SOLD TO A KILLER

by Evelyn Glass

  “We should—”

  “When I—” she blurted, and managed a small smile at our stupidity. “No, you go first.”

  “Sorry.” I wrinkled my nose up. “I just think we need to talk about what happened last night.”

  “At least give me my coffee first.” She made grabby hands towards the cup I was pouring, and I handed it over to her. She took a long, grateful sip, and I could tell that this was going to be a difficult conversation.

  “So…” I began after a second or two, not sure how long I should give it before I just jumped in. “What happened last night…”

  “I know.” She raised her eyebrows at me. I couldn’t read her expression; was she excited and happy, or agreeing with me on the weirdness of the scenario?

  “I, uh, I don’t think it came from a good place,” I went on.

  “Yeah, I think it was more the adrenaline than anything else,” she agreed with a nod. “With Devil catching that guy and everything.”

  Okay. Thank fuck. We were on the same page.

  “I’m not sure…” I paused before the words came out. Every fiber of my body was yelling at me not to put a stop to what had happened the night before, but I knew I couldn’t in good conscious carry it on. Not when I knew it would be distracting from the task at hand. Not when I knew it would be taking away from my focus on Ella.

  “We probably shouldn’t do it again.” She bowed her head slightly and moved her gaze from mine, as though she didn’t want to acknowledge what we’d just agreed on. I knew how she felt. That primal part of my brain wanted to grab her right there and then and bend her over the counter, to remind myself how she felt around me.

  “Yeah, you’re probably right.” I took a sip of my coffee. I was beginning to relax—even if I wasn’t sure that this was what I wanted, at least we were on the same page about it. You know, despite the fact that the tension between us was even more intense than it had been before. Knowing what we were missing, knowing how good we were together…that was a hard one to shake.

  “We need to stay focused on Ella and whatever’s going on around here.” I could have sworn I heard a hint of sadness in her voice, as though she didn’t want to have to accept that any more than I did. Our eyes met, and she quickly looked away, as though she couldn’t bear to acknowledge that this couldn’t happen anymore.

  “Yeah, but where do we go from here?” I asked. “I feel like we’re at a dead end.”

  “We need to get someone who’s better at all this stuff than we are.”

  “What, like Scott?”

  She shook her head. “He’s good but he’s not what we need. I was thinking someone higher-up. Someone who can go deeper into this.”

  “Like who?” I leaned forward, but she glanced up at me apologetically.

  “I haven’t got anyone in mind, if that’s what you’re asking.”

  “Oh,” I sighed, and leaned back. The silence between us was deafening; we never normally had this much trouble making conversation. I didn’t know what to say, unsure of what she wanted to hear—either about the case or about us.

  Before I could say or do anything more, Ella came down the stairs, and Mona hurried over to greet her. “Hey, Ella!” she exclaimed brightly, and Ella smiled tiredly up at her. “How did you sleep?”

  “Funny.” Ella shrugged. I prayed that she didn’t remember too much of our little excursion yesterday—I still couldn’t believe I’d let them both come along. “Can I watch my cartoons now?”

  Mona shot a look in my direction, and I waved with a nod. They sat down in front of the TV, and I started making breakfast—something big and hearty, something that would fill up the void in my stomach now that we had called things off.

  Maybe it would have been better if nothing had happened at all. In fact, I knew that for certain—if I didn’t have all these images engraved on my brain of her and her body and her pussy and everything else, this wouldn’t be half as painful as it was turning out to be. But the knowledge—the knowledge that I was missing out on something, that no matter how much I wanted her, it wasn’t a good idea, was just making it worse. What had I been thinking last night? Hook-ups like that usually only happened after a night of drinking, but I was stone-cold sober when I kissed her in that hallway and told her she was coming back to my bed.

  I glanced over at the two of them, and wondered if there was something there. If something could work between Mona and me. I mean, Ella, already adored her, so that wasn’t too much of a problem—and I found myself getting more attached to her every day. She was smart, beautiful, and didn’t stand for a lot of my shit. I needed someone like her in my life. How long had it been since I could say that and not follow it up with some kind of qualifier? It had been years since I’d felt even close to the way I did about Mona about anyone else.

  If only she hadn’t come along now. In the middle of all this shit. It had arrived on the same day as her, landing on my lap as the biggest distraction I could have asked for. She knew it and I knew it—there was no relationship between us until we figured this shit out. I needed to know my daughter was safe before I could so much as think about dating someone again. Even just thinking about it made me want to slide between them on the floor and wrap my arms around my little girl, to convince myself that this was all going to be okay. Because right now, it seemed as though we were coming up against a series of dead ends; I was sure that Lucy’s peeper would have something to do with the full story, but he didn’t know a thing. And I still hadn’t figured out what was in that attic, or what kind of threat it posed to my daughter.

  I finished up breakfast, and took the plates over to Mona and Ella; for a second, I pretended this was permanent, that we were a family and this was just how we lived our lives now. But I had to come crashing back to reality as Mona smiled at me and then turned away again. We had an agreement to stop this happening again—and no matter how much I wanted to pretend differently, there was no escaping the truth of what we both knew was best.

  Chapter Fourteen

  I wasn’t sure how we made it through that full day without giving in at least once.

  Yeah, I know—we had that conversation, and we’d sworn not to do anything more than we’d already done. But it felt as though it came with an “if”—the unspoken knowledge that if we could get this thing under control, the situation would be different. We would be different. We never had a chance to get to know each other outside the fraught circumstances we found ourselves in now—and that was as good a reason as any to go for it and get this under control.

  Ella had a playdate at a neighbor’s house that afternoon, and I offered to stay around to help figure things out. Once Jazz was back from dropping her off, we formed our plans, putting the pieces together so we could actually do something. I’d already called up Lucy, and she was back in her apartment, glad that the peeper had been dealt with—and impressed that a guy called Devil had left her apartment in such good shape. I was relieved that she was safe, even if it didn’t help us out too much.

  “I’ll call Scott,” I suggested. “And get him to put me in touch with someone further up the ladder.”

  “Good idea.” Jazz nodded. “And I’ll get to the neighbors and tell them about the thing I saw in their attic.”

  As I pulled up Scott’s number, it crossed my mind that he had never referred to what he had seen in the attic as a person, but rather as an unspecified object. How scary must this guy be if even Jazz didn’t seem to want to confront him head-on? Jazz lingered, waiting for me to be finished so I could come with him. I guessed he knew it would look better if he had a non-threatening woman on his side when he turned up at his elderly neighbor’s house demanding access to the place. He pulled on his leather jacket and paced back and forth, and I found my gaze lingering on him as he passed in front of me. I couldn’t get the night before out of my head—I wasn’t sure I would ever be able to. I thought I would at least get some of my desire for him out of my system, but it seemed like, if anything, this
had made it all that much worse.

  “Hey?” Scott’s voiced pulled me out of my ogling and back to reality. I shook my head and ran my fingers through my hair before I could get a reply out.

  “Uh, hey, Scott,” I began, and launched into a description of the night’s events. They came breathlessly tumbling from my mouth, as though telling them to someone else made them that much more real.

  “So what do you want from me?” he asked, and I realized this must all just come across as ranting to him.

  “Can you give me the number of someone else in forensics?” I asked.

  “Oh, one forensic scientist not good enough for you?” he teased. I rolled my eyes; this was so typically him, making light of a bad situation. Before I had a chance to open my mouth to scold him for his facetiousness, he spoke again.

  “I’m just looking up a number for you now.”

  I let out a sigh of relief. “Thanks, Scott, I really do appreciate this.”

  “Then you can get me a drink when this is all finished with, alright?” he suggested. “And if you need anything else from me, just let me know.”

  “You’re a life-saver,” I replied, and he read me out the number. I motioned to Jazz for a pen and scribbled it down on my hand.

  “Let me know how things go?” he asked, and I nodded, forgetting for a second that he was on the other end of the line and couldn’t see me.

  “I will,” I promised, and hung up.

  “So, you got the number?” Jazz asked, and I waved my hand at him. He squinted at the inky scrawl, then shrugged.

  “I guess I’ll take your word for it.”

  “I guess you’ll have to,” I shot back playfully, and I found myself flashing a flirty smile in his direction. Come on, Mona—you have to be better than this. You have to restrain yourself at least a little. But how was I meant to? He blinked at me, and for a second I saw that lust in his eyes again. A moment passed where I was sure he was going to lunge towards me, pin me against the counter, and fuck me again right then and there—but it passed quickly, and I had to push any thoughts like that from my mind. I tried to cut myself some slack—it had only happened the night before, after all—but it was hard. I didn’t want to get hung up on him, yet here I was, subconsciously pushing us towards the bedroom once more.

  “Should I call first, or shall we head around to the neighbors?” I asked, doing my best to move past the moment we were both trying our hardest pretend hadn’t happened. Jazz lifted his chin, thinking for a second.

  “Next door?”

  “Sure thing.” I nodded, glad to be getting out of the house—everywhere I looked, it seemed to serve as a reminder of what we’d spent last night doing. The spot where he’d scooped me up into his arms, the door he’d opened to carry me into the bedroom. I could still practically feel the sound of his heartbeat against my head, the soothing thump-thump-thump that seemed to go faster every time I touched him.

  We made our way out into the early Spring sunshine and I sucked in a lungful of the warm air—God, it felt good. I had always loved being outside, and this little suburbia sequestered away from all things urban felt good, even if I wasn’t here for the circumstances I would have chosen.

  Jazz caught my arm as we approached the door and I turned to look at him, trying to ignore the familiar trail of sparks he sent across my skin.

  “What?” I asked, keeping my voice down.

  “I just…” He ran a hand through his hair. “I think it would be good if we pretended we were together.”

  “Did you not hear the conversation we had back there, or…?” I shot back, a little sharper than I intended.

  He shook his head. “Not because of that. I think they’ll just…take to me better if they think I’m with a woman, you know?”

  “Are they old-fashioned or something?”

  “Yeah, from what I know.”

  “If it’ll help us figure this out,” I conceded. “Come on, let’s get this over with already.”

  As Jazz knocked on the door, I looked up at the house above us—my eyes drifted to the attic, and a cold shiver ran down my spine. What was in there? Or who?

  A few seconds later, an older man came to the door; he opened it, and looked us both up and down. He didn’t seem hostile, necessarily, but he also didn’t look delighted to see us.

  “Hello.” He nodded in the direction of Jazz, glancing over at me and giving me a cursory look-over. “Everything alright?”

  “Uh,” Jazz didn’t seem to have planned very well what he was actually going to say. “I actually need to talk to you about something.”

  “Yeah?” The man, who I assumed was Paul, leaned up against his doorframe. I tried to peer past him without being too obvious about it but he shifted to block my view. Dammit.

  “I was wondering if I could have a look at your attic?” he blurted out hurriedly.

  “What for?” Paul eyed him with an obvious suspicion. Wow, they really didn’t like Jazz around here—I thought he might have been exaggerating it, but it was clear the disdain he had for him.

  “I was thinking of blocking up my own attic, you know, because of Ella,” he managed. “And I was wondering if I could get a look at how you did yours.”

  “You do all that work on your bike, couldn’t you figure it out yourself?”

  Jazz scuffed his foot against the ground, obviously not sure where to take the conversation next. Then, thankfully, we heard a set of footsteps heading towards us.

  “Is that Jazz?” A woman’s voice, warmer than the man’s, drifted from the hall. The man rolled his eyes skyward and stepped aside, letting his wife approach us. She smiled broadly, her eyes flicking between the two of us.

  “Good to see you.” She nodded in Jazz’s direction. “How’s Ella?”

  “She’s good, thank you.” He smiled back at her. “In fact I was just visiting because of her.”

  “Oh, really?” Mary glanced at her husband. “Then come on in! Let me get you something to drink.”

  We made our way into the house, and Jazz repeated what he’d said to Paul; Mary seemed a lot more receptive to the idea, and gestured for him to go up and take a look. Paul followed him without a word, obviously the less trusting of the two. Mary and I were left alone in the living room, two glasses of lemonade between us.

  “So, how long have the two of you been together?” she asked casually. I flushed and stumbled over my words.

  “I, uh, we’ve—a couple of months?” I replied, my voice ticking up at the end as though I was asking a question. She cocked her head at me and smiled, and for a second I thought she’d rumbled us.

  “I’ve seen you going in and out of the house a lot.” She raised her brows at me playfully. “I think it’s good for the little girl to have a mother figure.”

  “So you know Ella too?” I moved the conversation away from myself as deftly as I could.

  “Yes, I chat to her whenever we’re both out in the garden.” She sighed fondly, a small smile on her lips. “She’s such a sweet little girl. And her father is quite the catch!” She winked at me, as though we were just a normal pair of girls chatting away over a glass of wine. I managed a weak smile back, feeling guilty even though I had nothing to feel guilty about.

  Before I could put my foot in anything, Jazz and Paul reappeared at the door. Jazz looked distracted and there was a small furrow between his eyebrows. It was clear that he hadn’t found what he was looking for.

  “Can we go?” He glanced at me, and I put down my drink. I would be glad to get out of there—something about this place was off, despite Mary’s hospitality. And it went beyond Paul’s obvious suspicion of Jazz—no, this was something more potent. It seemed to hang in the air around us, even if I couldn’t put my finger on it.

  “Sure.” I got to my feet. “Thanks for the drink, Mary.”

  Paul saw us to the door, and as soon as we were outside, Jazz began to pace around the other side of the house.

  “What are you doing?” I demanded, f
ollowing him as best I could on the slippery wet grass. He was moving quickly, a man on a mission.

  “I couldn’t figure it out in there,” he muttered, and I wasn’t sure whether it was to me or to himself. “It doesn’t make any sense…”

  “You’re going to need to tell me what you’re talking about,” I demanded, and he finally came to a stop once he was around the back of the house.

  “The attic was sealed tight,” he explained with a sigh, craning his neck to get a better view from where he was standing. “And I can’t see anywhere from the outside to get in through.”

  “So…?”

  “So, I’m not sure if we actually saw anything in there.” He shook his head. “Maybe I was just being paranoid after what happened to Ella.”