First Love: A Superbundle Boxed Set of Seven New Adult Romances

by Kent, Julia

I arched up, my body no longer mine, our bodies now a distinct entity, cleaved and welded together as one, the climax greater than any I’d ever experienced. Sam’s hoarse words matched my cries of ecstasy and I rode him with unbridled, unselfconscious bliss. Lost in every aspect of what our bodies and hearts and mouths and hands were doing right now, we existed solely to connect and bring pleasure to each other, the mounting pressure now released in a white-hot power that seemed otherworldly. Love, in flesh form, transported me, the rush of my hair against my back, the whisper of his fingertips at my breasts, the hot breath that danced between us all part of so many years, so many dreams.

  My fingers dug into his shoulders, my ass curled up, my body shook and wept until I collapsed on his, completely spent, my breathing labored and hard, hot air curling into his neck and hair as we both twitched and panted our way back to the pale imitation that others called “reality.”

  A kiss on my shoulder shook me out of my stupor. “Amy.”

  “What?”

  “I just love saying your name while I’m in you.”

  That made me laugh and that made him no longer be in me. We descended into a fit of giggles that took a very long time to control.

  “I love you. I love being able to say that,” I confessed.

  “I love you, too.” He kissed my shoulder. “And I love hearing you say it.”

  We rested in silence, staring at the ceiling, my breasts pressed into his ribs, one hand playing with the hair on his chest, his palm caressing my arm. The way our skin effortlessly molded together, like we were made to fit together, gave the moment a deeper meaning.

  “Amy?”

  “Yeah.”

  “Can I ask you a question? Are we still being truthful?”

  “Of course.” My fingers played with the little thatch of hair on his chest, the red a deep auburn.

  “Darla made a joke once about your hoohaw.”

  I froze.

  “Something about a phone.” Warm palms roamed over my breasts, just touching for the sake of touch.

  “You know, Sam.” I cleared my throat. “Sometimes there can be too much truth in a relationship....”

  THE END

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  Epilogue to Random Acts of Trust

  About a year and a half later...

  Amy

  Keying in to the building where I now lived was still a novel experience. Moving in to share a bedroom with Sam, and an entire apartment with him and Trevor, still felt surreal. Sam and I had been together for long enough, and it made sense to take this step, but even a month after living together it felt...unreal.

  Sam was doing laundry and I’d just finished classes for the day, ready to come home, shower, and head out to his big gig tonight. Now that Liam and Charlotte were back together, the band felt complete. Settled. Stronger than ever, and a big-city tour was on the horizon.

  “Which key opens the mailbox again?” I mumbled to myself in the building’s foyer, finally getting it right on the second try. A bunch of junk mail, some letters with Harvard logos all over them (for Trevor, I assumed), some bills with Sam’s name on them, and—

  I froze.

  A letter from my university. For me.

  I raced to the apartment and flung everything but the letter onto the ground, kicking the door closed.

  My hands shook as I opened the thin envelope, the yellow post office forwarding sticker like a gut punch. I’d wondered why some of my classmates in grad school in my library science program already heard back, and I hadn’t. I’d figured I was on a waiting list.

  Instead, my move from my tiny apartment into Sam and Trevor’s place had delayed learning about my future.

  Sam’s words from last year rang through my head a hundred times a day:

  “You’ll make a damn fine librarian, but you’d make an even better law librarian.”

  I’d started my grad school program hoping that someday I might find my way to law school, back to the passion I’d held before I thought I’d ruined everything by beating Sam in the big debate our senior year of high school. This past year I’d taken some law courses that counted toward my library science degree, and...

  Someday was right here in front of me in the form of fine linen paper that felt like a knife as I slid my fingernail in the envelope’s corner, opening up my future.

  If they accepted me into the dual program, I’d need two more years to finish both my master’s in library science and law school. I’d be a JD, just like Trevor and Joe, though the school I’d applied to wasn’t Ivy League. That was fine—it was more affordable, less competitive, and I could take classes while finishing my library credentials.

  Win-win-win.

  The win that had haunted me from my senior year of high school was just one event in my past now, no longer the millstone around my neck, a weight of regret gone since Sam and I were back together.

  One niggling thought thrummed through me as I slid the tri-folded sheet out of its casing and slowly, achingly opened it.

  Why hadn’t I told Sam?

  Hot tears filled my eyes as I sped through the words on the page, the only words I needed to read coming through loud and clear right from the start:

  Dear Ms. Smithson,

  We are pleased to inform you—

  My breath caught in my throat. The words looped through my mind a thousand times in one agonizingly slow second.

  We are pleased.

  The door creaked open and a flash of auburn hair poked through the crack, followed by the distinct body of my love, my life, the reason I could breathe.

  He carried a plastic laundry tub with freshly-folded, clean clothes, head bent down as he dropped the basket next to the door and fumbled with a backpack. Gnarled hands flexed, broken bones mended but sore as they always would be.

  “Hey! You’re home!” he said with a breathless quality I imagined I could easily match, if I could talk.

  I looked up from the paper and just stared at him, transfixed.

  We are pleased.

  “What’s wrong?” he asked, alarmed and at my side in a rush of kinetic motion, towering over me and his warm, tender embrace so fast it crushed the piece of paper—the Golden Ticket—that righted so many wrongs.

  That I was in Sam’s arms at this very moment was karmic. Pure. A perfect ending to a subject that, it turned out, needed more closure than I realized.

  But I had a problem.

  “Why are you crying?” he murmured in my ear, his voice an amalgam of four and a half years of pain, a year and a half of joy, and my answer, I knew, would be infused with redemption. It had to be. Six years ago I thought my winning the debate against him had been my downfall, and I’d internalized my loss of Sam into some kind of fear of exerting my own power.

  The past year and a half with him had proven how wrong that was, but I couldn’t shake it. Trauma plants seeds deep in the soul, and when those seeds grow and the leaves find sunlight, digging out the roots to kill off the plants forever seems like a never-ending job.

  I hadn’t told him I was applying to law school. It had been my little secret, one I nurtured and enjoyed in a strange sort of way, something that was mine. All mine. No one else, not even Sam, knew what I’d done.

  And now it was time to share.

  Pulling out of his embrace, I did what seemed most forthright. “Here,” I said simply, handing him the letter.

  Frowning, he took it from me, those green eyes filled with worry and confusion. His hands grasped the thick paper, eyes scanning fast, the knot of his brow shifting as his eyes widened with surprise, then the skin underneath lifting as he smiled.

  The moment he looked at me I knew.

  I knew, deep to my core, that Sam loved me. Me. The real me, power a
nd all.

  “You—wow, Amy—congratulations! You’re doing it! You’re really doing it!” Sam didn’t just hug me—he grabbed me full force, as if pressing his love into my skin, cell by cell. He smelled so delicious, the mingling of his warm, loving grasp with his breath and his excitement making me smile.

  I laughed through tears. “I didn’t want to say anything because what if they didn’t accept me? I took the LSAT tests and then—”

  My words were cut off by the most tender kiss, Sam’s arms winding around me like a cocoon, his cheek against mine, the world blocked out by each sigh, the sweep of his tongue so achingly sweet. I had to look up to reach him, and he bent down to connect with me. The taste of victory in me wasn’t from the paper he still held in his hand, but from the loving lips that explored me. Congratulated me.

  Honored me.

  “You don’t have to explain,” he said in a low voice, need rising up between us in more ways than one. “All that matters is that you made a decision, you worked your ass off, and all that hard work paid off.” He handed me the letter, his face split into a wide grin, eyes caring and admiring.

  I let out a puff of air. Once again, I’d been holding my breath without realizing it. “Yes, I did. I mean, it’s not Penn or Harvard, but—”

  He made a face. “Don’t do that. Who cares if it isn’t those schools? It’s your school. And you’ll graduate with two degrees to their one!” He laughed without restraint, the sound vibrating through me, giving me heat and light and love.

  “It’s more than that, I know,” he added, his hands holding my elbows now, one thumb tracing a lazy path along the soft skin inside the crook of my arm.

  “Yes.”

  “You needed to right the wrong.”

  My mouth went dry just as every pore on my body began to tingle. Yes. Yes—how did he understand me so well?

  We’d been through four and a half years of misunderstandings. Through Sam’s horrific beating at the hands of his father. Through his mother’s ambivalence and complicity. Through my brother’s arrest, my mother’s denial, and through my smartphone getting lodged in my—

  Well, we hadn’t been through that, but you get the point.

  We’d been to the island of Eden, where I watched human beings play water sports (not that kind) naked on a beach wearing animal masks. Then I watched people wearing animal costumes having sex—in public, and in character. I’d finished a year of grueling grad school. We’d watched Trevor rescue a live chicken from being eaten by a snake on stage, and watching Liam’s sex doll get ravaged by a horny snake. If we could get through all that, surely we were meant to be together, right?

  But in many ways, this moment—this very second, as I saw Sam’s pupils dilate, watched the skin around his eyes move with mirth and appreciation, felt his fingers possess me without hurry, without rush, with a steady certainty that said we were together—was a watershed. Forever. This was it.

  As I experienced that deep sense of calm, of a world tilted on its axis and made right again, centered and balanced, I reached for him through that sense of ageless knowing and said the only words that ever mattered.

  “I love you so much.”

  He stepped into me again, eyes combing over me, studying me. A flush began right over my heart, warming my chest, my breasts, spreading down like wildfire.

  “Now I have something in common with Darla,” he whispered, his fingers tracing lines along my lips.

  “Darla?” I laughed, the sound like a happy sigh.

  His arms snaked around my waist and he pulled me in, hard. Our hearts slammed against each other, separated by bone and skin, but only divided by the laws of biology, for otherwise they, too would have embraced.

  “We’re both sleeping with future lawyers,” he said against my earlobe, his warm mouth sucking on my soft skin, making me forget what we were talking about.

  “And I have something in common with her, too,” I gasped as his mouth continued working wonders.

  “Mmmm?”

  “We’re both fucking rock stars.”

  “No, you’re not,” he whispered.

  “We’re not?”

  He took my hand and walked toward our bedroom. “Not yet.” And with an evil grin, he pulled me onto the bed.

  “You have a concert in an hour!” I squealed as he pulled at my belt.

  “An hour is more than enough time.” He stopped, face serious suddenly. Bending down to kiss me, he touched his pants pocket, furrowed his brow, then gave a slight shake of his head.

  “What?”

  “Nothing.” He gave me a nervous smile.

  “What?”

  “It’s just...I was wrong. An hour isn’t enough time.”

  I laughed, pulling on his belt now. “How much time do you need?”

  “A lifetime.”

  Random Acts of Hope

  A sneak peek of the first scene from Random Acts of Hope, the fourth book in the Random series:

  Liam

  The last thing I expected to find when I walked into the kitchen of this Friday night gig was to see eight vibrators twitching furiously on the tile floor in various states of orgasm-inducing glory.

  The giant black dildo with huge, egg-shaped bulbous balls at the base was winning. A close second, the pink rabbit with the little clit extenders tried to catch up. Next came a two-inch silver bullet, flailing off to the right but occasionally making a giant leap forward. The other four, a rag-tag assemblage of peach and brown flesh-colored rubbery plastic, seemed to cluster around the refrigerator as if stoned, lolling about aimlessly after getting their hands on a quarter bag and a limitless supply of nachos.

  Ah, yes. The famous vibrator races at a sex toy party. I’d heard about this from one of the other bachelorette party strippers, but I’d never actually seen one.

  Check that off my list.

  I assumed that would be the biggest surprise tonight as I hovered behind the crowd in my police officer’s costume, ready to “arrest” the bride and handcuff her to my partner Jack, the other stripper, who would then undress and pretend to get teabagged by her.

  Yeah—I know. It’s pretty programmed, right? But that’s what the maid of honor always asks for.

  And the customer is always right.

  Tonight, though, was full of unexpected curves (and I don’t just mean the women). Because when I looked at one of the chicks on all fours, cheering that big old black vibrator to victory, I realized that wasn’t just any woman.

  That was Charlotte.

  My ex-girlfriend.

  The one who cheated on me my senior year of high school, got pregnant with another man’s baby, tore my heart out of my chest while it was still beating and videotaped herself eating it topless, then uploaded to YouTube and made it go viral on Facebook.

  Or something like that. Minus the videotape part.

  A quick step back into the shadows and I evaded being recognized. Shit. Of all the nights for Sam to be assigned to a different party. Jack was my stripping partner and he was too new to do the job alone. Besides, he was a babyface and these cougars would eat him alive. Charlotte lowered the average age of the women in this room by five years.

  Scanning the room, I took inventory of the bride and her friends. Second marriage, I guessed. Or third. You never knew once the women were over forty. That meant this scene could get down and dirty, because there was nothing hornier than a perimenopausal woman at a bachelorette party with sex toys, an open bar, and permission to get naughty.

  Nothing.

  “The Determinator appears to be in the lead, ladies!” Charlotte called out. “And you can find the order forms for all the fun toys out in the living room. Twenty percent off on all the twelve-inch models,” she added, winking. The pink Rabbit surged ahead, making a last-minute sprint as my dinner threatened to come up.

  My eyes were only for Charlotte, though. Four years had made her just get more luscious. God damn. Ass and tits that made the air catch in my throat and the blood flow so
uth. Professional hazard, that—don’t ever get a hard on at a job. The women took it as an air traffic controller’s signal, like glowing lights pointing them to dock right there.

  She dressed professionally, wearing a plum-colored fuzzy v-neck sweater that contoured to the swell of breasts I remembered so well, legs encased in a slim pencil skirt that embellished those creamy hips I could imagine naked with a flicker of memory, lips painted fire-engine red and that maniac-inducing fifties pin-up girl look that I’d dismissed as silly when the girls in college wore it—but that made her smoking hot.

  Down, boy.

  God damn Charlotte had to be here, of all places.

  And she had to be so fine.

  “Ooooh, honey, you’re one big officer,” said a sultry voice behind me. A hand stroked my hip and hesitated before sliding a bit lower, filling a palm with my ass. “Arrest me, Officer. I’ve been a bad, bad girl.”

  With one look at the source of the voice, my night went from Oh, man to Holy shit.

  That voice? That hand?

  That was my mother.

  Keep an eye out for Random Acts of Hope in 2014.

  And there’s more...

  Other Books by Julia Kent

  Suggested Reading Order

  Her First Billionaire – FREE

  Her Second Billionaires

  Her Two Billionaires

  Her Two Billionaires and a Baby

  Her Billionaires: Boxed Set

  It’s Complicated

  Complete Abandon (A Her Billionaires novella)

  Complete Harmony (A Her Billionaires novella #2)

  Random Acts of Crazy

  Random Acts of Trust

  Random Acts of Fantasy

  Random Acts of Hope

  “Share Me” in the anthology Spring Fling

  Maliciously Obedient

  Suspiciously Obedient

  Deliciously Obedient (the trilogy is done!)