Oliver Twist

by Charles Dickens

  "A fear of what?" asked the gentleman, who seemed to pity her.

  "I scarcely know of what," replied the girl. "I wish I did. Horrible thoughts of death, and shrouds with blood upon them, and a fear that has made me burn as if I was on fire, have been upon me all day. I was reading a book tonight, to white the time away, and the same things came into the print."

  "Imagination," said the gentleman, soothing her.

  "No imagination," replied the girl in a hoarse voice. "I'll swear I saw 'coffin' written in every page of the book in large black letters--aye, and they carried one close to me, in the streets tonight."

  "There is nothing unusual in that," said the gentleman. "They have passed me often."

  "Real ones," rejoined the girl. "This was not."

  There was something so uncommon in her manner that the flesh of the concealed listener crept as he heard the girl utter these words, and the blood chilled within him. He had never experienced a greater relief than in hearing the sweet voice of the young lady as she begged her to be calm, and not allow herself to become the prey of such fearful fancies.

  "Speak to her kindly," said the young lady to her companion. "Poor creature! She seems to need it."

  "Your haughty religious people would have held their heads up to see me as I am tonight, and preached of flames and vengeance," cried the girl. "Oh, dear lady, why ar'n't those who claim to be God's own folks as gentle and as kind to us poor wretches as you, who, having youth, and beauty, and all that they had lost, might be a little proud instead of so much humbler?"

  "Ah!" said the gentleman. "A Turk turns his face, after washing it well, to the East, when he says his prayers; these good people, after giving their faces such a rub against the World as to take the smiles off, turn with no less regularity to the darkest side of Heaven. Between the Mussulman and the Pharisee, commend me to the first!"

  These words appeared to be addressed to the young lady, and were perhaps uttered with the view of affording Nancy time to recover herself. the gehtleman shortly afterwards addressed himself to her.

  "You were not here last Sunday night," he said.

  "I couldn't come," replied Nancy; "I was kept by force."

  "By whom?"

  "Him that I told the young lady of before."

  "You were not suspected of holding any communication with anybody on the subject which has brought us here tonight, I hope?" asked the old gentleman.

  "No," replied the girl, shaking her head. "It's not very easy for me to leave him unless he knows why; I couldn't have seen the lady when I did, but that I gave him a drink of laudanum before I came away."

  "Did he awake before you returned?" inquired the gentleman.

  "No; and neither he nor any of them suspect me."

  "Good," said the gentleman. "Now listen to me."

  "I am ready," replied the girl, as he paused for a moment.

  "This young lady," the gentleman began, "has communicated to me, and to some other friends who can be safely trusted, what you told her nearly a fortnight since. I confess to you that I had doubts, at first, whether you were to be implicitly relied upon, but now I firmly believe you are."

  "I am," said the girl earnestly.

  "I repeat that I firmly believe it. To prove to you that I am disposed to trust you, I tell you without reserve that we propose to extort the secret, whatever it may be, from the fear of this man Monks. But if--if--" said the gentleman, "he cannot be secured, or, if secured, cannot be acted upon as we wish, you must deliver up the Jew."

  "Fagin," cried the girl, recoiling.

  "That man must be delivered up by you," said the gentleman.

  "I will not do it! I will never do it!" replied the girl. "Devil that he is, and worse than devil as he has been to me, I will never do that."

  "You will not?" said the gentleman, who seemed fully prepared for this answer.

  "Never!" returned the girl.

  "Tell me why?"

  "For one reason," rejoined the girl firmly, "for one reason that the lady knows and will stand by me in, I know she will, for I have her promise; and for this other reason, besides, that, bad life as he had led, I have led a bad life too; there are many of us who have kept the same courses together, and I'll not turn upon them who might--any of them--have turned upon me, but didn't, bad as they are."

  "Then," said the gentleman, quickly, as if this had been the point he had been aiming to attain; "put Monks into my hands, and leave him to me to deal with."

  "What if he turns against the others?'

  "I promise you that in that case, if the truth is forced from him, there the matter will rest; there must be circumstances in Oliver's little history which it would be painful to drag before the public eye, and if the truth is once elicited, they shall go scot free."

  "And if it is not?" suggested the girl.

  "Then," pursued the gentleman, "this Fagin shall not be brought to justice without your consent. In such a case I could show you reasons, I think, which would induce you to yield it."

  "Have I the lady's promise for that?" asked the girl.

  "You have," replied Rose. "My true and faithful pledge."

  "Monks would never learn how you knew what you do?" said the girl, after a short pause.

  "Never," replied the gentleman. "The intelligence should be so brought to bear upon him that he could never even guess."

  "I have been a liar, and among liars from a little child," said the girl after another interval of silence, "but I will take your words."

  After receiving an assurance from both that she might safely do so, she proceeded in a voice so low that it was often difficult for the listener to discover even the purport of what she said, to describe, by name and situation, the public-house whence she had been followed that night. From the manner in which she occasionally paused, it appeared as if the gentleman were making some hasty notes of the information she communicated. When she had thoroughly explained the localities of the place, the best position from which to watch it without exciting observation, and the night and hour on which Monks was most in the habit of frequenting it, she seemed to consider for a few moments, for the purpose of recalling his features and appearance more forcibly to her recollection.

  "He is tall," said the girl, "and a strongly made man, but not stout; he has a lurking walk, and as he walks, constantly looks over his shoulder, first one one side and then on the other Don't forget that, for his eyes are sunk in his head so much deeper than any other man's that you might almost tell him by that alone. His face is dark, like his hair and eyes; and, although he can't be more than six or eight and twenty, withered and haggard. His lips are often discoloured and disfigured with the marks of teeth; for he has desperate fits, and sometimes even bites his hands and covers them with wounds--why did you start? said the girl, stopping suddenly.

  The gentleman replied, in a hurried manner, that he was hot conscious of having done so, and begged her to proceed,

  "Part of this," said the girl, "I've drawn out from other people at the house I tell you of, for I have only seen him twice, and both times he was covered up in a large cloak. I think that's all I can give you to know him by. Stay, though," she added. "Upon his throat: so high that you can see a part of it below his neckerchief when he turns his face: there is--"

  "A broad red mark, like a burn or scald?" cried the gentleman.

  "How's this?" said the girl. "You know him!"

  The young lady uttered a cry of surprise, and for a few moments they were so still that the listener could distinctly hear them breathe.

  "I think I do," said the gentleman, breaking silence. "I should by your description. We shall see. Many people are singularly like each other. It may not be the same."

  As he expressed himself to this effect, with assumed carelessness, he took a step or two nearer the concealed spy, as the latter could tell from the distinctiness with which he heard him mutter, "It must be he!"

  "Now," he said, returning (so it seemed by the sound) to the spot
where he had stood before, "you have given us most valuable assistance, young woman, and I wish you to be the better for it. What can I do to serve you?"

  "Nothing," replied Nancy.

  "You will not persist in saying that," rejoined the gentleman, with a voice and emphasis of kindness that might have touched a much harder and more obdurate heart. "Think now. Tell me."

  "Nothing, sir," rejoined the girl, weeping. "You can do nothing to help me. I am past all hope, indeed."

  "You put yourself beyond its pale," said the gentleman. "The past has been a dreary waste with you, of youthful energies mis-spent, and such priceless treasures lavished as the Creator bestows but once and never grants again, but. for the future, you may hope. I do not say that it is in our power to offer you peace of heart and mind, for that must come as you seek it; but a quiet asylum, either in England or, if you fear to remain here, in some foreign country, it is not only within the compass of our ability but our most anxious wish to secure you. Before the dawn of morning, before this river wakes to the first glimpse of daylight, you shall be placed as entirely beyond the reach of your former associates, and leave as utter an absence of all trace behind you, as if you were to disappear from the earth this moment. Come! I would not have you go back to exchange one word with any old companion, or take one look at any old haunt, or breathe the very air which is pestilence and death to you. Quit them all, while there is time and opportunity!"

  "She will be persuaded now," cried the young lady. "She hesitates, I am sure."

  "I fear not, my dear," said the gentleman.

  "No, sir, I do not," replied the girl after a short struggle. "I am chained to my old life. I loathe and hate it now, but I cannot leave it. I must have gone too far to turn back--and yet I don't know, for if you had spoken to me so, some time ago, I should have laughed it off, But," she said, looking hastily round, "this fear comes over me again. I must go home."

  "Home!" repeated the young lady, with great stress upon the word.

  "Home, lady," rejoined the girl., "To such a home as I have raised for myself with the work of my whole life. Let us part. I shall be watched or seen. Go! Go! If I have done you any service, all I ask is that you leave me and let me go my way alone."

  "It is useless," said the gentleman, with a sigh. "We compromise her safety, perhaps, by staying here. We may have detained her longer than she expected already."

  "Yes, yes," urged the girl. "You have."

  "What," cried the young lady, "can be the end of this poor creature's life!"

  "What!" repeated the girl. "Look before you, lady. Look at that dark water. How many times do you read of such as I who spring into the tide, and leave no living thing to care for or bewail them. It may be years hence, or it may be only months, but I shall come to that at last."

  "Do not speak thus, pray," returned the young lady, sobbing.

  "It will never reach your ears, dear lady, and God forbid such horrors should!" replied the girl. "Good night, good night!"

  The gentleman turned away.

  "This purse," cried the young lady. "Take it for my sake, that you may have some resource in an hour of need and trouble."

  "No!" replied the girl: "I have not done this for money. Let me have that to think of. And yet--give me something that you have worn: I should like to have something--no, no, not a ring--your gloves or handkerchief--anything that I can keep, as having belonged to you, sweet lady. There. Bless you! God bless you. Good night, good night!"

  The violent agitation of the girl, and the apprehension of some discovery which would subject her to ill-usage and violence, seemed to determine the gentleman to leave her as she requested. The sound of retreating footsteps was audible and the voices ceased.

  The two figures of the young lady and her companion soon afterwards appeared upon the bridge. They stopped at the summit of the stairs.

  "Hark!" cried the young lady, listening. "Did she call! I thought I heard her voice."

  "No, my love," replied Mr. Brownlow, looking sadly back. "She has not moved, and will not till we are gone."

  Rose Maylie lingered, but the old gentleman drew her arm through his and led her, with gentle force, away. As they disappeared, the girl sunk down nearly at her full length upon one of the stone stairs, and vented the anguish of her heart in bitter tears.

  After, a time she arose, and with feeble and tottering steps ascended to the street. The astonished listener remained motionless on his post for some minutes afterwards, and having ascertained, with many cautious glances round him, that he was again alone, crept slowly from his hiding-place and returned, stealthily and in the shade of the wall, in the same manner as he had descended.

  Peeping out, more than once, when he reached the top, to make sure that he was unobserved, Noah Claypole darted away at his utmost speed, and made for the Jew's house as fast as his legs would carry him.

  CHAPTER XLVII

  Fatal consequences.

  IT WAS NEARLY TWO HOURS BEFORE DAY-BREAK, THAT TIME WHICH in the autumn of the year may be truly called the dead of night, when the streets are silent and deserted, when even sounds appear to slumber, and profligacy and riot have staggered home to dream; it was at this still and silent hour that Fagin sat watching in his old lair, with face so distorted and pale, and eyes so red and bloodshot, that he looked less like a man than like some hideous phantom, moist from the grave and worried by an evil spirit:

  He sat crouching over a cold hearth, wrapped in an old tern-coverlet, with his face turned towards a wasting candle that stood upon a table by his side. His right hand was raised to his lips, and as, absorbed in thought, he bit his long black nails, he disclosed among his toothless gums a few such fangs as should have been a dog's or rat's.

  Stretched upon a mattress on the floor lay Noah Claypole, fast asleep. Towards him the old man sometimes directed his eyes for an instant, and then brought them back again to the candle, which with a long-burnt wick drooping almost double, and hot grease falling down in clots upon the table, plainly showed that his thoughts were busy elsewhere.

  Indeed they were. Mortification at the overthrow of his notable scheme, hatred of the girl who had dared to palter with strangers, an utter distrust of the sincerity of her refusal to yield him up, bitter disappointment at the loss of his revenge on Sikes; the fear of detection, and ruin, and death; and a fierce and deadly rage kindled by all--these were the passionate considerations which, following close upon each other with rapid and ceaseless whirl, shot through the brain of Fagin as every evil thought and blackest purpose lay working at his heart.

  He sat without changing his attitude in the least, or appearing to take the smallest heed of time, until his quick ear seemed to be attracted by a footstep in the street.

  "At last," he muttered, wiping his dry and fevered mouth. "At last!"

  The bell rang gently as he spoke. He crept upstairs to the door, and presently returned accompanied by a man muffled to the chin, who carried a bundle under one arm. Sitting down and throwing back his outer coat, the man displayed the burly frame of Sikes.

  "There!" he said, laying the bundle on the table. "Take care of that, and do the most you can with it. It's been trouble enough to get; I thought I should have been here three hours ago."

  Fagin laid his hand upon the bundle and locking it in the cupboard, sat down again without speaking. But he did not take his eyes off the robber for an instant during this action; and now that they sat over against each other, face to face, he looked fixedly at him, with his lips quivering so violently, and his face so altered by the emotions which had mastered him, that the housebreaker involuntarily drew back his chair and surveyed him with a look of real affright.

  "Wot now?" cried Sikes. "Wot do you look at a man so for?"

  Fagin raised his right hand and shook his trembling forefinger in the air, but his passion was so great that the power of speech was for the moment gone.

  "Damme!" said Sikes, feeling in his breast with a look of alarm. "He's gone mad. I mus
t look to myself here."

  "No, no," rejoined Fagin, finding his voice. "It's not--you're not the person, Bill. I've no--no fault to find with you."

  "Oh, you haven't, haven't you?" said Sikes, looking sternly at him, and ostentatiously passing a pistol into a more convenient pocket. "That's lucky--for one of us. Which one that is, don't matter."

  "I've got that to tell you, Bill," said Fagin, drawing his chair nearer, "will make you worse than me."

  "Aye?" returned the robber with an incredulous air. "Tell away! Look sharp, or Nance will think I'm lost."

  "Lost!" cried Fagin. "She has pretty well settled that, in her own mind, already."

  Sikes looked with an aspect of great perplexity into the Jew's face, and reading no satisfactory explanation of the riddle there, clenched his coat collar in his huge hand and shook his soundly.

  "Speak, will you!" he said; "or if you don't, it shall be for want of breath. Open your mouth and say wot you've got to say in plain words. Out with it, you thundering old cur, out with it!"

  "Suppose that lad that's lying there--"Fagin began.

  Sikes turned round to where Noah was sleeping, as if he had not previously observed him. "Well!" he said, resuming his former position.

  "Suppose that lad," pursued Fagin, "was to peach--to blow upon us all--first seeking out the right folks for the purpose, and then having a meeting with em in the street to paint our likenesses, describe every mask that they might know us by, and the crib where we might be most easily taken. Suppose he was to do all this, and besides to blow upon a plant we've all be in, more or less--of his own fancy; not grabbed, trapped, tried, earwigged by the parson, and brought to it on bread and water--but of his own fancy, to please his own taste, stealing out at nights to find those most interested against us, and peaching to them. Do you hear me?" cried the Jew, his eyes flashing with rage. "Suppose he did all this, what then?"

  "What then!" replied Sikes; with a tremendous oath. "If he was left alive till I came, I'd grind his skull under the iron heel of my boot into as many grains as there are hairs upon his head."

  "What if I did it!" cried Fagin, almost in a yell. "I, that know so much, and could hang so many besides myself!"