Miss-Fortunate Reality

by Hicks, I. M.

  And then for some reason or another I moved back away from the door consenting him to come in.

  He kept his gaze on me the entire time, closed the door, took the clutch out of my hand and setting it on the foyer table. At the same time I kicked off my shoes. He stared at me with so much lust in his eyes I couldn’t say anything, I wanted him just as much. He put his hands on my shoulders and slowly pushed me against the wall, still staring at me curving his lips into a warm smile. He ran his hands over my shoulders and rested them on my waist, he turned me around and placed my hands on the wall. He ran his hand between my thighs and felt my wet panties making him groan. He opened my legs wide, still rubbing his fingers over my now soaked panties. He went down on his knees and started kissing my legs, made his way under me and crouched down on the floor and I realized was he was going to do. “I need to shower” I exhaled, but next thing I knew he ripped my panties at the seam and latched on to my clit furiously licking my sex, sliding his tongue in and out, and he was so fucking good at it, he moaned every time his tongue went inside that I felt the need to give him more, so I stepped back and crouched down to him pushed him back and undid his jeans, pulled them down with his underwear. His cock was huge, it was massive, thick, red and throbbing, and I couldn’t believe Pam never shared this information with me.

  “Lie down” I ordered and he did. I turned around and I straddled him, his hands were on my hips and his mouth was on my clit instantly, I began to stroke him gently, fast and slow, and then I put my mouth around the head of his cock making him whimper. I slid my mouth up and down his shaft just as he was sliding his tongue in and out of my sex. He was moaning uncontrollably and I was about to come. He began to rub the pucker of my anus and that threw me over the edge, I sucked him harder and deeper as I came, and he was about to as well. “Alex stop, I’m gonna come” he yelled out trying to pull me off, but I didn’t stop and I grabbed a hold of him until he exploded in my mouth. His body twitched, letting out loud deep moans as he was coming, his warmth engulfed me, and it was so much I almost chocked, but still swallowed until he was done.

  I got off him and turned around, he had his arm over his eyes, his dick was still throbbing and he was breathing heavily. “Feeling guilty? Because I am” I spit out and began to get up but he took my arm and pulled me down on top of him.

  “Why did you do that?” he asked looking into my eyes.

  “Do what?”

  “I’ve never been sucked off like that, Pam doesn’t do that”

  “You mean swallow?”

  He didn’t answer but judging by the look on his face, that’s exactly what he was insinuating.

  Pam and Marc had been together since they were 17, and neither one of them cheated on each other. Aside from that, Pam was a virgin when she met him and I suddenly felt sorry for him.

  “You didn’t like it” I remarked.

  “Like it? I’m fucking hard again just thinking about it” he said. I look down and sure enough he was hard as a rock.

  I smiled, it turned me on seeing his cock so hard and throbbing but I didn’t want to fuck him, I just wanted to please him, so I went down on him again.

  By the time it was all said and done, it was nearly 7pm.

  “You need to go home” I said.

  “I know” he said as he was doing up his pants.

  “Why don’t you take a shower, she’s going to smell something off about you” I suggested.

  “You think?”

  “I know” I began “You’ve never done this before have you?”

  “Have you?”

  “No, but we women can smell other women, you need to be careful”

  “Take a shower with me” he said caressing my face.

  I closed my eyes. Every time he touched me I felt aroused, and I could not control my desire for him. So I took his hand and led him upstairs. We walked into our large bathroom. He unzipped my dress and took the pin holding my bun together out of my hair. I took his shirt off and undid his pants again, I reached inside and he was already hard again. It was hard to believe he was ready to go after making him come twice already.

  So there we were, both of us naked staring at each other. He was so beautiful naked, he was so strong, his skin was beautiful and the eagle tattoo on the side of his torso was bad ass. “I love this” I said touching the outline of the large tattoo “You never mentioned it before” he replied “Well I’m telling you know, it’s incredibly sexy” I spoke softly, he caressed my face looking at me with caring eyes. I turned on the shower, and adjusted it. I stepped in and he followed. I rested my back against the wall and he held my face for a few seconds “I want you so badly” he breathed. I could tell he was debating on whether to kiss me or not, because once he kissed me we would be knee deep in this, and we both knew it. But he went for it anyway. We kissed for a long time, he licked my lips and inside my mouth with so much passion and lust. He wanted me as badly as I did him. He picked me up and wrapped my legs around him. Sucked and licked my hard nipples, and kissed me all over. He took his right hand to grab his thick cock and slid it inside me, it was painful but felt so good at the same time, and I got wetter with every deep thrust. “Christ Alex you’re so fucking tight” he managed to say between his wild moans. He was so deep in me, I felt like I was breaking in half. We were both moaning uncontrollably and kept our gaze on each other as we felt the orgasm building up between us. “Come in me” I exhaled “What?” he said with a surprised look on his face, but it was too late, we both came at that very moment. I felt his cum pour inside me as we both stared at each other in the moment of bliss, making it so intense and powerful. He held me tightly and rested his head on my neck, and I could feel his heart thumping against my chest, he breathed heavily as his thrust slowed down inside me.

  When we recovered, he pulled out and put me back down, kissed me again and closed his eyes. “I picked the wrong girl” he exhaled. “Don’t say that” I whispered reaching for his cock again, stroking it although he was sensitive still “It’s just sex” I continued, and he was getting hard again “Oh my god Alex, what are you doing to me” he exhaled and kissed me again. “Turn around” he whispered, wrapped his arms around me and entered me from behind, slowly and gently this time “You make me so hard, I could fuck you all night” he said. “I can go all night” I retorted. He moaned and buried his face on the side of my neck thrusting faster and deeper. “Don’t stop Marc, almost…there” He grabbed my hips and pounded on me “Oh fuck” he yelled and wrapped his arms around me again tightly as we both came together. We stayed that way for a while, quietly just holding each other until I snapped out of it and freed myself from him. He shook his head and went under the shower to let the water run over him. I stepped back and let him shower.

  “So what now” he said.

  “Go home, we’re done” I said coldly.

  “When can I see you again?”

  “I said we’re done Marc, no more”

  He sighed and stepped aside so I could take my shower, he waited until I was done and I turned off the water.

  He passed me a towel and I wrapped it around myself, I got out and went to my room to grab a fresh pair of panties and a robe. He came in my room with his pants on but with no shirt.

  “This room is off limits” I said and I ushered him out.

  “You’re going to fuck him when he gets home aren’t you?”

  “I said it’s over between you and me, no more”

  “Christ Alex, why are you being so cold?”

  “Because I love my husband and you love your wife, and she’s my best friend, and I can’t do this with you”

  He exhaled “Ok” he replied looking at me dejected. Put his shirt back on, went downstairs and left slamming the door behind him.

  I went back to my room and laid down. The phone rang and I picked up.

  “Hey Alex” said Pam.

  “Hey Pam, how are you?”

  “I’m kind of worried. Marc and I got into it this afte
rnoon and said he was going for a drive and left about four hours ago, he’s still not back” she said worriedly.

  “I’m sure he just needed some air Pam, I’m sure he’ll be home soon”

  “It’s not like him to do this”

  I felt my throat burn, and tears creeping out of my eyes.

  “I’m sure everything is ok Pam, I will see you tomorrow, text me when he gets home, ok?”

  “Ok, can’t wait to hang out with you again”

  “Me too”

  We hung up and I laid in bed thinking about Marc. I knew he wanted more than just today, but we couldn’t go on. Not only because it was a mistake but for the sake of the people that loved us. “I picked the wrong girl” those words echoed in my mind. I remembered the day of my wedding, Pam was my maid of honor. When she arrived at the venue, she’d said that Marc wasn’t coming because he wasn’t feeling well and I never thought twice about it, until now. I never told Pam about our make out session before her and Marc hooked up. I thought it was best not to tell her and so did Marc. As the years went by, I would go over to their house and I always caught Marc either glancing or staring at me when Pam wasn’t around. Maybe I was just overthinking this. Marc loves Pam and his family, and I needed to put an end to this now and I would make it clear to him next time I saw him.

  I closed my eyes and started thinking about our time together earlier, Marc was an incredible lover, he wasn’t Rob, but he was gentler, passionate, and completely unselfish when it came to love making. I wasn’t used it but I wanted more of it. Only in my dreams, I thought, and fell asleep.

  CHAPTER FIVE

  After my 5k run, I got ready and set off to see Pam. The guilt was eating at me, but there was nothing I could do about it now. It was done and I had to live with it. On the way there, I hit some traffic and was stopped for a while due to some construction. I had forgotten all about my cell phone and checked it for messages. The first one was from Pam at 12:30am:

  “He just got home, he’s drunk!”

  The next was from Robert at 6:30am:

  “I tried calling you last night, I miss you. I have busy day today, please pick up the phone tonight Alexandra”

  Me: “Sorry baby I fell asleep early last night, I miss you so much”

  The last was from Victor, 8:30am:

  “On my way to work, bringing the Doctor with me this Friday”

  Me: “Awesome, I will meet you for lunch tomorrow”

  When I got there, her minivan was gone but his car was there. I debated for a while thinking whether I should even go in or not. Then I saw Pam peak out the window waiving at me to come in, so I got out of the car to face the woman whose husband I slept with last night, my stomach turned.

  “Hey!” I yelled giving her a hug.

  “Shhh, kids are napping and Marc is playing hooky today, he was really drunk last night, I had to call his brother and tell him he was sick with the flu” she whispered.

  “Oh sorry” I said covering my mouth and completely regretting coming over.

  “Let’s go outside, I’ll take those from you while you put your stuff down” she said grabbing the Starbucks coffees from my hand.

  Pam’s backyard was an oasis of weeds and kids toys, but she had a cobble stone section way at the back with some recliners and a little table. It was hot, sunny and humid today and I was glad I wore a tank and shorts today. I put my hair up in a high ponytail and put on my sunglasses, sat back and relaxed.

  “So what happened yesterday?” I asked.

  “Well we got into a huge fight over his disappearing acts lately. He told me he’s been at the gym to get over the stress from work and me, told me he needs to get out his frustrations”

  “What do you think?”

  “I don’t know Alex, we had sex Saturday night after we came back from shopping and then it all went back to same crap”

  “Is your minivan getting fixed now, I didn’t see it on the driveway”

  “Yeah, it’s at the shop, I dropped it off this morning. Marc told me about the money by the way” she said her voice trailing off.

  “Oh?” I said, thinking she was upset about it.

  “Thank you” “You saved us”

  I smiled “You’re welcome Pam, you know I’d do anything for you”

  After talking for a bit longer, we sat there and sun bathed, and I began to doze off.

  I heard her back porch door slide open and I opened my eyes to see Marc standing at the other side of the yard lighting a cigarette, only wearing his boxers and his aviator sunglasses.

  “For Christ sake Marc, go put on some clothes” yelled Pam putting the book she was reading down.

  He didn’t say anything, instead he sat down by the outdoor dining set, facing us.

  “Oh shit I have to go make lunch for the kids” said Pam getting up suddenly.

  “Do you need some help?” Please say yes Pam!

  “No just relax, I’ll come out when I’m done. I have to feed the baby anyway” she said pointing to her oversized breasts.

  I smiled, grabbed the new copy of Vogue I picked up this morning and began to scheme through it.

  “What’s the matter with you? Put on some fucking clothes” she nagged as she walked by Marc.

  “Fuck off” he replied.

  I shook my head and read my magazine.

  I could feel him staring at me from across the yard and I could smell the cigarette smoke smell from where I was which made it really hard for me to read or even pretend to read in peace. I was trying to think of something to say, a sudden headache, or a stomach ache perhaps and praying for my phone to ring, any excuse to leave now would have been welcome.

  He got up and began to walk toward me. Fuck!

  “I would say that was the fuck of my life last night, but that would be an understatement” he spoke softly.

  “Then don’t” I retorted not taking my eyes of my Vogue.

  “I want you, I’m coming over tonight”

  “The fuck you are” I whispered.

  “Watch me”

  “You don’t make the rules, I do”

  Not sure where I was going with that statement but my panties were getting wet by his sheer presence and everything I thought about last night went out the window.

  “I’m listening” he replied.

  I put my magazine down and looked at him.

  “I’m leaving in about an hour, at 3 o’clock you’re going to the gym, meet me at the Holiday Inn near my house, you know which?”

  “Yes”

  “I will text you the room number, how long do you usually work out for?

  “Two hours on average”

  “Perfect, do not stop at the concierge, just go directly to my room, understood?”

  “Yes”

  “Run along now” I said going back to my magazine.

  He laughed and lit another cigarette “You’re a stone cold fox” he said and made me smile. The things I wanted to do to this man, I thought. He was so incredibly sexy but being married to Pam all this time it was clear to me their sex life was boring and I was ready to show him what he’d been missing all this time. Just then Pam appeared at the door with her baby in one arm and a nursing blanket over her shoulder. She made her way to the chair next to mine. “Marc get away from here, we don’t need your nasty second hand smoke around the baby” said Pam sitting down.

  He sighed “Not a problem” and walked back to the chair he was sitting on before.

  As I was getting ready to leave, Marc was in the kitchen washing the dishes the kids used at lunch time.

  “Hey Pam, I’m jumping in the shower shortly and going to the gym for a bit” he said.

  “Again?” she retorted.

  “Yes again Pam, I have a hangover, it will make me feel better, I’ll be back in time for dinner” he said turning around to face her as she was standing beside me while I was putting my shoes on.

  “You see what I mean?” Pam said turning to me.

  “Exerci
se does help actually” I remarked.

  “Oh whatever” said Pam spitefully.

  “No, really there was a big article in last’s months Cosmo” and it was true.

  “Ok I gotta go Pam” I said giving her a hug and waved goodbye to Marc.

  I closed the door behind me as they both continued yelling at each other. I quickly pulled out of the driveway and parked on a street nearby to book the hotel on my phone with the company credit card.

  I quickly drove to the hotel to take a shower before he arrived. I had been sweating all morning and I needed to freshen up. I had picked up a bottle of wine on the way and had a glass to relax and get the rid of the guilty feelings.

  Shortly after 3pm there was a soft knock on the door. I opened it and stepped away from it letting him come in.

  He had his lips locked with mine as soon as he saw me. He led me to the king size bed with his lips still on me and his tongue dancing inside my mouth, he was delicious. He took my tank top off and laid me down on the bed kissing my body while he had his hands over my bra. He undid the fly of my shorts and pulled them down with my thongs. Opened my legs and latched on to my clit, sucking on it rigorously while he stuck his fingers in me. He opened me wider lifting my ass up in the air, licking my rear making his way to my clit again, and slid his tongue inside and out of my sex wildly putting me on the verge of orgasm. He moved back to my lips kissing me passionately and I could taste me on his lips. He snapped my bra open, picked me up and pulled me on top of his face, slid his tongue in and out rubbing my clit with his thumb and rubbed my anus with the index finger of his other hand, gently sticking in the tip of his finger every now and then. He was all over me, inside and out, I was overwhelmed. I was wet all over and came so hard on his face, I cried. When I was done, he picked me up and laid me down beside him, put his hand over my heart feeling my heart beat as I was coming down from my sexual high. “I can’t tell you how much I enjoy that” “You taste amazing”

  “Give me a second, I will suck you dry” I said looking at him out of the corner of my eye still trying to catch my breath.