One Night Mistress...Convenient Wife

by Anne McAllister

  Which meant what? It wasn’t too hard to figure out when she let herself think it through. Christo was fine relating to Jamii when she was with Laura. He liked Jamii and the relationship then, but not when it involved Natalie. Natalie, as the woman he took to bed, belonged in a different box in his life.

  So she didn’t expect to see him until Sunday night.

  She and Jamii went to the beach Saturday afternoon. They spread their towels out at the top of the rise of the sand where it was still damp from the highest tides, but where at this time of day the water never reached. Unlike the old Jamii who used to make a beeline for the water, this one lay face down on the sand and began to dig a tunnel and make a castle. Natalie left her to it, picking up a book and trying to read.

  The stream of chatter didn’t let her get much read. But she kept her eyes on the pages, so she was unprepared for Jamii’s sudden yelp. “Christo!”

  “Hey, Jamii. What’s up?”

  Natalie’s gaze jerked up to see the man himself standing there with his surfboard under his arm, dripping his way up from the water.

  “Wanna build a castle with me? I’m making a whole city with lotsa tunnels, but I need a longer arm.” She looked from his face to his arm hopefully.

  “Jamii—” Natalie began to warn her off, not wanting her niece disappointed.

  But to her surprise, Christo, after only a brief moment’s hesitation, stuck his board in the sand and dropped down beside her.

  “I could do that.” He glanced at Natalie, but she couldn’t read anything in his expression besides simple friendliness. “Hey.”

  “Er, hey.” What else, after all, was there to say?

  It was the most bizarre afternoon Natalie could ever remember.

  On the surface it looked perfectly straightforward and normal. Anyone seeing them would just think that they were a family—two parents and a child, enjoying a Saturday afternoon on the beach together.

  Of course, they were anything but.

  In fact, she kept expecting Christo to finish whatever bit he was doing, then get up and leave. He didn’t do “entanglements,” after all.

  But he stayed on. He was totally engaged in working with Jamii, talking to her, listening to her, patiently showing her how to create stability in the walls they were making.

  “You could help,” he said to Natalie once.

  So she did. Some other children came by and wanted to help, too. Christo welcomed them all. He was like the Pied Piper to all of them. Jamii wasn’t the only one who would have followed him anywhere by the time they had finished.

  Even Natalie went down to the water with him to wash off the sand, then came back and dropped down on the towel. “Don’t you want to rinse off?” she asked her niece.

  Jamii just shook her head no.

  “Suit yourself,” Natalie said, resigned to getting Jamii to take a shower when they got back to the apartment. She tried to focus once more on her book when a shadow fell across her lap.

  Christo, still sand-covered, had come back and stood frowning down at them. He flicked Natalie a puzzled look, then turned his attention to Jamii.

  “What’s up?”

  “Nothin’.” She didn’t look at him, then, just started to dig again.

  Once more Natalie thought he’d leave. Instead he dropped down to sit beside the little girl. “Why aren’t you coming?”

  Jamii shrugged. “Don’t want to.” She turned her face away.

  Christo frowned, then looked to Natalie for the answer. “What’s going on?” he asked her.

  Natalie hesitated, then decided that Jamii’s fear wasn’t likely to go away until someone actually acknowledged it. So she told him what Dan had told her last night.

  “Jamii went out in a boat with some friends. No one checked that her life preserver was on right. They hit some rough water and she tumbled out of the boat. The preserver came off and she nearly drowned.”

  “I did not!” Jamii protested, mortified.

  But Christo’s jaw tightened. “You could have,” he said fiercely. But then the look on his face gentled. “That’s rough.”

  “I like it okay,” Jamii protested stubbornly. “I just don’t wanta go in right now.”

  “I don’t blame you.”

  He sat for a few more minutes in silence, his knees pulled up, his arms wrapped around them, as he sat and stared out at the water. The silence in him, the containment that accepted and absorbed the feelings of the other person reminded Natalie of how he’d been with the children in his office.

  He’d had infinite patience with them. Now he showed the same patience to Jamii.

  Natalie watched him warily, wondering what he would do.

  He didn’t talk now. Not for a long time. He never looked at Jamii either. Or at her, for that matter. Then, quietly, he began to speak.

  “When I was your age,” he said quietly, “I spent summers in Brazil at my grandmother’s. It was winter there, but it was still warm, and some of my friends and I built a tree house. It was way up high and it swayed in the wind, and we thought it was the coolest place in the world. We rigged a pulley between two trees and did the Tarzan thing swooping between them.” His mouth tipped at the corner and, from his expression, Natalie could see that he was remembering the time with fondness.

  She thought Jamii, her attention caught now, her gaze fastened on him, could see that, too.

  “It was great. I loved it,” Christo went on. “But once when I was climbing up with some supplies, my hand slipped.”

  Jamii sucked in a sharp breath. “What happened?”

  “I fell.”

  “A long way?”

  He nodded. “Pretty far.”

  “Were you…okay?”

  “I broke my arm,” Christo said matter-of-factly. “Cracked a couple of ribs.” He shrugged lightly. “Nothing too terrible. They all healed in a couple of months. But I couldn’t go up in the tree again while I was healing. And then, when I had healed, I wouldn’t go.” He picked up a handful of sand and let it drizzle slowly out through his fingers. “I thought I’d fall.”

  “But if you hung on—” Jamii protested.

  “I know. But I didn’t think about that. I just kept remembering the falling. And I wouldn’t go up again, even though my friends did and I could see all the fun they were still having. They tried to get me to come up, but I said I wasn’t interested anymore.”

  Jamii’s gaze narrowed, but she didn’t say anything.

  “I wasn’t about to tell them I was scared.” His voice was low enough that Natalie had to strain to hear. She shouldn’t be eavesdropping, but she couldn’t help it. Her fingers tightened on her book and she kept her gaze on the words, but she wasn’t seeing them. She was totally focused on Christo.

  So was Jamii, raptly. She chewed her lip. “And you never went up there again?”

  “I wouldn’t have,” he admitted. “But one day when my friends weren’t there my grandmother said, ‘I’d like to see that tree house of yours.’ I told her no. I said, ‘It’s not that great.’ I said, ‘It’s too high up for you to get to.’ And she said, ‘It’s pretty high, but I want to see it. I think I can do it if you’ll go with me.’”

  Jamii’s mouth was open. She stared at him. “Did you?”

  “No. But then she went over to it and started up the ladder by herself. So—” he took a breath “—I went after her. I had to make sure she didn’t get hurt.” His mouth twisted in a small self-deprecating grin. “And I discovered I could do it again after all.”

  “Which is what she wanted you to discover,” Jamii, no fool, finished for him.

  Christo nodded. He sat back on the sand, bracing his body with his hands. “Yep. And she was right. I could. Just like you can go in the water again.” He looked at her now. “You know that, right?”

  In the silence between them, Natalie heard a wave break, then another. Slowly, lips pursed, Jamii nodded. She hunched over her own upraised knees and wrapped her arms around them, too.
/>   “Just like I knew it,” Christo agreed. “But sometimes it helps to have someone to go with who understands.”

  “Like your grandma,” Jamii said in a small voice.

  “Uh-huh. So—” he slanted her a glance “—if you wanted to try sticking a toe or two in, I’d go with you.”

  Natalie held her breath.

  Jamii squeezed her arms around her legs. She chewed her lip. She didn’t speak.

  Neither did Christo. He just sat there, staring out at the horizon, completely unhurried, as if he had nothing better to do than wait for an eight-year-old girl to make up her mind.

  “Could I ride on your shoulders?” Jamii asked him at last.

  Christo flicked her a quick glance. “Down to the water? Sure, if you want.”

  “And you wouldn’t drop me?”

  “Never.”

  “We wouldn’t go out far, right?”

  “Just as far as you want.”

  “And you’ll bring me back when I want?”

  “I will.”

  “Even if I change my mind?”

  “Even if you change your mind.” He didn’t move. Only waited.

  So did Jamii. Then, slowly she unfolded herself and stood up, then squared her small shoulders. She looked at the ocean, then back at Christo and gave one quick nod of her head. “Okay,” she said. “Let’s go.”

  He stood up and held out a hand to Jamii, then swung her onto his shoulders. Then he looked back over his shoulder at Natalie and held out a hand to her as well.

  She thought the hand was just to pull her to her feet. But when she was upright, he didn’t let go.

  He didn’t do anything else. Didn’t brush his hand across her arm. Didn’t come close enough to touch her cheek with his lips. It was very circumspect.

  And intimate. Because it was not simply sex. It was a connection outside of bed. The two of them together were a couple, walking hand in hand down the beach toward the pier.

  While they walked through shin-high waves that broke and foamed around their ankles, he talked more to her than to Jamii. In fact, Jamii might as well not have been there at all.

  The conversation was casual—about the weather, about the water. About ideas for more woodworking projects he had. It was for Jamii—Natalie knew that. And yet, as their fingers were laced and his thumb rubbed against the side of her hand, and neither of them glanced up at Jamii on his shoulders, Natalie couldn’t help believing it was about something else.

  A wave surged against their knees, rocking them a little, and Natalie heard Jamii suck in a sharp breath. Christo kept right on talking without missing a beat. His fingers tightened on hers, but he never faltered, never misstepped.

  Only when they reached the pier and turned to walk back the way they’d come did he actually address a comment to Jamii.

  “Want to go back to your towel now or do you want to get your feet wet?”

  There was a long pause—long enough for Natalie to imagine Jamii was going to opt for going back to the towel. She might have done so, at Jamii’s age.

  But Jamii, bless her heart, was made of sterner stuff. And had Christo in her corner. “I guess I could stick my toes in.”

  Christo smiled. He turned his head to look up at her. “Do you want me to put you down here or do you want to walk in?”

  “Here. With you.”

  He let go of Natalie’s hand to reach up and lift the little girl off his shoulders, but he didn’t set her on the ground. Instead he walked back to where the water was just beginning to lap against the shore, and he sat down on the sand, with Jamii on his lap. Natalie sat down beside them.

  Foamy water from broken waves rushed up alongside and lapped at their legs. Natalie expected Jamii to go rigid. And she saw the instant of fear in Jamii’s eyes, the sudden tension.

  But Christo had her securely wrapped in his arms, and he didn’t let go until the water had receded again. Then he scooped up a handful of wet sand and drizzled it on Jamii’s legs.

  She laughed. Then, to Natalie’s surprise, Jamii wriggled off Christo’s lap onto the wet sand so she could do the same to him. Another wave broke while she was scooping up the wet sand, and she tensed momentarily, then continued.

  Natalie’s gaze met Christo’s over Jamii’s head. He smiled. So did she. It was a moment of perfect communion.

  He stood up then and held out a hand to Jamii. “Come with me?” It was an offer. An invitation.

  Jamii, after only the briefest of hesitations, put her hand in his. Then, standing together, they faced the waves.

  Jamii was not an easy sell when it came to feeling comfortable in the water again. But for the rest of the afternoon Christo persevered. He acted as if he hadn’t said he wouldn’t spend the day with them. He acted like he was perfectly happy to be there.

  When at last they called it a day and walked back across the sand to the apartment, he walked with them.

  “Say thank you for everything,” Natalie prompted Jamii when they reached the garden. “Christo did you a great favor today.”

  Jamii nodded. “Thank you,” she said to him, and Natalie could hear the sincerity in her voice.

  “You’re welcome,” Christo said gravely. “But you know you could have done it on your own.”

  Jamii bobbed her head. “But it helps to have someone there for you, like you said. Will you come down with me tomorrow?”

  “Jamii!” Natalie protested.

  But Christo nodded. “Sure.”

  “And will you have pizza with us tonight?”

  Natalie’s face went scarlet, imagining that Christo would think she’d given Jamii the idea to try to create entanglements where he didn’t want them. “I’m sorry,” she said. “Jamii, you mustn’t presume—”

  “He has pizza with Grandma and me sometimes. Don’t you, Christo?” her niece demanded.

  “Sometimes I do,” Christo agreed. He lifted his gaze and met Natalie’s almost defiantly. “Laura considers it her duty to feed me when I seem at loose ends.” There was a hint of something in his face that she couldn’t read.

  “Are you at loose ends tonight?” she asked warily.

  “I am.”

  “Then I guess you’d better have pizza with us.”

  “I guess I should.”

  It was like having one of her long-ago fantasies come to life—opening the door of the apartment and having Christo leaning against the doorjamb smiling at her, then holding out a bottle of wine.

  She took it wordlessly, the mere sight of him robbing her of words. He was freshly shaved, the stubbled jaw of this afternoon smooth now. His hair was damp but freshly washed and combed. He wore a clean pair of faded jeans and an equally faded red T-shirt. Nothing special.

  But in Christo’s case, it definitely wasn’t the clothes that made the man.

  And all the desire she’d assured herself she intended to keep well tamped down and controlled seemed to rise right up and smack her. She stared wordlessly at him.

  And, heaven help her, Christo stared back.

  It was the way he looked when he made love to her. His eyes darkened. His smile faded. He took a step toward her—and Jamii appeared.

  “Hi, Christo! Come see the book I’m writing?”

  Christo blinked, then dragged his gaze away from Natalie and focused on her niece. “Sure.”

  While Natalie tore up greens for a salad, she listened to Christo and Jamii talking in the living room. He paid just as much attention to Jamii’s literary efforts as he had to making her comfortable in the water. He listened intently as Jamii told him all about the care and feeding of hamsters and guinea pigs.

  Natalie marveled at his focus. But then, when she called them to come and eat, she felt that his focus had shifted to her. Or maybe it hadn’t—it was just her oversensitized nerve endings and imagination.

  Whatever it was, every time Natalie looked up, it seemed that Christo did, too. Their gazes would connect and sizzle, then slide slowly away. When he passed her a glass of wine,
their fingers brushed and it felt as erotic as when he’d learned the contours of her naked body. And from the speculative look he gave her, she dared to imagine he felt the same way.

  Watching him eat the pizza was worse. It had the effect of making her remember vividly the scene of the young gorgeous Albert Finney in the old film Tom Jones, eating the chicken and licking his fingers, and causing every woman who watched it to experience a serious spike in her heart rate.

  Not that Christo was licking his fingers. He was perfectly well-mannered. It was her fevered brain that was working overtime.

  In desperation, she shoved back her chair and stood up. “I’ll just go make some coffee.”

  But the moment she was in the kitchen fumbling with the coffeemaker, he was there behind her and she spun around, nearly knocking the dirty dinner plates he carried out of his hands.

  “What are you doing?” she demanded sharply.

  He raised a single brow. “Setting a good example?”

  He put his plate and hers into the sink, and immediately behind him, Jamii appeared carrying her own, which she deposited there also.

  “Oh.” Natalie felt idiotic. And ridiculously aware. “Thank you.”

  “My pleasure. Do you want me to do that?” He was looking at the coffeemaker, with which she didn’t seem to be making any progress. “Let me,” he said, and took the basket out of her hands. He filled the reservoir with water, then opened the cupboard and got out a filter, which he fitted into the basket.

  She opened the cupboard to get a grip on her sanity and, incidentally, to find the coffee. It wasn’t there.

  Christo just went to the refrigerator—since when had her mother kept the coffee in the refrigerator?—and took out a bag. He measured some beans into the electric coffee grinder she didn’t even know her mother had, then pressed it with the heel of his hand until the redolence of fresh-ground coffee filled the air.

  Dumping the coffee into the basket, he put it back into the coffeemaker, then flicked on the switch and leaned back against the cabinet, folding his arms across his chest. He smiled at her.