In the Garden Trilogy

by Nora Roberts

  “There’s another tradition. Kiss the girl good night.”

  He moved a little slower this time, gave her a chance to anticipate. Those sexy nerves were just beginning to dance over her skin when his mouth met hers.

  Then they raced in a shivering path to belly, to throat as his tongue skimmed over her lips to part them. His hands moved through her hair, over her shoulders, and down her body to her hips to take a good, strong hold.

  Muscles, she thought dimly. Oh, God. He certainly had them. It was like being pressed against warm, smooth steel. Then he moved in so she swayed back and was trapped between the wall of him and the door. Imprisoned there, her blood sizzling as he devastated her mouth, she felt fragile and giddy, and alive with need.

  “Wait a minute,” she managed. “Wait.”

  “Just want to finish this out first.”

  He wanted a great deal more than that, but already knew he’d have to hold himself at a kiss. So he didn’t intend to rush through it. Her mouth was sumptuous, and that slight tremor in her body brutally erotic. He imagined himself gulping her down whole, with violence, with greed. Or savoring her nibble by torturous nibble until he was half mad from the flavor.

  When he eased back, the drugged, dreamy look in her eyes told him he could do either. Some other time, some other place.

  “Any point in pretending we’re going to stop things here?”

  “I can’t—”

  “I don’t mean tonight,” he said when she glanced back at the door.

  “Then, no, there’d be no point in that.”

  “Good.”

  “But I can’t just jump into something like this. I need to—”

  “Plan,” he finished. “Organize.”

  “I’m not good at spontaneity, and spontaneity—this sort—is nearly impossible when you have two children.”

  “Then plan. Organize. And let me know. I’m good at spontaneity.” He kissed her again until she felt her knees dissolve from the knee down.

  “You’ve got my numbers. Give me a call.” He stepped back. “Go on inside, Stella. Traditionally, you don’t just kiss the girl good night, you wait until she’s inside before you walk off wondering when you’ll have the chance to do it again.”

  “Good night then.” She went inside, drifted up the stairs, and forgot to turn off the lights.

  She was still floating as she started down the hall so the singing didn’t register until she was two paces away from her sons’ bedroom.

  She closed the distance in one leap. And she saw, she saw the silhouette, the glint of blond hair in the nightlight, the gleam of eyes that stared into hers.

  The cold hit her like a slap, angry and sharp. Then, it, and she, were gone.

  On unsteady legs, she rushed between the beds, stroked Gavin’s hair, Luke’s. Laid her hands on their cheeks, then their backs as she’d done when they were infants. A nervous mother’s way to assure herself that her child breathed.

  Parker rolled lazily over, gave a little greeting growl, a single thump of his tail, then went back to sleep.

  He senses me, smells me, knows me. Is it the same with her? Why doesn’t he bark at her?

  Or am I just losing my mind?

  She readied for bed, then took a blanket and pillow into their room. She laid down between her sons and passed the rest of the night between them, guarding them against the impossible.

  twelve

  IN THE GREENHOUSE, ROZ WATERED FLATS OF ANNUALS she’d grown over the winter. It was nearly time to put them out for sale. Part of her was always a little sad to know she wouldn’t be the one planting them. And she knew that not all of them would be tended properly.

  Some would die of neglect, others would be given too much sun, or not enough. Now they were lush and sweet and full of potential.

  And hers.

  She had to let them go, the way she’d let her sons go. She had to hope, as with her boys, that they found their potential and bloomed, lavishly.

  She missed her little guys. More than she’d realized now that her house had boys in it again with all their chatter and scents and debris. Having Harper close helped, so much at times that it was hard for her not to lean too heavily on him, not to surround him with need.

  But he’d passed the stage when he was just hers. Though he lived within shouting distance, and they often worked together side by side, he would never be just hers again.

  She had to content herself with occasional visits, with phone calls and e-mails from her other sons. And with the knowledge that they were happy building their own lives.

  She’d rooted them, and tended them, nurtured and trained. And let them go.

  She wouldn’t be one of those overbearing, smothering mothers. Sons, like plants, needed space and air. But oh, sometimes she wanted to go back ten years, twenty, and just hold on to those precious boys a little bit longer.

  And sentiment was only going to make her blue, she reminded herself. She switched off the water just as Stella came into the greenhouse.

  Roz drew a deep breath. “Nothing like the smell of damp soil, is there?”

  “Not when you’re us. Look at these marigolds. They’re going to fly out the door. I missed you this morning.”

  “I wanted to get here early. I’ve got that Garden Club meeting this afternoon. I want to put together a couple dozen six-inch pots as centerpieces.”

  “Good advertising. I just wanted to thank you again for watching the boys for me last night.”

  “I enjoyed it. A lot. Did you have a good time?”

  “I really did. Is it going to be a problem for you if Logan and I see each other socially?”

  “Why would it be?”

  “In a work situation ...”

  “Adults should be able to live their own lives, just like in any situation. You’re both unattached adults. I expect you’ll figure out for yourself if there’s any problem with you socializing.”

  “And we’re both using ‘socializing’ as a euphemism.”

  Roz began pinching back some petunias. “Stella, if you didn’t want to have sex with a man who looks like Logan, I’d worry about you.”

  “I guess you’ve got nothing to worry about, then. Still, I want to say ... I’m working for you, I’m living in your house, so I want to say I’m not promiscuous.”

  “I’m sure you aren’t.” She glanced up briefly from her work. “You’re too careful, too deliberate, and a bit too bound up to be promiscuous.”

  “Another way of calling me a tight-ass,” Stella muttered.

  “Not precisely. But if you were promiscuous, it would still be your business and not mine. You don’t need my approval.”

  “I want it—because I’m working for you and living in your house. And because I respect you.”

  “All right, then.” Roz moved on to impatiens. “You have it. One of the reasons I wanted you to live in the house was because I wanted to get to know you, on a personal level. When I hired you, I was giving you a piece of something very important to me, personally important. So if I’d decided, after the first few weeks, that you weren’t the sort of person I could like and respect, I’d have fired you.” She glanced back. “No matter how competent you were. Competent just isn’t that hard to find.”

  “Thanks. I think.”

  “I think I’ll take in some of these geraniums that are already potted. Saves me time and trouble, and we’ve got a good supply of them.”

  “Let me know how many, and I’ll adjust the inventory. Roz, there was something else I wanted to talk to you about.”

  “Talk away,” Roz invited as she started to select her plants.

  “It’s about the ghost.”

  Roz lifted a salmon-pink geranium, studied it from all sides. “What about her?”

  “I feel stupid even talking about this, but ... have you ever felt threatened by her?”

  “Threatened? No. I wouldn’t use a word that strong.” Roz set the geranium in a plastic tray, chose another. “Why?”
/>   “Because, apparently, I’ve seen her.”

  “That’s not unexpected. The Harper Bride tends to show herself to mothers, and young boys. Young girls, occasionally. I saw her myself a few times when I was a girl, then fairly regularly once the boys started coming along.”

  “Tell me what she looks like.”

  “About your height.” As she spoke, Roz continued to select her geraniums for the Garden Club. “Thin. Very thin. Mid- to late twenties at my guess, though it’s hard to tell. She doesn’t look well. That is,” she added with an absent smile, “even for a ghost. She strikes me as a woman who had a great deal of beauty, but was ill for some time. She’s blond, and her eyes are somewhere between green and gray. And very sad. She wears a gray dress—or it looks gray, and it hangs on her as if she’d lost weight.”

  Stella let out a breath. “That’s who I saw. What I saw. It’s too fantastic, but I saw.”

  “You should be flattered. She rarely shows herself to anyone outside the family—or so the legend goes. You shouldn’t feel threatened, Stella.”

  “But I did. Last night, when I got home, and went in to check on the boys. I heard her first. She sings some sort of lullaby.”

  “ ‘Lavender’s Blue.’ It’s what you could call her trademark.” Taking out small clippers, Roz trimmed off a weak side stem. “She’s never spoken that I’ve heard, or heard of, but she sings to the children of the house at night.”

  “ ‘Lavender’s Blue.’ Yes, that’s it. I heard her, and rushed in. There she was, standing between their beds. She looked at me. It was only for a second, but she looked at me. Her eyes weren’t sad, Roz, they were angry. There was a blast of cold, like she’d thrown something at me in temper. Not like the other times, when I’d just felt a chill.”

  Interested now, Roz studied Stella’s face. “I felt as if I’d annoyed her a few times, on and off. Just a change of tone. Very like you described, I suppose.”

  “It happened.”

  “I believe you, but primarily, from most of my experiences, she’s always been a benign sort of presence. I always took those temper snaps to be a kind of moodiness. I expect ghosts get moody.”

  “You expect ghosts get moody,” Stella repeated slowly. “I just don’t understand a statement like that.”

  “People do, don’t they? Why should that change when they’re dead?”

  “Okay,” Stella said after a moment. “I’m going to try to roll with all this, like it’s not insanity. So, maybe she doesn’t like me being here.”

  “Over the last hundred years or so, Harper House has had a lot of people live in it, a lot of houseguests. She ought to be used to it. If you’d feel better moving to the other wing—”

  “No. I don’t see how that would make a difference. And though I was unnerved enough last night to sleep in the boys’ room with them, she wasn’t angry with them. It was just me. Who was she?”

  “Nobody knows for sure. In polite company, she’s referred to as the Harper Bride, but it’s assumed she was a servant. A nurse or governess. My theory is one of the men in the house seduced her, maybe cast her off, especially if she got pregnant. There’s the attachment to children, so it seemed most logical she had a connection to kids. It’s a sure bet she died in or around the house.”

  “There’d be records, right? A family Bible, birth and death records, photographs, tintypes, whatever.”

  “Oh, tons.”

  “I’d like to go through them, if it’s all right with you. I’d like to try to find out who she was. I want to know who, or what, I’m dealing with.”

  “All right.” Clippers still in hand, Roz set a fist on her hip. “I guess it’s odd no one’s ever done it before, including myself. I’ll help you with it. It’ll be interesting.”

  “THIS IS SO AWESOME.” HAYLEY LOOKED AROUND the library table, where Stella had arranged the photograph albums, the thick Bible, the boxes of old papers, her laptop, and several notebooks. “We’re like the Scooby gang.”

  “I can’t believe you saw her, too, and didn’t say anything.”

  Hayley hunched up her shoulders and continued to wander the room. “I figured you’d think I’d wigged. Besides, except for the once, I only caught a glimpse, like over here.” She held up a hand at the side of her head. “I’ve never been around an actual ghost. This is completely cool.”

  “I’m glad someone’s enjoying herself.”

  She really was. As she and her father had both loved books, they’d used their living room as a kind of library, stuffing the shelves with books, putting in a couple of big, squishy chairs.

  It had been nice, cozy and nice.

  But this was a library. Beautiful bookcases of deep, dark wood flanked long windows, then rose up and around the walls in a kind of platform where the long table stood. There had to be hundreds of books, but it didn’t seem overwhelming, not with the dark, restful green of the walls and the warm cream granite of the fireplace. She liked the big black candlesticks and the groupings of family pictures on the mantel.

  There were more pictures scattered around here and there, and things. Fascinating things like bowls and statues and a dome-shaped crystal clock. Flowers, of course. There were flowers in nearly every room of the house. These were tulips with deep, deep purple cups that sort of spilled out of a wide, clear glass vase.

  There were lots of chairs, wide, butter-soft leather chairs, and even a leather sofa. Though a chandelier dripped from the center of the tray ceiling, and even the bookcases lit up, there were lamps with those cool shades that looked like stained glass. The rugs were probably really old, and so interesting with their pattern of exotic birds around the borders.

  She couldn’t imagine what it must have been like to have a room like this, much less to know just how to decorate it so it would be—well, gorgeous was the only word she could think of—and yet still be as cozy as the little library she’d had at home.

  But Roz knew. Roz, in Hayley’s opinion, was the absolute bomb.

  “I think this is my favorite room of the house,” she decided. “Of course, I think that about every room after I’m in it for five minutes. But I really think this wins the prize. It’s like a picture out of Southern Living or something, but the accent’s on living. You wouldn’t be afraid to take a nap on the couch.”

  “I know what you mean.” Stella set aside the photo album she’d looked through. “Hayley, you have to remember not to say anything about this to the kids.”

  “Of course, I won’t.” She came back to the table, and finally sat. “Hey, maybe we could do a séance. That would be so spooky and great.”

  “I’m not that far gone yet,” Stella replied. She glanced over as David came in.

  “Ghost hunter snacks,” he announced and set the tray on the table. “Coffee, tea, cookies. I considered angel food cake, but it seemed too obvious.”

  “Having fun with this?”

  “Damn right. But I’m also willing to roll up my sleeves and dive into all this stuff. It’ll be nice to put a name to her after all this time.” He tapped a finger on Stella’s laptop. “And this is for?”

  “Notes. Data, facts, speculation. I don’t know. It’s my first day on the job.”

  Roz came in, carting a packing box. There was a smudge of dust on her cheek and silky threads of cobwebs in her hair. “Household accounts, from the attic. There’s more up there, but this ought to give us a start.”

  She dumped the box on the table, grinned. “This should be fun. Don’t know why I haven’t thought of it before. Where do y’all want to start?”

  “I was thinking we could have a séance,” Hayley began. “Maybe she’ll just tell us who she is and why her spirit’s, you know, trapped on this plane of existence. That’s the thing with ghosts. They get trapped, and sometimes they don’t even know they’re dead. How creepy is that?”

  “A séance.” David rubbed his hands together. “Now where did I leave my turban?”

  When Hayley burst into throaty laughter, Ste
lla rapped her knuckles on the table. “If we could control the hilarity? I thought we’d start with something a little more mundane. Like trying to date her.”

  “I’ve never dated a ghost,” David mused, “but I’m up for it.”

  “Get her time period,” Stella said with a slanted look for David. “By what she’s wearing. We might be able to pinpoint when she lived, or at least get an estimate.”

  “Discovery through fashion.” Roz nodded as she picked up a cookie. “That’s good.”

  “Smart,” Hayley agreed. “But I didn’t really notice what she had on. I only got a glimpse.”

  “A gray dress,” Roz put in. “High-necked. Long sleeves.”

  “Can any of us sketch?” Stella asked. “I’m all right with straight lines and curves, but I’d be hopeless with figures.”

  “Roz is your girl.” David patted Roz on the shoulder.

  “Can you draw her, Roz? Your impression of her?”

  “I can sure give it a shot.”

  “I bought notebooks.” Stella offered one and made Roz smile.

  “Of course you did. And I bet your pencils are all nicely sharpened, too. Just like the first day of school.”

  “Hard to write with them otherwise. David, while she’s doing that, why don’t you tell us your experiences with ... I guess we’ll call her the Harper Bride for now.”

  “Only had a few, and all back when I was a kid, hanging out here with Harper.”

  “What about the first time?”

  “You never forget your first.” He winked at her, and after sitting, poured himself coffee. “I was bunking in with Harper, and we were pretending to be asleep so Roz didn’t come in and lower the boom. We were whispering—”

  “They always thought they were,” Roz said as she sketched.

  “I think it was spring. I remember we had the windows open, and there was a breeze. I’d have been around nine. I met Harper in school, and even though he was a year behind me, we hit it off. We hadn’t known each other but a few weeks when I came over to spend the night. So we were there, in the dark, thinking we were whispering, and he told me about the ghost. I thought he was making it up to scare me, but he swore all the way up to the needle in his eye that it was true, and he’d seen her lots of times.