Oliver Twist

by Charles Dickens

  An anxious night ensued. When morning came, Mrs. Maylie's predictions were but too well verified. Rose was in the first stage of a high and dangerous fever.

  "We must be active, Oliver, and not give way to useless grief," said Mrs. Maylie, laying her finger on her lip, as she looked steadily into his face; "this letter must be sent, with all possible expedition, to Mr. Losberne. It must be carried to the market-town, which is not more than four miles off, by the footpath across the fields, and thence dispatched, by an express on horseback, straight to Chertsey. The people at the inn will undertake to do this; and I can trust to you to see it done, I know."

  Oliver could make no reply, but looked his anxiety to be gone at once.

  "Here is another letter," said Mrs. Maylie, pausing to reflect; "but whether to send it now, or wait until I see how Rose goes on, I scarcely know. I would not forward it unless I feared the worst."

  "Is it for Chertsey, too, ma'am?" inquired Oliver, impatient to execute his commission, and holding out his trembling hand for the letter.

  "No," replied the old lady, giving it to him mechanically. Oliver glanced at it, and saw that it was directed to Harry Maylie, Esquire, at some great lord's house in the country; where, he could not make out.

  "Shall it go, ma'am?" asked Oliver, looking up, impatiently.

  "I think not," replied Mrs. Maylie, taking it back. "I will wait until to-morrow."

  With these words, she gave Oliver her purse, and he started off, without more delay, at the greatest speed he could muster.

  Swiftly he ran across the fields and down the little lanes which sometimes divided them, now almost hidden by the high corn on either side, and now emerging on an open field, where the mowers and haymakers were busy at their work; nor did he stop once, save now and then, for a few seconds, to recover breath, until he came, in a great heat and covered with dust, on the little marketplace of the market-town.

  Here he paused, and looked about for the inn. There were a white bank, and a red brewery, and a yellow town-hall; and in one comer there was a large house, with all the wood about it painted green, before which was the sign of "The George." To this he hastened, as soon as it caught his eye.

  He spoke to a postboy who was dozing under the gateway and who, after hearing what he wanted, referred him to the ostler, who after hearing all he had to say again, referred him to the landlord, who was a tall gentleman in a blue neckcioth, a white hat, drab breeches, and boots with tops to match, leaning against a pump by the stable-door, picking his teeth with a silver toothpick.

  This gentleman walked with much deliberation into the bar to make out the bill, which took a long time making out; and after it was ready, and paid, a horse had to be saddled, and a man to be dressed, which took up ten good minutes more. Meanwhile Oliver was in such a desperate state of impatience and anxiety that he felt as if he could have jumped upon the horse himself and galloped away, full tear, to the next stage. At length, all was ready; and the little parcel having been handed up, with many injunctions and entreaties for its speedy delivery, the man set spurs to his horse, and rattling over the uneven paving of the marketplace, was out of the town, and galloping along the tumpike-road. in a couple of minutes.

  As it was something to feel certain that assistance was sent for, and that no time had been lost, Oliver hurried up the innyard with a somewhat lighter heart. He was turning out of the gateway when he accidentally stumbled against a tall man wrapped in a cloak; who was at that moment coming out of the inn door.

  "Hah!" cried the man, fixing his eyes on Oliver, and suddenly recoiling. "What the devil's this?"

  "I beg your pardon, sir," said Oliver; "I was in a great hurry to get home, and didn't see you were coming."

  "Death!" muttered the man to himself, glaring at the boy with his large dark eyes. "Who would have thought it! Grind him to ashes! He'd start up from a stone coffin, to come in my way!"

  "I am sorry," stammered Oliver, confused by the strange man's wild look. "I hope I have not hurt you!"

  "Rot you!" murmured the man, in a horrible passion, between his clenched teeth; "if I had only had the courage to say the word, I might have been free of you in a night. Curses on your head, and black death on your heart, you imp! What are you doing here?"

  The man shook his fist, as he uttered these words incoher ently. He advanced towards Oliver, as if with the intention of aiming a blow at him, but fell violently on the ground, writhing and foaming, in a fit.

  Oliver gazed, for a moment, at the struggles of the mad man (for such he supposed him to be), and then darted into the house for help. Having seen him safely carried into the hotel, he turned his face homewards, running as fast as he could to make up for lost time, and recalling with a great deal of astonishment, and some fear, the extraordinary behaviour of the person from whom he had just parted.

  The circumstance did not dwell in his recollection long, however, for when he reached the cottage there was enough to occupy his mind and to drive all considerations of self completely from his memory.

  Rose Maylie had rapidly grown worse; before midnight she was delirious. A medical practitioner, who resided on the spot, was in constant attendance upon her; and after first seeing the patient, he had taken Mrs. Maylie aside and pronounced her disorder to be one of a most alarming nature. "In fact," he said, "it would be little short of a miracle, if she recovered."

  How often did Oliver start from his bed that night, and stealing out, with noiseless footstep, to the staircase, listen for the slightest sound from the sick chamber! How often did a tremble shake his frame, and cold drops of terror start upon his brow, when a sudden trampling of feet caused him to fear that something too dreadful to think of had even then occurred! And what had been the fervency of all the prayers he had ever uttered, compared with those he poured forth now, in the agony and passion of his supplication for the life and health of the gentle creature who was tottering on the deep grave's verge!

  Oh! the suspense, the fearful, acute suspense, of standing idly by while the life of one we dearly love is trembling in the balance! Oh! the racking thoughts that crowd upon the mind, and make the heart beat violently and the breath come thick, by the force of the images they conjure up before it--the desperate anxiety to be doing something to relieve the pain, or lessen the danger, which we have no power to alleviate; the sinking of soul and spirit, which the sad remembrance of our helplessness produces--what tortures can equal these! what reflections or endeavours can, in the full tide and fever of the time, allay them!

  Morning came, and the little cottage was lonely and still. People spoke in whispers; anxious faces appeared at the gate, from time to time; women and children went away in tears. All the livelong day, and for hours after it had grown dark, Oliver paced softly up and down the garden, raising his eyes every instant to the sick chamber, and shuddering to see the darkened window, looking as if death lay stretched inside. Late at night Mr. Losberne arrive. "It is hard," said the good doctor, turning away as he spoke; "so young, so much beloved; but there is very little hope."

  Another morning. The sun shone brightly, as brightly as if it looked upon no misery or care; and with every leaf and flower in full bloom about her--with life, and health, and sounds and sights of joy surrounding her on every side--the fair young creature lay, wasting fast. Oliver crept away to the old churchyard, and sitting down on one of the green mounds, wept and prayed for her in silence.

  There was such, peace and beauty in the scene, so much of brightness and mirth in the,sunny landscape, such blithesome music in the songs of the summer birds, such freedom in the rapid flight of the rook careering overhead, so much of life and joyousness in all, that when the boy raised his aching eyes and looked about, the thought instinctively occurred to him that this was not a time for death, that Rose could surely never die when humbler things were all so glad and gay, that graves, were for cold and cheerless winter, not for sunlight and fragrance. He almost thought that shrouds were for the old and shrunken, and that t
hey never wrapped the young and graceful form in their ghastly folds.

  A knell from the church bell broke harshly on these youthful thoughts. Another! Again! It was tolling for the funeral service. A group of humble mourners entered the gate, wearing white favours; for the corpse was young. They stood uncovered by a grave, and there was a mother--a mother once--among the weeping train. But the sun shone brightly, and the birds sang on.

  Oliver turned homeward, thinking on the many kindnesses he had received from the young lady and wishing that the time could come again that he might never cease showing her how grateful and attached he was. He had not cause for self-reproach on the score of neglect or want of thought, for he had been devoted to her service; and yet a hundred little occasions rose up before him on which he fancied he might have been more zealous and more earnest, and wished he had been. We need be careful how we deal with those about us, when every death carries to some small circle of survivors, thoughts of so much omitted and so littte done--of so many things forgotten and so many more which might have been repaired! There is no remorse so deep as that which is unavailing; if we would be spared its tortures, let us remember this in time.

  When he reached home Mrs. Maylie was sitting in the little parlour. Oliver's heart sank at sight of her, for she had never left the bedside of her niece; and he trembled to think what change could have driven her away. He learnt that she had fallen into a deep sleep from which she would waken either to recovery and life, or to bid them farewell and die.

  They sat listening, and afraid to speak, for hours. The untasted meal was removed; with looks which showed that their thoughts were elsewhere, they watched the sun as he sank lower and lower and, at length, cast over sky and earth those brilliant hues which herald his departure. Their quick ears caught the sound of an approaching footstep. They both involuntarily darted to the door as Mr. Losberne entered.

  "What of Rose?" cried the old lady. "Tell me at once! I can bear it; anything but suspense! Oh, tell me! in the name of Heaven!"

  "You must compose yourself," said the doctor, supporting her. "Be calm, my dear ma'am, pray."

  "Let me go, in God's name! My dear child! She is dead! She is dying!"

  "No!" cried the doctor, passionately. "As He is good and merciful, she will live to bless us all, for years to come."

  The lady fell upon her knees and tried to fold her hands together ; but the energy which had supported her so long, fled up to Heaven with her first thanksgiving, and she sank into the friendly arms which were extended to receive her.

  CHAPTER XXXIV

  Contains some introductory particulars relative to a young

  gentleman who now arrives upon the scene, and a

  new adventure which happened to Oliver.

  IT WAS ALMOST TOO MUCH HAPPINESS TO BEAR. OLIVER FELT stunned and stupefied by the unexpected intelligence; he could not weep, or speak, or rest. He had scarcely the power of understanding anything that had passed, until, after a long ramble in the quiet evening air, a burst of tears came to his relief and he seemed to awaken, all at once, to a full sense of the joyful change that had occurred, and the almost insupportable load of anguish which had been taken from his breast.

  The night was fast closing in when he returned homeward. laden with flowers which he had culled, with peculiar care, for the adornment of the sick chamber. As he walked briskly along the road, he heard behind him the noise of some vehicle approaching at a furious pace. Looking round, he saw that it was a post-chaise, driven at great speed; and as the horses were galloping, and the road was narrow, he stood leaning against a gate until it should have passed him.

  As it dashed on, Oliver caught a glimpse of a man in a white nightcap, whose face seemed familiar to him, although his view was so brief that he could not identify the person. In another second or two, the nightcap was thrust out of the chaise-window, and a stentorian voice bellowed to the driver to stop, which he did as soon as he could pull up his horses. Then the nightcap once again appeared, and the Same voice called Oliver by his name.

  "Here!" cried the voice. "Oliver, what's the news? Miss Rose! Master 0-li-ver!"

  "It is you, Giles?" cried Oliver, running up to the chaise-door.

  Giles popped out his nightcap again, preparatory to making some reply, when he was suddenly pulled back by a young gentleman who occupied the other corner of the chaise, and who eagerly demanded what was the news.

  "In a word!" cried the gentleman. "Better or worse?"

  "Better--much better!" replied Oliver, hastily.

  "Thank Heaven!" exclaimed the gentleman. "You are sure?"

  "Quite, sir," replied Oliver. "The change took place only a few hours ago, and Mr. Losberne says that all danger is at an end."

  The gentleman said not another word, but opening the chaise-door, leaped out, and taking Oliver hurriedly by the arm, led him aside.

  "You are quite certain? There is no possibility of any mistake on your part, my boy, is there?" demanded the gentleman in a tremulous voice. "Do not deceive me by awakening hopes that are not to be fulfilled."

  "I would not for the world, sir," replied Oliver. "Indeed you may believe me. Mr. Losberne's words were that she would live to bless us all for many years to come. I heard him say so.

  The tears stood in Oliver's eyes as he recalled the scene which was the beginning of so much happiness, and the gentleman turned his face away and remained silent for some minutes. Oliver thought he heard him sob, more than once; but he feared to interrupt him by any fresh remark--for he could well guess what his feelings were--and so stood apart, feigning to be occupied with his nosegay.

  All this time Mr. Giles, with the white nightcap on, had been sitting on the steps on the chaise, supporting an elbow on each knee, and wiping his eyes with a blue cotton pocket-handkerchief dotted with white spots. That the honest fellow had not been feigning emotion, was abundantly demonstrated by the very red eyes with which he regarded the young gentleman when he turned round and addressed him.

  "I think you had better go on to my mother's in the chaise, Giles," said he. "I would rather walk slowly on, so as to gain a little time before I see her. You can say I am coming."

  "I beg your pardon, Mr. Harry," said Giles, giving a final polish to his ruffled countenance with the handkerchief; "but if you would leave the postboy to say that, I should be very much obliged to you. It wouldn't be proper for the maids to see me in this state, sir; I should never have any more authority with them if they did."

  "Well," rejoined Harry Maylie, smiling, "you can do as you like. Let him go on with the luggage, if you wish it, and do you follow with us. Only first exchange that nightcap for some more appropriate covering or we shall be taken for madmen."

  Mr. Giles, reminded of his unbecoming costume, snatched off and pocketed his nightcap and substituted a hat, of grave and sober shape, which he took out of the chaise: This done, the postboy drove off; .Giles, Mr. Maylie, and Oliver followed at their leisure.

  As they walked along, Oliver glanced from time to time with much interest and curiosity at the new-comer. He seemed about five-and-twenty years of age, and was of the middle height; his countenance was frank and handsome, and his demeanour easy and prepossessing. Notwithstanding the difference between youth and age, he bore so strong a likeness to the old lady that Oliver would have had no great difficulty in imagining their relationship if he had not already spoken of her as his mother.

  Mrs. Maylie was anxiously waiting to receive her son when he reached the cottage. The meeting did not take place without great emotion on both sides.

  "Mother!" whispered the young man; "why did you not write before?"

  "I did," replied Mrs. Maylie; "but, on reflection, I determined to keep back the letter until I had heard Mr. Losberne's opinion."

  "But why," said the young man, "why run the chance of that occurring which so nearly happened? If Rose had--I cannot utter that word now--if this illness had terminated differently, how could you ever have forgiven yourself! How could I
ever have known happiness again!"

  "If that had been the case, Harry," said Mrs. Maylie, "I fear your happiness would have been effectually blighted, and that your arrival here a day sooner or a day later would have been of very, very little import."

  "And who can wonder if it be so, mother?" rejoined the young man; "Oh why should I say, if?--It is--it is--you know it; mother--you must know it!"

  "I know that she deserves the best and purest love the heart of man can offer," said Mrs. Maylie; "I know that the devotion and affection of her nature require no ordinary return, but one that shall be deep and lasting. If I did not feel this, and know, besides, that a changed behaviour in one she loved would break her heart, I should not feel my task so difficult of performance, or have to encounter so many struggles in my own bosom when I take what seems to me to be the strict line of duty."

  "This is unkind, mother," said Harry. "Do you still suppose that I am a boy ignorant of my own mind and mistaking the impulses of my own soul?"

  "I think, my dear son," returned Mrs. Maylie, laying her hand upon his shoulder, "that youth has many generous impulses which do not last, and that among them are some which, being gratified, become only the more fleeting. Above all, I think," said the lady, fixing her eyes on her son's face, "that if an enthusiastic, ardent, and ambitious man marry a wife on whose name there is a stain, which, though it originate in no fault of hers, may be visited by cold and sordid people upon her, and upon his children also--and, in exact proportion to his success in the world, be cast in his teeth and made the subject of sneers against him--he may, no matter how generous and good his nature, one day repent of the connexion he formed in early life. And she may have the pain of knowing that he does so."