A Rose at Midnight

by Jacqueline Navin

“Do not sulk, Cara. It is much too attractive on you.” He smiled, a hint of his earlier charm softening the harsh lines of his face. “With that luscious mouth all tense, it makes me want to kiss you.”

  A strangled, shocked sound came from her gaping mouth. Sulk? Luscious mouth? Kiss her?

  And how had he known she was called Cara?

  Playfully, he reached out a finger, set it under her chin, and with a twitch, closed her jaw. “Now go.”

  His fingertips brushed her face, not quite by accident. All at once, she was aware that in a week’s time she would lie with him. He would kiss her then. And touch her. How could she bear it when only the slightest contact sent such wild tremors through her?

  He raised one brow when she did not obey. “Unless you are waiting for that kiss?”

  She took one step back, her fingers touching her lips, betraying the fact that he had, indeed, read her thoughts. “No!” she declared.

  “Then good day, Caroline.”

  “Good day, Magnus.”

  She was almost at the door when he called, “Caroline.”

  Pausing, she did not turn around. “Yes, Magnus?”

  “When you choose your gown, make certain it is grand, and do not mind the expense. You must have something worthy of you.”

  She shot him a glance over her shoulder. He stood with his feet braced apart, hands clasped behind him, looking every bit the aristocrat. “I mean worthy of the Countess of Rutherford,” he amended.

  Chapter Five

  “So, how do you find my brother?” David asked once they were bumping down the dirt road to the village.

  “Quite agreeable,” Caroline answered.

  “Agreeable? Magnus must be dusting off the old Eddington charm. Hasn’t used it in. years. Usually in a sulk, is Magnus, at least until he sets his sight on a beautiful woman. Then, he’s formidable.” He seemed to catch himself, casting her an apologetic look. “Sorry, bad form to mention that sort of thing. Anyhow, the Eddington charm is actually inherited from our mother, which would make it the Coulter charm. Now, she actually worked at it. Had a bevy of sycophants who adored her. Oh, nothing improper. She just attracted admirers in droves. We grew up with it, so it seemed quite natural.”

  “Did your father not mind?”

  “He tolerated it. You see, he was besotted himself.”

  Caroline smiled slightly. “I see you have a touch of your mother’s charm as well.”

  “Ah, bless you. Now, tell me about you. You are a Londoner.”

  “Yes.” Caroline’s guard went up. Was this friendly escort simply a ruse to delve into her life on Magnus’ behalf? “I have lived there all my life.”

  “I love the town. So much to do. How is it we have never met?”.

  “I had two seasons several years ago. Since the death of my father, I have been working at a bookseller’s shop.”

  “What? Not as an old lady’s companion? I suppose your looks made that impossible. Governess, too. No wife wants a beauty hovering about. How awful—I have made you blush.”

  She was. She could feel the heat on her face and at the tips of her ears. She said, “Actually, the reason I took the position of clerk was to be able to be close to my family.”

  “Oh?” She had raised his curiosity.

  “My mother needs me.”

  “Ah.” Whether he was satisfied with that or tactful enough not to pursue it, David allowed the matter to drop. However, his next question was even more unsettling. “Do you like children, Miss Wembly?”

  She blinked as he chuckled. “I only ask because it will make a great deal of difference to my nephew—or niece. Magnus hates children as a rule. He has none of his own. By-blows, I mean. You must have wondered. Am I shocking you? No, you are made of sterner stuff, aren’t you?”

  “He hates children?” she asked.

  “He is not cruel to them, if that’s what you’re thinking. Just doesn’t particularly care for their company. Me, now, I find their crafty little minds charming. Refreshing to have them come right out and tell you what’s what. I like that.”

  “Children are very honest,” Caroline agreed.

  “That they are. You mustn’t worry about Magnus. He is a good man, and he will do his duty and beyond for his child and you.”

  “He has assured me of it.” She didn’t mention the contract.

  “Magnus is a man of his word.”

  The conversation turned to lighter topics, helping to pass the drive until they pulled up to the Ordinary. David sprang out of his seat and leapt to the ground, gallantly holding out his arm to hand her down. “Allow me to take you safely to your rooms.”

  “Thank you, Mr. Eddington, but I can find my way from here. It was good of you to accompany me. I enjoyed it most thoroughly. I hope I will see you again soon.”

  “Yes, Miss Wembly. I suppose you shall. At your wedding.” He took her hand, bowed over it and brushed a light kiss to her fingers. “You will be lovely, I know.”

  “Thank you again. Good day, Mr. Eddington.”

  “And to you, Miss Wembly.”

  When she entered her room, her mother’s face was lined with concern.

  “Yes, Mother. He asked me to marry him. We are to be wed in a week’s time.”

  The only response her mother made was a hard swallow. “So it is to be.” She drew in a breath and let it out slowly. “Was that he who brought you home?”

  “It was David Eddington, Magnus’ brother. How is James?”

  “He is sleeping.” She gave her daughter a measured look. “Magnus?”

  “The earl. He insisted. And Mother, he called me Cara. I didn’t tell him to. He just knew.”

  Her mother’s eyes narrowed. “Caroline, darling, he said he was going to thoroughly check your background. It was probably a fact he uncovered.” She motioned for Caroline to sit with her over by the small hearth. Two chairs and a soft, overstuffed settee clustered about a deep fireplace, creating a cozy grouping. “Now tell me everything.”

  “So much happened, Mother.” Caroline began with the curious exchange over her allowance and related everything. When she reached the part about James and she being allowed to stay at the Ordinary, Audrae clasped her hands over her mouth and her eyes shone.

  “Goodness! It is such an expense!”

  “And he was rather charming today. Not so dour. He said he would be coming to the village later on this week, so you shall meet him then.”

  A small voice cut in. “Can I meet him, Cara?”

  James was standing at the portal to his room, hair mussed, eyes puffy with sleep. His small bare feet peeked out from under his nightshirt.

  Caroline jumped to her feet. “James, darling, what are you doing out of bed?”

  “I wanted to hear more about the earl. I want to meet him. Can I?”

  Kneeling in front of his slight body, Caroline lightly grasped his shoulders. “Listen to me, James. I need you to understand something which may seem quite strange to you. The earl is very ill. He is dying. He has arranged for me to be his wife, and he told me today he wishes me to attend him when the sickness is upon him. Now, I know I can help take care of you and still have plenty of time for the earl, but I am afraid he will not think so.” She didn’t like the furrowing of the little boy’s brow. “Now you mustn’t worry. It is only that we must keep you a bit of a secret. So the earl will not consider he has made a bad bargain. Do you understand, love?”

  His head bobbed solemnly. “Yes, Cara. He does not want me about.”

  Caroline cast a helpless glance at her mother. Audrae stepped forward. “You mustn’t pout, James. I know you are disappointed at not seeing the earl, but Caroline has met him and has decided this is best.”

  His frown deepened and his lip quivered. “Then, I am not to live in the palace?”

  “No, not at first,” Caroline said. She smoothed his tousled hair and chucked him on the chin. “But only for a little while. Then you will live there forever and ever!” He still seemed uncertain. Car
oline had an inspiration. “You know, this is like a grand adventure, don’t you think? It is as if you are a secret prince, whom we must hide while we fight to restore you to your kingdom so you can rule from your lovely palace.”

  It worked. His eyes lightened. “Hurrah! And can I fight with a sword?” He paused, perplexed. “Who are we fighting?”

  In truth, the only person who stood between James and his “palace” was Magnus, but Caroline was not about to say so. “A legion of dragons!”

  Catching the excitement, James exclaimed, “Oh, yes! And they have a sorcerer to do their bidding, who has cast a spell on me to make me ill!”

  Caroline’s breath caught. “Y-yes, darling. Come, let me carry you back to bed, and I will tell you the whole story.”

  It took hours to hammer out the elaborate plot, but between the two of them they conjured a wondrous fantasy. Audrae stood beside her children, sometimes listening, other times looking lost in thought. They ate dinner and played a lively game of cards, after which James was exhausted. Caroline went to change for bed while her mother crooned a lullaby in her soft, lilting voice.

  Alone, Caroline reflected on David, whom she found to be a congenial fellow, and she hoped she had made a friend. The servants were well-mannered and polite, with ready smiles for her and respectful curtsies. And the house was magnificent. Overall, she was quite satisfied with what she had learned of Hawking Park.

  Yet, most of her thoughts this night were of Magnus Eddington. She could still see him in her mind’s eye. Dragging his bowl and water goblet down to sit by her. Guiding her proudly through his ancestral home. Or silhouetted against the sky as he studied the garden he would never again see in its glory.

  She was feeling less than elated when her mother came in. “Mother,” she began, “do you think I am doing a terrible thing?”

  Audrae’s voice held surprise. “Why, child?”

  “To benefit from this man’s tragedy. It seems wrong.”

  Audrae walked to the bed, pensive. She sat with a sigh. “The Earl of Rutherford will die. His tragedy exists with or without you, Cara.” Turning to her daughter, she patted the space beside her. When Caroline sat, she held her hand. “I know I have had my doubts about all this, but they were doubts about whether this was the right thing for you, darling. For the earl, I truly know you will indeed be a blessing to him in his last days, for he has a chance to leave this earth knowing his most heartfelt desire has been realized.”

  “I know,” Caroline whispered.

  Audrae nodded, giving Caroline’s hand a pat. “You are a good girl, Cara. And smart. Smarter than I. I married your father because I confused lust with love, and I thought I knew everything the world had to offer. I was such a young fool, and forgive me for speaking ill of your father, but I lived to regret it so.”

  “Oh, Mother.” Caroline knew her mother had been miserable with Louis Wembly, but they had never spoken so openly about it before.

  “I tell you this not for sympathy, but so you know you could be doing far worse than a dying earl. God forgive me, but I thank the Lord for taking Louis, for he grew more dissolute each year. Drinking and gambling, and there were other women, you might as well know, a string of mistresses.”

  Caroline gasped in rage. “How dare he spend a farthing on other women when his own family was in need!”

  “He cared for no one but himself. Nothing that man did would surprise me.”

  That last statement slammed into Caroline’s brain. Her eyes snapped wide and she stared at her mother, wondering if Audrae were trying to hint at something. Does she know?

  Audrae continued. “So you see, I have made peace with your decision by telling myself of the advantages of widowhood. As the countess, you would have power and money, and with it, something no woman achieves alone—the right to your own destiny. Your life would be your own.”

  Her heartbeat slowed as Caroline realized her mother suspected nothing.

  “You just make certain the earl is kind to you.” Audrae wagged her finger at her daughter, as if she were but eight years old and caught pilfering a biscuit before supper. “If he does anything to harm you, or humiliate you, or cause you strife, you come home.”

  Amused at the heated admonishment, Caroline grinned. “Yes, Mother.”

  Catching herself, Audrae stared at her finger and offered her daughter a baleful look. “Habits die hard.”

  They fell to laughing then readied themselves for sleep. It was not long, however, before Caroline’s thoughts turned once again to the earl. The image of his proud, handsome face would not leave her, following her into sleep and haunting her dreams.

  On Wednesday morning, Magnus sent a message requesting she receive him at one o’clock, and invited Audrae to join them at four for high tea in one of the Ordinary’s private dining rooms.

  “Finally,” Audrae said. “Now I shall see him and judge for myself. It is about time he instituted some semblance of propriety. I know this whole marriage is unconventional, but I believe I should at least meet the man who is to be my son-in-law before the actual wedding.”

  Caroline set about choosing something from her meager wardrobe. He had already seen her in the fabulous blue gown she had worn at her first interview, and subsequently in the more sober muslin, which was her second best. That left the drab gray wool skirt with its matching short jacket. Once elegant, it was now downright shabby, a bit too short and only still wearable because the loose-fitting white shirtwaist did not pull across her breasts, as all her other old dresses did.

  She knew the earl did not expect her to be glamorously dressed, as her needful state was precisely the reason she was marrying him, yet she did not want to shame him. She told herself this was the reason she fussed with her toilette and spent much longer than was her habit dressing her hair.

  The maid came up to tell her Magnus was waiting below in the hall.

  “I shall see you at four,” her mother said. Her eyes swept over Caroline critically. She adjusted an errant curl at Caroline’s temple and said, “You are lovely.”

  “Thank you, Mother.” Her hand came over her stomach to still the wild fluttering. Taking a deep breath, she descended the stairs.

  He was waiting for her at the bottom. Dressed impeccably in dark waistcoat and breeches, he looked every inch an earl. Caroline faltered, and he glanced up just then, his gaze flickering over her in a quick assessment. Selfconsciously, she smoothed her hands down her skirt, wishing it were not so plain, or worn, or outdated.

  “Good afternoon,” he said, reaching his hand out for her.

  She placed her fingers in his broad, warm palm, feeling a tremor of reaction shoot up her arm. “Good day, Magnus.”

  His lips curled with approval at her having remembered to use his Christian name. “My phaeton is waiting outside. I thought an outing would be enjoyable. The day is fine. There won’t be many more like it.”

  He seemed unaware of the double entendre of his words. She said, “I don’t see your driver. Do you have a chaperon for us?”

  “Caroline, we are going to be married in three days.”

  He was right, of course. She was being silly, and needlessly conscientious. “Let me get my cloak.”

  He had the reins firmly in hand when she joined him several moments later, clambering up onto the driver’s bench beside him. He watched her inelegant movements, his green eyes dancing and that broad, sensuous mouth compressed into a hint of amusement.

  “Ever resourceful,” he commented.

  “As you have already mentioned, Magnus, it is one of the reasons why you chose me. I do not play the helpless female, and neither do you attend me like a chivalrous suitor.”

  Snapping the reins to get the horses started, he said, “You aren’t disappointed, are you?”

  “Not in the least,” she sniffed. “It would be ridiculous for us to carry on so.”

  “Just so,” he agreed. “And you are correct. I very much like your independence. A most necessary quality.”r />
  He flashed her that smile, and her insides felt watery all of a sudden.

  He made no more conversation as he drove her to a lovely horseshoe-shaped lake. Pulling the sleek conveyance to a stop, he pointed out the heap of stone in the center of a promontory jutting out into the water. “This used to be a castle and the lake was its moat,” he explained. “The builders were very clever in channeling the nearby stream, so the water was always fresh and the castle refuse was washed away. Too bad they weren’t as insightful about the foundations. All that is left of the keep is a few crumbled walls. You can still make out some of the different buildings, if you know a little about castles. It helps if you have a good imagination.”

  Caroline stood and fairly leapt out of the phaeton. “Let’s go see!” she said. Picking up her skirts, she began to run along the lakeshore toward the ruins.

  “Hold up!” he called, catching up with her easily. He took hold of her wrist and tucked it in the crook of his arm and they strolled more sedately the rest of the way.

  “Is this an old home of ancestors of yours?”

  “No. But I used to come here as a boy. I loved it there on the rocks, dreaming of knights and dragons and rescuing a fair maid.” His voice trailed off as he lost himself to memory. Caroline wondered what he was like as a child. It was so difficult to imagine his chiseled features and broad, muscular body small and gangly with the awkwardness of youth. Yet, sometimes when he smiled, she saw a hint of the boy he had been. His dimple, she supposed.

  Magnus demonstrated his knowledge by pointing out where the stables had been located in the lower bailey and the deep scar in the ground that still existed, most likely the location of the smithy. Taking her to the large circle of a shallow wall, he explained how the staircase in the keep always wound on the right side so the knights would have the wall to their back when descending to fend off invaders. This gave the advantage of having the enemy forced to fight upward and perilously close to the sheer, railingless drop off the stairs.

  “That’s fascinating,” Caroline said. They were sitting quite comfortably on the weathered sandstone in the area, Magnus had informed her, of the old hall.