I can see the indecision across his face. He’s having a hard time resisting me, which is exactly what I hoped for.
“Where’s the key, Tessa? I’ll unlock you so you can go home."
“Oh… okay.”
“The key?”
“I have it on me, down here.” I lower my eyes to look down my body. I hear the low groan come from the back of his throat.
He walks over to the bed and sits down next to my hip.
“Where?” He asks a little softer. I can feel the walls he put up between us slowly tumble down.
I look down my body again and look back up at him, not wanting to use my words.
His hand moves up to the top of my bra. He hesitates briefly before lowering his hand in to the cup, searching for the key. I feel his fingertip glide across my nipple and it feels so good. I can’t control the moan that my lips release and I don’t want to.
His hand freezes for a moment and his eyes close. He’s trying with everything he has not to succumb to his desire. My nipples harden just thinking about it.
His hand journeys to my other breast as his search continues for the key. This time when his fingers graze across my nipple, he can feel how hard it is. His fingers spread out and his hand involuntarily squeezes my tit. The sensation is overwhelming and I arch my back in order to give him more access to my breasts. He continues to massage and squeeze as his other hand comes up to join the party.
His hands move so smoothly across my skin because of the oil and when his head moves to my chest and his lips gently suck on the top of my breasts, I swear I have a mini orgasm.
The noise I make is uncontrollable, but it unfortunately breaks his lust filled gaze. His mouth moves from my skin as his hand moves from my breasts.
“You lied. The key's not there.”
I’m panting, completely aroused by his hands and ready to explode if he doesn’t touch me again.
“I said the key was on me, I never said it was near my breasts.”
His eyes trail down my body as he takes a long look at my pussy. The sheer material makes it easy for him to see everything, but my legs are closed.
“I don’t see the key, Tess.”
This is my last chance and I know it. I slowly and seductively open my legs, spreading them far enough so he can see my pussy and the tip of the silver metal key coming from my core.
“Holy shit, you didn’t?”
“I did. If you want the key, you’re going to have to come get it.”
I watch as the final piece of his wall comes down. He leans over me and his hand slowly slides down my stomach, past my hips and into my panties, gently teasing my slit as his finger make their way down to my pussy.
I let out another moan from the contact and Jaxon groans from the sound. In the next second his finger is inside me. The sensation is incredible, but just as quickly it’s gone and Jaxon has the key to the silver chain cuffs in his hand.
I’m disappointed by the turn of events. My plan didn’t work. I should have known Jaxon would be the only man unable to be bribed my sex. I look down, holding back the tears that want to fall and wait for him to un-cuff me. After a few moments of silence I look up to Jaxon, smiling at me wickedly.
He takes the key and puts it in his mouth, sucking my juices off of it. It’s the hottest, most beautiful sight I have ever seen. His fingers move to his lips as he removes the key.
“Delicious, just like I remember.”
I have no time to respond because Jaxon is on top of me, his mouth moving towards mine. The second our lips touch I am overwhelmed with the feeling of peace. I haven’t felt this way in weeks.
His kiss is urgent, but loving. His lips caress mine firmly and when his tongue sweeps out to lick my lips, asking for entrance, I immediately open. My mouth is his, my body is his, and my soul is his. I understand completely, in this moment, that he owns me.
I can’t move my hands because they’re still chained, but I want to drag them through his hair. His lips leave mine, leaving a trail down my neck, across my collarbone, down to my breasts. He removes my bra slowly, leaving my heavy breasts exposed. I’m so aroused by this man as he takes one of my nipples into his mouth. He sucks my nipple in and then drags his teeth across the sensitive skin as he pulls my nipple out of his mouth. He repeats this action with my other breast before moving his lips lower.
His tongue dips in my belly button as he brings a hand up and into my panties, slowly starting to stroke my clit. It’s my undoing. I can no longer wait to have him inside me.
“Now, Jaxon, please,” I moan.
He continues to rub me, ignoring my plea. His thumb starts to circle my clit as a finger enters my pussy. I come at the contact, screaming my orgasm in the dim lit room. I’ve never come so fast in my life.
He continues to thrust his finger inside me until it's felt the very last pulse of my orgasm. I feel his thumb move from my clit as he pulls his finger out of me. My body instantly misses the contact.
He moves back up my body and brings his drenched fingertip to my lips.
“Are you mine, Tessa?”
“Yes,” I pant. “I’m yours, I’ll only ever be yours.”
I try to hold him, but I am restrained by the chains around my wrists.
The tip of his finger slides across my lower lip. I can feel the moisture from my pussy on his fingertip. My tongue darts out of my mouth to lick it sensually.
“That’s right baby, lick yourself off me.”
His words make me so lascivious and before I know it, my mouth opens and I suck his finger deep inside, licking and sucking all that remains of me off it. I moan at the taste. It’s not as good as the way his cum tastes, but knowing this is getting him hot, makes it taste pretty damn good.
“That’s it, baby. I’m going to fuck you now. You’re mine and I need to make you remember that so nothing like this ever happens again. The second you feel my dick inside you, there’s no turning back. We’re together. Got it?”
Did I have it? Hell yes! That’s what I’ve been trying to tell him this whole time.
It only takes a few seconds for him to take his clothes off. He lowers himself back on me and I feel him rip my panties off my body, as he places his hips between my open legs. I barely have time to get ready before he thrusts hard inside me.
“Fuck, yes…” I scream.
He pumps in and out of me, over and over again. I’ve missed this feeling and my pussy missed this feeling.
“Tessa, you feel so good. So warm and tight.”
His thrusts continue, hard and brutal. He’s staking his claim and I’m guaranteed to be sore in the morning. I wrap my legs around his torso and he lowers his mouth to kiss me. With every thrust he gently nips my lips and I’m ready to come again.
Damn, the things he does to me.
“I’m close, Jaxon, too close.”
“Give it to me, baby. It’s been too long since I’ve had you and I’m ready to explode inside you.”
A few more thrusts and I climax hard, feeling him come inside me at the same time. Our eyes meet and we never break contact. We say things with our eyes that we’re unable to say with our mouths.
When my orgasm has left my body, I feel Jaxon pull out and lay down next to me, pulling my body into his.
“I missed you, sunshine.”
Sunshine. I want to cry at his nickname for me. I’ve waited so long to hear him say it again.
“I missed you too, Jaxon. So much.”
He kisses my forehead, my eyelids, my cheek, before lowering his mouth to mine and kissing me slowly. I melt into his warm lips.
“Are you really here?” I murmur against his lips.
“I am and I’m not going anywhere."
He moves off the bed and grabs his jeans, taking the key out from the pocket. He hops back up and unlocks the silver chains, releasing my hands from the bed frame. I instantly wrap them around his neck, glad to be able to finally touch him. My hands caress every inch of his body while his face
nuzzles me between my tits.
“I love you, Jaxon.”
“I love you too, Tessa."
We snuggle in his bed for hours, neither of us willing to move or talk. We’re both so happy to be together again.
I think about our time together since we met. He’s changed my life in so many ways and I’m glad I can finally show him that, give him all of me.
I think about that night, the night I saw him with Jimmy and suspected the worst. How could I do that? We had such a great morning that day. Who would have thought twenty-four hours could change everything.
I remember him making love to me, taking ownership of my body. I remember his fingers entering the dark place no one has ever touched before and him wanting to stake his claim there, too. I was so scared. I told him one day, but I don’t know if I actually meant it.
Now that I know what it’s like to lose him, I want him to own every part of me. I want him to claim my entire body.
Before I have time to change my mind, I grab his hand and bring it to my mouth. I start to lick and suck his index finger, taking it completely in my mouth and drenching it with my tongue.
I see his eyes light up, waiting for round two.
Keeping my eyes on his, I pull his finger out of my mouth and wrap his arm around my ass. It’s not the easiest thing to maneuver, but I move his hand to my ass, bringing his index finger to my puckered hole and thrusting it inside.
We both moan in unison. My moan in pleasure, his in shock.
Before he can remove it, I start to thrust his finger in and out of me, waiting for him to take over. When he does, I remove my hand and rest both my palms on his chest, looking up into his eyes. “I want you to make love to me there, too. Right now. I want you to have claimed every inch of me, Jaxon, because I’m yours. No one has ever touched me there, but you. I need you, Jaxon.”
I can see the excitement in his eyes as he lowers his lips to mine and gently kisses them, still thrusting his finger in and out of me.
“You sure, Tessa? It doesn’t have to be tonight.”
“Yes, it does,” I whisper. “Tonight is the first night of the rest of our lives and I want you to have every inch of me because it’s forever yours, Jaxon.”
“I love you so much, Tessa,” he whispers huskily, his eyes completely taken over with lust.
“I love you, too.”
We kiss passionately before Jaxon flips me over to my stomach and raises my hips. He aligns my back entrance with his erection. Two fingers enter me and I scream from the pain, but the pain quickly turns into pleasure and Jaxon spends the next hour preparing me and then claiming the last part of me he hasn’t claimed before.
Epilogue
Two Years Later
The hustle and bustle of the city is still something I’m trying to get used to. After I graduated from college in the spring, Jaxon and I moved to Chicago. His job was here and he was lucky the department had let him take a leave for so long.
After we rekindled our relationship that winter day, Jaxon and I were inseparable. I stayed at Eastern and we spent Christmas together, inviting Ryder over to celebrate with us.
Jaxon was supposed to go back to Chicago for the New Year, but since I was unable to leave Eastern until I graduated, Jaxon stayed down here with me. He kept pushing the paperwork to start back at the Chicago Police Department. He filed delays, medical leave, any kind of paperwork he could think of, he filed. When he couldn’t file anything else, the Chicago Police Department agreed to let him take a leave of absence as long as he was continuing his law enforcement education, so he did. He took a few classes at the college until I graduated.
Now he’s back in Chicago, working for the CPD and I’m with him. Our apartment is small for the amount of money it costs, but I don’t care, we’re together and that’s all that matters.
Piper is living in the suburbs about thirty minutes away. We see each other all the time and she still isn’t ready to settle down. She loves her promiscuous lifestyle and I don’t blame her, I loved it too, until I met Jaxon. She still fools around with Ryan when she comes and visits me. I know eventually they’ll end up together, but neither of them is ready yet.
I walk into our apartment in Wicker Park and set the groceries down on the kitchen table. I unload the groceries as quickly as I can because I need to get ready for tonight.
I shower, fix my hair, change, and do my make-up as fast as I can. I’m already running late. I’m supposed to be meeting Jaxon at the restaurant. When I step out of our bedroom and into the living room I stop in shock.
Jaxon is there and he has the room lit by candlelight, just like the night we reunited. He’s in a blue dress shirt and slacks, and he’s down on one knee. His eyes are glazed over and the smile on his face lights up the whole room.
I see the silver chained cuffs lying across his bended knee and he has a black box in his outstretched hand. My entire body starts to shake in anticipation.
“Tessa, I love you. I walked through life happy. I had a great job, got laid whenever I wanted to, I had good friends and family. I never thought I was missing anything… and then I met you. You were a shock to my system. I saw you at Ryder’s that night in your skimpy uniform, and I knew I had to meet you.
“We talked that night of the party, I got to know you, and when we kissed it was electric. I felt it in every bone of my body. I knew then that you were it. You were the one I wanted to marry.”
I wipe the single tear that has fallen from my eye, still looking at Jaxon, completely entranced by his presence.
“We’ve had our ups and downs, but in the end we’re still always there for one another. You pick me up when I have a bad day at work, and I rock your world when you need a break from real life.
“I don’t care if I never get to meet your family, or that a part of you will always be with your sister, that makes you, you. All I care about is having you forever. I want you forever, Tessa. I need you in my life forever. Through the good and the bad because you make the bad better.”
He opens the box and a beautiful diamond solitaire is sitting in a diamond encrusted setting.
“Tessa Greyson, will you be with me forever? Will you be my rock when I need it and God forbid we have children, would you be the best mother to them that I know you will be? Will you marry me, Tessa, and share a life with me?”
I nod my head, with tears of happiness falling down my face as I say, “Yes, you idiot. Of course I’ll marry you. You didn’t even have to ask. I’m yours, always yours, remember?”
He gets up and I run to him, jumping up onto his body and smothering his face with kisses. He laughs at my attack, but doesn’t let me down. I feel his lips in my hair, kissing me all over.
I lower myself from his body as he takes my hand and slides the engagement ring onto my ring finger. I don’t even look at it; I just look into the eyes of the man who has claimed me. The man I will spend the rest of my life with, hoping he loves me as much as I love him.
“How should we celebrate?” I ask him, as I wrap my arms around his neck, holding him tightly.
“I have dinner reservations for us at eight. Are you ready to go?”
I don’t want to ruin his plans, but I have a much better way to celebrate. I bring my lips to his and kiss him softly, longingly. It takes him only a second to respond and he’s kissing me back, more urgently. I moan into his mouth before breaking the kiss and bringing my lips to his ear.
“I have a better way for us to celebrate and it involves you bringing the silver cuffs into the bedroom with us.”
He doesn’t respond as he sweeps me into his arms and dips us to the ground, swiping the cuffs off the floor. He walks us into the bedroom, slamming the door behind him.
“We can go out another night,” he says huskily, as he tosses me on the bed. His body moves to cover mine as we celebrate our engagement that night, several times, in the comfort of our bed.
We may have some bumps and hurdles ahead of us, but what relationship doe
sn’t? I know with Jaxon by my side, we can get through it, and I love him more than anything.
The End
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When I moved to California from a small town in Michigan, I was looking to get away. I wanted a change and nothing seemed better to me than Los Angeles, the city of dreams. I was looking for an adventure, and I thought my friend Tawny would be the perfect person to give it to me.
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Jared plays by a different set of rules, where anything goes. His lifestyle is unlike anything I’ve ever witnessed before. It scares me, but Jared is always there to protect me.
At night he’s just Jared, my Jared, and I’ll deny it to anyone who asks, but I’m completely in love with him. During the day he’s Brandon Boner, and the world is in love with him.
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