The Untamed Bride Plus Two Full Novels and Bonus Material

by Stephanie Laurens

  Until she moaned.

  Until desperation sank to her bones.

  He showed her how waiting for his touch could make her quake, how receiving it could make her gasp, then moan. Then sob, then scream.

  Showed her how passion could build, and build, until it grew claws and raked her, then shattered her.

  Taught her how pleasure could flay her, how raw need could beat her from the inside out, how pleasure could become a raging fire that consumed her.

  His hard hands moved over her with unveiled intent. Harshly, compellingly, driving her on. If he’d pressed possession on her before, now he gave her fire and conflagration—gave her no choice but to take it in and let it rage. Let it have her. Consume her.

  Eyes closed, giddy, she fought to keep upright, to keep her head from tipping back. Tried not to notice how her breathy pants converted again to moans, then to hitching sobs.

  Greedy passion again leapt high, flared cometbright, then raced over her skin, spreading beneath, then building like a fever.

  Until she burned again.

  Until primitive passion ran molten in her veins.

  Until visceral desire was an empty furnace in her belly and she ached with the need to feel him within her. Had to fight the compulsion to writhe under his hands.

  His wicked fingers continued to knead, to squeeze and explore, to possess every curve, every intimate hollow. From behind, he probed her sheath again, but purely to confirm that she was ready, wet and hot and slickly prepared to receive him.

  Gasping, sensually reeling, she felt him move closer. Between her thighs, he slid his fingers further forward, with the broad tip of one circled the delicate nubbin throbbing behind her curls, sending sensations spiraling and rising, pushing her arousal to even greater heights.

  “What do you want?” The words were a guttural whisper by her ear.

  “I want you inside me.” Eyes closed, she licked her lips. “Deep inside me. Now.”

  “Good.”

  She felt him at her back, then one hand flattened and pressed between her shoulder blades, forcing her down.

  “Bend over. Put your elbows on the bed.”

  Her skin crawling with need, she did. His hands clamped about her hips, gripped.

  She had an instant of warning—an instant for her nerves, every sense she possessed, to seize with expectation, then he drove himself into her—hard, deep, powerful and sure.

  Into the weeping furnace of her sheath.

  She couldn’t hold back a moan as he filled her, then he withdrew and thrust powerfully in again, pushing deeper still, and her moan turned to a strangled sob.

  The fabric of his breeches rode against the sensitized skin of her bottom, reminding her that he was all but fully clothed while she … was bent naked and helpless before him on her bed, her wrists tied, her sheath flagrantly offered for his use.

  Another layer of arousal, a deeper possession.

  She sobbed, panted, unable to do more than shake her head from side to side as he pounded into her, and she gladly—so gladly—received him. As she tightened and clung, embracing the fullness of his shaft as he pressed deep and filled her, as she desperately clung to sanity as he drove her ever higher up the peak of sensation.

  She wanted every last moment, every senses-shattering instant of pleasure.

  She fought to shift, to ride his thrusts and prolong the engagement—and discovered she couldn’t. Discovered just how helpless she was as he held her immobile and repeatedly, relentlessly, filled her.

  As over and over he worked his erection, all steel and fire, deep in her sheath, until the friction felt like living flame.

  Logan held her in position, refused to let her buck, let her move her hips at all as he stroked repetitively, pressing deep, as he felt her instinctively clamp and cling, the most primitively intimate caress of all.

  Her head threshed as he drove her harder, higher up the peak; the sounds falling from her lips were gasping sobs of entreaty and surrender.

  He felt her muscles clench, closed his eyes, and thrust forcefully deep—heard her scream as she came apart, her sheath clamping hard, pulling him in.

  Jaw tight, he hung on, pumped steadily through the powerful, rippling contractions, until he felt them slowly ebb, then fade.

  Opening his eyes, he looked down at her. Her hair had come loose; a rumpled red curtain, it flowed over her shoulders and veiled her face as she lay slumped, panting, still gasping, her cheek on the covers as she struggled to catch her breath.

  Her skin glowed like a pale-rose-tinted pearl, flushed with desire, sheened with spent passion.

  He still held her hips clamped between his hands, was still sunk to the balls in her bounty.

  He’d slowed his thrusts while he’d looked. He picked up the pace, worked his erection deeper into her surrendered body, enjoying the sensations of having her so open, so intimately exposed and conquered.

  He stroked deep, felt sensation shiver through him, long, luscious, a lingering sense of triumphant possession.

  He’d planned to let go and plunder her body anew, to finish like this, in this position, reinforcing what he hoped was the lesson she’d learned—that she could be made helpless by passion, then taken, conquered, and used in whatever way her conqueror desired.…

  He’d thought that was what he would want, but … no.

  She’d demanded he use her to satisfy his most potent desires.

  There was no reason he shouldn’t. Withdrawing from her, he stepped back, and stripped off his clothes.

  Lifting her, he laid her on her back in the middle of the bed, her body flat, her head barely touching the pillows, her arms extended above her head, her hands, still tied, between the pillows. Her limbs were still lax; she struggled to lift her lids, tried to frown. Naked, on his knees, he grasped her ankles and spread them wide, then moved between and let his body down on hers.

  Came down on his elbows, wedged his hips between hers, caught her gaze as her lids rose to reveal dazed green eyes.

  He thrust powerfully into her.

  Watched her eyes flare, heard her breath catch.

  Then he bent his head and took her mouth.

  Rapaciously, ravenously plundered, sinking deep and claiming both her mouth and her body.

  Felt her rise beneath him as he did.

  Felt her join with him and ride the uninhibited crest of unleashed passion, of unfettered desire.

  This was what he wanted—his most potent desire—to have her spread beneath him, his to plunder, yet with her with him, an active participant, every heated inch of the way.

  He filled her forcefully, repeatedly, unrelentingly. Yet even as he reached for her knees, she lifted her legs, wrapped them about his hips and tilted hers, inviting him deeper yet, luring him further yet, riding him as he rode her in an unreservedly primitive consummation.

  Taking unreservedly.

  Being taken unreservedly.

  But as he sensed their climax roaring down on them, as the wave of release reared, about to crash, as her body clung to his, abandonly enticing, he realized …

  Then she screamed his name and shattered, and her release brought on his own, and all thought was drowned beneath an orgy of sensation.

  Bliss rolled in on a heavy wave of aftermath.

  In the instant before he succumbed, he acknowledged defeat.

  She hadn’t drawn back. She hadn’t been frightened—not the faintest lick of even reticence had touched her.

  She’d loved every minute, every intense second.

  On a long-drawn groan, he slumped on top of her.

  He’d achieved the opposite of what he’d intended—and more. Worse.

  Only one thought, one reaction, managed to surface in his exhausted brain. How the devil had it come to this?

  He should have guessed she’d revel in the power, the passion, the intensity. She was like no woman he’d ever known, ergo …

  Some untold time later, when he’d managed to lift from her and
settle them in the bed, with her curled beside him, he lay staring at the shadowed ceiling—thinking. Of what, beneath all the heat and fire, courtesy of the power, the passion, and the intensity that had undeniably ruled, had actually occurred.

  Had happened.

  There was no going back.

  It had definitely not been what he’d intended—almost certainly not what she’d expected, either. But she’d stubbornly brought it on, engineered the encounter, and it had happened, come to pass, and so here they now were.

  Somewhere they hadn’t been before.

  He’d thought that being so dominant a personality, she’d recoil from being dominated—that she wouldn’t like it, would draw back from it. Instead, she’d gloried in his possession, welcomed and embraced it, and him, and wrapped him in something akin to heaven—an angel’s embrace. He’d thought she’d run screaming, at least figuratively. Instead … he was the one conquered.

  The one now addicted.

  She’d satisfied every dream—every potent desire—he’d ever had.

  Even if he dreamt up more, and he could—definitely could—he felt certain, now, that she would happily fulfill them.

  After what had happened … things between them had changed. Irreparably, irretrievably. He wasn’t going back, could no longer step back. Not now he knew what it was like to touch heaven and come to rest in an angel’s arms.

  Even if she was, very definitely, no angel at all.

  Seven

  December 14, 1822

  Mon Coeur, Torteval, Guernsey

  Linnet woke, once again, to the sensation of being filled, of being swept away, smoothly, irresistibly, on a tide of pleasure and quiet passion, of being taken, whisked high, and shattered, drained, then suffused with indescribable glory as she sank to rest, sated and bliss-filled, in her lover’s arms.

  As she slipped, helplessly, back into slumber, Logan slumped by her side, and felt his lips curve. His new direction was irrefutably right. Satisfied, reassured, he surrendered to the combined lure of her warmth and his satiation and let sleep have him again.

  He woke as Linnet slid from the bed. Opening his eyes, he raised his head, looked at her. Arched his brows.

  Linnet stared into his dark blue eyes—into the smug, distinctly masculine, self-satisfied expression inhabiting them—and nearly panicked. She never panicked.

  “Don’t get up—it’s early yet. You should rest.” After your amazing exertions of the night. And the morning. Desperately ignoring her naked state, she walked to where she’d, dropped her clothes, swiped her chemise from the top of the pile, and tugged it on.

  Better. She could still feel his gaze—all over. The flimsy chemise didn’t dull its edge. Donning her shift helped, gave her a touch more confidence.

  Enough to ignore him as he rolled over the better to watch her dress.

  She’d told him to go back to sleep, so she wasn’t going to talk to him. Talking could wait until her mind was working again.

  It was early, earlier than usual, but she had to get away. Had to get out of sight of him, out of reach of him, before she did something stupid.

  Like grab him again, demand he make love to her however he wished again.

  Foolish, foolish, but how could she have known? No one had ever told her “making love” could be like that—something that seized you, sank claws so deep you couldn’t escape, then turned you inside out with need.

  Before satisfying every last iota of that need with mind-bending pleasure.

  Her mind had definitely been bent. She didn’t think she could trust it to work again, not where he was concerned.

  She kept herself facing away from the bed. Yet—damn it—she was already thinking, mentally flirting, with notions she shouldn’t. Like imagining what it would be like to keep him in her life. To have him there to satisfy … all he’d shown her, the deep cravings she’d never known she had.

  Now she knew, and she couldn’t undo the damage. She would know she craved that—preferably with him—for the rest of her life.

  Her lonely, largely solitary life. The life that stretched before her, much as the life she’d had to date—the one without a large, naked, entirely capable man in her bed.

  Without a man by her side to share the day’s burdens … oh, this was not good.

  On a personal level, she was alone, and always had been.

  She’d survived before, and she would again—once he’d left and she’d recovered her equilibrium.

  Annoyance and irritation came to her aid. Annoyance at him for being all she’d never known she desperately wanted, irritation at herself for wishing for something that could never be.

  Pulling a dark navy gown from her armoire, she yanked it over her head, tied the laces as she headed for the door. She was almost surprised to reach it without some comment from him, but she told herself she was inexpressibly grateful. Don’t look back.

  She put her hand on the knob—and glanced at the bed.

  Arms crossed behind his head, like a dark Adonis he lay watching her.

  “I’ll see you at the breakfast table.” Opening the door, she stalked out, and shut it carefully behind her.

  Any day—perhaps today—he would remember the missing pieces of the jigsaw of his life, and then he would leave.

  That was the one thing above all others she had to remember.

  The one thing she couldn’t afford to forget.

  Logan lay in her bed, lips slowly curving in a knowing smile.

  It might not have been obvious, but his angel who was no angel had been flustered—that’s why she’d beaten such a hasty retreat. He doubted she approved of having her senses, let alone her will, suborned so easily.

  He hoped this morning’s interlude had given her something more to think about, another perspective on what they’d shared last night. The same possessive passion, but a gentler, less blatant version.

  Gradually, his smile faded as the challenge that lay ahead of him solidified in his mind.

  He didn’t think he was married. He was starting to feel sure enough of his reactions to believe he couldn’t be; if he had been, his Calvinistic upbringing would have him writhing with guilt, regardless of whether he could remember or not.

  He was almost certain he didn’t have a wife, almost certain he could ask Linnet to fill the role.

  He was even more certain that when the time came, he could convince her to agree.

  One trait that became clearer, more pronounced, every day, was that he wasn’t the sort of man who gave up. Not when he’d set his mind on something, on attaining something.

  And he wanted Linnet with a passion beyond anything he’d felt before.

  In a few short days, she’d made him—forced him to—face his future, to understand and accept that she and this place of hers were elements he couldn’t do without. That they fulfilled him in ways, and to a depth, he hadn’t before thought possible. That his place there, securing it, was vital—that he had no choice but to incorporate her and all that was hers into his life.

  She would be the lodestone around which the rest of his life would revolve.

  How to make that clear to her, how to persuade her to accept the inevitable consequences … of that he wasn’t quite so sure.

  Tossing back the covers, he rose and stretched, feeling more alive, more energized, than he could ever recall feeling before. Lowering his arms, he glanced at the door. Regardless of what Linnet might think, he already had a place in her life, one he was currently filling. No matter what she thought, he wasn’t going to surrender it, wouldn’t give it up.

  He wasn’t going to let her go.

  When he joined her at the breakfast table, he decided he might as well start as he meant to go on. After taking his usual seat on her left, and smiling and thanking Molly, who came rushing up with a plate piled with sausages, ham, and kedgeree, he looked at Linnet, met her eyes. “So what are we doing today?”

  She stared at him, then repressively replied, “I haven’t yet decid
ed what I need to do.”

  “Whatever you decide, I’ll come with you.”

  “I was thinking it might be better for you to rest after your disturbed night—perhaps help Buttons with the children.”

  He held her gaze for a second, then glanced at the windows, at the gray day outside. “The weather’s closing in—the children will most likely stay indoors. I think it would be more useful for me to go with you.”

  He returned his gaze to her face, scooped a forkful of kedgeree into his mouth, chewed, and kept his gaze leveled on hers.

  Eyes narrowing, Linnet baldly stated, “I believe we should do whatever we can to prod your memory, but I’m not sure what else we can do.”

  He nodded, finally gave his attention to his plate. “There must be something. I’ll think about it.”

  Linnet bit her tongue against the temptation to reply; if he’d decided to stop baiting her—she was fairly certain that’s what he’d been doing—then she’d be wise to let sleeping dogs lie.

  From across and down the table, Vincent asked Logan about cavalry mounts and stabling. While Logan answered, Linnet glanced around the table, confirming that none of the others had seen their exchange for the clash of wills it had been.

  Head down, she finished her meal, absorbing the conversations bandied about the table, hearing more the sounds than the words. Buttons and Muriel chatting at the far end, their voices brisk, but light. Edgar, John, and Bright discussing something about the crops, voices low, while the boys’ bright, eager voices joined the conversation Vincent had started. Even Gilly piped up with a question. Logan’s deep voice was a rumbling counterpoint running beneath all the others, balancing and connecting the others into a harmonious whole.…

  She inwardly shook herself, wrenched her mind from that track. No matter how well Logan fitted, he wouldn’t stay. Exasperation tinged with frustration bloomed. She might, want him to remain, might want that, and him, to a degree she hadn’t mere days ago thought possible, but realistically, she knew it wouldn’t work. If he stayed, there’d be problems. He’d want to lead, he was that sort of man, while she would never consent to handing over the reins—to stepping aside from the position she’d been born and raised to fill.