Cinderella Undone

by Nicole Snow

  If this is a joke, it isn't funny. And I already know it isn't. Cal wouldn't break a seven year silence for a stupid laugh. It's serious, and it's a brand new kind of terrifying.

  My eyes trace his three insane sentences four times before my knees give out.

  I go down hard, banging my legs on the scuffed tile, dropping the envelope. The object anchored in the corner bounces out with a clatter as loud as a crashing symbol, leaving a haunting echo in my ears.

  I look down and mentally start planning my goodbyes. It's a gold ring with a huge rock in the middle, set into a flourish designed to mimic a small rose. I don't need to try it on to know it's probably my size.

  I flip the note over in my hands before I lose it. There's a number scrawled on the backside in the same firm, demanding script. CALL ME, says the two words next to it in bold, as if it's the most natural thing in the world to ask for a mail order bride in less than ten words.

  As if it hasn't stopped my heart several times over.

  I can't believe he's back.

  I can't believe he's found me here, on the other side of the Earth, and decided to drag me back to the hell we both left behind.

  I really, really can't believe what he's asking me to do.

  But it's my fault, isn't it? I'm the one who said I'd do anything, if he ever needed it.

  Without him, I wouldn't have my dream career working trade contracts in China for a prestigious Seattle company. I'd be lucky serving tables with the criminal stain on my record if he hadn't stepped in, and saved me when it seemed hopeless.

  There's a lot I don't know.

  Like why he's gone emergency bride hunting, for one. Or what he's been doing since the last dark day I saw him, crying while they hauled him off in handcuffs. I don't even know what kind of devils are in the details if I actually agree to this madness – and it's not like I have a choice.

  Small town guilt will gnaw at my soul forever if I turn him down.

  Oh, but he'll catch up with me again soon, and let me know exactly what new hell awaits. That much, I'm certain.

  It won't be long before I'm face-to-face again with the sharp blue eyes that used to make my blood run hot. Twisted up in knots like a gullible seventeen year old with a bad crush and a blind spot for bad people before I know what's hit me. And yes, revisiting every horrible thing that happened at Maynard Academy in ways I haven't since my therapist discharged me with flying colors.

  He's right about one thing, the only thing that matters in any of this: I owe him. Big time.

  All the unknowns in the world are worthless stacked up against this simple truth.

  So I'll wait, I'll shrivel up inside, and I'll chew on the same nagging question some more.

  Jesus, Cal. What the hell have you gotten yourself into?

  Seven Years Ago

  The beautiful boy with the constant entourage ignored me until my seventh day at the new school.

  How my parents thought I'd ever fit into this place, I don't know. They just saw the school's shiny academic track record and absorbed its prestige from Seattle socialites several leagues higher than we'd ever be. A fast track scholarship I won in an essay contest sealed the deal. My old English teacher in Everett submitted it behind my back when I was ready to throw it in the trash, and the rest is history.

  Who could blame them for leaping at the chance? They want the absolute best for me. I'm ready to make my family proud, even if it means trading a huge piece of my seventeen year old social life for the best education several states over.

  It's not like Maynard Academy has a welcome wagon. The other kids keep their awkward distance since the first day I show up on the seating charts next to them. Almost like they smell the stink of my missing trust fund, or the Mercedes that didn't materialize as soon as I got my license.

  I still take the bus. And I'm not sure my parents could ever afford a trust lawyer on their seventy thousand combined income, raising two girls. Their struggle to keep up rent and bills reminds me how lucky I am to get a scholarship to this place.

  Turns out the benefactor behind the money at Sterner Corp shares my love for John Steinbeck.

  Ever since we moved down to south Seattle, uprooting lives and careers just for this special chance, I'm in another world.

  If the black lacquered study desks, the library with the crystal chandeliers and the skylights, or the marble fountain out front hadn't tipped me off the first week, the natural pecking order here certainly does.

  My face is stuck in a German textbook when he comes up to me. He doesn't bother with introductions, just pushes his fingers into my book, and rips it out of my hands.

  “Do you ever speak?” His voice is smooth as ice, a rogue smirk tugging at his lips.

  “Hey!” I stand up, dropping the rest of my small book stack on the floor, arms folded. “I don't know, don't you have any manners?”

  “There's never been much point,” he tells me, sizing me up with his sky blue eyes.

  I hate it, but he isn't wrong. It took all of three days here to notice how everyone hangs on his every word. There are always a couple grinning jocks and puppy-eyed cheerleaders at his shoulder. I think the teachers would love to knock 'Mr. Randolph' down a few marks, if only he didn't keep acing all his tests.

  He's too good a student and too big a dick to be worth the trouble.

  I've seen the summary sheets tacked to the boards. Every time, every class, Calvin Randolph ranks infuriatingly high. I've heard the gossip going around, too. Just because I like to keep my nose buried in my books doesn't mean I'm deaf.

  He's a straight A jerk with money, good looks, and brains behind his predictable God complex.

  “Seen you around, Maddie, and you haven't said shit. That's a first for me, being ignored like I'm not worth your time.” Oh, he also has a filthy mouth, which makes it doubly ridiculous every woman in our class would kill to have it on hers. “I'd love to know why. Everybody, new or old, wants on my good side if they want off Scourge's bad.”

  For such cool, calming eyes, they burn like the sun. My cheeks go red, flustered and hot when I jerk my eyes off his. “I don't know who that is,” I say. “It's only been a week.”

  “Interesting. Thought a girl who goes for the librarian look would be a lot more observant than that.” I stick out my hand, going for my language book, but he jerks it away like I'm a helpless kitten. His smirk blooms into a cruel smile. “It's okay if you're a slow learner, doll. I'd have my eyes glued to this boring crap all the time too if I didn't have a photographic memory.”

  He's so full of it he's overflowing.

  “Give it back,” I snap, looking around to see if there are any teachers walking by. I'm not sure I'd have the courage to ask them to step in. This school isn't any different from an ordinary high school when it comes to attitudes, despite the family income level. Nobody wants to be the class runt who goes crying for help, and suffers the outcast consequences.

  “Cal, I'm not playing around. I need to get to class.”

  The second to last bell of the day sounds over the speaker, adding its emphasis to my words. He clucks his tongue once, his strong jaw tightening. “So, you do know my name.”

  “What do you want?” I whine, trying to keep it together. “I don't have time for games.”

  I try to snatch my book again. Too slow. He lifts it higher, far above my head. I'm barely up to the neck attached to his broad, vast shoulders. He towers over me, one more way his body tells me how small I am next to him. Even physiology rubs in his superiority.

  “I want you to crack a damned smile first,” he says, laying a patronizing hand on my shoulder. “Show me something human. I've seen two expressions on your face since the day you showed up, doll. Tell me there's more.”

  “What happens on my face is my business, jerk. Not yours.” By some miracle, he relents, letting my German book swing down with my hand the next time I grab it. I stumble a few steps back toward the bench to collect my mess of things.

  I
've got maybe sixty seconds to make it to class before the next bell if I don't want a tardy slip.

  “Jerk? You're adorable.” He steps closer, swallowing me in his shadow. A few of the kids racing down the halls slow, watching the tension unfolding between us. “On second thought, fuck the smile. I'd love to see those lips say something nasty a whole lot more than I'd like them right-side up. Fact that you're blushing at the mere suggestion tells me I'm on the right track, doll.”

  His tone is creeping me out. I stuff a few loose books into my backpack, sling it over my shoulder, and start moving down the hall. Sighing, I decide to waste a few more precious seconds asking him the only question that really interests me.

  “Why do you keep calling me that – 'doll?'”

  “Christ, do I have to explain everything?” His smirk is back, and I decide I don't like it, no matter how much light it adds to his gorgeous face. “Button nose, brown eyes, chestnut hair that looks like it's never seen a real salon. You don't fit the Maynard mold. Must be smart if you made it here in the first place without money, but I can't say I'm impressed. Brains don't matter here. It's my job to make sure you find out how this school works the easy way. You don't want hard.”

  Hard? I have to stop my brain from going into the gutter, especially when he's looking at me like that. I'm also confused. What in God's name is he talking about?

  I don't remember being so insulted, and never by a man who uses his good looks like a concealed weapon. “I'm perfectly capable of figuring it out myself. Thanks very much, ass,” I yell back over my shoulder, moving my feet to put as much distance between us as quickly as I can.

  “Thanks for giving me exactly what I want,” he growls back, hands on his hips, his strong arms bulging at his sides. They look more like they belong to a weight lifter in his twenties than a boy who's just a year older than me.

  The last class of the day, chemistry, is just a blur. It's one of the few I don't share with Cal this semester, thank God.

  He's the lucky one, though. Not me. If I had to sit with his smug, searing blue eyes locked on me for more than another minute, I think I'd rush to find the easiest recipe for a test tube stink bomb that would teach him not to stick his nose where it doesn't belong.

  Okay, so, maybe he's not the biggest dickweed at Maynard after all. It's a couple more weeks before I find out why everyone dreads Scourge. He's gone for my first weeks thanks to a long suspension. Meanwhile, I've aced my language studies, made a few loose friends, and even settled into a study routine blissfully free from Cal's attention.

  That changes when the human storm blows in.

  There's a commotion in front of our lockers at noon, near lunch, when the kid in the leather jacket rolls in late. He wears mostly black, just like every other coward in a tough guy shell since time began. Chains hang off his sleeves, looking like they were designed for whipping anyone in his path. I don't understand how he gets away with it at first, seeing how it violates every part of the school dress code.

  He's every bad school bully stereotype rolled in a cliché. Shaggy dark hair with a black widow red stripe running through the middle, piercings out the wazoo, and a sour scowl dominating his face that makes Cal's smirk look downright angelic. He also has tattoos peaking out his neckline and crawling along his wrists. Screaming skulls, shooting fire, blood dipped daggers – the scary trifecta for a troubled young man trying his best to look hard.

  I've also wondered why there's never anyone using the locker on my left side. I wrongly concluded it might be a spare.

  Oh, sweet Jesus, if only I'd been so lucky.

  Alex “Scourge” Palkovich Jr. shows me he means business without uttering a word. The boys and girls in front of him who don't clear a path fast enough get pushed out of his way. I get my first shot of panic when he's still ten feet away, after everybody between us slams their lockers shut and scurries across the hall.

  “You.” He points. I freeze in my tracks. “Where the fuck's Hugo? You his new girl, or what?”

  “Hugo?” I don't know that name.

  The psycho has his hands on my shoulders, shaking me like a ragdoll, before I'm able to remember why it sounds so familiar.

  I inherited my locker from another student. There's a worn label stuck inside my locker with that name. Hugo.

  “Don't play dumb with me,” he snarls.

  “Jeez, look, I don't know him. Honest. I'm not who you're looking –“

  “Shut up! Stop covering for his fucking ass, little girl. He put me out for three weeks when his sorry ass got caught smoking what I sold. Nobody does business and then fucks me over, understand? No one!”

  My nerves are on needles. His nostrils flare, and the muscular fingers digging into my arms are starting to hurt. “Sorry, I'm new here. I don't think I can help you,” I try to tell him, cool as I can manage. “I really don't know Hugo.”

  He sucks in a long, ragged breath and then shoves me away. He pushes me hard. My shoulder impacts the locker with an oomph, and I'm left leaning against it, wide-eyed and staring at the mess of a boy fuming next to me.

  Scourge twists the knob on his locker for the combo, nearly rips the door off when he opens it, and slams it with a deafening bang after staring inside for a few breathless seconds. He looks at me. “Consider this your only warning. I find out you lied to me, I'll spend coin getting even, bitch. Already had two suspensions this year. Not afraid of a third, and you look like you're dying for someone to pull up that skirt and throw you against the nearest wall, teach you some fucking respect.”

  I can't breathe. I can't think. I can't stop my thumping heart from making me light-headed.

  “Maddie, come on,” Chelle says, tugging at my arm. “Get away from him.”

  I let her numbly lead me away to the school cafeteria. As soon as we've grabbed lunch and sat down, I start asking questions. It's the best way not to breakdown and cry after one of the scariest encounters of my life.

  “What's his deal? Why do they let him stay?” I can't stop thinking how Cal used that name – doll –

  as if I'm the misfit at this school. My chicken tenders and chocolate milk comfort me with the slightly-better-than-average charm school cafeteria food has. The academy's selection is nothing amazing, but it's filling and just tasty enough.

  “Special protection. Principal Ross wants to run for school council next year, haven't you heard?” Chelle smiles sadly. I shake my head. “Well, guess whose father just happens to be a major shaker in Seattle politics? Ever heard of Alex Palkovich Sr., the councilman?”

  “Oh, God.” I wrinkle my nose. “You mean he's Scourge's dad? He used to show up for fundraisers and inspirational speeches at my dad's company.”

  “Yep, the apple falls pretty far from the tree this time. It's banged up and rotten.”

  “Who does he think he's convincing, anyway? I mean, the scary ink, the piercings, the punk bomber jacket...amazing he doesn't get called out for breaking dress code.” I look down at my own soft blue blouse and plaid skirt, frowning.

  Chelle just laughs. “Girl, you've got a lot to learn about how backs are scratched at Maynard. He's gotten in trouble tons of times. Scourge never gets suspended unless he's done really bad. Hugo got caught by his pastor smoking the roaches he bought off that kid. Gave up his source pretty quick, and they had to do something this time because the police were involved.”

  “Yeah, Hugo, I keep hearing that name. Where the heck is he?”

  “You don't get on Scourge's bad side and get away without catching hell,” Chelle says, wagging a finger. “Hugo's folks were smart. They pulled him out and transferred to Jackson High the next county over. Heard he begged them for it. It's not as good, of course, but it's better than spending the rest of his high school career waiting for the knife in his back.”

  I'm worried she means it literally. Could it be that bad? I knew this boy was bad news, but I didn't know he was a total loon.

  “And what's with the name? Scourge?”

  Ch
elle opens her mouth to answer, but another voice cuts her off behind me. “Scourge of God, doll. It's from one of those dumb death metal bands he listens to. He only says it about ten times a week to remind us what hot shit he thinks he is. And don't you know he's got an Uncle in the fucking Grizzlies?”

  When I spin my chair around, Cal stands there with a twinkle in his blue eyes, his hair tossed in a subtle, delicious mess. He's just come from gym, still wearing his black lacrosse shorts and grey jersey with the school's royal crested M.

  “I wasn't asking you.” I turn, pointing my nose in the air. I'm not in any mood for his games after what just went down.

  “Heard you had a little run in with our pal. Move over, Emily.” He takes her seat without even acknowledging the blonde sophomore next to me who looks like she's just been kissed because he remembers her name.

  “I thought the Grizzlies cleaned up their act. That's what mom says, anyway. She used to ride with them sometimes in her wilder days, before she settled down with dad.” I'm frowning, trying to figure out why he's decided to give me his precious attention today if it's not for his own amusement.

  “They did. The uncle he makes sure everybody knows about has been in jail for years. One of the turds they flushed before the club started making money off clubs and bars from what I hear.”

  “Always so eloquent,” Chelle says, sticking her tongue out.

  “Did I invite you to this conversation?” he asks, scorning her with a glance, before turning back to me. “Shame about your mom, though. Good times are underrated. Sure hope the wild streak is hereditary. You look like you could use some fun and take your mind off this crap, doll.”

  I'm blushing, and I hate it. Especially because it's all too easy to imagine the good times he has in mind.

  There's no hope. I'm more like every other girl in my class than I care to admit: smitten, shaken, and yes, completely fascinated by this tactless jerk with an angel's looks. He's bad, thoughtless, and more than a little annoying. But he's safe in a way Scourge isn't, despite how easy his teasing becomes insults.