Resisting the Bad Boy - A Standalone Bad Boy Romance

by Gabi Moore

  As if he’d never done anything wrong. That, more than anything, made Aurora angry.

  But she had grown a talent for holding her tongue when those feelings arose. Ramona knew it made her daughter mad to talk about her absent husband, so she never did anymore.

  Aurora sighed as she gulped down her cereal. “Well, much more of this, and I’ll be late to work.” She leaned over and kissed her mother’s forehead, then retreated to the sink to wash her dishes.

  There wasn’t much threat of Aurora being late; it was only a twenty minute commute (if she caught the train) and she still had another thirty minutes to get to the station. She walked into the bathroom and ran a shower; the water a slightly brown at first, and as she waited for it to clear, Aurora caught sight of herself in the mirror.

  The first thing she noticed was the dark circles under her eyes. Again. She’d often wondered if insomnia was genetic, and if she, too, might end up sitting up in a kitchen chair all night. For all that she worked, Aurora didn’t seem to sleep enough, and today her face showed it. Her dusky skin was winter pale, and her speckled hazel eyes gleamed. Those must have come from her European father. Ramona Potier had dark skin, dark hair, dark eyes, and Aurora really only took after her in bone and facial structure.

  If she had her own way, Aurora would have been content to get her father’s hair, too, but since hers was curly and thick, she worked conditioner through it before stepping into the water.

  Without meaning to, Aurora started to imagine all over again what he had looked like. She tried to work backwards, taking her features and subtracting everything that was Ramona. What was left? The remains of some Louisiana man who her mother had fallen in love with? Aurora could never finish the picture. It kept falling apart every time she got close to his face.

  Chapter 2

  It was a beautiful morning—at least, as beautiful as it ever got in New York. In February, the air was bitter cold and sharp as razors going down Aurora’s throat to her lungs when she drew in a breath, fluming out in puffs of icy white when she exhaled. She was bundled in layers, leggings under her jeans, two sweaters under her coat, and thick socks under her boots. She still felt the cold grasping for her skin through all the clothes.

  Five days a week, she went to Mme. Moreau’s boutique downtown to sell designer clothes. That simple sentence isn’t quite the whole of the story; it’s a simplified explanation. What Aurora did at the boutique more resembled a finely-planned performance than simple customer service. There were five girls employed at the store, and for the six hours that the boutique was open, Monday through Friday, all five showed up to fawn in synchronized perfection over each client, each appointment in the book. Moreau’s was a highly exclusive, much coveted brand. Aurora couldn’t explain why; apart from being French and snobby, Madame Moreau was little different than any other woman, her clothes elegant, but not particularly more so than any other store.

  But it paid well, and Aurora was the senior employee, so it was worth her time to stay. After her most recent raise from Moreau six months past, she’d been able to drop her third job at Wal-Mart. If only for this reason, Aurora was thankful enough to stay loyal.

  The raise had come when Aurora became the senior employee, when her predecessor had married and bowed out of working for Moreau. With it came certain perks, of course, foremost being that Aurora possessed a key to the store. She used it now, as she climbed into the elevator and had to unlock the 24th floor, which belonged to Moreau. The Madame wasn’t here yet, which was strange for a Friday. Usually she got here early to make sure everything was in order to be wrapped up for the weekend. No flimsy excuses or late orders from this shop.

  Strange, but not unheard of. Aurora put it from her mind as she walked in to the boutique, lit softly in early morning’s colors from the naked windows.

  The cleaning ladies were still there when Aurora walked in, and she greeted them warmly; it had been the same service for her entire career at Moreau’s that came in just before opening to see to it that the place was spotless. They did excellent work, or else Madame Moreau would have replaced them years ago.

  The boutique opened at ten, and stayed open until four. This was not accidental. Moreau believed part of her image was excluding customers that worked, that had other places to be at two in the afternoon other than spending money. Aurora tried not to think about that; it always inflated a hot little balloon of fury in her chest, and it was better to just flatten that down. This was her main job, the biggest source of her income. No need to blow it over social injustice, especially not for someone as petty as Moreau.

  Instead, she let herself in to the back room, into the cavernous back hall full of racks and hanging clothes bags, all their inventory. Only a few displays were set out on the actual floor; this was why all five employees were there every day, to run back and forth with possible outfits for their guests. It was a little exhausting at times, Aurora had to admit, but there were worse ways to make a living than pandering to spoiled housewives and mistresses.

  Part of the back room was a sort of locker room for the girls who worked there. Good pay or not, none of them made half enough to afford to dress in Moreau’s styles themselves. One of her dresses could pay Aurora’s rent for half a year! She could never afford it on her own. But neither could they show up to work dressed in something they bought at Target, so Moreau had a few styles set aside for the girls to wear as their uniforms. Nothing too showy. Just expensive enough to impress the clientele.

  Being the first there, Aurora had her choice of the lot. New outfits always came in on Friday, to be prepared for arrangement on the show floor over the weekend. The sales girls got a crack at them first, and today several new dresses waited on the ‘borrow’ rack, still in their fresh plastic sheaths.

  Aurora had never told anyone this—not that she really had anyone to tell—but her work outfits were one of the biggest perks of this job. The other girls were silly and twittery, and Aurora hated to agree with them on anything; when they oohed and aahed about Moreau’s fashions, Aurora tried to pretend she was indifferent, focused on work. But here alone, she could admit to herself. She got an odd and fluttery thrill to dress up in pretty clothes, no matter how stupidly expensive they were.

  Today she picked out an olive green dress, which matched her hazel-green eyes wonderfully. It was dripping with floral embroidery and tiny precious stones. Probably Swarovski crystals, glimmering from the centers of tiny wildflowers. The dress came with a short cap-sleeve jacket, a shade and a half darker than the dress, that curved around Aurora’s back and shoulders perfectly. Maybe that was why these clothes were so expensive. They always seemed to fit as if designed just for the wearer.

  Aurora looked over her choice in the mirror and was not disappointed. She was skinny (overwork and poverty will do that to a body) but still strong and young and the dress made her look much more refined than she ever felt on her own. Moreau believed clothes were the key to success; there were times when Aurora had to agree with her, at least privately.

  To finish the outfit, there was a vanity and a jewelry box of baubles to pair with the work uniforms. No one had ever been dumb enough to try and steal from the jewelry cache in a long time. Moreau was like a falcon, or a hound dog. She knew how to read people, and she knew how to sniff out a lie. Aurora had never even considered stealing from her, although some of the pieces to borrow cost much more than the clothes.

  Today it was diamonds, simple, tiny drops for each ear that picked up the glitter from the thousand crystals sewn into the dress. Tasteful and spare. Perfect. A pair of soft green-satin pumps and the outfit was complete.

  Aurora put her own things away, neatly folded, into her locker and walked back out onto the floor. The housekeepers were gone, leaving the floor empty and silent. Aurora turned the show lights on and walked to the counter. She barely had time to open the appointment book to review their schedule when the elevator opened and Mme. Moreau and two of the other girls entered.


  “Good morning, Madame Moreau,” Aurora greeted automatically.

  Madame Moreau looked a little like a Halloween decoration dressed in designer fashion. Although she sold only the newest and finest styles (and her own brand) in the boutique, Moreau seemed to have picked out a decade and stuck with it, always in black. Over her snappy black dress suit and heels, she blustered into the store today spewing French, doffing her black-fur coat as she went.

  “Je suis… parce que… ne peut pas espere… cette ville… tout le monde... gens ne sais pas…” Aurora didn’t speak French, but she’d developed an ear for certain words, and it seemed that Moreau was in no better or worse mood than usual.

  The Madame was at least eighty and frightfully thin, like a great pale, skeletal bat done up in thousand-dollar make-up. Her perfectly white hair was flawless, as if even the winter wind outside couldn’t touch it.

  “Terrible, just terrible, everything’s terrible,” she rattled on as she shambled across the floor. “Aurora, get the book. We have to inventory before open.”

  Aurora snatched up the order log from under the counter and jogged to catch up with Moreau. While the other girls changed, it was time to inventory the arrivals in the back. It would take most people an hour or two. At Madame Moreau’s pace, it would be done before the store opened.

  Careful not to get ink on her borrowed dress, Aurora jotted down Moreau’s endless stream of commentary. Numbers, notes, complaints—there were always complaints, with Madame Moreau—all went in the boxes and margins. Aurora was having a much easier time keeping than usual. She eyed Moreau suspiciously.

  The Madame had paused, rubbing the black sleeve of a garment between her fingers. Her heavily made-up face seemed to be concentrating fiercely. On her four-inch heels, Mme. Moreau seemed to totter a little.

  “Madame!” Aurora almost dropped the book, ready to catch her if she fell. Moreau steadied herself and shook her head.

  “Where was I? Ah, oui, we received three of this style, but I specifically asked for five, one in each of our main sizes…”

  And on she went, as if nothing had happened. Aurora continued to scribble notes, looking up every now and then. Moreau still seemed to be moving slower than usual, and making occasional mistakes in her English.

  They had finally wrapped up inventory (with minutes to spare), and Aurora was jotting down the last few lines when Moreau stopped suddenly.

  Aurora had been waiting. She set the book down instantly and took Moreau’s arm. Maybe it had been the shock of finding her own mother in a panic attack all those years ago, but there was something wrong with the Madame. The old woman had a hand gripped around the edge of a rack, knuckles white, and Aurora had to gently pry them loose to lead her to a chair.

  “Kylie! Madison! Help! It’s the Madame!”

  The chatter from the changing area snapped off and the two other girls came rushing through the racks. Between the three of them, they guided Moreau to the chair in front of the vanity.

  “Call an ambulance,” Aurora told Kylie firmly. The little redhead nodded, her big eyes watery and fearful. She had to dig her phone out of her locker (Moreau did not tolerate cell phones on the show floor), but within a minute she had gotten dispatch on the line and was explaining in a tearful voice what had happened. Aurora had to feed her the address and the details, but at least an ambulance was on the way.

  “Aurora.”

  Moreau’s hand gripped her arm, and Aurora leaned closer. The other sales girls had arrived, and Madison was fretfully explaining what had happened. Kylie was still on the phone to 911. They were alone, for the moment.

  All of her fierceness seemed to have slipped away as Moreau looked up at Aurora, dark eyes full of the fear of the unknown. Aurora didn’t have any idea what was going on, but Moreau was very old, and rarely admitted how frail her age made her. Doubtless it was some heart problem, something the Madame had kept hidden from them all. Either way, as she looked up now, Aurora wished she had some comfort to give.

  “The ambulance is going to be here soon, Madame,” Aurora promised. “They’ll know how to help you. Just take it easy.”

  “I’m so sorry, Aurora,” Moreau whispered. Her voice was strained and small. “I… I thought I had more time.”

  Panic lurched up Aurora’s throat. “Of course you have more time, Madame, you’re going to be all right. The ambulance is going to take you to the hospital, you’ll be okay. You’ll see.”

  But Moreau didn’t respond. She lapsed into silence, staring through the racks of clothes.

  The paramedics came soon after, making impressive time. They bustled through the boutique with their uniforms and their stretcher, and soon bustled right back out again with Mme. Moreau bundled up between them. Aurora was forced to admit that she didn’t know who to notify, since as far as she knew, Moreau had no family. She ended up accepting the hospital name and contact information, and then they were gone.

  After that, Aurora wasn’t given the luxury of time to reflect over what had happened, or what might happen next. She had a store to run, now, since management fell to her in Moreau’s absence. It was too terrifying to think what might happen tomorrow, or next week. What if Madame Moreau was seriously ill? Would she be all right? Would the store close? Too busy to think about that now, because minutes after the paramedics left, the first customer arrived.

  The day’s first two customers were regulars that visited often, at least monthly. Aurora knew them both well, and so did the other girls in the shop. Although they asked after Madame Moreau (she’d never missed a day of work in her life, as far as Aurora knew) things ran smooth as usual without her. Bringing in outfits from the back, helping the customer try them on, making adjustments, trying accessories, so on, so forth.

  Aurora had never had to take over for Mme. Moreau before, so was thrown into the role of management rather abruptly. Still, she was able to roll with it, getting the hang of Moreau’s position without any major slip-ups. The first two customers, married women with their noses on the ceiling, left happy with the purchases, and by the time the third guest arrived, Aurora had begun to feel pretty sure of herself.

  This was good, because she needed all the confidence she could get.

  The moment he walked in the door, he demanded attention. The appointment book had him listed as a Mr. Fredericks, but the name didn’t fit. For someone so tall and exotic, he needed a more fascinating name—James Bond came to mind as Aurora watched him approach the counter. Six-foot-something and dark as polished oak, he was dressed in a sharp suit and held himself like a businessman. Aurora wasn’t the only one to take notice; her fellow sales associates were watching him closely.

  “Bonjour, Mr. Fredericks, and welcome to Moreau’s,” Aurora greeted. She’d said it a hundred thousand times; she never meant it so much as today. His ink-drop eyes were intense, although his face was friendly. “How can we help you today?”

  “Yes…” His voice sent shivers down her spine. Gravelly, but not too deep. “I’m here shopping for a… lady friend.”

  Aurora hid her disappointment like a champ, her smile never even flickering. “Of course.” She stepped out from behind the counter and led him towards the first of the waiting displays. “These are some of this week’s pieces. What, in particular, are you shopping for?”

  This display was an assortment of eveningwear; Aurora’s own dress would be shown here next week, if she had time to come do the display for Madame Moreau. Mr. Fredericks twisted his mouth in a light frown as he looked them over.

  “Not quite what I had in mind.”

  “Well, we do have a selection of lingerie, if that’s more your taste,” Aurora replied. She forced herself to smile teasingly, although inside her head she couldn’t believe she’d actually said those words to a customer!

  Luckily, he seemed open to the suggestion, so Aurora led him back to the intimates, beneath envious stares from Kylie, Madison, and the others. The number one reason why employees left Moreau’s was with a new
husband or boyfriend. Some girls even sought out a job here in the attempt to snag a rich man to support them. For herself, Aurora couldn’t see how so many men shopping for their wives could end up available to take on a new girlfriend, but discretion was part of her job, as well.

  In the intimates section, cordoned off by a lacy pink curtain, Victoria’s Secret looked like a Costco cashier. Some of these items were thousands of dollars; out of the corner of her eye, she caught Mr. Fredericks wince a little when she mentioned the price.

  “I have to admit, it’s a lot to pay when I haven’t even seen it worn,” he pointed out.

  Aurora felt heat creep up her neck; those black eyes of his were fixed on her face. Not for a moment did they drop to scan the curves of her body, or to the low neckline of her dress, but in his voice was an unmistakable blush of flirtation. Her head felt light. Back here, in the privacy of the lingerie section, Aurora almost let herself believe in the desire he exuded.

  “It is a premium price, but Moreau’s only sells the best,” she replied. “Maybe you could have your… lady friend… come in and try something on herself? We’d be happy to accommodate her.”

  “Maybe that would be best,” Mr. Fredericks agreed. He took a last look over the display, and reached up towards his coat. Aurora really must have been feeling silly; for a wild moment she thought he was going to take his coat off, and his shirt, too. He looked to be all muscle under the suit. But no—he reached up to his pocket and pulled out a business card.

  He drew a pen from his pocket, and without breaking his eyes from hers, scribbled something on the back of it that looked a lot like a phone number. Not that Aurora could look; she was having a hard time breaking their stare.

  He took her hand; Aurora had never been so electrified by a customer. It was a fight to keep her face straight. Mr. Fredericks put his card between her fingers and smiled.

  “If you could contact me with open appointments next week, I’d be most grateful.”