Beginning of the Reckoning (Feral Steel MC Book 3)

by Vera Quinn

  “No don’t cover yo urself. You are so beautiful. I could look at you like this forever. Never be embarrassed about being naked in front of me.” It’s like he can read my mind. “I just wanted to look at you for a minute.” He rubs his hand over my sensitive nipple and I feel like I am so close to something, but I don’t know what. I just know I want to be closer to him and I want him to touch me and I want to touch him. I reach up to feel his hard cock. I take him in my hand and I feel his pre-cum coat my hand and I close my hand on the head and squeeze slightly and begin a slow motion running from the head to the shaft and being sure I lubricate my hand with any fluid that comes out. I do this three to four times and pay special attention to the head. Soon he tilts his head back and moans, “Baby that feels so good just like that. Tighten on the head a little more.” I do as he has instructed and I get a deep moan from him and he grasps my hand, “damn girl you have to stop that or this is going to be over way too fast. We probably need to move this upstairs.” He lifts me up swiftly and goes up the stairs, but just as he gets to the bedroom door he stops, “are you sure your ready baby? We can wait but if I take you in there and I get you on the bed it will be hard for me to stop, however, for you I will. Just say the word. You’re in charge, understand? You say it.” Devil is being so damn sweet and understanding.

  “I’m sure I want this. I understand you’ll stop. Now let’s do this. I want you Kylar. Now.” I tell him. Letting him know he has the full go ahead. I know he would stop, but I don’t want him to. I’m ready to feel what is next. With that Devil pushes the door open and walks me over to the bed and lays me down gently and crawls in next to me. “I want you to know I am clean. I’ve been tested and I’m completely clean. I trust you. I know you’re a virgin. Are you on any kind of birth control, because I want to start a family now? I know this is not the time to talk about this, but I don’t want you on anything. I want to make babies.” Oh crap I hadn’t even thought about this. I should have. I always have wanted children. Maybe not this young, but soon. We can talk about it later. I just want to get back to the kissing part.

  “I’m not on anything and can we talk later. I’m clean. I just had my yearly checkup and you’re right, I’m a virgin. So we can talk later.” I pull him down to me and we start kissing again but this time Devil takes control and he kisses me deeply and like he can’t wait. He pulls back to look at me and I hear him whisper, “So beautiful,” and then he moves to the nipple on my left side and kisses and swipes with his tongue, then takes it into his mouth and slowly sucks it until it is hard and elongated. He flattens his tongue and glides over the tip and then moves to the other side to give that breast the same attention. He slowly moves down my body with his lips leaving behind a trail of fire. Each kiss, each touch bringing my body to life. He is going agonizingly slow. He reaches my bellybutton and he plays with my belly ring with his tongue. When he runs his tongue into my bellybutton my back comes off of the bed and he presses me back down with his hands strongly, but gently, and he runs his hands under my ass cheeks and lifts my pelvis to his mouth. I am beyond embarrassed, but so aroused I can’t protest. He lifts me with one strong arm and parts my lips with his other hand and bends down. When his tongue comes in contact with my clit, it’s all I can do not to jump out of his hold. It feels so good, I want more. He smiles at me and does it again, this time pressing his flattened tongue down harder. I feel myself getting so much wetter. I grind down on him wanting more.

  “Patience baby. I will take care of you. Do you want to taste me?” He doesn’t know how badly I do. I nod my head yes, but it is not good enough. “I need to hear you say it so I know this is what you really want.” He looks me in the eye to get my reaction.

  “Yes, please. I want to know how you taste. I want to make you feel as good as I do.” I see that he believes me. He leans his body back on his heels. His cock is so hard and big. I get on my knees sideways beside him and bend down and run my tongue underneath the head and back around to the front. I take a hold of it close to his body and begin to move up and down. I look at him in approval and his head is thrown back, so I guess I am doing it right. When I go back down the next time I put the head in my mouth and run my tongue around it. I bring my hand back up and I go down as far as I can, taking in as much as I can, At the same time I take my hand back down. I feel him at the back of my throat and I come back up. Keeping the rhythm of my head and hand and trying to take more. I pull move my tongue around the head and before long I feel myself picked up and pitched on my back. Devil comes up before I know what happened and has my legs spread and his head between them. He presses my legs apart with his arms and holds my lips open and takes my clit into his mouth and sucks gently while moving his mouth gently. This is sensory overload. I can hardly breathe. My feet are hot and a tingle starts and runs up my legs. My muscles in my stomach are fluttering. I am so wet. I want more. I need more. “Kylar, please I need more. Please.” I am so wet. He sticks two fingers in me and starts a torturous rhythm. Then he licks me again and I feel my face heating and I feel the start of spasms. “Kylar, I need you. Something feels so damn good.” Kylar moves up to me and he says “Hold on this is going to hurt but I can’t help it.” Then he enters me and I feel the pinch of pain and he stills. I grow accustom to his size and I need him to move.

  “Kylar, please move. I need you to move.” At that Kylar starts to move and I feel it again. I want more. I start trying to move with him. We start moving together and I feel it. Oh shit! It feels so damn good. My whole body is on fire. I move and I roll him over and I don’t know what I’m doing, but I have to keep moving and grinding on him, it feels amazing. Then I can’t move anymore and everything is so right, “Kylar, oh god! It feels so good.” I slump over him and he keeps moving inside me and turns me to my back.

  Chapter 48

  Devil Callie is so damn beautiful. She keeps wanting me to move faster, but I don’t want to hurt her. Being inside of her is unbelievable. She is so tight and so wet. I am trying my best to make this last but she is not making it easy. It’s her first time and it needs to be perfect for her. She rolls us over and she is grinding on my cock so good. Damn I’m not going to last. I feel it in my lower spine I’m going to erupt soon. Oh, hell she’s feeling it. I feel her muscles tightening around me.

  “Kylar, oh god! It feels so good.” She slumps over me and I feel her cum leaking down my cock. I turn her on her back and I can’t hold back anymore. I push inside hard and pull myself almost all the way out and thrust back in and I feel my balls shrink up and I erupt inside of her with such force my eyes roll back. I give it two more strokes and my body feels like I have run a marathon. I am completely spent. I roll over to my side but stay inside of Callie and pull her into my arms as tight as I can get her. I have never felt like this before. I never want to cuddle after sex, but this feels like so much more. I couldn’t let her go if I had to. I want to keep her in my arms and keep her safe. Callie is mine and I will never let her go. Never! I wake up and it is dark all around us. I don’t even remember drifting off to sleep. Callie is still sleeping and I slip away from her and grab a pair of shorts out of my bag then slip into the bathroom. I decide to take a quick shower. I get clean and I feel great. I haven’t felt this good in a while. Then it hits me, I am falling for Callie. She gives me a peace inside I have not had. I know when I get back, dad and I are going to talk and I am going to fix this. My mind drifts to Bri and the way we used to be. We had become toxic for each other before she left. I know that now. It’s like the feelings I have for Callie has taken my blinders off, or maybe it’s just being able to relax and not have all the baggage. Callie is good and untainted and I want that good in my life. I will make up to her the way we started out and we will have a good life together. We can have a life like my ma and dad. That’s what I’ve always wanted. I see that now. I will fix this. We’ll give Chief and the BlackPath MC what they need to get Tommy’s killer and I will tie Callie to me so she won’t want to leave me. I will do
what I have to so she will fall in love with me.

  I finish up and go downstairs, being quiet so I don’t wake Callie. I go out and turn the hot tub off. We can do that tomorrow. Then I go back into the kitchen and look in the fridge and get some block cheese out and cut some slices and put them on a plate. I grab some crackers from the cabinet and get some grapes from the fridge. Looks good to me. I grab a beer for me and a bottle of water for her and head back up the stairs. It’s only a little after ten so I’ll wake Callie for a snack and she can clean up and we can finish our first night as husband and wife together. Maybe talking a little. I want to know everything about her. This is new for me. I don’t understand it, but I’ll go with it. As soon as I get in the room I see Callie is still sleeping, so I set the plate and drinks down and go into the bathroom and start her some warm bath water. I look under the sink and find some of those salts women like so much and put a little in the water. I return to the bedroom and go over by the bed and I see Callie is moving around so I turn the bedside light on and bend over and kiss Callie on the forehead. “Wake up sleepy head. You need to eat a little and drink some water and then soak in some warm water so you won’t be so sore tomorrow.” She opens her eyes and reaches for the water, so I hand it to her and I get up to go turn the water off in the tub.

  “Are you a master at taking a woman’s virginity so you know everything to do?” she asks still sounding half asleep. I’m sure she wouldn’t have asked that question if she was completely awake.

  “No you are my first, I asked my ma. I know very little about being gentle. I had to get pointers. It was an odd conversation. Hopefully the only of its kind that I have with her.” She looks shocked when I get back to our bed.

  “You told Kat I was a virgin?” she sounds like it was a big secret. She sounds a little embarrassed. “No silly. After she talked to you she told me. I don’t know how she knew, she just did. She told me how to take care of you. She really likes you. So I promised, a small snack, keep you hydrated, a soak in a warm bath, and no more sex until tomorrow. Oh yeah, I almost forgot, if you are still too uncomfortable, two ibuprofens and then a good night sleep.” I tell her just like ma told me and I hope she goes along with it. I don’t want her uncomfortable.

  “I’m glad she knew, I hadn’t a clue. No mom here. Dad sure as heck wouldn’t have such a talk. Most female stuff I had to get from Zman’s wife, Kelsey. Dad liked to of hit the roof when I started my period. He sent all the clubs ol’ ladies over. I was embarrassed. They all had something different to say. The only thing they agreed on was eat a lot of chocolate. Doesn’t help, but it’ll make you happier.” She takes a drink of her water and then kinda laughs, “You know to think about it, that’s their answer for everything.”

  “Well I didn’t bring chocolate but I have cheese, crackers, and grapes. How is that? I can go downstairs and see if I can find some chocolate.” I would try if she wanted me too.

  “No worries. I’m a little sore, okay maybe more than a little, but besides that I’m good. The bath should fix that maybe. but if not maybe the sleep tonight.” She reaches over and takes a slice of cheese and a couple of grapes. I get my beer, take the top off and take a long drink. It is still cool and tastes good going down, but I almost spit it out when she asks, “So was I horrible? I mean the sex, was it horrible? I didn’t know what I was doing, but if your patient with me I will learn to make it better for you.”

  “Baby, you were perfect. It was great. It’s never felt so good. I promise.” I see in her eyes she doesn’t believe me but we were terrific together. “You need to understand; I love it that you are inexperienced. That means I get to teach you everything. No other man has had what belongs to me. You will have all your firsts with me and that brings out the man in me more.” I hope she understands how much what she gave to me meant. “Now come on, let’s get you in the tub to soak for a while so we can get some sleep. Tomorrow we have a lot to see and do. Sometime or another we have to discuss about what happens when we get home.” She likes that idea. She hops right up and goes for the tub.

  Chapter 49

  Callie I wake up wrapped up in Devil’s arms. I feel rested, but I need to pee. I don’t know how I’m going to get up without waking him. I try moving but when I do he moves with me. I hate leaving this warm spot, but I gotta go. I wiggle out from under him and he opens his eyes and tries to tighten his grip.

  “If you don’t want a warm waterbed, you need to let me up.” He releases me and I wiggle out and turn and run to the bathroom. I take care of my pressing business, then brush my teeth. I wonder about a shower but just as I turn Devil comes in, reaches for his tooth brush, and I decide to leave him to do his morning thing. Sharing the bathroom in the mornings is going to take some getting used to. I look at the bed and I think back to last night. I feel warm all over. Devil said after my bath last night we were going to sleep the rest of the night and we did sleep some, but he woke me up twice more during the night. I am quite sore this morning, but it is a good sore. I can’t believe the things we did. I can’t believe I waited eighteen years for this. I feel happy. Content. Devil is nothing like I expected. He was sweet and tender. He held and talked to me afterwards. I know I have to keep my heart locked away. This is an arrangement, but Devil is just so much more. I’m brought out of my thoughts by a ringing phone. I look around and it is Devil’s phone going off so yell out, “your phone is going off. You…” I am cut off by Devil answering his phone. I grab some clothes out of my bag and head back in for a shower. I set my water and undress, then step into the warm stream of water. It feels good on my sore body. I’m letting it soak my hair and run down my face when I hear the door open. I’m a little shocked, but then I realize it is just Devil. I’m still not used to my body being on display but I am trying to relax and go with it. The shower curtain pulls back and Devil steps in and I can tell something is wrong, but I don’t know whether to ask what. The phone call could have been club business and I know that is off limits. He takes the shampoo and squirts a little on my head and starts to scrub. It feels really good, but he hasn’t uttered a word. Finally, as he tilts my head back, I can’t take it anymore. “Everything ok?” Maybe that will get me some kind of response.

  “I don’t know. That was dad. There’s been some trouble at the club and I’m needed back home so we need to cut this short. I will make it up to you, but I am needed, because not only is there club problems, but Kim showed up at home with a black eye that her boyfriend gave her and dad is livid. I have to get back to help handle everything.” I can tell Devil is worried so I take the shampoo and start to wash his hair.

  “It’s ok. I know club and family issues are important. What kind of boyfriend hits his girlfriend? Is Kat coping ok? Is there anything I can do?” he pulls me to him and I drop the shampoo bottle.

  “You know most women would bitch about cutting our honeymoon short, but your first reaction is, how is ma? You are truly amazing and you’re not asking a ton of questions about the club I can’t answer. You are perfect for me.” With that he gives me a deep kiss that says so much. His hands start to slide across my breasts and he backs me into the shower wall. “We don’t have much time but I have to have you again.” His cock is hard and has already found its way between my legs. I grab a hold of the head with my soapy hand and slide all the way down the shaft and hear him hiss his approval. He takes me by my hips and turns me around. “Put your hands on the wall to hold yourself. I was gentle last night but I need you too much right now to be slow and easy.” He puts the head of his cock at my wet entrance and drive into me hard and fast. At first it stings and I feel a small pain, but then he guides my hand to my clit. His hand, with mine, starts massaging my clit. It begins to feel good and I relax and he pulls almost all the way out and slams back in. “Rub yourself baby. Make it feel good for me. The thought of you getting yourself off in front of me is so hot. Faster, I’m not going to last long. Get there, baby.” As he’s talking he is pulling out and slamming back in and I h
ave never felt so full and I feel that anticipation again. I can feel the beginning of my orgasm. He’s pounding away and I feel it begin, “give it all to me baby. I’m right there with you.” Then my body comes undone right there in the shower by my own hand with him behind me. I feel his cum shooting in spurts into me. It feels so damn good. My body goes limp, but Devil catches a hold of me and doesn’t let me fall. All I want to do is be right here with him. I feel so complete. After a minute or two or ten, Devil pulls out of me and I feel the loss. I want to pull him back, but I know we have to get moving, so I hug him. Before I know it, I can’t believe the words I hear coming out of my mouth, “I’m going to have to watch myself around you Kylar Steel or I will fall in love with you.” I can’t believe I said that. I can’t have those feelings for Devil. I still love Mason…or I think I do. I need to keep my feelings in check. This is an arrangement and love has nothing to do with this. It was just good sex.

  “Don’t worry darling, if you fall I will catch you. I will never let you fall or let you down.” Then he kisses me again and turn backs around and starts rinsing off. What did he mean by that? What did I mean? I think I may be in over my head. That’s it, I have to keep my head about me. I keep thinking to myself, he may get my body but he will not get my heart. I left that with the man I love. I keep repeating it. I know I love Mason. Don’t I? Can I have feelings for two men? It’s just sex is new to me. I am mixing the two feelings up. What is wrong with me? I’m not an emotional mess like this. Things are changing too fast. I need to keep my head about me. I can’t give another man the chance to screw me up even worse than I am. I have to distance myself. I’m hoping if I keep saying this to myself it will stick in my head.