Chasing Lyrics (Music & Lyrics #1)

by Debbie Dickerson

  Finally, the plane is ready to board! I find my seat and there is a red rose with a note that reads, “Lyrics, see you soon. I love you.” I can see all the flight attendants are looking and smiling at me. I swear my grin must have been huge. How in the world did he arrange this? Do I even want to know? One very pretty flight attendant comes up to me and I read her nametag, Lacy. It dawns on me! Tanner hooked up with a Lacy after a show a while back.

  She says, “Always knew you two would end up together. You are a lucky lady.”

  I smile and tell her, “Thank you so much. Yes, I am a very lucky lady.” She goes on to tell me how she is married now and has a one-year-old baby girl. She is a whole lot less crazy than most of his other one night stands! She asks me if we are still playing gigs. I tell her yes but that is on hold until December when Tanner gets finished with his Gap contract. She puts her hand on my shoulder and gives me a sympathetic smile that makes me feel like a moron.

  She says, “Well, I am sure everything will work out for the best.”

  I nod and say, “December will be here before we know it!” As Lacy walks off I want to kick my own ass for being such a dork!

  The flight is long, but not as bad as I had imagined it would be. My heart starts thumping hard as we approach the landing strip. My body is reacting to the thoughts I am having about Tanner. Tightness begins to grip my stomach and my libido is growing out of control. I could not be more excited to have his beautiful brown eyes staring at me. The thought of his taste is making my mouth water and I am all too aware that only one thing would silence this craving. Although it has only been two weeks, it is the longest we have been apart since we met. There’s nobody else in my life that I hang out with or tell my dreams to. Nobody has ever understood me the way he does.

  Finally, we can get out of this plane! Of course, I am behind the slowest human beings alive! I am growing impatient. I can’t control my excitement and they are the only thing standing between my man and me. Trying to refrain from barreling through these turtles, I take a breath and bring out my best Southern kindness. With numerous eye rolls and loud huffs, I finally gently nudge my way past this slow-moving herd. My heart is pounding as I enter the terminal. This man, this beautiful man of mine is waiting at the terminal in Gap shorts, Gap t-shirt, and a Gap hat! Fucking gorgeous! As soon as he sees me, I see him inhale and exhale as if his breath just came back to him. He shoots me his sexy smile and I break into a power walk. When we make it to each other, he wraps me up in his arms, one arm on my lower back and the other wrapping the back of my head. This, right here, is where I want to live! Neither of us could speak; the sound of our unified breathing entrances us both. This is when I realize that home is absolutely where he is. In his presence, I am safe, I am free, I am absolutely, positively, undeniably me!

  Holding onto my lower back, he pulls me tighter into him. In the middle of the German airport, he owns my mouth. I can’t help but moan and I don’t even think it is quiet. His tongue and mine are finding one another like two long lost friends. God, he tastes so good. As I inhale his scent I say, “How far is the hotel?”

  He smiles and says, “Far enough.” Not sure what that answer means but I am intrigued to say the least. He grabs my bags and leads me out to a limo that is waiting for us. The gentleman opens the door and as soon as he closes it, Tanner pulls me into a straddle position on his lap. His hands are touching me everywhere. He slides his hands under my blouse and, with a single motion, lifts it off me. He whispers, “Don’t worry baby, nobody can see us.”

  I smile and say, “You think I care?” He snaps off my bra and instantly his tongue tastes my hard bud. I can’t help but to grind on him. I feel his erection getting larger in his shorts. As his hands slip into the top of my skirt, he grabs my ass and thrusts me against him. I am quite certain that he fully intends on having me right here, right now. He pulls my head down and slams his lips against mine. Our breath is one. He lays me on the floor of the car, slides my skirt and underwear off, and then trails his tongue down to the top of my slit. He looks at me and gently slides his tongue; parting my folds just enough to allow his tongue to have free roam. He glides two fingers inside of me and thrusts in and out. He says, “Jesus, Lyrics you are so tight, so wet baby.” I am bucking against his fingers as he takes my clit into his mouth, sucking harder and harder, and I can feel it swelling, just craving to release. I grab the back of his head and push him into me as I let out a yell that feels like it is from somebody else. Tanner yanks off his shorts, slides a rubber on, and buries himself inside of me. He lifts me so that we were both in a sitting upright position. He wraps his arms around me as he continues to fuck me hard and deep. The outside world does not exist, it is just he and I, and it is perfect. The force he is using almost brings tears to my eyes. I feel how much this man needs me and how much I need him. He is thrusting and I am grinding. Neither of us are conscious of our volume, we are simply enjoying each other. His movements slow down and he holds me tightly as he pants into my ear, “I love you, baby. Oh. My. God. Take it baby. T.A.K.E. I.T.!” As I feel his warm fluid fill the condom, I can’t help but to join him. I love Germany so far!

  Chapter 16

  ‘Throwing curves when straight is all I want.’

  Tanner –

  I feel like a kid in a candy store now that Lyrics is here with me. All I want to do is enjoy Germany with my lady who I fucking adore, but shootings are every day. I did manage to get the rest of today off so I am going to make the most of it and do my best to make it out of the hotel room! I take her hand and kiss it. As we walk into the hotel, flashes from cameras are snapping left and right. Paparazzi are wicked crazy in this town, not positive why they are so interested in me. I guess because I am modeling for Gap but my instinct tells me Gap set this up for exposure! I can tell Lyrics is completely uncomfortable with this whole scene, almost as much as I am. Nothing can dull my smile right now, not even questions yelled at me about Jennifer. I put my arm around Lyrics and whisper, “You okay?”

  She gives me her, “I’m okay” smile. I can tell her true feelings simply by her smile. She has many of them! Finally, we get into the room and Lyrics says, “Holy crap! This is beautiful.” I take her luggage and put it in the room, she follows.

  I point to this round sofa thing and say, “Right there is where you can write.”

  Lyrics looks at me and says, “So paparazzi huh? That was insane downstairs.”

  I nod my head and say, “Jennifer stops, poses, and talks to them. It is disgusting but I think that is what they are expecting from me. Not going to happen though.” I take her onto the balcony and we sit there for about two hours just talking about what’s been going on. She always brings a sense of peace into my life and right now, I am exactly at peace!

  I ask Lyrics if she’d like to head out on the town in a few hours and she looks me up and down and asks, “Or what?” I smile and instantly get hard. I slide the door open, pick her up, and take her into the bedroom. When I set her down, I begin slowly undressing her while she is facing away from me. Taking off one piece at a time, I am worshiping her naked body. I kneel down and drag my tongue across her butt cheek. As I give her a little bite, she jumps, and I embrace her hips so she can’t move away. As I continue to lick up her body, my hand automatically slides in between her wet lips. She throws her head back and I bite her neck. I want to get rough with her. I want to own her body entirely. I force her legs open as I bite her neck and finger her. I don’t know what is coming over me, I feel like I am losing control. I push her onto the bed, stomach down. With force, I spread her legs exposing both of her holes. I can tell she is a bit self-conscious of her exposed ass. I want to be inside of her so badly. I am sure she has never done anal before, but man, I want to be in all of her. Not sure if she is okay with that yet though. With her legs sprawling open, I drag my tongue from her pussy all the way back. She reaches around and gives my head a little push. I can’t help but laugh a little. I grab her arm and hold it down. I
place my tongue right back on her hole until she begins to moan. Driving my fingers inside her and being in her virgin territory with my tongue is driving me crazy. I spread her legs wider and rub my cock on her swollen pussy. As I drag it up and rub her ass, I ask her, “Can I have this?”

  She says, “Yes, but not yet.”

  I need her so badly. I slam my cock into her pussy and fuck her hard. She is yelling with ecstasy and I have this need to get deeper inside of her. I lift her hips up and my entire shaft is deep in her, with just my balls outside. I wrap my arm around her and begin to play with her clit while I am fucking her. Her juices are dripping all over me and the bed. The noise she is releasing takes me over the limit. I grab her hair and tell her, “Cum on me Lyrics. Cum now!” Her pussy tightens up and I fuck her harder. She grabs me and yells aloud. She comes so hard that juices squirt out on me, which makes me cum immediately. We are both out of breath. I look at her and say, “Holy shit, girl. That was the best I have ever had. You fucking blow my mind.”

  Lyrics says, “I have never done that before.”

  I say, “Which part?”

  She laughs and says, “Pretty much all of it!”

  I gently take her face in my hands and ask, “Was that too rough for you?”

  She shakes her head and says, “No. I loved it so much. I want more. I want to try everything with you.” My mind is fucking blown!

  We take a shower, get dressed, and head out to enjoy an evening on the town. Both of us are famished so we ask a local man where the best spot to eat in Frankfurt is.

  With broken but understandable English, he says, “Er, you like schnitzel?”

  We look at each other, shrug our shoulders, and say “Sure!”

  The man says with conviction, “Kanonesteppel is the best.” He points down by the waterway and says for us to keep walking until we see it. I shake his hand and we start to walk. It is a beautiful evening, not cold and not too warm. Way different from Texas in June. Lyric’s hand in mine feels perfect. She is talking but I can’t focus on anything she is saying. All that is running through my head is how lucky I am to have a woman like her and she is in love with me! How am I going to make the rest of this shoot without her?

  Chapter 17

  ‘Knowing it was you there all along.’

  Lyrics –

  Frankfurt is much more magical than I expected. Tanner and I are walking the streets, talking about old times and new times, plus what we want for the future. We find a beautiful rock that faces the water. Tanner sits with his back to it and I sit between his legs. The way he embraces me just reminds me that it has always been him; he is the one that makes me feel safe. With him, I always feel enough. It has been him here all along. I close my eyes and rest my head on his chest. Tanner kisses the top of my head and runs his thumb up and down softly on my arm. We don’t say a word, but I am certain our thoughts are in harmony.

  Tanner takes a deep breath, I tilt my head to look at his handsome face, and he takes his hand and places it on my face. His hand is so warm and my thoughts disappear when his soft, warm lips connect with mine. He is in complete control of my mouth and I really like it. The way his tongue is controlling mine with his force is growing stronger. I begin to rotate my body and he stops me with his other hand. He opens his eyes and shakes his head no. I lose my breath. The boy I grew up with has turned into the strong, dominant man, and I am completely in love with him.

  We stand up and begin heading back to the hotel room. It’s getting late and Tanner has a shoot at eight a.m. It’s roughly a three-mile walk back to the hotel but neither of us are in a rush. Hand in hand, we are soaking up the German ambience. Gorgeous! Tanner stops in front of this hole in the wall bar that has music seeping out of the door. I just look at him blankly. He says, “Let’s go in. Sing with me?”

  My heart drops and I ask, “Together, on stage?”

  He smiles and pulls me against his chest. “Yes, you and I singing our songs together. It’s not as if you don’t know the words. Listen girl, you sing beautifully. I need to sing with you.”

  What could I say to that but yes? I nod my head and he bends down and kisses me. He says, “How about we sing, There You Are?” I lose my breath! I wrote that song about him and told him some bullshit lie that it was about some fool I dated a couple of times. He says, “Hello?”

  I smile. I look at him and say, “I wrote that song about you.” He pauses for a second and I can see him going through the lyrics in his head.

  He gets a huge smile on his face and says, “Now I love it even more!”

  We step into this bar and there are about ten patrons, one bartender, and a man with his guitar on stage. Tanner orders us each a shot of schnapps, we toast to being here together, and then we down them. Holy shit, that is strong! Tanner walks up to the singer and I see him having a conversation, mainly with hand gestures. Tanner shakes his hand then motions for me to come over there. I walk up to him and the singer gently shakes my hand. I smile but really want to barf. I write the songs, not sing them! We get up on stage, maybe two of the people in the bar clap, the rest look at us like we are fixin’ to make fools of ourselves. I take a deep breath and Tanner begins to strum the guitar to get familiar with how it is tuned. He looks at me and says, “Ready babe?” I nod yes. He says, “Just the way we sang this song in my apartment, you know your parts.”

  I smile and say, “I do.” He looks right into my eyes and I see his breath leaving him. Once he regains focus, he begins the intro. I sing the opening verse:

  ♫ Sitting here alone wondering where you may be, who you may be with, knowing it ain’t me.

  What is it about her that makes you need to feel her touch, can’t you see you’re killing me; I’m needing you so much.

  I see the way you look at her, no sparkle in your eye. The sparkle when you look at me makes me want to cry.

  Chorus – There you are, inside my head. There you are, next to me in bed. There you are when I close my eyes, in my dreams you’re all I see. But there you are with her again, and she sure ain’t me.♫

  Tanner cuts in with a verse that we did not sing! He stares at me and sings:

  ♫ Had I known at that time that you wanted to be mine, I’d of been right there for you, holding tight and loving you.

  Being with her, you never knew; in my mind, I was kissing you. The way you write has left a scar, on my heart, there you are.

  Chorus – There you are right next to me. There you are inside my head. There you are next to me in bed. There you are living in my dreams. Here you are loving to extremes! ♫

  My heart not only skips a beat, it fucking stops! He and I have not even blinked. I know the words; I swear I do! I take a breath and decide to improvise. I walk up right next to him and sing:

  ♫ Looking into your eyes now, I see you in all of me.

  There you are when we were kids. There you are when my world turned cold.

  There you are when I needed my friend. Here you are until the very end.

  Chorus – Here you are right by my side. Here you are next to me in bed. Here we are going strong. It’s been you all along!♫

  Tanner puts the guitar down, pulls me into him, and passionately kisses me right on stage! He wraps his hand with mine, hands the man his guitar and says, “Thank you, Sir.”

  The man smiles and says, “You’re welcome. Good for you two and love.”

  His broken English is impressive and comical at the same time. When we step outside, the night air is a little chilly but very refreshing. We begin walking toward the hotel and when I glance at Tanner, I notice him staring at me. I smile and say, “What?” He squeezes my hand. “What is it, really?”

  Tanner looks at me for a moment, “It’s just, I don’t want to be out here without you. I really want to go home with you.”

  I look down and then up at his beautiful eyes, “I want that too but December will come quickly. Besides, this is just my first night here. We still have like nine more days, babe. Let’s jus
t enjoy this time!”

  He looks at me in a way that makes my body quiver. “You’re right! Let’s enjoy ourselves!”

  We finally make it to the hotel and it is about 1:30 in the morning. Tanner has to get up early for his shoot. As we are walking to the elevator, a loud “Tanner!” echo’s from across the lobby.

  Tanner sighs, “Fuck. Jennifer.” I look and she is running up to us. She is clearly drunk and loud as can be.

  “So, this is your Lyrics, huh.”

  I stretch my hand out to her, “You must be Jennifer. I’m Dylan.”

  She shakes my hand but doesn’t take her big blue eyes off Tanner. “You told her about me, did ya?”

  The bitch in me comes out. “Nope, I just recognize you from the tabloids.”

  She snarls, “Oh, that’s a bunch of bullshit. They always catch me when I am drunk.”

  Tanner comes out with, “Are you ever not drunk?”

  She pushes him on the shoulder and says, “Ha! Very funny.” Tanner pushes the up button again, somehow trying to make it arrive faster. Jennifer asks, “You want some company?”

  Tanner looks at her and says, “Still no.”

  She looks at me and says, “I mean with both of you. She is sexy, I just want to lick her.”

  Tanner says, “Go to bed, Jen.”

  She seductively runs her finger down his chest and says, “That’s what I am trying to do.”

  He removes her hand and says, “Goodnight, see you in the morning.” I am literally speechless but in my mind, I have kicked her ass five times already.