Robert Jordan & Brandon Sanderson - [Wheel of Time 13]

by Towers of Midnight (v1. 2) (epub)

  Jaw set against her fear, she crafted the rest of the required weave. She ¡plit her weaves a half-dozen times and finished the complicated thing in nere moments.

  She set it in place, then nodded. There. Other Trollocs were coming, md she burned them away with a wave of her hand.

  The six-pointed star was carved into the side of an archway of stone. She walked toward it, trying to keep from looking nervously over her ¡houlder. More Trollocs were coming. More than she could possibly kill.

  She reached the archway and stepped through.

  NTynaeve finished the forty-seventh weave, which caused the sounds of Dells in the air. She was exhausted. She'd had to make this weave while standing on top of an impossibly narrow tower hundreds of feet in the air. Wind buffeted her, threatening to blow her free.

  An archway appeared below, in the dark night air. It seemed to grow right out of the pillar's side a dozen feet below her, parallel to the ground, ts opening toward the sky. It held the six-pointed star.

  Gritting her teeth, she leaped off the spire and fell through the archway.

  She landed in a puddle. Her clothing was gone. What had happened to t? She stood up, growling to herself. She was angry. She didn't know why, nut someone had done . . . something to her.

  She was so tired. That was their fault, whoever they wete. As she fo-rused on that thought, it became more clear to her. She couldn't remember what they'd done, but they were definitely to blame. She had cuts across Doth of her arms. Had she been whipped? The cuts hurt something fierce.

  Dripping wet, she looked around. She'd completed forty-seven of the lundred weaves. She knew that, but nothing else. Other than the fact that omebody very badly wanted her to fail.

  She wasn't going to let them win. She rose out of the puddle, determined to be calm, and found some clothing nearby. It was garishly colored, aright pink and yellow with a generous helping of red. It seemed an insult. She put it on anyway.

  She walked down a path in the bog, stepping around sinkholes and pools of stagnant water, until she found a six-pointed star drawn in the mud. She began the next weave, which would make a burning blue star shoot into the air.

  Something bit at her neck. She slapped her hand at it, killing a black-fly. Well, no surprise that she'd find those in this dank swamp. She would be glad to

  Another bite on her arm. She slapped at it. The very air started to buzz, flies zipping around her. Nynaeve gritted her teeth, continuing the weave. More and more bites prickled on her arms. She couldn't kill them all. Could she get rid of the flies with a weave? She began a weave of Air to create a breeze around her, but was interrupted as she heard screams.

  It was faint over the buzzing of the flies, but it sounded like a child trapped in the bog! Nynaeve took a step toward the sounds and opened her mouth to call, but blackflies swarmed into her mouth, choking her. They got at her eyes, and she had to squeeze them shut.

  That buzzing. The screams. The biting. Light, they were in her throat! In her lungs!

  Finish the weave. You must finish the weave.

  She continued, somehow, despite the pain. The sound of the insects was so loud that she could barely hear the whoosh of the fiery star as it blasted into the air. She quickly wove a weave to blow the flies away, and once she did, she looked about. She coughed and trembled. She could feel the flies sticking to the inside of her throat. She didn't see any child in danger. Had it been a trick of her ears?

  She did see another six-pointed star, above a door carved into a tree. She walked toward it as the flies buzzed around her again. Calm. She had to be calm! Why? It made no sense! She did it anyway, walking with eyes closed as the flies swarmed her. She reached out, feeling for the door and pulling it open. She stepped through.

  She pulled to a stop inside the building, wondering why she was coughing so much. Was she ill? She leaned against the wall, exhausted, angry. Her legs were covered in scrapes, and her arms itched with some kind of insect bites. She groaned, looking down at her garish clothing. What could possibly have possessed her to wear red, yellow and pink together?

  She stood up with a sigh and continued down the rickety hallway. The planks that made up the floor rattled as she walked, and the plaster on the walls was broken and crumbling.

  She reached a doorway and peeked in. The small chamber contained four small brass beds; the mattresses had straw peeking from the seams.

  Each bed bore a young child clutching a ratty blanket. Two of them were coughing, and all four looked pale and sickly.

  Nynaeve gasped, hurrying into the room. She knelt beside the first child, a boy of perhaps four years. She checked his eyes, then told him to cough as she listened at his chest. He had the creeping sickness.

  "Who is caring for you?" Nynaeve demanded.

  "Mistress Mala runs the orphanage," the child said in a weak voice. "We haven't seen her in a long time."

  "Please," a young girl said from the next bed. She had bloodshot eyes, her skin so pale it was practically white. "Some water? Could I have some water?" She trembled.

  The other two were crying. Pitiful, weak sounds. Light! There wasn't a single window in the room, and Nynaeve saw roaches scuttling under the beds. Who would leave children in such conditions?

  "Hush," she said. "I'm here now. I'll care for you."

  She'd need to channel to Heal them. Then . . .

  No, she thought. / can't do that. I can't channel until I reach the star.

  She would brew draughts, then. Where was her herb pouch? She looked around the room, searching for a source of water.

  She froze; there was another room across the hallway. Had that been there before? A rug on its floor bore the symbol of the six-pointed star. She rose. The children whimpered.

  "I'll return," Nynaeve said, stepping toward that room. Each step twisted her heart. She was abandoning them. But no, she was only walking into the next room. Wasn't she?

  She reached the rug and began to weave. Just this one quick weaving, then she could help. She found herself crying as she worked.

  I've been here before, she thought. Or a place like it. A situation such as this.

  She found herself more and more angry. How could she channel with those children calling for her? They were dying.

  She completed the weave, then watched it blow out jets of air, ruffling her dress. She reached for her braid and held it as a door appeared on the side of the room. A small glass window was set into the top, and it bore the six-pointed star.

  She had to continue. She heard the weeping children. Tears in her eyes, riearr breaking, she walked to the door.

  It grew worse. She left people to be drowned, beheaded and buried alive. 3ne of the worst was when she had to form a weave while villagers were

  consumed by enormous spiders with bright red fur and crystalline eyes. She hated spiders.

  Sometimes she would appear naked. That stopped bothering her. Though she couldn't remember anything specific but the number of the weave she was on, she understood somehow that nudity was nothing compared to the terrors she'd seen.

  She stumbled through a stone archway, memories of a house on fire fading from her mind. This was the eighty-first weave. She remembered that. That and her fury.

  She wore a singed dress of sackcloth. How had she burned it? She stood up straight, holding her head, arms throbbing, back feeling whipped, legs and toes bearing cuts and scratches. She was in the Two Rivers. Except, it wasn't the Two Rivers. Not as she temembered it. Some of the buildings smoldered, still burning.

  "They're coming again!" a voice yelled. Master al'Vere. Why was he holding a sword? People she knew, people dear to her Perrin, Master al'Vere, Mistress al'Donel, Aerie Botteger stood beside a low wall, all holding weapons. Some waved to her.

  "Nynaeve!" Perrin called. "Shadowspawn! We need your help!"

  Enormous shadows moved on the other side of the wall. Shadowspawn of terrible size not Trollocs, but something far worse. She could hear roars.

  She had to h
elp! She moved toward Perrin, but froze as she saw across the Green in the other direction a six-pointed star painted on a hillside.

  "Nynaeve!" Perrin sounded desperate. He began striking at something that reached over the wall, tentacles of midnight black. Perrin chopped at them with an axe as one snatched up Aerie and pulled him screaming into the darkness.

  Nynaeve began to walk toward the star. Calm. Measured.

  That was stupid. An Aes Sedai had to be calm. She knew that. But an Aes Sedai also needed to be able to act, to do what was needed to help those who needed it. It didn't matter what it cost her personally. These people needed her.

  So she started to run.

  Even that didn't feel like enough. She ran to get to the star, but still she left people she loved to fight alone. She knew she couldn't channel until she reached the six-pointed star. That made absolutely no sense. Shadowspawn were attacking. She had to channel!

  She embraced the Source, and something seemed to try to stop her. Something like a shield. She pushed it aside with difficulty and Power

  flooded her. She began flinging fire at the monster, burning off a tentacle as it grabbed for Perrin.

  Nynaeve continued throwing fire until she reached the six-pointed star. There, she wove the eighty-first weave, which created three rings of Fire in the air.

  She worked furiously, attacking at the same time. She didn't know the point of creating this weave, but she knew she had to finish it. So she increased the strength of the weave, making the burning rings extremely large. Then she began hurling them at the creatures. Massive halos of flame crashed into the dark things, killing them.

  There was a six-pointed star on the roof of Master al'Vere's inn. Had it been burned there? Nynaeve ignored it, venting her anger at the things with tentacles.

  No. This is important. More important than the Two Rivers. I must go on. Feeling like an utter coward but knowing it was the right thing to do she ran to the inn, passing through the doorway.

  Nynaeve lay weeping on the ground beside á broken archway. She was on the last of the hundred weaves.

  She could barely move. Her face was streaked with tears. She had hollow memories of fleeing battles, of leaving children to die. Of never being able to do enough.

  Her shoulder bled. A wolf's bite. Her legs were flayed, as if she'd walked through a long patch of thorns. All across her body were burns and blisters. She was naked.

  She rose to her knees, which were scraped and bleeding. Her braid ended in a smoldering stump about a handspan below her shoulders. She retched to the side, shivering.

  So sick, so weak. How could she continue?

  No. They will not beat me.

  She slowly raised herself to her feet. She was in a small room, harsh sunlight leaking through cracks between the wallboards. A bundle of white cloth lay on the ground. She picked it up, unfolding it. It was a white dress with the colors of the Ajahs banded at the bottom. The clothing of an Accepted in the White Tower.

  She dropped it. "I am Aes Sedai," she said, stepping over the robe and pushing open the door. Better to go naked than to give in to that lie.

  Outside the door, she found another dress, this time yellow. That was more proper. She allowed herself the time to put it on, though she couldn't

  stop trembling, and her fingers were so tired she could barely make them work. Her blood stained the cloth.

  Dress on, she inspected her surroundings. She was on a hillside in the Blight, the ground covered in weeds that bore the distinctive dark marks. Why was there a shack in the Blight, and why had she been inside of it?

  She felt so tired. She wanted to go back into the shack and sleep.

  No. She would continue. She trudged up the hill. At its top, she looked down on a land covered in broken rubble and pockets of darkness. Lakes, if they could be called that. The liquid looked thick and oily. Dark shapes moved within them. Malkier, she thought, stunned that she recognized the place. The Seven Towers, only rubble now. The Thousand Lakes corrupted. The place of Lan's heritage.

  She stepped forward, but her toe hit something. A stone beneath her feet had been carved with a small symbol. The six-pointed star.

  She sighed in relief. It was almost through. She began the final weave.

  Below, a man stumbled out from behind a mound of rubble, swinging expertly with his sword. She knew him even at a distance. That strong figure, square face, color-shifting cloak and dangerous way of walking.

  "Lan!" she screamed.

  He was surrounded by beasts that looked like wolves, but too large. They had dark fur, and their teeth flashed as they lunged toward Lan. Darkhounds, an entire pack.

  Nynaeve finished the hundredth weave with a start; she hadn't realized she'd continued it. A shower of colorful specks burst into the air around her. She watched them fall, feeling used. She heard a sound over her shoulder, but when she glanced, there was nothing there. Just the shack.

  The six-pointed star hung over a door there, the symbol made of bits of gemstones. That door hadn't been there before. She took a step toward the shack, then looked back.

  Lan swung about him with his sword, forcing the Darkhounds away. One bit of saliva from those beasts would kill him.

  "Lan," she screamed. "Run!"

  He didn't hear her. The six-pointed star. She needed to walk to it!

  She blinked, then looked down at her hands. In the direct center of each palm was a tiny scar. Almost unnoticeable. Seeing them sparked a memory in her.

  Nynaeve . . . I love you . . .

  This was a test. She could remember that now. It was a test to force her to choose between him and the White Tower. She'd made that choice once, but she'd known it wasn't real.

  This wasn't real either, was it? She raised a hand to her head, mind cloudy. That is my husband down there, she thought. No. I will not play this game!

  She screamed, weaving Fire and throwing it toward one of the Darkhounds. The creature burst into flames, but the fire didn't seem to hurt it. Nynaeve stepped forward, throwing more fire. Useless! The hounds just kept attacking.

  She refused to give in to her exhaustion. She banished it, growing calm, controlled. Ice. They wanted to push her, see what she could do? Well, let it be. She reached out, drawing in an immense amount of the One Power.

  Then she wove balefire.

  The line of pure light sprang from her fingers, warping the air around it. She hit one of the Darkhounds and seemed to puncture it, the light continuing on into the ground. The entire landscape rumbled, and Nynaeve stumbled. Lan fell to the ground. The Darkhounds leaped at him.

  NO! Nynaeve thought, righting herself, weaving balefire again. She blasted another hound, then another. More of the monsters leaped from behind rock formations. Where were they all coming from? Nynaeve strode forward, blasting with the forbidden weave.

  Each strike made the ground tremble, as if in pain. The balefire shouldn't puncture the ground like that. Something was wrong.

  She reached Lan's side. He had broken his leg. "Nynaeve!" he said. "You must go!"

  She ignored his words, kneeling down and weaving balefire as another hound rounded the rubble. Their number was increasing, and she was so tired. Each time she channeled, she felt it would surely be her last.

  But it could not be. Not with Lan in danger. She wove a complex Healing, putting every bit of strength she had left into it, mending his leg. He scrambled up and grabbed his sword, turning to fend off a Darkhound.

  They fought together, her with balefire, him with steel. But his swings were lethargic, and it took her a few heartbeats longer each time she made the balefire. The ground was shaking and rumbling, ruins crashing to the ground.

  "Lan!" she said. "Be ready to run!" "What?"

  With her last ounce of strength, she wove balefire and aimed it directly downward in front of them. The ground undulated in agony, almost like a living thing. The earth split nearby, Darkhounds tumbling in. Nynaeve collapsed, the One Power slipping from her. She was too tired
to channel.

  Lan grabbed her arm. "We must go!"

  She hauled herself to her feet, taking his hand. Together, they ran up the rumbling hillside. Darkhounds howled behind, some of the pack leaping the rift.

  Nynaeve ran for all she was worth, clinging to Lan's hand. They crested the hill. The ground was shaking so terribly; she couldn't believe the shack was still standing. She stumbled down the hill toward it, Lan with her.

  He tripped, crying out in pain. His hand slipped from her fingers.

  She spun. Behind them, a flood of Darkhounds crested the hilltop, snarling, teeth flashing and spittle flying from their mouths. Lan waved for her to go, his eyes wide.

  "No." She grabbed him by the arm and, heaving, hauled him down the slope. Together, they tumbled through the doorway, and . . .

  . . . and gasping, Nynaeve fell from the ter'angreal. She collapsed alone on the cold floor, naked, shaking. In a flood, she remembered it all. Each and every horrible moment of the test. Each betrayal, each frustrating weave. The impotence, the screams of the children, the deaths of people she knew and loved. She wept against the floor, curling up.

  Her entire body was afire with pain. Her shoulder, legs, arms and back still bled. She was burned to blisters in swaths across her body, and the greater part of her braid was gone. Her unraveled hair fell across her face as she tried to banish the memories of what she had done.

  She heard groans from nearby, and through bleary eyes she saw the Aes Sedai in the circle break off their weaves and slump. She hated them. She hated each and every one of them.

  "Light!" Saerin's voice. "Someone Heal her!"

  Everything was growing blurry. Voices grew muddled. Like sounds under water. Peaceful sounds . . .

  Something cold washed over her. She gasped, her eyes opening wide at the icy shock of the Healing. Rosil knelt beside her. The woman looked worried.

  The pain left Nynaeve's body, but her exhaustion increased tenfold. And the pain inside ... it remained. Oh, Light. She could hear the children screaming.