Billionaire's Fake Fiancee

by Eva Luxe

  He got the tattoos to cover them, I realize. He wants to forget.

  There is so much more to this man than meets the eye. Who could have ever suspected the jerk at the bar asking me to flash him would turn out to be the most complex man I’ve ever met in my life?

  “The fight’s tonight,” Ty says, wincing as he washes his wound. I twist my lip.

  “What are you going to do?”

  It takes him a minute to answer, like he knows what to say but can’t bring himself to say it. Finally, he brings his eyes up to meet mine, and I see a look on his face I’ve never seen before.

  “Jenny,” he says firmly. “Can you really picture a life with me? Would you come away with me? If we could. Could you leave this place? Could you leave with me?”

  His words cause me to shutter, and I pull my hand away from him like I’ve just been shocked. I have. I wasn’t expecting that. I can only stare blankly at him, and I wish I could say I was thinking about, contemplating, weighing the pros and cons, but the truth is—I already know the answer.

  “Yes,” I say. The word comes out as barely a whisper and hangs there like the most delicate of things that might shatter or drift away if we say the wrong thing. Slowly, something close to a smile comes over Ty’s face, but it’s more like he’s contemplating something himself.

  What is he thinking? I want to know.

  “I have to fight tonight,” he finally says. “I have no choice. But I think I may have a way out of this. But we’ll have to leave here. Are you sure you’re okay with that?”

  “Yes,” I say.

  “And Josh and Ella? They’ll be okay?”

  “Josh changes schools next year anyway,” I say. “And Ella hates hers.”

  “Good.”

  “Ty,” I say, almost afraid to ask. “Are you saying … we would live together? Be a family?”

  “Yes,” he says quickly and firmly. “I swore I’d never let another woman into my heart, Jenny. But with you … with you there was nothing I could do.”

  I feel a tear slip from my eye and roll down my cheek.

  Don’t cry! I think, almost out of reflex. I’ve spent so long hiding my emotions, not letting anyone in, not letting my children see me upset. I have had to be strong for them, and it wasn’t until now that I realized just how repressed I have been. Looking at Ty, I understand that this is a man I don’t have to hide from. This is a man who will always accept me. I give up holding back, and let the tears fall.

  Ty’s arms are instantly around me, holding me tightly against him. He presses my face against his chest and kisses my head.

  “It’s okay. It will be okay,” he assures me, stroking me with his strong hands. “Get everything together that you need, everything you can’t leave behind, and pack it up. Can you do that?”

  He pulls back and looks at me right in the eyes, and it’s like I can feel our connection. It’s almost like I’ve known him my whole life. I was always a romantic, before life got me down, but I feel like this is the man I’ve been missing. This is the man I’m meant to be with. I guess the reason I don’t feel bad thinking this, is I can see in his eyes that he thinks the same about me.

  ‘Yes,” I say softly.

  He smiles and kisses me. “Good. I was hoping you would say that. I don’t want to be without you ever again, Jenny.”

  “I don’t want to be without you either,” I say, feeling like I’ve just stepped into a dream.

  “Can you help me with my hand?” he asks me.

  “Of course,” I say, pulling a fresh roll of gauze from the vanity. Ty sits on the edge of the tub and I sit down beside him, gently wrapping his hand. This is the kind of thing that most girls I know would whine about—having to help their husband or boyfriend like this, but I love it. I will take care of this man for the rest of his life, and he will take care of me.

  Near the end of our relationship, I wasn’t even sleeping with Colin. I didn’t want anything to do with him, and that’s putting it nicely. It was like we were two people with two different lives living under the same roof. I can’t see that ever happening with Ty, and that’s just not me being romantic. Since Colin I’ve developed a very keen sense for people and their warning signs, and not only do I not see any of those with Ty, but I see the signs that tell me he is a good man.

  And so do my dogs!

  So does Josh!

  I finish wrapping his hand and lean my head on his shoulder, my hand gently covering his. I can practically hear his mind whirring. I don’t know what he’s planning to do, and I don’t know if I should ask. If it’s dangerous, I’m going to be a nervous wreck. I have a feeling it is though. If these men are really as dangerous as he claims, he’s going to have to do something drastic.

  “Ty,” I say softly.

  “Yes?”

  “Do I need to be worried?”

  “No,” he says, standing up. He turns to me and I see a look of determination on his face. A look of resolve. He knows what he’s going to do, and I have faith in him. But I still don’t want to know. I’m going to worry enough as it is, I don’t need the details.

  “I need to get going,” he says. “There’s some things I have to work out. But please, Jenny. Have everything ready. Okay? I’ll sort this out and we can get out of here. We’ll leave all this behind and never look back.”

  Ty kisses me on the forehead and steps past me into the living room. I turn to see him pulling on his jacket. Without looking back, he pulls open the door to the apartment and steps outside. I feel afraid and excited at the same time. My life is about to take a big turn, and even though I’m ready, I’m scared, because I don’t know where that turn will take me.

  Chapter 22 – Tyler

  I am a rock, I keep telling myself as I drive to the fight. My emotions are threatening to boil over and I can’t let that happen. I have a job to do—several of them, and I can’t be soft. I have to put Jenny out of my mind if I’m going to do what I’m about to do. And then, when this is done and all over, I’ll go back to her.

  If she knew what I had planned she would have tried to talk me out of it. I’m putting so much on the line for her, but it’s the only option I see. I have to be with her, and if I don’t do this, I won’t ever be able to be. Not in the way I want.

  She’ll always be a weakness to me. Nicky would be able to use her to leverage me to do whatever he wanted. And then I would be putting Josh and Ella in danger too. And that’s unacceptable. I should have put my foot down earlier. I should have told Barry no, and maybe then Moore would still be alive. Nicky wouldn’t be so furious and maybe I wouldn’t have to be doing what I’m about to do.

  Desperate times though. Desperate times.

  I’m heading to the warehouse for the fight, but I take a sharp turn that will take me back downtown. I can feel my heart start to race as I get closer. My body is screaming out for me to turn around, but I can’t. I have to do this. It’s what I need to be able to follow through with my plan.

  The old house comes into view, and I feel myself break out into a cold sweat. There it is, the blue paint, the tire swing, the old battered porch. The home I used to have.

  I’m never going back, I think as I stop my truck out front. Never.

  Part of me has stuck to the fantasy of my life returning to normal, as though one day I’d just be able to press rewind and get back what I’d lost. I’d dreamt about things going differently. I’d prayed countless times to wake up with Christine by my side and my daughter’s laugh coming from the living room.

  But those days are gone and never coming back.

  I have to put the ghosts of my past to bed. I’m moving on. I’ve found a woman who will make me happy for the rest of my life, and I’m giving my heart to her. No, she’s taken my heart, and I’ve let her.

  The house is now just a reminder of what I lost. It’s holding me back, and it has been all this time. I stare at it, letting the feelings and emotions of those times wash over me, flow through me, and continue on.
/>   I’m still standing.

  My hands grip the wheel of my truck, and I step on the gas. As I pull away from my old house, I leave it all behind. All my memories, my ghosts, my past. It’s all behind me now, not even a reflection in my rear view mirror. There’s nothing in my life now but a future. A beautiful woman that I’ve fallen in love with, and a family.

  Gourmet Meats. The sign greets me for the last time as I pull my truck into the parking lot. This is the last time I’ll ever have to look at this place again. After today, I’ll never be back.

  My truck door groans as I push it open and begin my last walk across the cracked pavement of the parking lot. My hand is throbbing at my side, a reminder of just how ready I am to move on. I feel like my senses are all on high alert. I can feel every stone under my feet and hear every scratch of sand with every step I take. I can smell the grease and oil from the stained parking lot and the acrid scent of old trash when the breeze kicks up. I can feel the thick humid air against my skin and am conscious of every breath and every beat of my heart.

  I’m focused. I’m on high alert, but I’m composed.

  I’m ready for anything.

  I boot the door open casually and step into the dank back hall and its flickering fluorescents reflecting off cracked green tile. Something’s dripping from the ceiling causing a thin film of moisture on the floor. My footsteps echoed across the walls as I step up to the locker room door and push it open.

  Barry is sitting on a bench at the center of the room, slumped over like a beaten dog. He looks like he’s been pretty worked over by Nicky’s men. One eye is blacked and there’s some partially healed cuts across his face. Looks like someone beat him with a pipe.

  “Hey,” he mutters as I close the door behind me. I can hear the dull sounds of the crowd already accumulating in the main warehouse for the fight. I’ve been so caught up in everything that’s been going on that I don’t even know who I’m up against. Not like it matters.

  “How you doing?” I ask him.

  He shrugs, “How do I look?”

  “Like a badass,” I joke, moving to the sink. Examining myself in the mirror, I try to see myself as a new man. I try to picture myself before my family, before the war. I try to look at myself like Jenny must see me.

  “If this doesn’t work, we’re fucked,” I tell him.

  “No shit,” he grumbles back. “What, are you scared now?”

  He doesn’t sound too happy.

  “You heard from the boys?”

  “Yeah, everything’s a go,” he says.

  “And placed the—”

  “Yes, Ty! Yes!” he shouts. He really is nervous. But I can’t let that affect me right now. I have to stay focused. I keep my eyes glued to the mirror, studying my reflection, keeping my thoughts in the moment.

  Three hours. Three hours and it’s all over, I think.

  “Your mom says—”

  “I don’t want to know!” I snap, cutting him off. I can’t have her on my mind right now. My hands grip the sink tight, so tight that the pain in my hand returns with a jolt. I grit my teeth and take it. I have to get used to it if I’m going to do what I’m about to.

  “Fuck,” Barry groans.

  “Shut up, Barry! You guys got me into this, and now I’m going to get us out of it. You just do like we planned and try not to get us killed!”

  It’s harsh, but Barry needs to hear it. This is no time for self pity. This is life or death, and we’ve already lost one of us. I’d rather hurt his feelings now than stand over his lifeless body later.

  I turn from the mirror and walk straight up to him and slap him in the face. He recoils in surprise, and I see the anger wash over his face. Before he can speak, I yell in his face.

  “That’s right! Wake the fuck up! It’s time to do this!”

  I push him, threatening to knock him back off the bench. He leaps to his feet and glares at me, pushing against me with his chest.

  “That’s it! Let’s go!” I roar, thumping him hard on the arm. “You ready?!”

  He nods quickly and I turn, marching out of the locker room.

  “Let’s do this,” I say.

  We walk quickly up the hall towards the main room, the sounds of the crowd growing louder as we approach. The air grows thicker as we take the stairs, and the smell of smoke, booze and bodies invades the air. My breath comes in short shallow sips and my heart is pumping. I’m ready. I push the door open and am greeted by a roar from the crowd.

  The place is more packed than it’s ever been, and the spectators are in a frenzy. They’re out for blood today. I sense Barry peel off behind me as I make my way towards the ring, bodies moving out of my way.

  My eyes scan the horde of people and see Little Nicky in the shadows, a look of nervous determination on his face. Our eyes meet, just briefly, and I smile.

  If only you knew what was about to hit you, you son of a bitch.

  Vinnie and Don are standing beside him, looking at me like they own me. They think they are still holding all the cards, but they don’t know that tonight I’ve stacked the deck.

  The crowd roars as I slip under the ropes and step into the ring. I recognize my opponent. His name’s Big Bruce, aptly named because he has a good eighty pounds on me. Weight classes aren’t exactly enforced around here. He looks like a roided up Viking and is practically screaming as he psyches himself up in his corner.

  He sees me, and pounds his chest, shooting daggers at me.

  He thinks he’s going to win.

  So does Nicky.

  Everyone here thinks they know how tonight is going to go. The odds against me are astronomical. And that’s what’s going to make tonight a success.

  My hand is throbbing as the ref steps up beside me.

  “Both fighters ready?” he shouts. The crowd cheers in response.

  Big Bruce screams from his corner. The ref looks at me and I simply nod, my eyes focused on my opponent, my mind on my future.

  “All right,” the ref shouts. “Fight!”

  Chapter 23 – Jenny

  “Josh, honey?” I say, quietly stepping into my son’s bedroom.

  “Hey!” he says. “Mom, did you know that a day on Venus is two hundred and forty-three Earth days long!?”

  “Wow,” I say. “That’s a very long day! Can you imagine how long you would be at school?”

  “Yuck!” he exclaims as though this were an actual potentiality.

  “Honey, I need to ask you something,” I say, coming and sitting beside him on his bed. Josh’s room is a very comforting place. I did my best to make it that way for him. I look at the soft Christmas lights on his bed and the posters of dinosaurs across the wall, the names of which I barely even remember but he can recite with ease. It’s important for Josh to have a comforting place to come back to.

  He has a high functioning form of Autism, but there are always concerns. He didn’t even like having to leave to visit his father at first, and when Colin showed himself to be unreliable and unable, or unwilling, to take the kids as often as he should, I was almost relieved because it meant putting Josh through less stress.

  And now here I am coming to tell him that we’re going to have to uproot the whole family. I told Ty he would be okay with it, and I truly think he will be, but I’m his mom and I worry.

  “What do you think of Ty?” I ask him.

  “I like Ty,” he says with a broad smile.

  “Yeah? What would you think about having him around more?”

  Josh thinks, twisting his lip and tilting his head. I always say he looks like a little professor when he does that, and it brings a smile to my face every time.

  “I’d like that!” he finally says.

  “Yeah?”

  “He likes to read my books with me,” he says. In a lot of ways, I envy Josh. He’s still able to take pleasure in the little things in life in a way that I wish I could. In a lot of ways, he’s an inspiration to me. That might be an odd thing for a mother to say about her chi
ld, but he is. He has such an amazing enthusiasm for things in life that I never was interested in. The natural world fascinates him, and he can spend an entire afternoon with a book and be perfectly happy.

  “And what about this place? Do you like this place?” He looks at me like he’s confused. “This apartment. Our home. Do you like it?”

  He takes a long time to think again, but finally shakes his head.

  “No? Why not?”

  “It’s loud sometimes,” he says with a grimace. “The neighbors.”

  “They are pretty awful,” I say, commiserating. He’s not wrong there. “How would you feel about moving?”

  “Where would we go?” he asks me.

  Valid question, I think. I hadn’t even thought about that!

  “Somewhere nice,” I tell him. “Somewhere without noisy neighbors.”

  Even if I don’t know exactly where we’d be going, I know Ty would never ask me to leave with him if he didn’t have some place lined up. I’ve never doubted his ability to take care of me, and I don’t doubt it now. If he asked me to leave, then he must have a plan.

  “Can I bring my dinosaur posters?”

  Everything you can’t leave behind … Ty’s words echo in my mind.

  “We could get you some new dinosaur posters! Ones you haven’t had before? How about that?”

  Josh nods enthusiastically, as though he hadn’t thought of that option.

  “A Deinonychus!” he shouts, naming yet another dinosaur I don’t know.

  “Okay! Now, this is what I need you to do for me, okay? I need you to take all your favorite clothes, and put them in here,” I say, pulling a rolling suitcase from Josh’s closet. “Just your favorites okay!? And your best toys too. Can you do that for me?!”

  “Okay!” Josh says excitedly.

  “Now I’m going to go talk to your sister. But I’ll be back. And when I am, I want that suitcase packed okay!?”

  “Okay, mom!” he says, standing tall and proud.

  I step out into the hall and close Josh’s door behind me. When I turn to head to Ella’s room, I find her already standing in the hall looking at me.