Ink Exchange

by Melissa Marr

  Finally, she picked up the blanket and stood. “You sure you don’t mind if I crash back there?”

  “Lock the door. It won’t hurt my feelings, and you’ll sleep better.”

  She nodded and walked away. In the hallway, she paused and said, “Thank you.”

  “Get some sleep. Later, you need to talk to Ash. There’s other things….” He paused and sighed. “She should be the one to tell you. Okay?”

  “Okay.” Leslie couldn’t imagine what sorts of things Aislinn could say that would be any more awful or weird than what Leslie already knew, but she felt nervous at the tone in Seth’s voice. She added, “Later. Not tonight.”

  “Soon,” Seth insisted.

  “Yeah, soon. I promise.” And then she closed the door to Seth’s room and turned the lock, hating that she felt compelled to do so but knowing that she’d feel safer with it in place.

  She stretched out on top of Seth’s bed, not pulling back the covers but wrapping up in the blanket he’d given her. She lay there in the darkened room and tried to focus on thoughts of Niall, of how carefully he’d held her when she was dancing with him, of his soft laugh against her throat.

  But it wasn’t Niall she dreamed of when she fell asleep: it was Irial. And it wasn’t a dream. It was a nightmare to rival the worst ones she’d had: Irial’s eyes staring back at her from the faces of the men who’d raped her, the men who’d held her down and done things that made the word rape seem somehow tame.

  It was his voice that echoed in her head as she fought to wake and couldn’t. “Soon, a ghrá,” he whispered from those other men’s mouths. “Soon, we’ll be together.”

  CHAPTER 14

  Since the Summer King was looking elsewhere for him, Irial had gone to the place where the court’s darlings were most likely to be, the Rath and Ruins. Better to let Keenan stew a bit longer before meeting. The more the Summer regents panicked, the more emotional they’d be, and Irial could use a good meal. In the interim, he’d had the fun of watching Niall snarl over Leslie with a possessive streak that was quite unlike the Summer Court.

  It made sense that the Gancanagh was already drawn to Leslie. Her growing bond with Irial was enough to make her tempting to everyone in the Dark Court. While Niall might have rejected the Dark Court so very many years ago, he was still connected to them. It was his rightful court, where he belonged whether or not he chose to accept it.

  As does Leslie. She might not know it, might not realize it, but something in her had recognized Irial as a fitting match. She’d chosen him. Not even riding with Gabriel’s Hounds was as satisfying as knowing that the little mortal was soon to be his, as knowing that he’d have her as a conduit to drink down emotions from mortals. The hints and teasing tastes he’d already been able to pull through her were a lovely start to how it would soon be. The Dark Court had fed only on fey for so long that finding nourishment from mortals had been lost to them—until Rabbit had started doing the ink exchanges. So much would be better once this exchange was finished. And she might be strong enough to handle it. Now he just had to wait, bide his time, fill in the hours until she was fully his.

  Idly, Irial needled Niall, “Shouldn’t you have a keeper or something, boy?”

  “I could ask the same of you.” Niall’s expression and tone were disdainful, but his emotions were in flux. Over the years, the Gancanagh had continued to worry over Irial’s well-being—though Niall would never say it aloud—and something had made that worry far more pronounced than usual. Irial made a note to ask Gabriel to look into it.

  “A wise king has guards,” Niall added. His concern had an edge of genuine fear now.

  “A weak king, you mean. Dark Kings don’t need to be cosseted.” Irial turned his attention to finding a new distraction: Niall was too easily provoked just now, and Irial felt too much affection for him. At best, it was a bittersweet indulgence to taste Niall’s emotions.

  One of the waitresses, a wraith with crescent moons glowing in her eyes, paused. One of Far Dorcha’s kin. Death-fey didn’t usually linger in the too-cheerful Summer Court. Here was another lovely distraction. He beckoned her closer. “Darling?”

  She glanced at the cubs, the rowan guards, and at Niall’s glowering face—not in anxiety, but to track where they were. Wraiths could handle their own in almost any conflict: no one escapes death’s embrace, not if death truly wants you.

  “Irial?” The wraith’s voice drifted over the air, as refreshing as a sip of the moon, as heavy as churchyard soil on his tongue.

  “Would you fetch me some nice hot tea”—Irial made a pinching gesture with his first two fingers—“with just a kiss of honey in it?”

  After a low curtsy, she floated around the assembled fey and headed behind the bar.

  She’d be lovely at home. Perhaps she’d be willing to wander.

  With a lazy smile at the scowling group, Irial followed her. None of them stepped in his way. They wouldn’t. He might not be their king, but he was a king. They wouldn’t—couldn’t—assault or impede him, no matter how many of their delicate sensibilities he offended.

  The little wraith set his tea on the slick slab of obsidian that made up the bar.

  He pulled out a stool and angled it so he had his back to the Summer Court’s guards. Then he turned his attention to the wraith. “Precious, what are you doing with this crowd?”

  “It’s home.” She brushed his wrist with grave-damp fingers.

  Unlike the rest of the faeries in the club or on the streets, the wraith was immune to him: he’d not provoke any fear in her. But she would pull it from others: hers was a sort of unpleasant beauty that they all feared—and sometimes longed for.

  “By anchor or choice?” he prompted, unable to resist pursuing her—not when she’d be such an asset to his fey.

  She laughed, and something quite close to the feel of maggots sliding into his veins assailed him.

  “Careful,” she said in that moon-sliver voice. “Not everyone is unaware of your court’s habits.”

  He tensed briefly, watching her across the rainbow of color flaring in the obsidian bar. Between the purple streaks reflecting from the stone and the blue lights of the bar, she looked more terrifying than many of his own fey on their best days. And she brought fear to him with her intimation of knowledge. During the centuries of Beira’s cruelty, the Dark Court’s particular appetite wasn’t hard to hide. Violence, debauchery, terror, lust, rage—all their favorite meals were amply available, floating in the very air. These new days of growing peace ruined that, required more careful hunting.

  The wraith leaned forward and pressed her lips to his ear. Though he knew better, images of serpents coiled over his skin as she whispered, “Secrets of the grave, Irial. We aren’t so forgetful or oblivious as the merry ones.” Then she pulled back, taking the slithering sensation with her and offering a genuinely disturbing smile. “Or so chatty.”

  “Indeed. I shall remember that, my dear.” He didn’t look behind him, but he knew everyone there had watched, just as he knew that none would ask the wraith what she said. To learn a death-fey’s secrets was to risk paying a price too high for any fey. He merely said, “The offer is there, should you ever want to wander.”

  “I’m content here. Do what you need before the king arrives. I’ve business to tend.” She wandered away to wipe down the bar with a rag that looked like a remnant of a shroud.

  She truly would be a lovely prize.

  But the look she gave him made clear that she found the whole situation more amusing than persuasive. Far Dorcha’s kin might not be organized within a court, but they didn’t need to be. Death-fey walked freely in any house, separate from the squabbles and follies of the courts, seeming to laugh at all of them. If he amused her enough, she might deign to visit his house someday. That she chose to linger among Keenan’s court spoke well of the young kingling.

  However, it didn’t change what Irial needed, what he’d come to find—sustenance. He lingered, teasing the other w
aitresses, inciting the glares of the cubs and the rowan-men. Finally, the waitresses watched him through heavy-lidded gazes; the guards stood tense and angry, glaring at him. The combined dark temptations—to violence and lust—of the group still weren’t enough to offer a proper meal, but it took the edge off his hunger.

  He sighed, hating that he missed the last Winter Queen—not her but the sustenance she’d given him all those years. Her price had been painful, even by dark fey standards, but he’d rarely had a decent meal since her death. The ink exchange with Leslie would change that.

  Maybe get a decent bit of chaos with the Summer Court too.

  On that happy note, he stood and bowed his head to the wraith, who was now waiting attentively. “My dear.”

  Face as emotionless as when he’d arrived, she curtsied.

  Irial turned to Niall and the scowling guards. “Tell the kingling I’ll catch him on the morrow.”

  Niall nodded, bound by his fealty to his king to pass on the words, bound by law to tolerate the presence of another regent unless it threatened his own regents.

  And hating it.

  Irial pushed in his chair and stepped up to Niall. With a wink, he whispered, “I think I’ll see if I can find the little morsel that was in here dancing. Pretty thing, isn’t she?”

  Niall’s emotions flared, jealousy tangling with possessiveness and yearning. Although it didn’t show on Niall’s face, Irial could taste it. Like cinnamon. Niall had always been such fun.

  Laughing, Irial sauntered out of the club, feeling almost satisfied with how unexpectedly well the day had turned out.

  CHAPTER 15

  By the time Irial left, Niall was sure that the Dark King would try to see Leslie again—if for no other reason than to provoke Keenan. Or me. Irial might not actively strike out at Niall for refusing the offer to succeed him, but they both knew it was an unforgiven insult. Leslie was doubly vulnerable for being Aislinn’s friend and for being Niall’s…what? Not his paramour, but perhaps his friend—that was something he could be. He could enjoy her company, be near her; he could have all of the things he wanted—save one. If she’s safe from harm… The best Niall could hope for was that Leslie wouldn’t ever cross paths with Irial again. Hope isn’t enough.

  A commotion at the door heralded Aislinn and Keenan’s arrival.

  “Where’s Seth?” Keenan hadn’t crossed the length of the room before he asked the question that was of utmost importance to the court. “Is he safe?”

  Aislinn was not beside Keenan. She had been waylaid by the cubs to allow Keenan to speak to Niall first. It was a weak ruse, but it would buy the king a brief moment.

  “I sent him away with Leslie. Well guarded, but—” Niall paused as the Summer Queen approached, her skin glowing with obvious pique. “My queen.”

  He bowed briefly to her.

  She ignored him, her gaze only on Keenan. “That’s getting old, Keenan.”

  “I…” The Summer King sighed. “If Seth was in peril, I wanted to protect—”

  She turned to Niall. “Is he?”

  Niall kept his face unreadable as he told them, “Fortunately, Seth did not attract the Dark King’s attention, but Leslie did.”

  “Leslie?” Aislinn repeated. She blanched. “That’s the third time he’s met her, but I didn’t think…he didn’t pay any attention to her at Rabbit’s, and he was dismissive at Verlaine’s, and she said he wasn’t…I’m a fool. I…never mind.” She shook her head and refocused on the topic at hand. “What happened?”

  “Seth took Leslie away. The guards followed, but—” He looked not at Aislinn but at Keenan, hoping that their centuries of companionship would weigh in his favor. “Let me stay nearer her until Irial leaves again. I can’t touch him, but he has…”

  Niall couldn’t say it, even now with everything that had passed; he wasn’t sure how to finish that statement. Irial’s random moments of kindness weren’t something Niall liked to acknowledge.

  A look of brief understanding passed over Keenan’s face, but he did not ask the obvious questions. He did not point out that Niall was treading on unsafe ground. He merely nodded.

  Aislinn spoke softly, “She is already interested in you, Niall. I don’t want her to lose her mortal life because of a fleeting crush.”

  It was a warning. He knew it, but he’d been fey longer than his queen had drawn breath. Hoping Keenan wouldn’t interfere, he asked, “What are your terms?”

  “My terms?” She looked at Keenan.

  “Terms under which he can go to her,” Keenan clarified.

  “Nothing’s ever simple, is it?” Aislinn shoved at the gold-and-shadow streaks of her hair, looking like the sort of omnipotent deity mortals once believed the court fey to be.

  “I will agree to whatever you ask of me if you let me keep her safe.” Niall looked at Aislinn, but he spoke to Keenan as well. “I don’t ask for many considerations.”

  Aislinn paced several steps away from them. For a newly fey monarch, the queen did exceptionally well, but Keenan and Niall had been together in the courts for centuries. There were habits, laws, traditions that Aislinn couldn’t begin to understand so soon.

  Niall looked at his king while Aislinn had her back turned.

  Keenan didn’t offer assurances. Instead he spoke softly to Aislinn. “You can set terms to Niall’s presence in her life. He wants to protect the girl, to keep her safe. I would allow him to go to her.”

  “So I just need to figure how much he can get involved in her life?” Aislinn looked from Niall to Keenan, her observant gaze letting on that she knew there were nuances to the conversation that she was missing.

  “Exactly,” Keenan said. “None among us would willingly place a child in the Dark Court’s hands, but if Irial’s done no affront to our court, it’s not our concern by law. I cannot act, not directly, unless he violates the laws.”

  Then his king walked away, having told Niall what he needed to know, what he’d already known: Keenan wasn’t going to act. The Summer King didn’t approve of Irial’s predilections, his cruelties, or anything that happened in the shadows of the Dark King’s court, but that didn’t mean he was willing to enter a fight with the other court unless he could justify it by law. Those were his terms, whether he’d spoken them into the negotiations or not.

  The Dark Court—like any of the courts—had volition. If Leslie belonged to the Summer Court, things would be different. But she was unattached, and thus fair game for any fey who wanted her. Years ago, Keenan had forbidden his fey from collecting mortals. Donia had made the same ruling when she took the Winter Queen’s throne. The Dark Court, however, had no such compunction. Musicians who were particularly tempting “died young” to the mortal world. Artists retired to unknown locales. The striking, the unusual, the enticing—they were stolen away for the pleasures of the dark faeries. It was an old tradition, one Irial had always permitted his court fey. If he wanted her for himself, Leslie had no defense.

  Niall dropped to his knees in front of his queen. “Let me tell her about us. Please. I’ll tell her, and she will swear fealty to you. She’d be safe then, out of his reach.”

  The Summer Queen bit her lip. She almost flinched away from him. “I don’t want my friends under my rule. I didn’t want any of this….”

  “You don’t know what the Dark Court is like. I do,” Niall told his queen. And he didn’t want Leslie to know. Self-consciously he touched the scar on his face. Irial’s fey had done that to remind him of them every day.

  “I want her to be free of all of this.” Aislinn gestured at the fey cavorting in the Rath. “To have a normal life. I don’t want this world to be her life. She’s already been so hurt—”

  “If he takes her with him, he’ll hurt her worse than you can begin to fathom.” Niall had seen the mortals the Dark Court had taken into their bruig, seen them after they left the faery mound—comatose in mortal hospitals, muttering and afraid in every city, shrieking in sanatoriums.

  Aislinn l
ooked across the room, unerringly finding the Summer King where he stood waiting. She bit her lower lip nervously, and he knew she was considering it.

  Niall pressed her, “If Irial has decided to claim her, you and Keenan are the only ones who can stop him. I can’t touch him. He’s a king. If you invite her to our court first, ask her to swear loyalty to you—”

  “She’s doing better lately,” Aislinn interrupted. “She seems happier and more herself, stronger. I don’t want to stop that and introduce all of this mess into her life…. Maybe he’s just toying with us.”

  “Would you risk that?” Niall was aghast that his queen was being so foolhardy. “Please, my queen, let me go to her. If you won’t bring her to you, let me try to keep her safe.”

  Keenan didn’t approach—staying at a distance, making clear that it was the queen who was in charge—but he did speak. “Perhaps there is something to her we do not know, some reason for Irial to pursue her. And if not, Niall would still be there to try to keep her out of his reach, perhaps to distract her so she doesn’t go willingly to Irial.”

  Keenan caught and held Niall’s gaze. Although Aislinn could not see it, Keenan nodded at Niall; the king offered permission, consent to act. But Niall still needed Aislinn to assent. “She is your friend, but I am…grown fond of her as well. Let me keep her safe until he leaves. Remember how hard it was for you when Keenan pursued you. And she does not See him, not like you saw us.”

  “I want her safe from Irial”—Aislinn looked back at Keenan then, staring at the Summer King with some trace of the old fear in her eyes—“but I don’t want her caught up in this world.”

  “Do you truly think there’s a choice?” Keenan asked, his voice making clear that he did not. “You wanted to keep your ties to the mortal world. With that come risks.”

  “There are always choices.” The Summer Queen straightened her shoulders. The wavering in her voice, the glint of fear in her eyes—they were gone now. “I won’t make her choices for her.”