said, squirming against him, looking for more.

  He raised his head to focus on her lips. “I want to make you forget,” he said between kisses. “Just for a little while. Will you let me?”

  Stephanie’s heart ached in her chest as she stared at his arrestingly handsome face. God, I’ve gone and done it. I love him.

  “Steph? Are you okay?”

  Biting back the swell of panic that seized her, she said, “Make me forget.”

  His sweet kisses became hot and ravenous. His tongue was persuasive as it dueled with hers.

  The realization that she loved him made everything about this more than it had been before. This is love, she thought, astounded to think that only a couple of hours ago, she’d been convinced that one more night with him would be enough. Now it was clear that a lifetime of nights with him wouldn’t be enough.

  He broke the kiss and gazed down at her, an odd combination of befuddlement and desire in his expression. Something had changed for him, too, and he clearly had no idea what to make of it, which provided her a measure of comfort.

  Stephanie placed her hands on his face and urged him into another carnal kiss. She was under no illusions that their relationship would last beyond the end of summer, so she was determined to enjoy every minute they had together before they went their separate ways.

  She pulled on the button to his jeans until it gave way and then pushed her hand into his boxers.

  He let out a gasp when her fingers encircled his erection. She loved listening to him moan with pleasure as she stroked him.

  The next thing she knew, he’d removed their jeans and was rolling on a condom. “Turn over,” he said.

  “Why?”

  “Just do it.”

  His insistent tone stirred a flurry of nerves in her belly as she did what he requested.

  His hands traveled from her shoulders to her hips and then back up as he used his knees to push her legs farther apart. He brought his hands to her bottom, kneading and caressing until she was half-crazy with desire.

  “Grant…”

  “What, honey?”

  She lifted her backside into his embrace. “Now.”

  “Patience.”

  “I don’t have any.”

  Laughing, he bent his head and bit her left cheek—hard.

  Stephanie cried out as an orgasm took her by surprise, rocketing through her in a streak of heat and energy. When she came back down from the high, she discovered her hands were gripping the sheets, and he had positioned her on her knees to receive him. The blunt head of his cock nudged at her sensitive opening, teasing and tempting.

  She pushed back, urging him to take her, but he wouldn’t be rushed.

  By the time he finally slid into her from behind, he had her hovering on the brink of yet another release. He squeezed her ass so hard she was certain there’d be bruises, not that she cared. She was glad he couldn’t see her face, so he wouldn’t know that he’d undone her defenses.

  He suddenly withdrew from her. “Turn over,” he said, his voice husky.

  Even though she was wary of showing him too much, she did as he asked.

  He slid his hands under her and held her close to him. “Hold on to me,” he said, kissing her softly as he entered her again. “I’ve got you.”

  Overwhelmed by the way he looked at her as well as his sweet words, Stephanie wrapped her arms around his neck and held on tight.

  “That’s it,” he said. “You can count on me, Steph. I won’t let you down.”

  Did he have any idea how much those words meant to her? She bit her lip to keep from bawling her head off and buried her face in the curve of his neck. The scent of plain old soap had never been so appealing.

  As she tasted his skin, he picked up the pace.

  “Come for me, baby.” He slipped a hand between them to coax her.

  The instant his finger made contact with her clit, she erupted with a scream that was met with barking from the dogs across the hall.

  Grant laughed his way through his own climax and collapsed on top of her.

  “The natives are restless,” Stephanie said, running a hand over his back. His hair was soft against her face, his whiskers ro
ugh against her chest. She wanted to keep him right there forever. But then she remembered that while he’d been kind and loving to her, he wasn’t hers to keep. With self-preservation in mind, she released her tight hold on him.

  Rather than roll off her as she’d expected, he kissed his way down the front of her, reigniting the insatiable desire.

  “Grant…”

  “Shh,” he said, focusing on her belly.

  Helpless to resist him, Stephanie let her hands fall to her sides and gave herself over to him, hoping she’d find the wherewithal to let him go when the time came.

  * * *

  Owen couldn’t remember when he’d last enjoyed a rainy day so much. Coffee had turned into soup and then a spirited game of Monopoly in which he’d lost his shirt to the deceptively shrewd Laura McCarthy. He’d gotten a kick out of watching her elation as she collected an obscene number of hotels and houses while racking up a huge chunk of cash. Earlier in the day, they’d spent a few hours cleaning the manager’s apartment she would occupy on the third floor, and he’d helped her move her belongings there from her aunt and uncle’s house.

  “That’s it,” Owen said, tossing his last five dollars onto the board. “You’ve bankrupted me and crushed my spirit. I’m a shell of my former self.”

  She hooted with laughter. “You can’t fool me. I know you’ve got all that money stashed away from skipping the married-with-children phase.”

  “I never should’ve told you that.”

  “No, you shouldn’t have. I’ll use it against you forever.”

  “Promise?” he asked with a flirtatious grin that made her blush. While her cousin Janey was petite and adorable, Laura was all cool, blonde beauty with an inner warmth that saved her from being untouchable.