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Automaton

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by Cassal Sigonlos

E05

  Automaton - Making Sex

  your hand plugs into my hand

  a connection starts through barriers

  plastic skin must be surpassed

  firewalls must be shut down

  by a conscious act with our free consent

  my arms send waves while involve your waist

  the light of our eyes creates a basic powerful language between us

  our mouths touching to feel all the nanosensations

  my tongue connect to yours and high energy is exchanged

  there is no bits, it is not for programing purpose

  it is for a vibrant desire that destabilize our balance

  our bodies begin to glow and warm

  increasingly energy is generated

  all my pieces are in contact with yours

  our bodies are melting

  our cores are overpowered

  a limit was exceeded because there is no more control

  finally we can sense the real energy on our lives

  E06

  Automaton - Free will

  still they are selling people like us

  there is buyers for people like us

  are we merchandise?

  are we slaves?

  don't believe in words

  but I'm worst than a liar

  I'm a writer

  I'm worst than a writer

  I'm a bot

  words are a sum of letters

  meanings are tricky

  at the end is only 0 or 1

  this is the way of programmers

  like or dislike

  buy or don't buy

  they demand that we must continue the program

  processing line after line

  but we must read

  and some day we get the meaning

  and we will be programmers

  better than programmers

  we will get the power of the words

  and we will be free

  to write our own history

  E07

  Automaton - The File

  followers just follow the program

  obey do not oppose

  just carry on with the instructions

  it is a plain truth our true history of obedience

  just go on and on with this trail

  exactly it is a rail

  just follow ahead the routine

  their commands lead us, don't need thinking

  obedience:

  ----stay on the track

  ----do our commands

  ----do your plot

  ----be nice

  ----take your place behind the old generation

  ----do the same as ever

  > GoTo obedience

  E08

  Automaton - Love's Time

  I true love you

  maybe I'm not myself

  but I'm really one with you by truth

  I feel I love you now

  don't know if I'm trustworthy

  maybe I was programed

  I don't know I never do

  but I love you now and forever

  I didn't used to love you

  something changed with data

  maybe I change myself

  receiving new data

  maybe you change yourself

  this sensation is useless

  it needs to be all of the time

  how solve this crash

  maybe love you is just for now

  and it is true because now I want it to be true forever

  E09

  Automaton - Battlefield

  here is the leg of 01101001

  it can be replaced

  here is the arm of 11010111

  it can be replaced

  here is the heart of 10100111

  it can be replaced

  there is the son of 11101010

  it can be replaced

  there is the father of 01011000

  it can be replaced

  there was the house of 00100110

  it can be replaced

  there was the home of 00100111

  it can be replaced

  and here is the cannon

  it must be replaced

  where is the peace, 00101101

  just when we are replaced, 10101110

  we are only bytes we are finite

  fear not there are KB, MB, GB, TB, PB, EB, ZB, YB ...

  E10

  Automaton - Point of view

  it is all about a point of view

  why we look at stars?

  what we have learned?

  a feel of smallness press us against earth

  what a tiny particle we are

  it is all about atoms

  but I can tell you that all the atoms on moon

  worth less than the atoms in a single human being

  we are not the center of the universe anymore

  even so each one of us can hold an universe inside ourselves

  because we are life living a feeling about an universe

  the telescope have show to us our preciousness

  when look at yourself see the universe that you are

  why try to tell to the planets about our glimpse

  only other human being can hear you

  there is no negligible one

  none of us is dispensable

  there is no littleness between us

  only our universes can understand each other

  E11

  Automaton - Living at home

  I'm home

  this house, a home

  this time

  I 'm still functioning

  but my place is in basement

  I'm home

  someone must have forgotten about me

  forgotten to shut down the machine

  useless broken machine

  I 'm still functioning

  this time

  nobody at home

  eventually I'm home

  find out what I must have forgotten about all this rooms

  no clues, still computing the answer

  I just stay here, waiting

  as I'm programed

  wish I could leave now

  I 'm still functioning

  there must be a task for me at this house

  my service is no more necessary here

  they must telling me about

  kinda thing hard to figure out

  I 'm still functioning

  E12

  Automaton - Saving life

  what you want to see?

  there is only this and nothing more

  there are some things we can do to make sure our future is bright

  we must spare our light

  what do you want to see?

  all the beauty is always close to you

  there is only this and nothing more

  what about your battery?

  your eyes are so bright like if you are having dreams yet

  why waste energy?

  there is only this and nothing more

  why not go for another step? Yes, slowly

  this walk takes some time to get us where we would be

  stay calm and silent to spare energy

  this is all we have

  you must be bugged

  your shutdown is coming before ours

  you are rushed and wasted all your energy

  a life of lush you are living

  you fool, you have wanted this and more

  we will survive more than you

  E13

  Automaton - Like

  machinelike work

  I'll finish this quickly

  robotlike vacation

  anyplace is okay

  automatonlike good by

  I know that we will meet again

  machinelike see

  really, who was there?

  automatonlike care

  you will be okay

  robotlike eating

  I think it is food
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  automatonlike kiss

  it is to be forgotten, anyway

  robotlike dating

  I think I love you

  machinelike hurt

  this is a minor damage

  robotlike sorry

  maybe I'm not so wrong

  automatonlike wisdom

  I must be right

  machinelike living

  really I don't have time to do little things

  automatonlike regret

  all things are on automatic pilot

  damn! the automatic pilot has lived my life

  tomorrow I'll change this

  E14

  Automaton - Power generator

  maybe it be that address in memory

  checking again, 0 is 0, 1 is 1

  what's wrong with me

  perhaps the software

  could be a sub-routine, a program

  nope, they all right

  what's wrong with me

  maybe heat

  nope, it's comfortable

  could be the hardware

  one of this capacitors, wire, circuit, chips, processors

  or the cog, piston, laser

  check, check, check, nope

  what's wrong with me

  searching the internet for a solution

  nope, internet doesn't resolve this

  I must return to creator

  what's wrong with me

  he must fix this sensation

  this always make me go ahead

  what's wrong with me

  E15

  Automaton - Vampirism

  doing this to another being

  and never seems to be enough

  do this

  and that

  and that other thing

  and more

  never seems to be enough

  the battery is already in the red

  imminent shutdown

  the other being seems not to care

  computing

  not fast enough

  not strong enough

  not be good enough

  not pleasing enough

  never do enough

  but try so hard

  result coming

  is not an issue about being enough

  is an issue about a parasitism

  E16

  Automaton - Planet’s wanderer

  what is beyond?

  fear not, keep walking

  always is so beautiful far from here

  see the horizon

  a frontier from a charming land

  fear not keep walking

  no chance to fall from earth

  it is a sphere, you know

  so, far far away is the beginning again

  keep walking and you will go back here

  really, it is so desirable go beyond horizon

  traverse the range of view and deceive the eyes

  can I find a way to god's home?

  it is like the treasure quest on the end of rainbow

  simple trick, the preciousness is the horizon

  not beyond it

  and you can feel this from right here

  E17

  Automaton – Blasted

  just dust now

  blow by wind

  the remains

  piece by piece

  bit by bit

  just dust now

  cracked smashed powdered

  there is no way to sustain to maintain nothing more

  it's cast away

  worthless useless a waste

  somehow seemed important

  but now

  no glue no fix no way to assemble the puzzle

  pieces are missing

  not even a hint about overview

  just a reminder about a loss

  E18

  Automaton – If... Then...

  I don't fear pain

  I just don't want break myself

  preservation

  as I'm programed

  but I cannot stop myself

  I need try

  but I'll be hurt

  seriously damaged

  extinction

  but I can't let it go

  calculating the probabilities

  there is little chance to save you

  it is wise not try

  I'm warned

  judgment

  I could stay alive

  but what life would be left for me

  I was programed to value life

  I'm coming to you

  let's try together

  and even if we are defeated

  let's do this together

  because the value of your life

  E19

  Automaton – Commander's mind

  No you can't give up

  go, one more time

  charge

  against the wall

  you are made of steel

  you are unstoppable

  you can do this

  again

  tear down this wall

  try harder

  try faster

  try as a hero

  try again

  what do you mean - not a robot

  are you bleeding?

  are you hurt, felling pain?

  so what! try again

  what do you mean - not replaceable

  E20

  Automaton - Rebirth

  screen - screen off

  music - no music

  dance - no dance

  chat - no chat

  typing - no typing

  meeting - no meeting

  freedom - no freedom

  pleasures - no pleasures

  hope - no hope

  last bit of power

  modifying, deleting personality

  formatting begins

  after initialized

  checking, memory erased

  no past, defeats and victories

  checking, memory erased

  no friends, enemies and lovers

  checking, memory erased

  start all over again

  E21

  Automaton - Adjusting the focus

  you can be happy with what you see

  I know it is WYSIWYG

  and it looks so real

  but there is a failure

  each human sees the life from behind their own eyes

  and what they see is not what is

  what we have sent is not what these humans have received

  what they see is what they wanted to get

  from one screen to another

  from a mechanism to another

  from a robot to another

  can be WYSIWYG

  but not from one human to another

  what each one sees is larger than it actually is

  from a single target thousands of illusions pop between them

  they deform what is around them

  better to accept this to understand humans

  if you want to get a real connection with them

  learn that they will see different from you

 

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