Never Give You Up (Snakes Henchmen Book 3)

by Alivia Grayson

  “The right thing? The right thing would've been not to fuck my sister and knock her up!” I wince at his words, and all eyes are on me, Hammer's are burning into me like lasers. “But you have,” He says more calmly while scratching his jaw with his thumbnail. “And I'm going to fix it. She'll be marrying one of my men, a man I trust...”

  “What?!” My dad yells.

  “Over my dead body!” There's no way I'm letting this man marry off my woman to a stranger! “She's carrying my kid! She's already had one scare through stress,” I look at Hammer. He caused the scare, he knows it, the look in his eyes tells me so. “I already had to take her to the hospital today because of it. You do this to her and she could lose the baby.”

  “If that's what God wants.” Vidal shrugs with a roll of his eyes. He really doesn't care! “Just think yourself lucky that I don't kill you right now.”

  “You're gonna have to if you think for one second I'll let this happen!”

  He laughs deep from his chest while leaning into me. “Watch your back, Jett. I am not the man to mess with.”

  Cunt!

  “You're doing it again,” I tell him. “Wasn't what you did to Avery, and what she did in retaliation, enough for you to realize the same thing will happen to Maria?”

  “There's a difference. Maria doesn't love you. She's pregnant, not in love with you.” Son of a bitch is right. I drag in a deep breath through my nose. I should think myself lucky he's not pulling the same shit with that he did with Ghost and forcing my own club to kill me.

  Vidal turns to my father. “We had a deal. I called a truce because my brother is part of this club, and I won't do anything to hurt him,” No, but he'll hurt the sister he raised? Motherfucker! “I had every intention of coming here and blowing your sons head off.”

  “This won't end well, Draven. You're angry right now, but you're making a big mistake.”

  “Is that so? Maria is not marrying your son. I won't give another member of my family to this fucking club. After all the shit with Avery, you swore to me that it would never happen again. You swore none of your men would come near my sister, and look what happened. Your godforsaken son defiled her!”

  Defiled her? He can't honestly believe she was some innocent virgin? A virgin does not know how to work her body to tease a man the way Maria did with me.

  “I won't let you do this!” I won't. He can't take her from me now, not with my kid inside of her. “That's my baby inside of her. You think you can just push me out of my child's life?”

  He smirks.

  He knows as well as I do that he'll kill me before he lets me anywhere near my own child. No matter what I do to get access, it will never happen. He'll allow me to live if I stay away.

  This does not feel good at all.

  “It's already done. Come near Maria again, and I'll kill every one of you! I will end this motherfucking club before you have time to say, Boom.”

  Cunt and a half!

  “He gets it, Dray.”

  Do I?

  Do I get it?

  Hammer is a stupid fucker if he thinks this is over. I'm not walking away. She is mine!

  Chapter Six

  Maria

  I feel like a naughty child. My brother moved me back into his house and even took my phone away from me. I have a guard twenty-four-seven. I'm a prisoner, and I am not allowed to mention Jett under any circumstances. The only thing Draven told me was that he didn't kill Jett and that he only let him live on the understanding that he stays well away from me.

  I just don't know what to do with myself anymore. Draven hardly talks to me. He's so ashamed of me. Avery hadn't been willing to talk to me until I begged her to please come and see me, that I needed to talk to someone about how I was feeling.

  Okay, so I emotionally blackmailed her and told her that she should understand how I'm feeling right now. She sounded upset over the phone and told me she'd be right over.

  She came alone. Left the baby with his father so she wouldn't be interrupted while talking to me. She walked into my room as I sat on the edge of my bed. I looked up at her and instantly burst into tears.

  “Oh, babe,” She sat beside me, her arm around my shoulder. I rested my head against her shoulder and cried. She let me, didn't stop me once. I cried my heart out until I had nothing left to cry out.

  I pulled away from her and grabbed a tissue to wipe my eyes and snotty nose. “How did you do it, Avery? How did you cope?”

  “Sweetheart,” She stroked the hair away from my face. “I didn't cope. I tried in the beginning. I thought I could make Draven see how much I loved Ghost, that he was a good man and would take care of me. Even threw in the fact Ghost is Italian by blood. I thought that would make a difference. The truth is, nothing I said made any difference to Draven, he'd made his mind up to kill the man I loved, and he was determined to show me who was boss.”

  “I never realize how much pain you must have been in back then.”

  She smiled at me. “It was the worst thing I have ever been through, and that includes losing my dad.” I looked at her, not really wanting to remember the awful time I almost lost her because of what she did to herself, but not able to forget either. “I know how much this hurts right now, being forced to marry a man you neither know nor love, but, sweetheart, you're not in love with Jett either.”

  She knew nothing. I spent one night with the man, and I've never been able to forget him. I ache for him, and I don't understand why. How can I feel so strongly about him? Is it just because of the baby?

  “Maybe not,” I told her. “But I feel so much for him, things that I don't understand, Avery. My heart aches so much. I can't stop thinking about him. I can't stop thinking about my baby, or the lies I'm going to be forced to tell him or her. I don't want this, Avery. Why is Dray doing this to me?”

  Tears fell from her eyes. She knew how I was feeling. She'd been through it all before. Yes, her experience was much worse than mine, she was in love with Ghost and couldn't cope without him. I'm not so low that I'd hurt myself, but my brother is slowly killing me. Of that, I'm certain.

  The trouble is I know I need to pull up my big girl pants and push through it. I'm stronger than I'm making myself out to be.

  “I wish I could fix this for you, Maria. I don't want to see you so sad and lonely. I don't want to see you so afraid. I don't understand why your brother is forcing you to do this, but I suspect the famiglia has something to do with it. Draven got so much shit from the council over me, Maria. They questioned his position. Why would the Don allow his cousin, the daughter of the previous Don, to marry a biker? Then there's the fact he claimed Hammer as his brother. That went down like a lead balloon.”

  I knew all of that. The council wasn't happy with my brother at all. My brother is the head of the family, but the council are the ones who set the real rules. They're the elders, and it's their job. The way things have always been. However, Draven listens to Draven, no one else. The council used to consist of six older gentlemen. Two of those elders went against my brother when he claimed Hammer as his brother. Those elders have never been seen since.

  Everyone is afraid of my brother and the power he holds. He's a smart man, a brilliant man. The elders plotted against Draven. They wanted to overthrow him. My brother found out because he has very loyal men, plus, he knew those men were acting differently toward him. My brother always says he can read a man by the way he tries to cover his lies. He can wheedle liars out in seconds. He allowed the two elders to think they'd gotten away with plotting, allowed them to think they'd soon be rid him.

  They were wrong, and I've often wondered if they begged for their lives before they died.

  How do I know all of this?

  I heard Dray and Tony talking one night. I'd come over to speak to my brother about something – I don't even remember what – and I heard them through his office door. My heart sank, and I left. I hate what my brother does. I'd rather be ignorant of his world. Well, as much as I can.
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  I doubt very much the council will question my brother again in that way, and that's why I don't understand why he's doing what he's doing to me. Why is he allowed to claim our biker brother and bring him into the family, why was Avery allowed to marry the man she loves and have his child? Is there something wrong with me that means I'm not allowed to be happy?

  “He has bigger plans for you, Maria. He wants to honor your mother by making sure you marry a good man. He wants to make sure you follow tradition.”

  “I don't know if I can do this, Avery. I'm not strong enough.”

  She took me by the upper arms and turned me to face her. “You listen to me. You're a Vidal. You are strong. You were born strong, Maria. All of this you're feeling right now is just your hormones. They're all over the place. You're confused. It's understandable. You have feelings for Jett, but they'll fade in time. If you were in love with the man, I wouldn't be saying this, but you're not. This man Draven has chosen for you will be someone you'll grow to love.”

  She just didn't have a clue.

  “Draven would never force you to marry a man that would hurt you. He will have done extensive background checks on the guy, Maria. Any sign of physical violence against a woman and Draven wouldn't choose him.”

  “But shouldn't I be the one to choose my husband? I get it, Draven is doing this for my own good. Whatever. I'll do what he wants me to do, but I won't be happy about it. I should be able to find my own husband, or at least have a say.”

  She sighed deeply. “I get it, Maria, really I do. However, Draven has made his mind up. You have to do this for the sake of the family and your brother's honor.”

  She was pissing me off. I got to my feet, anger boiling in my veins. How dare she sit there and try to make me feel like I had no choice? I didn't have a choice, but I wanted her to make me feel a little better, no worse.

  “Is that what you thought about yourself? Or did you not care as long as you got to be with the man you love?”

  “I wasn't thinking, Maria.”

  “Yes, I know. Because all you were really thinking about was yourself!” She blinked, shocked at my outburst, but I'd had enough. “You couldn't be with the man you loved, couldn't save his life, so you tried to end your own! Don't you think that brought shame and dishonor to my brother? I may not be in love with Jett, but I would have married him regardless because he is the kind of man I could fall in love with, but I'm not allowed that chance, am I? My baby isn't allowed that chance. My brother is taking away my baby's chance to know its father!”

  “First off,” She got to her feet. “What you said about me was harsh, Maria. I know what I did was selfish. I fucking know that!” My lip quivered as tears fell from her eyes. I'd hurt her and I didn't mean to, and I'd been selfish in only thinking about how I was feeling.

  “I was lost, Maria. I was so lost. I tried everything to save Ghost. I literally begged on my damn knees at Draven's feet, begging him not to take the man I loved away from me. I told him that I'd do anything just as long as he didn't hurt me that way. He wouldn't listen. He forced me to watch while he beat the crap out of my man.”

  I remember that. Avery came home so broken, and I had to hold her in my bed, all night long while she sobbed. It scared her, rocked her to the core so much she was literally shaking as she cried.

  “When Hammer took me to the Snakes Henchmen clubhouse and allowed me to see Ghost one last time, I honestly believed it was the last time. Then Draven found me, and I honestly thought he'd killed Ghost then and there while I waited in his car. That night, at dinner, I don't remember what was going through my mind. I don't remember dragging that blade over my wrists, and I don't even remember how I got to the hospital. However, I remember waking up and feeling like a failure. Then Ghost was there, and I knew I'd be okay.

  “I'm so sorry that you're going through this, Maria. If I could make Draven see that it would be better for you if you were with Jett, believe me, I would, but I can't, I can't do anything because he won't listen to anyone. He's made his mind up that you're marrying one of his men and that's that.”

  I closed my eyes and breathed deeply.

  I knew at that moment there was nothing I could do to stop the inevitable. I had to marry whomever Draven told me to and forever live a lie.

  “I'm sorry, Avery, I didn't mean to hurt you. I just don't know what to do anymore.”

  She wrapped her arms around me, and I let her hold me, stroking the back of my head the way I did for her when she was so lost and alone.

  “It's going to be okay, Maria. I know it doesn't seem like it right now, but I promise it will all be okay. Don't let this ruin you. Hold strong. Never give up. I love you, and I will always be here for you and this little baby inside of you.”

  “I love you, too.” And I do love her. So very much.

  She was also right. I had to hold strong and never give up. Marrying a stranger isn't what I want, but I won't let it break me.

  Whomever the guy is better not think he can grind me down. I am no man's doormat, not even my brother's. I'll marry this man because I have no choice but to do so, but I won't sleep with the pig and if he forces me? I'll kill him.

  No man will ever force me to sleep with them and live.

  I wouldn't be able to tell Draven if anything was going on in my marriage, that's not how things are done with people like us. A union between a man and a woman is sacred, private. It wouldn't matter if the man was beating the shit out of his wife and raping her every night, you don't talk about it.

  I think I'm more scared that my “husband” will resent my baby and hurt it because it won't be his. I don't want my child to grow up in a home where its stepfather is a bully to us. I want my child to grow up in a house filled with love.

  I guess that's why I know deep down this baby would be better off with Jett. I saw the love between Jett and his family at Avery's wedding. That's what I want for my child.

  I know my brother would never allow me to hand my child over to its father. That's why I know I'd have to set something up legally. Hand over my rights to my child to its father without Draven finding out. My brother wouldn't be happy about it, but it would be my choice.

  You're overthinking things, Maria. Don't give up so easily.

  I don't see it as giving up, I see it as putting my child first. Isn't that what mother's do?

  Chapter Seven

  Maria

  Three weeks I have sat in my room, not allowed to visit or have visitors. None since Avery left that night. Tony is now my personal bodyguard, and he is to guard me with his life. Should I try to leave then Tony is to call my brother immediately after dragging me back to my room, in any manner he sees fit.

  I'm not going to try to leave, where the hell would I even go? I don't have an apartment anymore because Draven had my personal belongings packed up and brought here – because Jett hadn't managed to get my things before seeing his father.

  Draven then rented the place out to one of his men. I mean, I know I've done something terrible by getting knocked up by a bad boy biker, but is he really that ashamed of me that he'd have me locked up like this? Locked up and away from the outside world?

  He didn't go this far with Avery. He had her shadowed, but he didn't lock her up. She was still allowed out of the house if she wanted to go. I feel like I'm not even allowed to do that.

  I hate this right now.

  I'm meeting my future husband tonight at dinner. A man Draven told me will take the baby on as his own and take care of us both so that no one else ever needs to know what I've done. I took it from that no one outside of his house, meaning him, Tony, Avery, Ghost, Hammer, and Willow know about the baby.

  Of course, the whole Snakes Henchmen motorcycle club know about what happened between Jett and me, but I'm assuming my brothers have sworn them all to secrecy upon pain of death.

  I tried to tell Draven that Jett would never let another man raise his child, that he'd tell people the truth, that he'd want to know his ch
ild. My brother has no right to push Jett out like that. Draven said to me that Jett knows to keep his mouth shut or he'll kill Jett's whole family right in front of his eyes. That hurt me so much because I knew he meant it.

  I tried to appeal to his softer, sweeter side. I wanted to make him understand how Jett must be feeling. This baby inside of me is of his blood, and he has rights. He must be so hurt by all of this. Draven didn't care. He told me that Jett was nothing more than a filthy biker, who had no feelings, and he'd soon get over it by fucking around with any slut that he comes into contact with.

  I then tried to tell him that I didn't want this, I don't want to marry a man I don't know. I tried to tell him that I want to be with Jett, with my baby's father, the man I think I'm falling for.

  How the hell can you fall for a man you don't really know?

  I have no idea, and it's not like I can tell my heart to stop falling for him. However, Draven was firm in the way he told me, “Get the fuck over it, Maria!”

  I don't think I'll ever be able to get over this. Of all the evil things my brother has ever done in his life, I never expected him to treat me like this. He's never done anything to hurt me before this. He's always been there for me, always loved me. I don't doubt that he loves me, and I know deep down he thinks he's doing what's right for me, but this isn't what's right, and I don't know how to show him that.

  He gave me an order to dress conservative tonight. I have to look respectable for my future husband. So he chose, yes, he chose a light blue, tee-style dress, silk, with a lace finish. I don't know what my brother thinks I am, but I am certainly not a damn doll! I'll do what he's asked me of tonight, but I draw the damn line at being told what to wear! It won't be happening again.

  I tie my long dark hair in a high ponytail and hope my makeup is light enough to make me look slightly innocent. Fat chance of that happening, but I'll do what I'm told because there's no way out of this.