Collected Poems 1947-1997
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   on the frosty broad road
   uphill between highway embankments
   I search for the language
   that is also yours—
   almost all our language has been taxed by war.
   Radio antennae high tension
   wires ranging from Junction City across the plains—
   highway cloverleaf sunk in a vast meadow
   lanes curving past Abilene
   to Denver filled with old
   heroes of love—
   to Wichita where McClure’s mind
   burst into animal beauty
   drunk, getting laid in a car
   in a neon misted street
   15 years ago—
   to Independence where the old man’s still alive
   who loosed the bomb that’s slaved all human consciousness
   and made the body universe a place of fear—
   Now, speeding along the empty plain,
   no giant demon machine
   visible on the horizon
   but tiny human trees and wooden houses at the sky’s edge
   I claim my birthright!
   reborn forever as long as Man
   in Kansas or other universe—Joy
   reborn after the vast sadness of War Gods!
   A lone man talking to myself, no house in the brown vastness to hear,
   imaging the throng of Selves
   that make this nation one body of Prophecy
   languaged by Declaration as Pursuit of
   Happiness!
   I call all Powers of imagination
   to my side in this auto to make Prophecy,
   all Lords
   of human kingdoms to come
   Shambu Bharti Baba naked covered with ash
   Khaki Baba fat-bellied mad with the dogs
   Dehorahava Baba who moans Oh how wounded, How wounded
   Sitaram Onkar Das Thakur who commands
   give up your desire
   Satyananda who raises two thumbs in tranquillity
   Kali Pada Guha Roy whose yoga drops before the void
   Shivananda who touches the breast and says OM
   Srimata Krishnaji of Brindaban who says take for your guru
   William Blake the invisible father of English visions
   Sri Ramakrishna master of ecstasy eyes
   half closed who only cries for his mother
   Chaitanya arms upraised singing & dancing his own praise
   merciful Chango judging our bodies
   Durga-Ma covered with blood
   destroyer of battlefield illusions
   million-faced Tathagata gone past suffering
   Preserver Harekrishna returning in the age of pain
   Sacred Heart my Christ acceptable
   Allah the Compassionate One
   Jaweh Righteous One
   all Knowledge-Princes of Earth-man, all
   ancient Seraphim of heavenly Desire, Devas, yogis
   & holymen I chant to—
   Come to my lone presence
   into this Vortex named Kansas,
   I lift my voice aloud,
   make Mantra of American language now,
   I here declare the end of the War!
   Ancient days’ Illusion!—
   and pronounce words beginning my own millennium.
   Let the States tremble,
   let the Nation weep,
   let Congress legislate its own delight
   let the President execute his own desire—
   this Act done by my own voice,
   nameless Mystery—
   published to my own senses,
   blissfully received by my own form
   approved with pleasure by my sensations
   manifestation of my very thought
   accomplished in my own imagination
   all realms within my consciousness fulfilled
   60 miles from Wichita
   near El Dorado,
   The Golden One,
   in chill earthly mist
   houseless brown farmland plains rolling heavenward
   in every direction
   one midwinter afternoon Sunday called the day of the Lord—
   Pure Spring Water gathered in one tower
   where Florence is
   set on a hill,
   stop for tea & gas
   Cars passing their messages along country crossroads
   to populaces cement-networked on flatness,
   giant white mist on earth
   and a Wichita Eagle-Beacon headlines
   “Kennedy Urges Cong Get Chair in Negotiations”
   The War is gone,
   Language emerging on the motel news stand,
   the right magic
   Formula, the language known
   in the back of the mind before, now in black print
   daily consciousness
   Eagle News Services Saigon—
   Headline Surrounded Vietcong Charge Into Fire Fight
   the suffering not yet ended
   for others
   The last spasms of the dragon of pain
   shoot thru the muscles
   a crackling around the eyeballs
   of a sensitive yellow boy by a muddy wall
   Continued from page one area
   after the Marines killed 256 Vietcong captured 31
   ten day operation Harvest Moon last December
   Language language
   U.S. Military Spokesmen
   Language language
   Cong death toll
   has soared to 100 in First Air Cavalry
   Division’s Sector of
   Language language
   Operation White Wing near Bong Son
   Some of the
   Language language
   Communist
   Language language soldiers
   charged so desperately
   they were struck with six or seven bullets before they fell
   Language Language M 60 Machine Guns
   Language language in La Drang Valley
   the terrain is rougher infested with leeches and scorpions
   The war was over several hours ago!
   Oh at last again the radio opens
   blue Invitations!
   Angelic Dylan singing across the nation
   “When all your children start to resent you
   Won’t you come see me, Queen Jane?”
   His youthful voice making glad
   the brown endless meadows
   His tenderness penetrating aether,
   soft prayer on the airwaves,
   Language language, and sweet music too
   even unto thee,
   hairy flatness!
   even unto thee
   despairing Burns!
   Future speeding on swift wheels
   straight to the heart of Wichita!
   Now radio voices cry population hunger world
   of unhappy people
   waiting for Man to be born
   O man in America!
   you certainly smell good
   the radio says
   passing mysterious families of winking towers
   grouped round a quonset-hut on a hillock—
   feed storage or military fear factory here?
   Sensitive City, Ooh! Hamburger & Skelley’s Gas
   lights feed man and machine,
   Kansas Electric Substation aluminum robot
   signals thru thin antennae towers
   above the empty football field
   at Sunday dusk
   to a solitary derrick that pumps oil from the unconscious
   working night & day
   & factory gas-flares edge a huge golf course
   where tired businessmen can come and play—
   Cloverleaf, Merging Traffic East Wichita turnoff
   McConnell Airforce Base
   nourishing the city—
   Lights rising in the suburbs
   Supermarket Texaco brilliance starred
   over streetlamp vertebrae on Kellogg,
   green jeweled traffic li
ghts
   confronting the windshield,
   Centertown ganglion entered!
   Crowds of autos moving with their lightshine,
   signbulbs winking in the driver’s eyeball—
   The human nest collected, neon lit,
   and sunburst signed
   for business as usual, except on the Lord’s Day—
   Redeemer Lutheran’s three crosses lit on the lawn
   reminder of our sins
   and Titsworth offers insurance on Hydraulic
   by De Voors Guard’s Mortuary for outmoded bodies
   of the human vehicle
   which no Titsworth of insurance will customize for resale—
   So home, traveler, past the newspaper language factory
   under Union Station railroad bridge on Douglas
   to the center of the Vortex, calmly returned
   to Hotel Eaton—
   Carry Nation began the war on Vietnam here
   with an angry smashing ax
   attacking Wine—
   Here fifty years ago, by her violence
   began a vortex of hatred that defoliated the Mekong Delta—
   Proud Wichita! vain Wichita
   cast the first stone!—
   That murdered my mother
   who died of the communist anticommunist psychosis
   in the madhouse one decade long ago
   complaining about wires of masscommunication in her head
   and phantom political voices in the air
   besmirching her girlish character.
   Many another has suffered death and madness
   in the Vortex from Hydraulic
   to the end of 17th—enough!
   The war is over now—
   Except for the souls
   held prisoner in Niggertown
   still pining for love of your tender white bodies O children of Wichita!
   February 14, 1966
   Auto Poesy: On the Lam from Bloomington
   Setting out East on rain bright highways
   Indianapolis, police cars speeding past
   gas station—Stopped for matches
   PLOWL of Silence,
   Street bulbs flash cosmic blue—darkness!
   POW, lights flash on again!
   pavement-gleam
   Mobil station pumps lit in rain
   ZAP, darkness, highway power failure
   rain hiss
   traffic lights dead black—
   Ho! Dimethyl Triptamine flashing circle vibrations
   center Spiked—
   Einsteinian Mandala,
   Spectrum translucent,
   … Television eyeball dots in treehouse Ken Kesey’s
   Power failure inside the head,
   neural apparatus crackling—
   So drift months later past
   Eli Lilly pharmaceuticals’ tower walls
   asleep in early morning dark outside Indianapolis
   Street lamps lit humped along downtown Greenfield
   News from Dallas, Dirksen declareth
   “Vietnam Protesters have forgotten the lessons of History”
   Across Ohio River, noon
   old wire bridge, auto graveyards,
   Washington town covered with rust—hm—
   February 1966
   Kansas City to Saint Louis
   Leaving K.C. Mo. past Independence past Liberty
   Charlie Plymell’s memories of K.C. renewed
   The Jewel-box Review,
   white-wigged fat camps yakking abt
   Georgie Washington and Harry T.
   filthier than any poetry reading I ever gave
   applauded
   by the police negro wives Mafia subsidized
   To East St. Louis on the broad road
   Highway 70 crammed with trucks
   Last night almost broke my heart dancing to
   Cant Get No Satisfaction
   lotsa beer & slept naked in the guest room—
   Now
   Sunlit wooded hills overhang the highway
   rolling toward the Sex Factories of Indiana—
   Automobile graveyard, red cars dumped
   bleeding under empty skies—
   Burchfield’s paintings, Walker Evans’ photos,
   a white Victorian house on a hill—
   Trumble & Bung of chamber music
   pianoesque on radio—midwest culture
   before rock and roll
   If I knew twenty years ago what I know now
   I coulda led a symphony orchestra in Minneapolis
   & worn a tuxedo
   Heart to heart, the Kansas voice of Ella Mae
   “are you afraid of growing old,
   afraid you’ll no longer be attractive to your husband?”
   “… I dont see any reason” says the radio
   “for those agitators— Why dont they move in with the negroes? We’ve been separated all along, why change things now? But I’ll hang up, some other Martian might want to call in, who has another thought.”
   The Voice of Leavenworth
   echoing thru space to the car dashboard
   “… causes and agitations, then, then they’re doing the work of the communists as J. Edgar Hoover says, and many of these people are people with uh respectable, bility, of a cloak of respectability that shows uh uh teachers professors and students …”
   hollow voice, a minister
   breathing thru the telephone
   “God created all the races … and it is only men who tried to mix em up, and when they mix em up that’s when the trouble starts.”
   No place like Booneville though, buddy—
   End of the Great Plains,
   late afternoon sun, rusty leaves on trees
   One of these days those boots will walk all over you
   We the People—shelling the Viet Cong
   “Inflation has swept in upon us … Johnson administration rather than a prudent Budget… discipline the American people rather than discipline itself…”
   I lay in bed naked in the guest room,
   my mouth found his cock,
   my hand under his behind
   Till the whole body stiffened
   and sperm choked my throat.
   Michele, John Lennon & Paul McCartney
   wooing the decade
   gaps from the 30s returned
   It’s the only words I know that
   You ll understand…
   Old earth rolling mile after mile patient
   The ground
   I roll on
   the ground
   the music soars above
   The ground electric arguments
   ray over
   The ground dotted with signs for Dave’s Eat Eat
   scarred by highways, eaten by voices
   Pete’s Café—
   Golden land in setting sun
   Missouri River icy brown, black cows,
   grass tufts standing up hairy on hills
   mirrored to heaven—
   Spring one month to come.
   Sea shells on the ground strata’d by the turnpike—
   Old ocean evaporated away,
   Mastodons stomped, dinosaurs groaned
   when these brown hillocks were
   leafy steam-green-swamp-think Marsh nations
   before the Birch Society was a gleam in the
   Pterodactyl’s eye
   —Aeroplane sinking groundward
   toward my white Volkswagen prehistoric
   white cockroach under high tension wires—
   my face, Rasputin in car mirror.
   Funky barn, black hills approaching Fulton
   where Churchill rang down the Curtain
   on Consciousness
   and set a chill which overspread the world
   one icy day in Missouri
   not far from the Ozarks—
   Provincial ears heard the Spenglerian Iron
   Terror Pronouncement
   Magnificent Language, they said,
   for country ears—
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sp; St Louis calling St Louis calling
   Twenty years ago,
   Thirty years ago
   the Burroughs School
   Pink cheeked Kenney with fine blond hair,
   his almond eyes aristocrat
   gazed,
   Morphy teaching English & Rimbaud
   at midnight to the fauns
   W.S.B. leather cheeked, sardonic
   waiting for change of consciousness,
   unnamed in those days—
   coffee, vodka, night for needles,
   young bodies
   beautiful unknown to themselves
   running around St Louis
   on a Friday evening
   getting drunk in awe & honor of the
   terrific future these
   red dry trees at sunset go thru two decades later
   They could’ve seen
   the animal branches, wrinkled to the sky
   & known the gnarled prophecy to come,
   if they’d opened their eyes outa the whiskey-haze
   in Mississippi riverfront bars
   and gone into the country with a knapsack to
   smell the ground.
   Oh grandfather maple and elm!
   Antique leafy old oak of Kingdom City in the purple light
   come down, year after year,
   to the tune
   of mellow pianos.
   Salute, silent wise ones,
   Cranking powers of the ground,
   awkward arms of knowledge
   reaching blind above the gas station
   by the high TV antennae
   Stay silent, ugly Teachers,
   let me & the Radio yell about Vietnam and mustard gas.
   “Torture … tear gas legitimate weapons …
   Worries language beyond my comprehension” the radio
   commentator says himself.
   Use the language today
   “… a great blunder”
   in Vietnam, heavy voices,
   “A great blunder … once you’re in, uh,
   one of these things, uh …”
   “Stay in.” Withdraw,
   Language, language, uh, uh
   from the mouths of Senators, uh
   trying to think of Senators, uh
   trying to think on their feet
   Saying uhh, politely
   Shift linguals, said Burroughs, Cut the Word Lines!
   He was right all along.
   “… a procurer of these dogs
   … take them from the United States … Major Caty … as long as it’s not a white dog … Sentry Dog Procurement Center, Texas … No dogs, once trained, are ever returned to the owner …”
   French Truth,
   Dutch Civility
   Black asphalt, blue stars,
   tail light procession speeding East,
   The hero surviving his own murder,
   his own suicide, his own
   addiction, surviving his own
   poetry, surviving his own
   disappearance from the scene—