Silent in Finisterre

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by Jane Griffiths


  small, speechless, as if they’d always been there.

  The white cloud at the window was striped with railings.

  She set out pots of beans in rows,

  watered the compact earth. The children grew

  tall and pale and stilted, she thought, their loose

  limbs stringed. She bought a rabbit, fenced a corner

  of the kitchen for it. She bought a dog or two.

  The straw walked. The bean stalks grew. The children

  came and went. The days put out runners, sported years.

  She remembered there were words for this – her tether,

  and the roof. She side-stepped. She bought an aviary,

  hung it like a second skin in the single bedroom: cagey,

  elastic and tremulous. The children demanded finches.

  She told them how she’d cut a door to match the door,

  how she’d step inside, just for a minute.

  She told them there were no two ways about it.

  Spital Square

  (for George & Clarissa)

  She doesn’t know yet what she’s doing here,

  but she’s dressed for it in black with purple

  curtain-fabric patches on her duffle bag.

  Her scarf’s cerulean to the sky’s shot silk.

  She is standing in the middle of the square

  naming the parts of the houses – fanlight,

  portico – like a child curating its small possessions.

  She notes embrasures of rusticated coade stone.

  She also remembers the boat that brought her here,

  the great illuminated globes of Liverpool Street

  overhead in the domed dark where footsteps

  without visible feet sounded on metal walkways.

  She’s not an architect yet, she’s not anything,

  but yesterday when she read how an eighteenth

  century tourist wrote of London’s terraces

  they give the idea of cages with sticks and birds,

  she sensed the shape of things she wants to communicate.

  The spire reflected in the weavers’ clerestories: that

  comes into it, and the clouds’ scribbled annotations –

  their almost legible graphs for dormer, sky, light.

  Object Lesson

  Sunday morning and a train cuts slowly through the skyline

  like a ship pulling out of harbour between crazily paved

  rooftops and aerials and laundry’s limp semaphore across

  a window where someone holds two halves of a plate

  like an archaeologist finding out sequence, or lifts

  her pearls as if each formed an elliptical opening on the world.

  She looks like the photo a woman might have shown

  to her children, captioned ‘my mother before I was born’.

  The pearls, their milk-white reflection.

  She must already be someone’s daughter.

  But this morning she’s alone in her room with the sky

  and its squat church at anchor, with the train passing through.

  She thinks there’s something she might make of it.

  It must be going somewhere. It looks emblematic.

  By now, it will have got to Canterbury years ago.

  Initialisation

  (for John)

  When all poems’ lines began with capital initials

  Houses had roots that ran down into the ground.

  The rooms of the houses were the mind’s interiors

  Whose fingers walked them like a compositor’s

  Seeing feelingly the type tray’s upper and lower

  Orders, separating h from o and murmuring

  Over the dark matter of the open spaces: mmmn.

  When all poems’ lines began with capital initials

  There were no orphans and widow was erratum

  For window, or windows: square, self-justifying,

  Perfectly aligned. Each showed a landscape

  And its familiars of off-white house, cliff,

  Estuary: the mind’s furniture that’s configured

  And reconfigured each time the poet who inhabits

  The A-framed attic of the house with its view

  Of a dinghy bravely bent on the horizon writes

  A poem whose lines all begin with capital initials

  And each initial forms an aperture on a world

  In miniature whose immaculate gilt sun

  Illuminates the house, the boat, the open spaces

  Of the ocean O without end before the fall.

  The Question of Things Not Happening

  Sometimes nothing gives.

  Your smile, an open invitation

  that led to nothing in particular.

  The dead letters piled on the carpet.

  The twice-daily grind of the door.

  Sometimes the signs are against us.

  Detour. Delays possible till August.

  Sometimes there are no signs –

  just a black spin where the road

  elides to ice, an obdurate stone wall.

  And then, above the ploughed field,

  birdsong. A weak sun. All calm

  as if the girl might step unharmed

  from her crumpled body in a world

  where life carries on, like before.

  ABOUT THE AUTHOR

  Jane Griffiths was born in Exeter in 1970, and brought up in Devon and Holland. After reading English at Oxford, where her poem ‘The House’ won the Newdigate Prize, she worked as a book-binder in London and Norfolk. Returning to Oxford, she completed her doctorate on the Tudor poet John Skelton and worked on the Oxford English Dictionary for two years. After teaching English Literature at St Edmund Hall, Oxford, and then at the universities of Edinburgh and Bristol, she now teaches at Wadham College, Oxford. She won an Eric Gregory Award for her poetry in 1996. Her book Another Country: New & Selected Poems (Bloodaxe Books, 2008), which included a new collection, Eclogue Over Merlin Street (2008), together with large selections from her previous two Bloodaxe collections, A Grip on Thin Air (2000) and Icarus on Earth (2005), was shortlisted for the Forward Prize for Best Collection. Her most recent collections from Bloodaxe are Terrestrial Variations (2012), and Silent in Finisterre (2017), which received a Poetry Book Society Recommendation.

  COPYRIGHT

  Copyright © Jane Griffiths 2017

  First published 2017 by

  Bloodaxe Books Ltd

  Eastburn

  South Park

  Hexham

  Northumberland NE46 1BS

  This ebook first published in 2017.

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  Cover design: Neil Astley & Pamela Robertson-Pearce.

  The right of Jane Griffiths to be identified as author of this work has been asserted in accordance with Section 77 of the Copyright, Designs and Patents Act 1988.

  This ebook is copyright material and must not be copied, reproduced, transferred, distributed, leased, licensed or publicly performed or used in any way except as specifically permitted in writing by the publishers, as allowed under the terms and conditions under which it was purchased or as strictly permitted by applicable copyright law. Any unauthorised distribution or use of this text may be a direct infringement of the author’s and publisher’s rights, and those responsible may be liable in law accordingly.

  ISBN: 978 1 78037 357 7 ebook

 

 

 
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