On The Ropes Series Box Set

by Aly Martinez

  I had no words. If I spoke, I was going to look like a sniffling little bitch. So I nodded instead.

  “Good. I’m going to find Erica and get some coffee. I’ll send over the contracts and your first paycheck in the morning.” He turned and headed for the door.

  I stood in the middle of an empty hospital room where my fantasy and reality had collided. Finally, I had the break I had dreamed of, but it had taken almost losing Eliza to get it. I would forever remember the way I felt in that moment. Cracking my neck and shaking out my arms, I decided I was done letting the world run over me.

  Slate had just handed me my one chance to make a better life, and I was going in with gloves blazing. For the first time in my fucking life, I was climbing through the ropes.

  Chapter Twenty-Two

  Eliza

  ONE CONCUSSION, TWO BROKEN RIBS, two black eyes, six stitches, and far too many purple bruises to count. But as I pulled an oversized On The Ropes T-shirt over my head and settled into Till’s bed, I was more concerned about him.

  “You okay?” I asked as he folded into bed next to me.

  His head snapped to mine. “Uhhh, are you okay? Why are you asking about me?”

  “I don’t know. It’s been a crazy night.”

  “It really has.” He sighed and pulled me into his side.

  I winced from the movement. “And you’ve been acting weird.”

  “Huh?” He leaned away to look down at my mouth.

  Till had been hard of hearing for years. Huh and what were probably two of his most used word. Well, those and fuck—and maybe Doodle. But tonight had been vastly different. Several times, I’d spoken to him at the hospital and he hadn’t even acknowledged me. I’d prayed that he had only been lost in his thoughts, distracted by the entire fucked-up day. But I knew in my heart it was more.

  So, instead of repeating my vague statement, I blurted, “Where were you tonight?”

  It wasn’t an accusation, but even as it left my lips, it felt that way.

  “Asleep. Shit, Doodle. I’m so fucking sorry.”

  “Eliza,” I corrected just to be positive we were in my reality and not his.

  His lip twitched. “It’s just habit. Doodle or Eliza—it doesn’t change anything.”

  I nodded, still not convinced.

  “I have no fucking idea how I didn’t hear that shit in your bedroom. I wish you could have called my name or something. I’m so sorry I didn’t get there sooner.” His muscles tensed, and I blankly stared at him.

  I was struck by the realization that Till had no idea what had really happened in my bedroom. He thought he’d slept through it, and the guilt on his face was staggering. There was no way in hell I was telling him that I’d screamed for him repeatedly or that I’d prayed his name over God’s as I’d roused back to consciousness. He didn’t need to know that. Ever.

  “You got there. That’s all that mattered.” I plastered on a fake smile that hurt my lips.

  Only two nights earlier, Till had said, “Bless you,” when I’d sneezed. There was no possible way he could have slept through my cries for help. Something was going on, and I couldn’t decide which was more worrisome—the fact that his hearing had suddenly gotten a lot worse or that he didn’t even truly realize it yet.

  To test the theory, I tucked my head low and kissed the muscular curve of his chest. I thought of one single statement that I knew would send Till scrambling. In a voice loud enough that he should have easily been able to make out, even without looking at me, I said, “I don’t think we should be together.” I lifted my head to catch his eyes with a questioning look. “Is that okay with you?”

  His hazel eyes searched my face for the question as my own begged for a reaction to my false statement. All the while, I prayed that I was wrong.

  “Yeah. That’s fine,” he soothed with a smile that splintered my heart.

  My chin began to quiver. I didn’t care if Till Page went blind, deaf, mute, and dumb—but I knew he cared. I rolled over so he wouldn’t see me cry the tears he wouldn’t understand. With as many black eyes as I had broken ribs, I sobbed for the man whose strong arms held me safely tucked against his chest.

  “Shhhh. I’ve got you. I swear on my life, Eliza. I’ll never let anyone hurt you again,” he whispered into my hair.

  The day had been exhausting, and within minutes, the talking was done and sleep overtook us both. Till held me painfully tight, but I never once moved away. I needed to feel him as much has he needed to hold me.

  * * *

  “Till! Oh my God! Get up! It’s seven. You’re late for work.”

  “Mmm,” is all he said as he flipped over onto his stomach.

  “Get. Up!” I hit his back. “You didn’t set the alarm.”

  “I’m not going to work today.”

  “Are you fucking nuts? Get up! You don’t get paid if you don’t go to work.” I sat up and my entire body screamed. I felt nauseated, from the pain as my ribs revolted. “Oh, God.”

  “What the hell are you doing? Get back in bed.” Till was suddenly on his feet and shifting my legs back under the covers.

  “I was gonna make you some coffee. You have to go to work.” I groaned, holding my stomach.

  The pain ebbed as I reclined onto my back. As long as I didn’t move, nothing hurt. I was about to take up permanent residence in Till’s bed. I could think of worse places to live though.

  “Just be still. I’ll make you some breakfast. You’re good with ramen, right?” He smiled a teasing grin.

  “You don’t have time to make me breakfast, and especially not ramen. You have to go to work!”

  “I told you I’m not going to work today. So just relax and let me take care of you.” He put his hands on his hips, but his eyes were dancing with excitement.

  “You can’t miss work. And why are you looking at me like that?”

  “’Cause I have a secret,” he said proudly.

  “Is it that you won the lottery? Because I will repeat: you don’t get paid if you don’t go to work.”

  “I’m quitting my jobs.”

  “Okay, I’m having you committed. Maybe it’s too many punches to the head or something, but you have definitely lost your mind.”

  He barked out a laugh. “Nope. I got a new job.” His smile was so wide that I worried his lips wouldn’t be able to handle the stress.

  “Um, what kind of new job?” I asked suspiciously.

  “It pays double what I was making before. The boss is a good guy, although he can be a real asshole sometimes. It’s not far from here, so I’ll be able to save on gas money. Oh, and you’re off duty for taking the boys to the gym in the mornings.”

  “It pays double?”

  “Eight hundred a week.” He continued with the weird smile and evasive answers.

  “Stop screwing with me. What the hell kind of job is this?”

  He seemed to be enjoying my frustration, but he finally spilled it. “Slate’s gonna bankroll me so I can go pro.”

  “What?” I breathed in shock.

  Somehow, Till’s smile grew impossibly wider.

  “Shut up. Are you serious?”

  “Yep.” The pride on his face as he answered with that one syllable was something I’d never seen him wear, but God, it fit him.

  “Holy shit! Till, you’re gonna be a professional boxer!” I squealed, and he started laughing. “I want to hug you so bad right now, but I’m too afraid to move.”

  The tears welled in my eyes, but for the first time in a long while, they were because I was truly happy. After years of busting his ass, Till was finally getting something he wanted. And it was huge.

  “Get over here and hug me!” I demanded.

  “Okay, okay. If you insist.” He crawled back into bed and gently wrapped his arms around me.

  “You’re going to be amazing! I know it.”

  “God, I hope so. Slate gave me the week off and said he’d send the contracts and my first check over today.” He kissed the u
nmarred corner of my mouth. “Let me take you out to dinner tonight. It will be like our first real date. Oh, hey. You want to get married? My new job has health insurance too.”

  My heart stopped. I died. Croaked. Kicked the bucket. Bought the farm. All of it.

  The amount of times I had dreamed of Till Page asking me to marry him, by all accounts, should have been embarrassing, but never once in my numerous dreams was the proposal ever followed by, “My new job has health insurance.”

  “Um, did you just ask if I wanted to get married . . . so I could use your health insurance?”

  “I asked you out on a date too. Don’t forget about that.”

  “Okay, so I’m going to give you a little warning that will probably benefit you greatly in the future.” I painfully rolled to face him. “If you ever ask if I want to get married and it’s not followed by ‘because I love you eternally’ or ‘I can’t breathe without you,’ or hell, I will take ‘because your body has ruined me for all others’.”

  He chuckled, and I arched an eyebrow that quickly silenced him.

  “I will have the freckle from under my boob permanently removed.”

  His smile quickly went flat. “You wouldn’t!” he hissed.

  “Wanna bet?”

  He narrowed his eyes, and I narrowed mine right back. The stare-down was short-lived because he broke it with a kiss.

  A gentle yet still toe-curling kiss.

  “Okay. Point taken. However, just so you know, I do love you eternally.” He kissed me. “And I can’t breathe without you.” He kissed me again. “And your body has most definitely ruined me for all others.” He squeezed my butt. “And one day, I’ll be serious when I ask you to marry me. So start practicing your yes, and let me take you out tonight.” He kissed me again, slipping his tongue into my mouth.

  “No,” I answered when he pulled away.

  “No? Well, there’s no way I’ll ever propose with you throwing no around all willy-nilly.”

  I laughed. “Till, I can’t even get out of bed. Much less go out to dinner. I’m sure I look like hell. Let’s order celebratory Chinese food and rent a movie. Then save the date for when I can properly sex you up afterwards.”

  “On the first date?” he mocked in shock.

  Just as I was about to give him a detailed explanation of what he could expect after that first date, there was a knock at the door, which was quickly followed by Quarry’s agitated voice.

  “Till! Wake up! You’re late for work.”

  “Should we mess with them for a little while—tell them I got fired?”

  “Oh my God, that’s mean!” I slapped his chest, but I couldn’t say no to the excitement dancing in his eyes. “Okay, but just for a few minutes.”

  * * *

  “I’ll get a real job,” Flint announced as he paced around the room. “I can quit the gym and start working full time after school.”

  “Me too,” Quarry agreed from his place at the edge of the bed.

  “I just don’t get why they would fire you. You’ve never been late before.” Flint began chewing on his thumbnail as someone knocked at the front door.

  “I’ll get it.” Till flew off the bed, leaving me with the fallout from his cruel joke.

  I felt horrible watching them stress about how to keep the rent paid. “He didn’t get fired. He’s messing with you,” I announced after he walked out of the room.

  “That asshole!” Flint gritted out with a mixture of relief and anger.

  “Pretty much.”

  “Son of a bitch!” Quarry shouted, rising to his feet.

  Flint pushed a hand against his chest and shoved him back down just as Till rejoined us.

  “So listen, Till. I know this is a little unconventional, and I didn’t want to tell you, but given the current circumstances, I think I have a solution.” Flint said.

  “Oh yeah. What’s that?” Till bit his lip to fight back a smile as he settled back on the bed, tearing a large, manila envelope open.

  “I made, like, two hundred bucks stripping for this bachelorette party last weekend. I lied about my age, but those old women loved that I was young. One even offered me an extra hundred to take it all off. You should have seen her eyes when I did. I could do it, like, once a weekend. My body could pay our rent.”

  I had to give it to Flint. His face was so serious. I knew he was screwing around, but I’d almost bought into his story.

  “Excuse me?” Till dropped the envelope.

  Quarry joined the fun. “Hey! I could be your bouncer!”

  I thought Till’s eyes were about to pop out of his head.

  “You did what?” Till took an angry step toward him.

  A smile spread on Flint’s face as he said, “Your jokes suck.”

  Till let out a relieved breath. “Your body will pay the rent?” he mocked as he pulled Flint into a headlock. “We’d be homeless in no time if I counted on that.”

  For a full ten minutes, they wrestled on the floor while Quarry acted as the ref.

  God it felt good to have them back.

  When Flint finally tapped out, Till climbed back into bed beside me.

  “All right, so I didn’t get fired. But I did get a new job.” He threw his arm around my shoulders and puffed his chest in pride. “Slate’s bankrolling my transition to pro.”

  Flint’s eyes jumped to mine for validation that this wasn’t another one of Till’s jokes. When I gave him a nod, his jaw slacked open.

  “Shut up,” he breathed.

  Quarry did what Quarry always did. He let out a curse. “No. Fucking. Way.”

  Till didn’t even bother to scold him as he responded, “Way.”

  “Seriously?” Flint asked, still in disbelief.

  “You’re a professional boxer!” Quarry shouted, jumping up on the bed.

  “Oh, God!” I cried out as my body shifted with the bounce.

  Flint swiftly plucked him off the bed by the back of his shirt.

  “Sorry,” Quarry said sheepishly.

  Till’s hands patted over me as if he were inspecting for new wounds. “You okay?”

  “Yeah. I’m fine. Don’t worry about it, Q. Go back to the boxing thing,” I encouraged even as my ribs throbbed.

  “Right.” Till stared at me, uneasy, but he dragged his attention back to the boys. “So things are gonna change around here. I’m gonna be busy, but my hours should at least be more predictable. Hopefully, I can swing it so I can work out while you guys are in school. Then I can help you in the afternoons. The other good news is Slate doubled what I was making before. So, Flint, I want you to keep whatever you make at the gym from now on, and, Q, I want to start giving you an allowance for helping out around the house.”

  “Sweet!” Quarry pumped his fist.

  “Oh, and Eliza’s moving in.”

  “What?” I shouted, sitting up and immediately regretting it. “Shit!” I hissed, collapsing back against the pillows.

  “See? She’s ecstatic about it.” Till slid an arm under my shoulders and gently dragged me back into his side.

  “When exactly did we decide that I’m moving in?”

  “Oh, good idea! She can cook for us all the time now,” Quarry announced.

  “Yep. And she hates your nasty-ass ramen too, so at least I’d have reinforcements in that department,” Flint added.

  “Okay, then. It’s settled. We’ll move her stuff next weekend.”

  “What the hell just happened? I did not agree to move in with you. Last week, you were telling me how we couldn’t be together, and now, you want me to move in?”

  “Don’t give me that look. You told me forever.” He smirked.

  “Well, what if it doesn’t work out? I’ll end up homeless!” I snipped back, but waves of warmth were crashing in my chest. I’d fought so hard for so long to get him to take a chance, and there he was, jumping all in.

  “What kind of asshole do you think I am, Eliza? I’d never let you be homeless.” He looked hurt, and I instantl
y felt guilty. “I’d at least let you sleep on the couch,” he teased.

  “How about we just chill and let things play out for a little while. There’s no rush, Till. I’m not going anywhere.”

  “Then why wait? You’re the one who pointed out that we’re basically married. And after that shit last night, there is not a chance in hell you will ever sleep alone again. I’ve got the boys, so it makes more sense for you to move in with us.”

  “Is this about you wanting to live together or you worrying about me? Because if this is about my safety, then I’ll pass.”

  “Why can’t it be both? Yeah, I’d kinda like to know you’re safe every night. But I also love you and want to spend as much time with you as possible. Why are you even arguing about this? Word on the street is that you’re pretty obsessed with me.” His lips lifted in my favorite way.

  “Obsessed? I’m not the one who has spent the last eight years climbing through windows. If there is a stalker among us, it’s most definitely you.”

  “I don’t stalk. I keep tabs.” He winked.

  While I didn’t get his stupid joke in the least, I still laughed with both arms holding my stomach. I looked up, and Flint and Quarry’s eyes were still asking the question they were all waiting for the answer to.

  “What happens if I say no?” I asked Flint.

  “It would be unfortunate. But your belongings have already been scheduled for relocation.” He cracked his knuckles. “Welcome home, Eliza.” He gave a grand gesture around the room.

  “So, what do you say?” Till tilted my head back and stared deep into my eyes.

  “I think it’s too soon.”

  “Quarry, you’re up!” he called out, never dragging his gaze away from mine.

  “Puh, puh, please, Eliza. We’re hungry,” Quarry exaggerated, full-on batting his long, black lashes.

  Till bit his lip to stifle a laugh, but Flint let it fly freely.

  I rolled my eyes. “You’re moving my stuff regardless of what my answer is, right?”