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by Mortal Fear (lit)


  for the envelope.

  "Make yourself at home," Shirley said, leading him into the living room.

  "First let's make sure Curran hasn't called."

  "I'll check my service in a moment. Why don't you make yourself a drink

  while I rustle up that chicken."

  Too tired to argue, Jason went over to the bar and poured some Dewar's

  over ice, then retreated to the couch. While he waited for Shirley, he

  again pondered the ways the releasing factor might have been

  administered. There weren't many possibilities. If it wasn't injected,

  it had to be through rectal suppositories; or some other direct contact

  with a mucous membrane.

  Most of the patients having a complete executive physical got a barium

  enema, and Jason wondered if that was the answer.

  He began sipping his Scotch as Shirley came in with a cold chicken and

  salad.

  "Can I make you a drink?" Jason asked. Shirley put the tray down on the

  coffee table. "Why not?" Then she added, "Don't move. I'll get it."

  Jason watched her add a drop of vermouth to her vodka, and that was when

  he thought of eyedrops. All patients having executive physicals had

  complete eye exams, including eyedrops to dilate their pupils. If

  someone wished to introduce the death gene's releasing factor, the

  mucous membrane in the eye would absorb it perfectly. Even better, since

  the releasing factor could be secretly introduced to the regular eye

  medication, the fatal drops could be administered unwittingly by any

  innocent doctor or technician.

  Jason felt his head begin to pound. Finding a plausible explanation of

  what might what have been the key to it all made the possibility of a

  psychopathic mass murderer suddenly real. Shirley returned from the bar,

  swirling her drink. For the moment, Jason decided to spare her this

  newest revelation.

  "Any message from Curran?" he asked instead.

  "Not yet," Shirley said, looking at him oddly. For a moment he wondered

  if she could read his mind.

  "I have a question," she said hesitantly. "Isn't this supposed releasing

  factor for the death hormone part of a natural process?"

  "Yes," Jason said. "That's why pathology hasn't been much help. All the

  victims, including Hayes, died of what are called natural causes. The

  releasing factor merely takes the gene activated at puberty and turns it

  on full force."

  "You mean we start aging at puberty?" Shirley asked with dismay.

  "That's the current theory," said Jason. "But obviously it is gradual,

  picking up speed only in later life, as the levels of growth hormone and

  sex hormones fall. The releasing factor apparently switches on the death

  hormone gene all at once, and in an adult without high titers of growth

  hormone to counter itj it causes rapid aging just like the salmon. My

  guess is about three weeks. The limiting factor seems to be the

  cardiovascular system. That's what apparently gives out first and causes

  death. But it could be other organ systems, as well."

  "But aging is a natural process," she repeated.

  "Aging is a part of life," agreed Jason. "Evolutionarily it is as

  important as growth. Yes, it is a natural process." Jason laughed

  hollowly. "Hayes certainly was right when he described his discovery as

  ironic. With all the work being done to slow aging down, his work on

  growth resulted in a way to speed it UP."

  "If aging and death have an evolutionary value," Shirley persisted,

  "perhaps they have a social one as well."

  Jason looked at her with a growing sense of alarm. He wished he weren't

  so tired. His brain was sending danger signals he felt too exhausted to

  decode. Taking his silence as assent, Shirley continued. "Let me put it

  another way. Medicine in general is faced with the challenge of

  providing quality care at low cost. But because of increasing

  life-spans, hospitals are swamped with an elderly population that they

  keep alive at an enormous price, draining not just their economic

  resources, but the energy of the medical personnel as well. GHP, for

  example, did very well when it first started, because the bulk of the

  subscribers were young and healthy. Now, twenty years later, they are

  all older and require a great deal more health care. If aging were

  speeded up in certain circumstances, it might be best for both the

  patients and the hospitals.

  "The important point," emphasized Shirley, "is that the old and infirm

  should age and die rapidly to avoid suffering as well as to avoid the

  over utilization of expensive medical care."

  As Jason's numb brain began to understand Shirley's reasoning, he felt

  himself becoming paralyzed with horror, Although he wanted to shout that

  what she was implying was legalized murder, he found himself sitting

  dumbly on the edge of the couch like a bird confronted by a poisonous

  snake and frozen with fear.

  "Jason, do you have any idea how much it costs to keep people alive

  during their last months of life in a hospital?" Shirley said, again

  mistaking his silence for acquiescence. "Do you? If medicine didn't

  spend so much on the dying, it could do so much more to help the living.

  If GHP wasn't swamped with middle-aged patients destined to be ill

  because of their unhealthy lifestyles, think what we could do for the

  young. And aren't patients who fail to take care of themselves, like

  heavy smokers and drinkers, or people who use drugs, voluntarily

  speeding up their own demise? Is it so wrong to hasten their deaths so

  they don't burden the rest of society?"

  Jason's mouth finally opened in protest, but he couldn't find the words

  to refute her. All he could do was shake his head in disbelief.

  "I can't believe you won't accept the fact that medicine can no longer

  survive under the crushing burden of the chronic health problems

  presented by physically unfit people-those very patients who have spent

  thirty or forty years abusing the bodies God gave them."

  "That's not for me or you to decide," Jason shouted at last.

  it Even if the aging process is simply speeded up by a natural

  substance?"

  "That's murder!" Jason stumbled to his feet. Shirley rose too, moving

  swiftly to the double doors leading to the dining room. "Come in, Mr.

  Diaz," she said, flinging them open. "I've done what I could."

  Jason's mouth went dry as he turned to face the man he'd last seen at

  the Salmon Inn. Juan's darkly handsome face was alive with anticipation.

  He was carrying a small, German-made automatic muzzled with a

  cigar-sized silencer.

  Jason backed up clumsily until his back struck the far wall. His eyes

  went from the gun to the killer's strikingly handsome face, to Shirley,

  who eyed him as calmly as if she were in a board meeting.

  "No tablecloth this time," Diaz said, grinning to show

  movie-star-petfect white teeth. He advanced on Jason, putting the muzzle

  of the gun six inches from Jason's head. "Good-bye," he said with a

  firiendly flick of his head.

  "Mr. Diaz," Shirley said.

  "Yes," Juan answerrd without taking his eyes off Jason.

  "Don't sh
oot him unless he forces you to. It, will be better to deal

  with him the way we did with Mr. Hayes. I'll bring you the material from

  the clinic tomorrow.

  Jason breathed out. He hadn't realized he was holding his breath.

  The smile vanished from Juan's face. His nostrils' flared; he was

  disappointed and angry. "I think it would be much safer if I killed him

  right now, Miss. Montgomery."

  "I don't care what you think-and I'm paying you. Now let's get him into

  the cellar. And no rough stuff-I know what I'm doing."

  Juan moved the pistol so the cold metal touched Jason's temple. Jason

  knew the man was hoping for the slightest excuse to shoot; he remained

  perfectly still, petrified by fear.

  "Come on!" called Shirley from the front hall.

  "Go!" said Juan, pulling the gun back from Jason's head.

  Jason walked stiffly, his arms pressed against his sides. Juan fell in

  behind, occasionally touching Jason's back with the gun.

  Shirley opened a door under the staircase across from the front

  entrance.

  Jason could see a flight of steps leading to the basement.

  As Jason approached, he tried to catch Shirley's eye, but she turned

  away.

  He stepped through the door and started down, Juan directly behind him.

  "Doctors amaze me," said Shirley, turning on the cellar light and

  closing the door behind her.. "They thinkmedicine is just a question of

  helping the sick. The truth is unless something is done about the

  chronically unhealthy, there won't be money or manpower to help those

  who can actually recover."

  Looking at her calm, pretty face, the perfect clothes, Jason couldn't

  believe it was the same woman he'd always admired.

  She interrupted herself to direct Juan down a long narrow hallway to a

  heavy oak door. Squeezing by Juan and Jason, she unlocked it and flicked

  on the light, illuminating a large square room. Jason was pushed inside,

  where he saw an open doorway to the left, a workbench, and another heavy

  closed door to the right. Then the light went out, the door slammed, and

  total darkness surrounded him.

  For a few minutes, Jason stood still, immobilized by shock and lack of

  vision. He could hear small sounds; water coursing through pipes, the

  heating system kicking on, and footsteps above his head. The darkness

  remained absolute: he could not- even tell if his eyes were open or

  closed.

  When Jason was finally able to move, he stepped back to the door through

  which he'd entered. He grabbed the door knob ' and tried to turn it. He

  pulled on the door. There was no doubt it was secure. Running his hands

  around the jamb, he felt for hinges. He gave that up when he remembered

  the door opened into the hall.

  Leaving the door, Jason worked his way laterally, taking baby steps and

  gingerly sliding his hands along the wall. He came to the comer and

  turned ninety degrees. He continued moving step by miniature step until

  he felt the doorway of the open door. Carefully reaching inside, he felt

  for a wall switch. On the left side, about chest height, he found one.

  He threw the switch. Nothing happened.

  Advancing into the side room, he began to feel the walls, trying to

  ascertain the dimensions. His fingers hit on a metal object on the wall

  whose front was glass. Feeling down at waist height he touched a sink.

  Over to the right was a toilet. The room was only about five by seven.

  Returning to the main room, Jason continued his slow circuit. He

  encountered a second small room with a closed door just beyond the

  bathroom. When he opened the door, his nose told him it was a cedar

  closet.

  Inside he felt several garment bags filled with clothes.

  Back in the main room, Jason came to another comer, and he turned again.

  Within a dozen small steps, he gently hit against the workbench, which

  stuck out about three feet into the room.

  Skirting the end of the bench, he felt beneath it, finding cabinets. The

  workbench, he estimated, was about ten to fifteen feet long. Beyond the

  workbench, he returned to the wall, encountering shelving with what felt

  like paint cans. Beyond the shelving was another comer.

  In the middle of the fourth wall, Jason came to another heavy door that

  was tightly closed and secured. He could feel a lock, but it needed a

  key.

  There were no hinges. Continuing his circuit, Jason came to the fourth

  comer. After a few minutes, he was back at the entrance.

  Getting down on his hands and knees, Jason felt the floor. It was poured

  concrete. Standing up again, he tried to think of what else he could

  do.-He had no good ideas. Suddenly, he felt an overwhelming sense of

  mortal fear like he - was being smothered. He'd never suffered from

  claustrophobia, but it descended on him with crushing severity. "HELP!"

  he shouted, only to have his voice echo back to his ears. Losing

  control, he groped madly for the entrance door and pounded on it with

  closed fists. "PLEASE!" he shouted. He pounded until he became aware of

  pain in his hands. He stopped abruptly with a wince and clutched his

  bruised hands to his chest. Leaning forward, Jason touched the door with

  his forehead. Then the tears came.

  Jason could not remember crying since he'd been a child. Even after

  Danielle's death. And all those years of denying that emotion came out

  as he crouched in the blackness of Shirley's basement. He lost complete

  control and slowly sank to the floor, where he curled up in front of the

  door like an imprisoned dog, choking on his own tears.

  The ferocity of Jason's emotional reaction surprised him. And after ten

  minutes of sobbing, he began to regain his composure. He was embarrassed

  at himself, having always believed he had more selfcontrol. Finally, he

  sat up with his back against the door. In the darkness, he wiped his

  tears from his damp cheeks.

  Instead of surrendering to utter despair, he thought about the room he

  was in. He tried to guess the dimensions and picture the location of

  things he'd encountered on his exploratory circuit. He began to wonder

  if there were any other light witches. Getting to his feet, he slowly

  returned to the second locked door that was to his right. When he got

  there, he felt along the walls on both sides, but there was no light

  switch.

  Striking out across the room, he returned to the bathroom. He tried the

  switch in there several more times. Then he felt for the fixture,

  thinking he could exchange the bulb provided he could locate the lights

  in the ceiling of the main room. But there was no fixture, either as

  part of the medicine cabinet or as part of the ceiling. Discouraged,

  Jason returned to the large room.

  "Ahhh!" cried Jason, as he walked directly into a lolly column, hitting

  his nose against the six-inch diameter metal surface.

  Momentarily off balance, he felt his nose already beginning to swell.

  There was a bony ridge along the right side: he'd broken it. Once

  more,.tears involuntarily filled his eyes, but this time it was from

  reflex, not emotion. When he recovered enough to proceed,
Jason had

  become disoriented.

  Reverting to baby steps, he moved until he encountered a wall. Only then

  was he able to find the workbench.

  Bending down, Jason began opening the cabinets, then carefully exploring

  each with his hands. Each cabinet was about four feet wide and contained

  a single removable shelf. He found more cans of what he thought was

  paint, but no tools whatsoever. Standing up, Jason leaned over the

  workbench and felt the wall above it. There was some narrow shelving to

  the right with small jars and boxes. Moving to the central part, Jason

  felt the wall again, hoping to encounter a pegboard or the like with

  screwdrivers, hammers and chisels. Instead, his hand encountered a glass

  bowl facing away from him. Curious as to what it was, Jason felt around

  it, ascertaining that the glass bowl was secured to a metal box. Pipes

  entered the metal box. Jason realized it was the electric meter.

  Moving down to the left end of the workbench, Jason again felt the wall.

  There was more shelving containing plastic and ceramic flower pots, but

  there were no tools.

  Discouraged, Jason wondered what else he could do. He thought about

  finding something to stand on so that he could explore the walls close

  to the ceiling in case there was a blacked-out window. Then his mind

  went back to the electric meter. Climbing up on the workbench, he

  located the meter and traced the wires to a second rectangular metal

 

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