No Man's Land

by David Baldacci

  unspoken.

  Puller decided to simply say it. “So you’re saying he lied? Well, the records you uncovered could be wrong. If his name was on a flight manifest it doesn’t alone prove he was on the plane.”

  “We need to dig deeper, certainly.”

  Puller eyed both men. “But if that was all you had you wouldn’t be sitting here with me.”

  Shorr said, “I nearly forgot what you do for a living. You’re well versed in how investigations operate.”

  “So what else do you have, Colonel?”

  Hull spoke up. “We can’t get into that, Chief. It’s an ongoing investigation.”

  “So you’ve opened an investigation based on a letter from a terminally ill woman about events thirty years ago?”

  “And the fact that your father was not out of the country as he said he was,” replied Hull defensively. “Look, if we hadn’t turned that up I don’t think we’d be having this conversation. It’s not like I woke up one morning looking to tear down an Army legend, Chief. But it’s a different time too. Back then maybe things got buried that shouldn’t have been. The Army’s taken some knocks over the years for not being transparent.” He stopped and looked at Shorr.

  Shorr said, “An investigation file has been opened, Chief Puller, so it has to be followed through. But if no new evidence is turned up, I don’t see this going anywhere. The Army is not looking to destroy your father’s reputation based on a single letter from a dying woman.”

  “What sort of new evidence?” asked Puller.

  Shorr said firmly, “This was a courtesy meeting, Chief Puller. That’s all. CID will carry on now, but we wanted you to know how things stood and certainly about the letter. Your father being what he is, we thought it only proper to let you know of the status of things.”

  Puller didn’t know what to say to this.

  Hull said, “We will want to formally interview you later, Chief. And your brother. And your father, of course.”

  “My father has dementia.”

  “We understand that. And we also understand that he sometimes is coherent.”

  “And who do you understand that from?”

  Shorr rose and so did Hull. Shorr said, “Thank you for your time, Chief. Agent Hull will be in touch.”

  “Have you spoken to Lynda Demirjian?” asked Puller. “And her husband?”

  “Again, CID will be in touch,” Hull said. “Thanks for your time. And I’m sorry to have been the one to communicate something this upsetting.”

  The two men left, while Puller sat there staring at the floor.

  He pulled out his phone a few moments later and punched in the number.

  Two rings later his brother answered.

  “Hey, little bro, I’m tied up right now. And if you’re back in Virginia I’m eight hours ahead of you. So can I call—”

  “Bobby, we have a big problem. It’s about Dad.”

  Robert Puller instantly said, “What’s wrong?”

  Puller told his older brother everything that had just occurred.

  Robert Puller didn’t say anything for about thirty seconds. All Puller could hear was the other man’s breathing.

  “What do you remember about that day?” Robert finally asked.

  Puller leaned back in his seat and ran a hand over his forehead. “I was playing outside. I turned to the window and saw Mom there. She was in a robe with a towel around her hair. She had evidently just gotten out of the shower.”

  “No, I mean later.”

  “Later? That was the last time I saw her.”

  “No it wasn’t. We had dinner that night and then she left and went out. The next-door neighbor’s daughter came over to stay with us.”

  Puller sat up. “I don’t remember that.”

  “Well, we never really talked about it, John.”

  “Where did she go that night?”

  “I don’t know. To a friend’s, I guess.”

  “And she never came back?”

  “Obviously not,” Robert said curtly. “And so Dad was back in the country. He told the police he wasn’t.”

  “How do you know he told them he wasn’t?”

  “CID agents came to the house, John. The next day. Dad was there. They talked to him. We were upstairs, but I could still hear.”

  “Why don’t I remember any of this, Bobby?”

  “You were eight years old. You didn’t understand any of it.”

  “You weren’t even ten yet.”

  “I was never much of a kid, John, you know that.” He added, “And it was a traumatic time for all of us. You’ve probably blocked a lot of it from your memories. A defense mechanism.”

  “They’re going to want to interview us. And Dad too.”

  “Well, they can interview us. But I don’t see them making much headway with the old man.”

  “But he may understand what they’re saying. That they think he killed Mom.”

  “I don’t see how we can prevent that, John. It’s an investigation. You know how that works better than most. You can’t get in the way of it.”

  “I think I need to get Dad a lawyer.”

  “Know anybody good?”

  “Shireen Kirk. She just left JAG to go into private practice.”

  “Then you should give her a call.”

  “Do you remember Lynda Demirjian?”

  “Yes. Nice lady. Baked cakes. She and Mom were close.”

  “Could she have been visiting her that night?” asked Puller.

  “I don’t know. She didn’t tell me where she was going.”

  “Demirjian is convinced that Dad killed Mom.”

  “I wonder why that is. I mean, CID may have found out he was back in the country when he said he wasn’t, but that was only after they got her letter and looked into it. She must have other reasons.”

  “And I’m going to find out what they are.”

  “You think they’re going to let you investigate this case? It’s Dad. Hell, they wouldn’t let you near my case, remember?”

  “And you’ll remember that I did get near your case. Very near.”

  “And it almost cost you your career. So my advice is to stay the hell away from this.”

  “We can’t just walk away, Bobby.”

  “Let me check some things out on my end and I’ll get back to you.”

  “You…you don’t think he…” Puller couldn’t actually say the words.

  “The truth is I don’t know for sure, and neither do you.”

  Chapter

  5

  IT WAS PAUL Rogers’s third day of freedom. And no grass had grown under his feet. He had already put a thousand miles between him and the prison.

  He had looked for and found news of the double homicide back in the alley. The paper said the police were leaning toward it being a fatal fight between a young couple. There had obviously been a falling-out, because they had been seen earlier on a bus together kissing.

  Yep, thought Rogers, there had been a really big falling-out.

  On the second day of freedom he had stolen a beat-to-shit Chevy from an automotive repair place, swapping out plates he had taken from an impoundment lot. He’d driven six hundred miles that day, followed by over three hundred so far today.

  He had spent a chunk of his cash on gas and about the same on food. He had slept in the car, finding a place to park and bed down for the night. He had purchased shoes that fit and an extra pair of pants, a shirt, a new jacket, underwear, socks, and a baseball cap. He’d also purchased some bandages and other medical supplies for his arm. And he’d bought a pair of off-the-rack reading glasses even though his eyesight was perfect and nearly catlike in his ability to see in the dark.

  He’d also bought some hair clippers and a razor. The beard was now gone and so was all his hair. He’d even taken off the peach fuzz on his scalp and his eyebrows.

  When he looked at himself in the mirror Rogers could barely recognize the image. He hoped the effect on others, in particular law
enforcement, would be even more pronounced.

  The scar on the back left side of his head was now visible. It was easier to feel now every time he rubbed it.

  He had a couple hundred dollars left and still quite a ways to go. He stopped for supper at a diner and ate at the counter, keeping all the goings-on behind him in full view by virtue of the large mirror hanging on the wall in front of him.

  Two police officers came in and sat at a booth not that far from him. He tugged down his cap and focused on his meal and the newspaper in front of him.

  The world had changed some in ten years. But in many ways it hadn’t changed at all.

  Countries were at war.

  Terrorists were slaughtering innocent people.

  American politics was at a standstill.

  The rich were richer, the poor poorer.

  The middle class was rapidly fading away.

  Everyone seemed angry and vocal and generally pissed off at everything and everybody.

  Beginning of the end, surmised Rogers, who did not care a whit that the country and apparently the rest of the world were in sharp decline. He just needed to get to where he was headed. He needed to figure some things out along the way, but once he got there his plan was pretty well set.

  His only problem was it had been so long. Not just ten years. That was manageable. But in total it had been three decades. People moved. People died. Companies folded. Time marched on, things changed, conditions on the ground could be totally different. But he also told himself he would not, could not waver. There was no reason on earth that he could not accomplish what he had told himself for the last ten years he was going to do.

  No reason at all.

  He finished his meal, laid down his cash, and walked past the cops without looking at them. He closed the door behind him and reached his car. He drove off, the night beginning to fill in all around him.

  His wounded arm was healing nicely. There had been minimal infection. His new jacket covered the bandage.

  He drove east.

  He did not need much sleep. He only stopped and rested now because he wanted to get into the habit of doing so, like other people did. Rogers did not want to stick out. He did not want to do anything that would make others notice him. And he could do lots of things to make other people notice. But if people with badges and guns took note, he was screwed. And he did not intend to be screwed.

  Not ever again.

  His hand reached up and rubbed the spot. He could still remember when it was done. Over thirty years ago. Lots of things had been done to him at that time.

  What he couldn’t stand were the thoughts that he had, and also the thoughts that he no longer had. Like back in the alley when the woman had been pleading for her life, Rogers had remembered something. It was just a fragment of a fragment and he couldn’t delve into it too deeply, because there was a mental wall preventing him from doing so. He could scale many walls, yet not that one. But there was something there. Something he would have done differently if he was still who he had once been.

  But he no longer was that man. Not even close. And the fragment would never be more than that. They hadn’t told him that part, of course. Why would they? He apparently had no reason to know in a strict “need to know” world.

  He removed his hand and with it any hope that things one day could be different for him.

  He slept in his car on a side street of a town he was passing through.

  Two days later he was eight hundred miles closer to his destination. By now a bench warrant had certainly been issued for his arrest for his failure to show up for his parole meeting. Perhaps they had found the tossed materials in the trash can by the bus stop. That evidenced his clear intent to never, ever perform any of the duties imposed on him in return for his having been released from prison ahead of time.

  He actually felt that ten years of his life locked up in a cage was payment enough.

  He was down to fifty dollars.

  The next morning he stopped at a construction site and offered his services for a hundred dollars for ten solid hours of labor.

  His task was to haul bags of cement from a truck to a construction elevator stuck back in a corner where the big trucks couldn’t reach. There were three other men assigned to this job as well. They were all in their twenties. Rogers carried more fifty-pound bags than the three of them combined. He never spoke, never looked at the other men. He just hefted bags, hauled them a hundred feet to the elevator, dumped them, and walked back for more. Ten hours with a twenty-minute break for a food truck sandwich and a cup of coffee.

  “Thanks for making us look good, Gramps,” said one of them sarcastically when the day’s work was done.

  Rogers had turned to look at him. He eyed the man’s neck where his jugular wobbled underneath the fat. Rogers could have crushed the vein between his fingers and watched the man bleed out in less than a minute. But what would have been the point?

  “You’re welcome,” he said.

  When the young punk snorted at him, Rogers fixed his gaze on him. He wasn’t looking at him so much as through him to a destination on the other side of his skull.

  The punk blinked, his sneer vanished, he glanced at his companions, and then they all turned and hustled off.

  It was then that Rogers did something he almost never did.

  He smiled. And it wasn’t because he had intimidated the punk. He had intimidated many men. And he had never smiled any of those times.

  He walked back to his car, climbed in, tucked his money away, and looked at the map he’d bought.

  The Virginia border was still two hundred miles from here. And the place within Virginia he was heading to would tack on about another three hundred or so miles.

  He should be tired, exhausted really, but he wasn’t. He should be a lot of things. But he wasn’t.

  Now he was only what he was.

  He drove to a diner, parked at the curb, and went inside. He ordered food, drank his coffee and two glasses of water, and let his mind wander back to the point where it had all started.

  He made a fist and looked down at it. The skin on top was real but not his. The bone underneath was real and his. The other things, the add-ons, he had come to call them, were not real and were definitely not his. But he could not remove them. So, he supposed, they were real and they were his.

  Or rather I am him. Paul Rogers. The thing.

  The scars had faded over the years, particularly the ones on his fingers, but he would always see them as though they had just been done.

  Sitting up in that bed, wrapped in bloody bandages, feeling…different.

  His old self, his real self, gone forever.

  He next rubbed the ring. It was a platinum band that had been given to him by someone who had once been special in his life.

  There was an inscription engraved on the inside of the band. Rogers had no need to look at it. The words were burned into his brain.

  For the good of all.

  He had once believed in those words more than anything else in his life. But that was then, this was now.

  Now he believed in nothing.