Taming Sebastian (Sawson's Royal College Book 2)

by Bella Anthony

  “If you’re done, why do you read every text I send?” He asks.

  “You’re right. Stop texting me.”

  “Never.” He smiles.

  “Fine.” Taking out my phone, I block his number.

  “Isabel, don’t you fucking dare.”

  “I’m sorry but it needs to be done.” I walk away.

  Hours later we’re at the bar and I’m getting quite drunk. Sebastian hasn’t approached me since Jax’s and it kills me, hurts me, cuts me. But the idea of forgiving him also petrifies me. I don’t know anything anymore.

  I’m having an okay time, currently listening to Thomas complain about how much this girl is making him work for it. Sebastian is across the room. I know exactly where he is at every second.

  He’s sitting at the bar with Jax and Selena. A beautiful girl with a red dress approaches and talks to Sebastian and he laughs. Selena looks angry and slaps his arm. Red dress touches his chest and he moves away, saying something to her. His eyes then meet mine and he walks towards me.

  “Your choice.” He says once he reaches me.

  “What?”

  “Your choice. Do I take her up on her offer and fuck her in the alley or do I tell her I’m taken?”

  My mouth opens in shock. How dare he?

  My nostrils flare. “Go for it.” I say with conviction.

  He looks at me with sad acceptance in his eyes and it scares me. It’s like he gave up. He goes and takes her hand. They disappear out of the back door.

  No. No. No.

  My breath rushes out of me. My heart is beating unbelievably quick. She can’t touch him. She’s not allowed. How dare he ask me that?

  Pain. I feel pain.

  Selena runs to me, but I don’t hear a word she’s saying. I stare at the back door and run like I’ve never run before. I push people out of my way and yank the door open.

  “Sebastian?” I shout with all my might. I get no response.

  “Sebastian?” Desperation leaks from my voice.

  “Looking for me?” I hear from my right. I see him leaning against the wall alone.

  “Where is she?” I shout.

  “I told her to go away. I don’t want her.”

  “Then why the fuck did you do this?”

  “To prove to you that you still see me as yours!” He shouts and comes to me.

  “You asshole! How dare you?” I push him, slap his chest over and over again as tears fall in heaps.

  “Yes, angel. Push me, hurt me, yell at me. Get it all out as long as you come back to me in the end.”

  I shake my head and run back inside, needing to get away from him. He doesn’t follow.

  “I will cut his dick off, I swear!” I hear Selena saying to Jax.

  “He didn’t do anything.” I tell her what just happened.

  “Are you going to forgive him?” She asks.

  “Never!” I tell her but at this point, all I know is that I miss him. That I hurt and cry a little bit every night and that I’m so lonely. And not just lonely in general, I’m lonely for him. And he’s right. In my head, he’s mine. The idea of that girl touching him made me boil in rage.

  “Do you love him?” She asks.

  “More than anything in this world.”

  “Does he love you?”

  “He loves me the way I’ve always wanted to be loved.” I shed a tear.

  Selena holds my hands. “Then go to him. Forgive him. Let him in.”

  “I’m so scared Selena! I remember the pain too much. I can’t risk it not working out again.”

  “Every relationship has a risk of ending.” She wipes my tears away.

  “Yes, but no relationship will hurt me as much as this one will because I will never love anyone as much as I love Sebas-” I stop myself from completing the sentence.

  “I’ll never love someone as much as I love Sebastian.” I tell Selena in realization.

  She smiles at me. “Exactly. You’ve made him suffer. He learned his lesson. Don’t deprive yourself of a lifetime of happiness and incredible sex.” She winks.

  “I’m scared.” I tell her. “But- he’s shown me that he’ll never give up on me. I love him, Selena. I think I can forgive him. I think I already have and it’s the fear pulling me back.”

  “Go to him. Talk to him.” I nod and look towards the back door.

  “He went home.” Jax says from behind me. “He texted me to make sure you get home okay.”

  I run out of the bar, jump into a taxi, and ten minutes later, I’m in front of Sebastian’s door.

  Damn, I wish I kept my key.

  “Hi.” I say to the concierge. “Isabel Talen for Sebastian Carter.”

  He calls and lets me up.

  Entering his apartment, I’ve never been so nervous in my life. Seconds pass before he walks in shirtless and in pajama pants.

  “You never lie to me again.” I warn emotionally. He approaches me. “No.” I back away. “You wait there. I need to say this.”

  “You never lie to me. You do not hurt me intentionally. You do not keep things from me to protect me.”

  “Okay.” He says.

  “I love you.” I tell him and he sighs in relief. “I will never stop loving you. That’s what I just realized. After coming back to the bar, Selena was asking me why I’m adamant about letting you go. And I told her it’s because no one can hurt me like you can because I will never love anyone as much as I love you. I love you and you hurt me.” He flinches. “And even though I told you I was done, even though I hurt you too, blocked you, and ignored you, you didn’t give up on me.”

  At this point, I’m crying hysterically.

  “I love you, Sebastian. So much it overwhelms me.” I cry out. “I love-” a sob tears free.

  “Shh.” Sebastian quickly grabs me and sets me on the bar counter. He stands in between my legs and palms my cheeks, emotions swirling in his eyes.

  “I grew up without love and affection, and that made me crave it more than a normal person would.” Thank you, Grace, for that information. I palm his cheeks.

  “I know.” He says.

  “I know you know. That’s what you meant after that altercation with Aiden. You give me something I crave. I love you, obsessively. I always knew I would love desperately. What I never imagined was someone loving me back, just as insanely.”

  His face is inches from mine. His hands are now on my hips, holding me tight. My legs surround him, and he looks into my eyes in pure love.

  “So, I forgive you. But do not leave me again because I can’t bear to-” He kisses me.

  “You consume me, Isabel. You were mine from the second I saw you and you will be mine until the day I take my last breath. I am addicted to you. Your kindness, your need for love, your possessiveness, and let’s not forget your tight, wet pussy which is all mine.”

  “All yours.” I wrap myself around him.

  “The purest and kindest heart, all mine.”

  “All yours.”

  “The smartest brain, sassy and defiant, all mine.”

  “All yours.”

  Epilogue

  1 year later

  “Sebastian!” I shout at him.

  “What?” He shrugs. “He was looking at you.” As if that’s a normal explanation to the guy on the floor with a bleeding nose.

  “You guys are crazy.” Selena says. “Do you need help?” Selena bends down to ask the guy but Jax pulls her back.

  We’re at a party celebrating Jax’s birthday. Selena gestures that it’s time and brings out a cake. The music stops and we all sing… bleeding guy forgotten.

  “To Jax.” Selena says. “I love you more and more every day. I hope to spend many more birthdays with you!”

  “All.” Jax growls and everyone laughs.

  “All birthdays.” She amends with a laugh. “Happy birthday, baby!” They kiss and everyone claps.

  The music turns back on and I wrap my arms around my man. I see Jace dragging Gabriela behind him. “My god, he�
��s intense.” Sebastian follows my gaze and looks at Jace who pulls Gabriela out of the house and into a car.

  Sebastian laughs. “He calls her precious.”

  “What?” I ask.

  “I heard him talking to her, he calls her precious.”

  “Did he really build her a library in their home and get all her books flown in?”

  “Yeah. A private jet just for books. Imagine that.”

  “Well, that’s the least he owes her. He was horrible in the beginning.”

  “He thought she was like her father, we all did.”

  I look back up at Sebastian and focus on him, on us.

  This year has been the best year of my life. My dad and I developed a relationship which I’m happy about. Texts led to calls and calls led to weekly dinners. He tells me he’s sorry every time he sees me. The pain in his eyes made me believe and forgive him. I wouldn’t say that we have the best father and daughter relationship but it’s on the way there. Spending Christmas with him was an emotional experience, but I loved every second of it. Sebastian had a harder time accepting him into my life than I did. Jeez… when I remember that argument.

  In the end, Sebastian accepted it because he knows it makes me happy. Plus, he kind of threatened to hurt my dad ‘beyond recognition’ if he ever hurt me again. I forgave my dad fully when he smiled with tears in his eyes and said, ‘If I ever hurt her again, I give you permission to hurt me.’ He divorced my mom and we haven’t heard from her since.

  “Dance with me.” I tell Sebastian. He pulls me to him and wraps his hands around my waist. He looks into my eyes and tucks his head into my neck. I wrap my hands in his hair and hold him to me.

  “When do you want to go home?” He whispers in my ear. “I need to fuck you.”

  I laugh and pull back, biting my lip. “It’s Jax’s birthday.”

  “I’m sure Jax is team me going home to fuck you.” He smirks at me.

  “Hey, Jax!” I pull him away from a kiss with Selena. “Do you mind if we go home so Sebastian and I can make love?”

  “No. You’re both staying.” He pulls Selena and walks past us, smacking Sebastian on the back of his head.

  I laugh and we spend the night dancing with our friends.

  As soon as we get home, I shout, “Twinkle!” I hear little footsteps and our beautiful Persian cat runs to us.

  “Oh, baby.” I pick her up, cuddle her to my chest and smother her in kisses. “I missed you!”

  One month after Sebastian and I patched things up, he got me a little kitten as a gift. He told me that losing Spotty didn’t mean I can never have a cat again. I sobbed and kissed him over and over again. I moved in that weekend.

  “Hey, Roger.” Sebastian comes and strokes our kitty.

  “Her name is not Roger! Stop confusing her.”

  “Twinkle is a dumb name.”

  “You told me I can name her!”

  “I never thought you’d come up with Twinkle.” He cringes and I laugh.

  I look at my man. So big, so handsome, so loving. We’ve come such a long way. No more lies, no more deceit, and no more crazy fights. Well… the crazy fights still happen. Both of us are insanely possessive. But they’re never arguments which threaten our relationship.

  I put Twinkle down. “Go away, Twinkle, mommy is about to do very dirty things to daddy.” I smile and lean up to kiss Sebastian, but he holds me around the neck.

  “Isabel.” He says and tilts his head to the side. He strokes my lip with his thumb back and forth before pushing it into my mouth. Maintaining eye contact, I close my lips and suck his thumb.

  “Get on your knees and suck my cock.”

  Going to my knees, I unbuckle his belt. I pull his pants and boxers down and come face to face with his magnificent cock. A moan slips out. I look at it in need and rub my cheek against the hardness. I rub it over and over savoring the feeling. Sebastian’s hands stroke my hair as I rub against his hardening cock.

  “I love how much you love my cock. You need it, don’t you, angel?”

  “I do.” He grabs my hair and pulls it back so that I’m inches away from his dick and looking up at him.

  “Open your mouth.” I do.

  The next day, he’s working on his laptop with my head on his lap as I read on my kindle. Twinkle is cuddled up on my stomach. These moments are my favorite. Sebastian strokes my hair as I compare the book’s hero with my hero. Nope, Sebastian wins. Every time.

  I stop reading when I realize he’s been looking down at me for a while.

  “What?” I ask with a smile.

  “You know you’re mine forever, right?” He says and my heart throbs at his words.

  “Are you proposing?” I put my kindle away and bite my lip, trying to contain my smile.

  “Are you saying you’re not mine?”

  “You’re mine.” I pull him down by his necklace to kiss him.

  “Isabel Carter.” He says against my lips.

  “What if I don’t want your name?”

  “No choice, you’re Isabel Carter.”

  “How about Isabel Talen-Carter?”

  “No. Because you’re mine and just mine. I’m not sharing you and definitely not with the family that never deserved you.”

  “So.” He starts. “Isabel Carter, you know you’re mine forever, right?”

  “Yes, Sebastian, I do.”

  Sebastian

  She doesn’t realize the extent of my love for her. My need for her scent, her body, her heart, and every cell which makes her, her. They say that when you meet your soulmate, you feel a sense of calm, serenity, comfort. That’s not what happened with Isabel. When I met her, I wanted to own her, mark her, and fuck her harder than I’ve ever fucked someone. I wanted her to be mine. Being with her feels like I’m living. I don’t feel ‘comfortable’. I don’t want to feel comfortable. If I did, I would’ve married one of those girls who’s looking for a rich husband. She would’ve cooked, cleaned, not cared if I fucked around on her. Nope. I’m going to marry the woman who will cut my dick off if I touch another woman … and then maybe murder the girl.

  She’s mine and if anyone tries to threaten that, they might as well start digging their grave because I’m Sebastian fucking Carter, and Isabel Talen is exclusively, solely and forever mine.

  Note from the author

  Hi everyone!

  First and foremost, I’d like to thank you all for reading my book and I really hope you enjoyed it. It’s been ages since I released Captivated by Jax (book 1 of this series) and I wanted to explain why for those who have messaged/emailed me.

  I wrote Captivated by Jax as a lover of books and released it spontaneously without thinking through the time required to write book two and three. Right after releasing the book, I started my masters program and barely had time for a social life let alone time to write another book! If I had the luxury to sit and write, trust me when I say, I so would!

  I am a self-publishing author, I do write and edit my own books so apologies for those pesky grammar/spelling errors! I do re-read the book many times, but mistakes still happen to the best of us.

  For those of you who may be wondering about Jace & Gabriela’s book. Good news is, draft one is done! And it will be released in 2020. Date is still to be determined.

  I would really love if you could leave a review on Amazon or Goodreads as reviews give me a good indication to what you guys like/dislike and I would implement that in future books 

  Anyways, thank you again! If you need anything, ask me on Goodreads.

  xoxo

  Bella

 

 

 
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