Incomprehensible Lesson
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kohl on her eyes,
Lips made red by a pomegranate’s peel,
Palm pollen powdered on her cheeks,
An apricot for each of her nipples.
Barefoot, she was, with opened palms,
as if for her fortune to be read…
Dumbstruck, was I, who had never dwelt in my reflection.
Yes, but now this dumbness obliged me to reside
there in the hall of all her mirrors.
She irrigated passion seductively with wine,
And so I kept pace as she staggered off the pavement.
And as I feared she would, she smashed me like a pitcher.
Though I tried to piece myself together,
I saw in this shattering an amulet for exile.
I could hide myself in this.
This is what love is! So I fooled myself,
So I gave up history for myth.
As for my love, she became
fragments of a mirror, nothing more.
I stared into these, and at my shattered visage,
Trying to grasp the whole from the splinter.
What can you tell from a crack?
In the Dark We Listen
Two bodies in the dark
Listen to Ravel’s Bolero.
Fingers drum
On each other
That repeating rhythm,
Hoping to succumb
To one another.
By the dim glimmer of a pane,
I may make out the shadow of a smile,
A smile that I return,
Sensing the pulse of desire
Through that parted robe.
I am what seems wanted,
but as if unseeing,
I pursue my stumbling stick instead.
I just chucked my words
Into a well with no echo,
Let my fingers rest
From chasing the rhythm.
Here an arm flung out, from me
Towards that hint of a body.
Lover hugging lover,
Bottomless as wells
Too deep to quench each other.
Dialogue with Waves
‘You were just a pebble, and now you’ve gathered moss!’
The wave says to me, as I lie on the beach.
Then in my turn I say to the pebble next to me:
‘Hey there, have you gathered moss?’
And it answers ‘Yes, I’ve gathered moss,
But time’s lumbering turtle,
Rummages still through all my souvenirs.’
‘Rummages through the sea,’ I say,
‘Since out-of-date time survives there.’
Today, as I enter my thousandth year,
I consider how each is a friend of the waves.
Their deep blue iris watches over us,
Coating one and all with velvet moss,
Observing, sending us messages,
Snails, shells and squid keep us company.
Fish are taught to cleanse the pores.
We are the sea’s green pebbles, and our eyes
Never lose sight of the sand of history
Rising in its storms over dunes and skulls.
How curious it feels!
Washed up on the shore, the rain
Laving our foreheads, the wind blindly
Fumbling us. Our lively debate with the waves
Remaining a constant within us!
The Patrolman
You are dogging my steps! You, Patrolman,
Entrusted with the dreams of sleepers.
The plod of your step nudges an echo
Out of the dirt of the night, and darkness
Wobbles like a wagon’s lantern on a uneven road.
How much longer must my body take
The lurching of this journey I’m embarked upon?
I feel your possession of me – even in my clothes.
What flutters between my legs is fear,
Fear like the wings of a dove
Eager to fly but incapable of flight.
I feel you in the refuse and rubbish of my years.
And you’ve spread to my lungs, so that I cough
And you hear me cough! I sense your presence too
At the stealthy moment of my break-out.
Your eyes, your eyes are like holes in a sack,
With the goods simply trickling away.
All my own barbed barriers
Vibrate to the blasts of your whistle,
Fracturing the night’s metallic shell.
Even the wintry moon
Grinds her teeth in panic-stricken jaws!
Our guardian, keeper of the dark…
Incomprehensible Lesson
At the hour of sunset, autumn clouds
are scattered sheep drifting towards the distance.
The six stalks of our feet dangle over the lip
of the clay oven.
We hang around like that, eat warm bread,
while counting the sheep of the days we have left:
Happy days that remain before we’re packed off to school.
My mother comes to shepherd us from time to time.
I listen to the birds,
and to what they want me to report to her
as they pass in their migratory convoys.
The message is for anybody waiting,
waiting like her, while the birds are here
for a little while, and then they’re off on their way again.
It is as if this is teaching me some incomprehensible lesson.
Already I’m a poet in my prime.
It is thus that a hidden sigh
lifts me above my brothers,
Higher than the palm tree,
And then I’m back, cold from the heights,
Back within their captivating warm.
All too soon, the sharp-clawed hawk will snatch me,
The hawk that hovers over my life,
A life, which in its vigilance
resembles a city under siege.
And only in the negligence of time
can the hawk stoop, drop onto me
The present moment, heavy as a millstone.
And here I am, ground round and round as it turns,
grinding no flour whatsoever.
I can’t help counting the days that are left
And what the days have in store
Before I have to revise that incomprehensible lesson.
The Balloon
A cloud on the horizon extends its moistened tongue
like a dog licking my forehead.
I rise with a blaze glowing here inside me,
Bright as ever was my first delight.
My face reflects the sun.
The swirling air supports me, I answer to its whim.
And even if the compass is a quandary
Or the air burns my lungs, or the fire beneath me dies,
I will continue as this empty circle
Heat alone encourages to rise,
until I burst like Icarus into flame.
The Flame
I cannot look away.
Whispering in a corner,
Removed from passers-by.
I see a woman in shock:
‘You didn’t get to me, when the heater
set fire to our home.
You weren’t nearly as whole as the man you seemed.
You looked shorter than you were
because you were crushed by fear.
Your blood had dried up within you.
You saw me quite close up, when the fabric caught alight,
And you turned the page on that vision
as if it were only a thing in a book.
But I am what you will read, wherever your eyes may look:
On the earth seen from the window of a plane,
On memory’s page, tale of indelible scars,
On the wall which is the legacy of previous city walls.
You will never be able to put it down, this
book
You’ll continue to hover before
Until you reach that decisive moment
In your own rotation towards fire.
I see a woman in shock,
Removed from passers-by,
Whispering in a corner.
I cannot look away.
No One Comes to Join Me
No one comes to join me in this tavern
Situated somewhere
so desolate.
A wooden chair, well worn,
With a view of the deep,
Contemplates a sea-gulled horizon…
A blind man supporting some timid little cripple…
The fisherman leaves his nets,
Only to be trammeled in the mesh of marsh fever.
The sea claws him back, drags him by the scruff
Back to where a pirate is waiting.
I have travelled by train through a dream,
Tunnel after tunnel,
Shows me through its windows
the irritable nerve inside its ebony –
As many scenes as seconds to the journey:
Light reveals these many-coloured masks:
The hedgehog with barbed-wire for spines.
The books on the shelves
bleeding from their wounds,
And here is a mouth with claws.
It was as if I had seen you undress,
seen you hang your clothes
On the back of that wooden chair, well worn,
With a view of the deep
and its sea-gulled horizon.
I was that boyhood, that boyish voyeur
Watching from the tavern…
How long will it take the poet
to gain for himself the confidence of pain?
And will the lover inside him,
with his wrinkled mouth-wisdom,
Ever earn the right to call your name?
I may not cheat the worn-out robes,
Dare not disappear on wings
that would carry me away from you.
When you emerge
from the tunnel of my skeptical surmise,
I will say to you:
You know I kid myself that some fine day,
which is not to be attributed to London,
I’ll come across the shadow of a girl writing poetry,
A poetry that trips on the shadow of its pain,
and nearly lose my own footing.
Love’s a fine thing, yet it fills me with shame.
Usual Story
And my friend
Was immersed in Sufi texts
And he liked to maintain that the world
Meant less to him than a goat’s fart.
And my friend was intrigued by the bar
and his bar-room mates,
Weren’t they the key to some expansive vision?
But the world sharpens more than one sword:
The Other is a sword,
and the Word is a sword,
And the Homeland held a sword above each head,
And the Leader held up the swordsmen.
And so my friend withdrew
into aloneness.
Didn’t trust anyone but his own shadow,
And one day, which was filled with Iraqi night,
His shadow wife hid a wire beneath the bed,
Took off all her clothes, and flirtatiously
Begged him to vilify the state.
And my friend
Is now a prisoner
Wrapped in the national flag,
Learning how to love the Leader’s photo.
The Absent
Our grandchildren, then. It’s up to them.
They will inherit our features. And they will tell
Our stories, share each exploit,
Fertilise thus our rank remains perhaps.
We each may earn a tombstone, and poets get a call
To etch what we inspired on it. Or perhaps
The mirrors that have recorded what we did
Will simply be interred. The Kalifa brigade
Will see to it the site has no visitors.
The body of our work will be flayed,
Or enslaved to some justified ruler perhaps.
Will we engender pilots in the seas of night
Or muggers in urban jungles?
Perhaps we’ll leave no trace at all
Beyond that of a rat
Glued inside the damp trap of nothingness.
To the Reader
You will read my poetry
And it will be your dwelling for a while,
The air infused by the burning of a matchstick,
And you will wince, confused.
From what rupture is this smoke coming from?
From what hot repository of torment?
You will read my poetry,
And sense that the words may fly like birds
Beautiful and healthy,
Yet when they fly they leave their meanings
On the lines, so they excrete their dark,
And they are exposed forever in their flight.
Whereas with closure, you can escape the book.
The Isle of the Dead
After Arnold Böcklin and Rachmaninoff
Just as the flywheel of time grows rusty in the clock,
Or the scream freezes on the face of the fearful
fixed in a photo on some page,
So the water calms around that isle.
A blessed isle of silence and sad light,
Where clumps of dismal cypress hug each other.
Gulls may encircle it, fruit may frame it, however
It remains a cage which is a citadel.
There is a boatman and there is a boat,
And there is the spectre, upright though afloat,
Approaching there that rocky island mass.
And as the indifferent sun descends,
The new arrival steps down
carefully onto the rocks.
And the boatman quietly turns his boat
Back towards the shore of life
Where another figure waits to cross.
Over Hastily
Over hastily he picks up his bag
in a field of flowers.
In a rush, he gets out
a ticket for a train.
Confused in his seat, he waits
For the train to stop at a minefield.
The war has only just started.
He drops down into its new-dug trench,
Among the slaughtered soldiers.
He takes a mine as a pillow and he sleeps.
About the Authors
Poems by FAWZI KARIM
in versions by ANTHONY HOWELL
after translations made by the author
BORN IN BAGHDAD in 1945 and now living in London, Fawzi Karim is rapidly establishing a reputation as a major figure in contemporary poetry. Plague Lands, his first book of poems in translation, was a Poetry Book Society recommendation for 2011.
ANTHONY HOWELL’S first collection Inside the Castle was brought out in 1969. His most recent book of poems is From Inside, The High Window Press, 2017.
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