Christmas In the Snow: Taming Natasha / Considering Kate

by Nora Roberts

  And that kind of thinking, he decided, would only get him in trouble.

  Do your job, he told himself. Take her money. Keep your distance.

  And stop thinking about that amazing, streamlined body of hers.

  He poured a second cup of coffee—knowing he was damning himself to a sleepless night—then went back to work.

  The next afternoon, Kate opened the door to find Brody on her doorstep. Her pleasure at that was sidetracked by the bright-eyed little boy at his side.

  “Well, hello, handsome.”

  “I’m Jack.”

  “Handsome Jack. I’m Kate. Come in.”

  “I’m just dropping off the drawings, and the bid.” Brody held them out, kept a hand firm on Jack’s shoulder. “My card’s in there. If you have any questions or want to discuss the drawings or the figures, just get in touch.”

  “Let’s save time and look them over now. What’s your hurry?” She barely looked at him, but beamed smiles at Jack. “Brr. It’s cold out there. Cold enough for cookies and hot chocolate.”

  “With marshmallows?”

  “In this house, it’s illegal to serve hot chocolate without marshmallows.” She held out a hand. Jack’s was already in it as he bolted inside.

  “Listen—”

  “Oh, come on, O’Connell. Be a sport. So, what grade are you in, Handsome Jack?” She crouched down to unzip his coat. “Eighth, ninth?”

  “No.” He giggled. “First.”

  “You’re kidding. This is such a coincidence. We happen to be running a special today for blond-haired boys in first grade. Your choice of sugar, chocolate chip or peanut butter cookies.”

  “Can I have one of each?”

  “Jack—”

  “Ah, a man after my own heart,” Kate said, ignoring Brody. She straightened, handed Brody Jack’s coat and cap and muffler, then took the boy’s hand.

  “Are you the dancing lady?”

  She laughed as she started back with him toward the kitchen. “Yes, I am.” With that sultry smile on her lips, she glanced back over her shoulder at Brody. Gotcha, she thought. “Kitchen’s this way.”

  “I know where the damn kitchen is.”

  “Dad said damn,” Jack announced.

  “So I hear. Maybe he shouldn’t get any cookies.”

  “It’s okay for grown-ups to say damn. But they’re not supposed to say sh—”

  “Jack!”

  “But sometimes he says that, too,” Jack finished in a conspirator’s whisper. “And once when he banged his hand, he said all the curse words.”

  “Really?” Absolutely charmed, she pulled a chair out for the boy. “In a row, or all mixed up?”

  “All mixed up. He said some of them lots of times.” He gave her a bright smile. “Can I have three marshmallows?”

  “Absolutely. You can hang those coats on the pegs there, Brody.” She sent him a sunny smile, then got out the makings for the hot chocolate.

  And not a little paper pack, Brody noted. But a big hunk of chocolate, milk. “We don’t want to take up your time,” he began.

  “I have time. I put in a few hours at the store this morning. My mother’s swamped. But Brandon’s taking the afternoon shift. That’s my brother’s ball mitt,” she told Jack, who instantly snatched his hand away from it.

  “I was only looking.”

  “It’s okay. You can touch, he doesn’t mind. Do you like baseball?”

  “I played T-ball last year, and I’m going to play Little League when I’m old enough.”

  “Brand played T-ball, too, and Little League. And now he plays for a real major league team. He plays third base for the L.A. Kings.”

  Jack’s eyes rounded—little green gems. “For real?”

  “For real.” She crossed over, slipped the glove onto the delighted Jack’s hand. “Maybe when your hand’s big enough to fit, you’ll play, too.”

  “Holy cow, Dad. It’s a real baseball guy’s mitt.”

  “Yeah.” He gave up. He couldn’t block anyone who gave his son such a thrill. “Very cool.” He ruffled Jack’s hair, smiled over at Kate. “Can I have three marshmallows, too?”

  “Absolutely.”

  The boy was a jewel, Kate thought as she prepared the hot chocolate, set out cookies. She had a weakness for kids, and this one was, as her father had said, a pistol.

  Even more interesting, she noted, was the obvious link between father and son. Strong as steel and sweet as candy. It made her want to cuddle both of them.

  “Lady?”

  “Kate,” she said and put his mug of chocolate in front of him. “Careful now, it’s hot.”

  “Okay. Kate, how come you wear funny clothes when you dance? Dad has no idea.”

  Brody made a small sound—it might have been a groan—then took an avid interest in the selection of cookies.

  Kate arched her eyebrows, set the other mugs on the table, then sat. “We like to call them costumes. They help us tell whatever story we want through the dance.”

  “How can you tell stories with dancing? I like stories with talking.”

  “It’s like talking, but with movement and music. What do you think of when you hear ‘Jingle Bells,’ without the words?”

  “Christmas. It’s only five days till Christmas.”

  “That’s right, and if you were going to dance to Jingle Bells, the movements would be happy and fast and fun. They’d make you think of sleigh rides and snow. But if it was ‘Silent Night,’ it would be slow and reverent.”

  “Like in church.”

  Oh, aren’t you quick, she thought. “Exactly. You come by my school some time, and I’ll show you how to tell a story with dancing.”

  “Dad’s maybe going to build your school.”

  “Yes, maybe he is.”

  She opened the folder. Interesting, Brody thought, how she set the bid aside and went straight to the drawings. Possibilities rather than the bottom line.

  Jack got down to business with the hot chocolate, his eyes huge with anticipation as he blew on the frothy surface to cool it. Kate ignored hers, and the cookies. When she began to ask questions, Brody scooted his chair over so they bent over the drawings together.

  She smelled better than the cookies, and that was saying something.

  “What is this?”

  “A pocket door—it slides instead of swings. Saves space. That corridor’s narrow. I put one here, too, on your office. You need privacy, but you don’t have to sacrifice space.”

  “I like it.” She turned her head. Faces close, eyes locked. “I like it very much.”

  “I drew some of the lines,” Jack announced.

  “You did a fine job,” Kate told him, then went back to studying the drawings while Brody dealt with the tangle of knots in his belly.

  She looked at each one carefully, considering changes, rejecting them, or putting them aside for future possibilities. She could see it all quite clearly—the lines, the angles, the flow. And noted the details Brody had added or altered. She couldn’t find fault with them. At the moment.

  More, she was impressed with his thoroughness. The drawings were clean and professional. She doubted she’d have gotten better with an architect.

  When she was done, she picked up the bid—meticulously clear—ran down the figures. And swallowed the lump of it.

  “Well, Handsome Jack.” She set the paperwork down again. “You and your dad are hired.”

  Jack let out a cheer, and since nobody told him not to, took another cookie.

  Brody didn’t realize he’d been holding his breath, not until it wanted to expel in one great whoosh. He controlled it, eased back. It was the biggest job he’d taken on since moving back to West Virginia.

  The work would keep him and his crew busy all through the winter—when building work was often slow. There’d be no need to cut back on his men, or their hours.

  And the income would give him a whole lot of breathing room.

  Over and above the vital practicalities, he
’d wanted to get his hands on that building. The trick would be to keep them there, and off Kate.

  “I appreciate the business.”

  “Remember that when I drive you crazy.”

  “You started out doing that. Got a pen?”

  She smiled, rose to get one out of the drawer. Leaning over the table, she signed her name to the contract, dated it. “Your turn,” she said, handing him the pen.

  When he was done, she took the pen back, looked over at Jack. “Jack?”

  “Huh?” Crumbs dribbled from the corner of his mouth. Catching his father’s narrow stare, he swallowed. “I mean, yes, ma’am.”

  “Can you write your name?”

  “I can print it. I know all the alphabet, and how to spell Jack and Dad and some stuff.”

  “Good. Well, come on over here and make it official.” She tilted her head at his blank look. “You drew some of the lines, didn’t you? You want to be hired, or not?”

  Pure delight exploded on his face. “Okay!”

  He scrambled down, scattering more crumbs. Taking the pen, he locked his tongue between his teeth and with painful care printed his name under his father’s signature.

  “Look, Dad! That’s me.”

  “Yeah, it sure is.”

  Stupefied by emotion, Brody looked up, met Kate’s eyes. What the hell was he going to do now? She’d hit him at his weakest point.

  “Jack, go wash your hands.”

  “They’re not dirty.”

  “Wash them anyway.”

  “Right down the hall, Jack,” Kate said quietly. “Count one door, then two, on the side of the hand you write your name with.”

  Jack made little grumbling sounds, but he skipped out of the room.

  Brody got to his feet. She didn’t back off. No, she wouldn’t have, he thought. So their bodies bumped a little, and his went on full alert.

  “That was nice. What you did, making him feel part of it.”

  “He is part of it. That is clear.” And so was something else that needled into her heart. “It wasn’t a strategy, Brody.”

  “I said it was nice.”

  “Yes, but you’re also thinking—at least wondering if—it was also clever of me. A slick little ploy to get to you. I want to sleep with you, and I’m very goal oriented, but I draw the line at using your son to achieve the desired end.”

  She snatched up his empty mug, started to turn. Brody laid a hand on her arm. “Okay, maybe I wondered. Now I’ll apologize for it.”

  “Fine.”

  He shifted, gripped her arm until she turned to face him. “Sincerely apologize, Kate.”

  She relaxed. “All right. Sincerely accepted. He’s beautiful, and he’s great. It’s tough not to get stuck on him right off the bat.”

  “I’m pretty stuck on him myself.”

  “Yes, and he on you. It shows. I happen to like children, and admire loving parents. It only makes you more attractive.”

  “I’m not going to sleep with you.” He wasn’t gripping her arm now, but sliding his hands down the length.

  She smiled. “So you say.”

  “I’m not going to mess up this job, complicate it and my life. I can’t afford…”

  He’d had something definite to say. Decisive. But she slid her hands up his chest, over his shoulders.

  “You’re not on the clock yet,” she murmured and lifted her mouth to his.

  He closed the gap and lights exploded inside his head. Eruptions blasted inside his body. Her mouth was warm, tart, persuasive. The sensations simply took control of the two of them. Of him.

  He meant to take her by the shoulders, pull her back. He meant to. He could hold her at arm’s length. And would.

  In a little while.

  But for now, for right now, he wanted to just lose himself in the sheer sensation. He wanted to have to hold her to keep his balance. She smelled dark. And dangerous.

  It was irresistible. He was irresistible. He kissed like a dream, she thought, letting out a throaty little purr. As if it was all he’d ever done, all he ever wanted to do.

  His mouth was soft, and hot. His hands hard, and strong. Was there anything sexier in a man than strength? The strength that came from muscles and from the heart.

  He made her mind spin a dozen lazy pirouettes, with her pulse throbbing thick to keep the beat.

  She wanted to send that rhythm speeding. Wanted it more than she’d anticipated. And floating on that lovely mix of anticipation, sensation and desire, she let her head fall back.

  “That was nice.” Her fingers slid up into his hair. “Why don’t we do that again?”

  He wanted to—to start and finish in one huge gulp. And his six-year-old son was splashing in the sink down the hall. “I can’t do this.”

  “I think we just proved you could.”

  “I’m not going to do this.” Now he did hold her at arm’s length. Her eyes were dark, her mouth soft. “Damn, you muddle a man’s brain.”

  “Apparently not enough. But it’s a beginning.”

  He let her go. It was the safest move. And stepped back. “You know, it’s been a long time since I…played this game.”

  “It’ll come back to you. You may have been on the bench for a while, but it’ll come back. Why don’t we go out to dinner and start your training?”

  “I washed both sides,” Jack announced as he hopped back into the room. “Can I have another cookie?”

  “No.” He couldn’t take his eyes off hers. Couldn’t seem to do anything but stare and want. And wonder. “We have to go. Say thank you to Kate.”

  “Thanks, Kate.”

  “You’re welcome, Jack. Come back and see me, okay?”

  “Okay.” He grinned at her as his father bundled him into his coat. “Will you have hot chocolate?”

  “I’ll make sure of it.”

  She walked them to the door, stood in the opening to watch them climb into the truck. Jack waved enthusiastically. Brody didn’t look back at all.

  A cautious man, she thought as they drove off. Well, she could hardly blame him. If she’d had something as precious as that little boy to worry about, she’d have been cautious, too.

  But now that she’d met the son, she was even more interested in the man. He was a good father, one who obviously paid attention. Jack had been warmly dressed, healthy, friendly, happy.

  It couldn’t be easy, raising a child alone. But Brody O’Connell was doing it, and doing it well.

  She respected that. Admired that. And, was attracted to that.

  Maybe she’d been a little hasty, acting on pure chemistry. But she pressed her lips together, remembering the feel and taste of his and wondered who could blame her.

  Still, it wouldn’t hurt to take more time, to get to know him better.

  After all, neither of them were going anywhere.

  Chapter Four

  “Earthquakes,” Kate said.

  “Ice storms,” Brandon countered.

  “Smog.”

  “Snow shovels.”

  She tossed back her hair. “The joy of the changing seasons.”

  He pulled her hair. “The beach.”

  They’d been having the debate for years—East Coast versus West. At the moment, Kate was using it to take her mind off the fact that Brandon was leaving in under an hour.

  Just the post-Christmas blues, she assured herself. All that excitement and preparation, then the lovely warmth of a traditional Christmas at home had kept her so busy, and so involved.

  The Kimballs had followed their Christmas Day celebrations with a two-day trip to New York, rounding everything off with all the chaos and confusion of their sprawling family.

  Now it was nearly a new year. Freddie, her sister, was back in New York with her husband, Nick, and the kids. And Brandon was heading back to L.A.

  She glanced out at the tidy, quiet main street as they walked. And smiled thinly. “Road rage.”

  “Hard-bodied blondes in convertibles.”

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�You are so shallow.”

  “Yeah.” He hooked his arm around her neck. “You love that about me. Hey, check it out. You got men with trucks.”

  Still pouting, she looked down the street and saw the work trucks and laborers. Brody, she mused, didn’t waste any time.

  They circled around, picked their way over rubble and hillocks of winter dry grass to the rear of the building where the activity seemed to be centered. There was noise—someone was playing country music on a portable radio. There were scents—dirt, sweat and, oddly enough, mayonnaise.

  Kate walked around a wheelbarrow, stepped cautiously down a ramp and peered into her basement.

  Thick orange extension cords snaked to portable work lights that hung from beams or posts. Their bare-bulb glare made her basement resemble some archeological dig, still in its nasty stages.

  She spotted Brody, in filthy jeans and boots, hammering a board into place on a form. Though his breath puffed out visibly as he worked, he’d stripped off his jacket. She could see the intriguing ripple of muscle under flannel.

  She’d been right, Kate noted, he looked extremely good in a tool belt.

  A laborer shoveled dirt into another wheelbarrow. And Jack was plopped down, digging with a small shovel and dumping his take—or most of it—into a bucket.

  The boy spotted her first. Hopped up and danced. “I’m digging out the basement! I get a dollar. I get to help pour concrete. I got a truck for Christmas. You wanna see?”

  “You bet.”

  She had taken another step down the ramp before Brody came over and blocked her. “You’re not dressed to muck around down here.”

  She glanced down at his work boots, then her own suede sneakers. “Can’t argue with that. Can you spare a minute?”

  “All right. Jack, take a break.”

  Brody came up the ramp, squinting against the flash of winter sunlight, with his son scrambling behind him.

  “This is my brother, Brandon. Brand, Brody O’Connell and Jack.”

  “Nice to meet you.” Brody held up a grimy hand rather than offering to shake. “I’ve watched you play. It’s a pleasure.”

  “Thanks. I’ve seen your work, same goes.”